Clairsentient or Something Else?
Hello fellow empaths! I need help figuring out something that has had me wondering for quite some time now. Ever since I can remember, I've been a pretty sensitive person. I was shy when I was younger but have since grown out of that. Now, I'm a fairly outgoing person and will strike up a conversation with just about anyone. My friends and even strangers find me an easy person to confide in. I liked to say I have pretty thick skin but have come to realize this is quite the contrary. When I step on someone's toes (figuratively of course) I feel it just as much. I always criticize myself for being overly emotional and find it strange if I don't cry at least once within a given day. I often times will feel myself getting sad, angry, or upset out of nowhere due to no feelings of my own but just as quickly as the feeling came about, it's gone again in a heartbeat.I can feel the energy of others resonating in a room and rubbing off on me, my loved ones more so than anyone. When I walk into a room, I can feel the imprint left by the previous people in there based off of the energy they gave off, especially if its negative. I get this heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach, comparable to a "gut feeling." When something is wrong with somebody but they speak no words, I always find myself asking "are you alright?" Only to figure out at the moment or later on that the heavy feeling in my stomach was correct and that there was something troubling them.I've always had this weird sort of extended intuition where I will think about something or jokingly mention it and it will happen. Often times, there's anoter gut feeling associated with this but it isn't always a heavy feeling. Half the time, I'll find myself thinking about an occurence that happened and get that same feeling in the pit of my stomach as whenever whatever it was happened. For example, I was driving to work one day and thought about a particularly busy evening. When I got there, it was like a repeat of that same night. Another example is a time where I lied to my parents about quitting a job and one night I had a heavy feeling, afraid they were gonna find out the next day and that very next day we got into a fight about that very thing because they figured out I had been lying to them.Another feeling I get is with people. One night at the gas station, I wanted to buy cigarettes after a busy night at work and I glanced over at the guys next to me and got a weird feeling about them. As they walked past my car and looked at me for a brief moment, I decided I didn't want to go inside until they were gone. It was like a weird kind of feeling like I felt as if they were thinking negatively of me or had just got through talking about me. When I went in, one of them looked at me for a moment before exiting. Come to find out later that night, my boyfriend got into a fight with that very guy for something he said about me.A few more examples are things like turning the TV on to the show Cops and getting pulled over as soon as I left my friend's house, after I had joked about it. Or having this weird kind of mental telepathy with my boyfriend and my good friend. Another weird one is asking a question about something random and seeing that same thing on TV later on or getting an answer a few days later.Its as if others' emotions rub off on me and I feel them too. Not to an overwhelming extent, though. One other weird thing I get is like an emotional hangover sort of deal. I find myself needing a couple of days at least to recover from a bad day previously, like it actually making me feel sick. I don't know if I'm just strange or whatever, or if it's just wishful thinking, but I feel as if my intutitive and emotional side could be linked to some psychic ability, as minor as it may be. Any response would be helpful! Have a wonderful evening, lovelies.
updated by @haley: 01/16/17 07:24:55AM