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Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 03:06:48PM
9 posts

Energy & Animal Intuitive


Healers

It's like I'm dreaming. Had no idea all these things I've done most my life had names & so much information on them. Well, I knew it had to e available , yet I felt I could be possibly messing with something bad, like I've been told all my life. So I'm very very happy! It's been so intense my intuition & ive been unable to block at all, since I lost my Dad passed & right after , my boyfriend committed suicide. I broke since we've been friends since 12 yrs old & share the same birthday place &!city. We met again at 40. Choosing the same career , just so so close. Since I came out of my shock, well actually, I believe he snapped me out of shock with messages only he could possibly send. I'm not sure if that's possible , but I know I've completely changed & im stronger. I'm very clear on what happened & why. Everything clearly makes sense, and I'm able to join in this Great Awakening! Animals ~ we help each other. I've got my besties. I pretty much take all attention when I go to friends houses. Their pets all baby with me & listen .lol.I only came into these sites or looked into my gifts since I could okay "Bible Numerology" without feeling bad. I know 3, 7 , and 40 are big number that represent meaning according to bible. I couldn't take how I was seeing the same numbers constantly. Radio stations switching, playing songs that we had put meaning to. Weird things that just became almost creepy. My hairs standing straight up. A Certain pet, I believe , knows he's with me. She acts completely different when he's around. I'm not sure if I'm saying this right, yet I'm positive it's him.
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 01:38:06PM
9 posts

Psychic Vampire


Psychic and Paranormal

I think. Replied wrong. Riding do something wrong?
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 01:30:58PM
9 posts

Psychic Vampire


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you so much for your reply . I'm getting the feeling she's a psychopath. I'm not sure yet. It's pretty bad because she's seeing that I'm No Fool. So she stays away from me a lot doing busy work. Her energy can be demanding & come across like she's yelling at you. (That's what she really does sound like & she has excuses for every reaction. Like it is perfectly okay to do. It's all about her. What she's done in life. Many careers I've heard , and only making it to the 6th grade...pretty impressive. Excuse my sarcasm, it's a definite coping mechanism as of lately. I've been able to communicate better with her. Somehow, I've been able to be the "manipulator" I guess, to get her to not react like a bomb went off. So she listens to me. I've got trouble hearing she talks fast & constantly is moving around so I can't read her lips. It's been challenging, but I'm here for her until I finish up my promise to her mother I gave you word to do. So ...I've walked her through her Hospice care & got her involved and even had her wanting to stay during her mother passing. She's been extremely grateful & thanks me often because she understands now . I lost my father 2 years ago wth a long illness (ALS) and in the end, it was the most beautiful passing. He was in the hospital & her mother wanted to pass at one with All ur family (who's all estranged from one another & fights constantly. So I did that for her mom, & thefamily . I was able to experience a home passing that was exactly what she was wanting to see before she would go Home. My Awakening Is So Intense! Like Wide Awake~ yet I'm confused with what everything means. What do need to look out for? I've ever experienced someone so selfish acting ever. Yet, through these experiences she's never been around or would think about, I see a definite softening & manners coming in. She has been diagnosed with some kind of of defiant disorder very young. She uses this and gave me paperwork from her Dr's that is huge~ so I could learn about it. Any advice?
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 12:55:36PM
9 posts

Energy & Animal Intuitive


Healers

This is what has been told I should learn to use, since it's been a natural thing I do. I know about Reiki but the word intuitive is very bad in my family life. It's Impossible to ignore or even protect myself since this past year. It's intense. So I'm here, looking for understanding & educating myself. It's beautiful!
updated by @something-about-mary: 02/28/17 08:53:56AM
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 12:55:17PM
9 posts

Energy & Animal Intuitive


Healers

This is what has been told I should learn to use, since it's been a natural thing I do. I know about Reiki but the word intuitive is very bad in my family life. It's Impossible to ignore or even protect myself since this past year. It's intense. So I'm here, looking for understanding & educating myself. It's beautiful!
updated by @something-about-mary: 02/22/17 02:08:37PM
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 12:00:32PM
9 posts

Psychic Vampire


Psychic and Paranormal

Could someone explain this to me? Is this a narcissist or psychopath OR sociopath? What's what? Could I be around people that I am "Testing" to see if they're truly my friends? Ive had some uneasy feelings. Yet, I Godsmacked them when the mother asked me to help bring her family together as she passed. It was just bringing the Light like a full beam pyramid to walk her Home ~ as she visualized. It took 2 1/2 weeks. She passed 1 week ago. I made a new beautiful angel friend able to pass away with something Nobody believed would , or could ever happen. So there's a lot of negative energy normally and this family came together ...I looked like I was 10 lbs lighter & exhausted from not leaving until she passed. I came back yesterday. It's unbelievable how quickly people forget, yet when I'm here the house gets put back in order. I'm not lifting a finger...so I believe my friend, the daughter , needs the energy to get her focused. She said she saw how badly she dropped the ball & she's trying to come back & be a more stable parent. She's very bipolar and never went passed 6th grade due to being a ward of the court. Abused beyond anything I've heard~ and she's deserving of a Real Friend. I am able to show her things she doesn't comprehend, yet takes my lead & tries her best. I can't imagine, her heart is pure with compassion. Her delivery is different. Almost too much energy & misdirected. It's enough to blow me back. Very much the same way, just from opposite worlds. So Sorry if I seem dense on this, I'm learning a whole new language since I've mad up my own names or meanings to words that you all know. I've created my own language & have only spoken of my gifts when someone notices them.
updated by @something-about-mary: 07/05/17 12:01:40AM
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
04/27/16 10:51:40AM
9 posts

Your Strongest Spiritual Gift


Library of Light

I'm in tears I'm so happy from accepting wholeheartedly, I posses most of what I'm reading about how strong my gift truly is. I've pushed it out of my head with "owning" that I'm an Empath with strong gift, due to how I was raised in a Very strict born again Christian home. STRICT!!! Any of them find out about me , I'll be Completely Shunned more than I am now. I've got about 7 people out of 60+ that are talking to me now. So it's been hard to completely own it. I've known I was different at 5 yrs old. I'm 45 now, so I used Bible Numerology and used 40, which means test passed, to fully accept that I'm not sinning somehow! Lol...I'm looking forward to rewriting my profile. A Must!I'll be able to finally feel free to be...Empathic ME!!!! (True Billie!)
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
03/18/16 01:10:36PM
9 posts

Dumping ground of emotions


Empath

I'm aware my friend(s) aren't able to pick up on my feelings, like I can theirs. I'm not so upset when I'm unable to get the same attention given. It's been more difficult for my good friends at first to comfort me over such a devastating loss. I wasn't able to be open for anyone until I was able to find my comfort, with what I feel, was him letting me know he was okay. I get messages all the time.
Something About Mary
@something-about-mary
03/18/16 01:05:09PM
9 posts

Dumping ground of emotions


Empath

I've been journaling, & noticed I'm writing in one for dumping all the feelings I pick up throughout my day. Until I'm able to breathe properly & ground myself, am I able to feel refreshed to share what I'm feeling about life.