family thinks im in a cult, or devlil worshipping
I think many of us in this community can relate... I'm sure many of us are "closet empaths" for a lack of a better word. I am still kind of one of them myself. So yes, like lucky-seven said "at least you are not alone".
As for advice... I say stay true to who you know you are. Because you know with your soul that this is your gift/curse (which ever you may call it). Just because the bible or religion says this is wrong doesn't mean that it is true or these things are not happening to you or are part of you. This is touchy subject with many people, religious or not. So just be patient with those who don't understand, they are just worried for you because of what they have been taught to believe.
I hope this helps a little.