Amanda New Member
I'm Amanda, overall as a person, probably due to my moon sign being in Gemini I am very outgoing, sociable, and friendly. I would say I am pretty unique, I for some unknown reason have always been a nonconformist. I definitely can say you will never met other me ,but it does take a while for me to open up. I have always, since my early childhood experienced these specific thought that would "hit" my mind not literally. These thought where not made my me, meaning they with not of me, physically or mentally. And no other thoughts were thought when they would come like I would be able to think stop thinking this. They last about 10-25 seconds. And my whole life people will call my name during this and say Amanda why do you always zone out (FYI I've been diagnosed as ADHD with anxiety). I do zone out into someone's energy lol. Flip side When I meditate I will have the time to see what is good in my life and what I need to get ruin of to made my life better. I definitely pick up on people's feeling, emotions, vibes, and energy when I am in person, within the past two year I can pick up on it over phone when I am paying attention. For reason I absolutely have communicating through text messages or e-mails. I always misinterpret the emotion of the text. I am a scorpio so I have always been obsession with the supernatural, or mystical aspects of life. I have never told anyone or said this part of my life until two years ago I told my best friend. When people come around me they either absolutely love me or they have to stay away from me with any rhyme or reason. Ihave a lot of visions. If I get into a fight with someone it not only mentally, but also physically exhausts me and usually ruins my whole day. I am the type of person who settles for relationships or I guess you who call me a fixer. I try to "fix" people I am close to. I was raised in a psychologically abuse home where my parent fought since day one. When they would fight they would be screaming and cussing at each other and this fights always ended with my mom leaving and staying with my grandmother, but I was not aloud to see her during when she left. We (my dad and I ) would never no how long. So, being a psychology major, of course I suffer from depression, and anxiety, I guess that is why people that I have crossed paths with have said I am a wounded healer. I do know that I want to use my past for good. I know there are a lot of people out there suffering right now and I want to help. The one thing that makes the happiest in life is helping other soul. I am a psychology major as well. So I study human emotion and experiences. I don't think that is a coincidence. I study astrology as a hobby and do photography as an escape. I want to start blogging as you see I write too much. Hopefully I will meet a bunch of you!
updated by @amanda4: 02/26/17 08:42:30PM