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Renee, I sorry  I didn't see your post  

I was at a crystal shop looking at crystals and the owner called me to the counter and ask me do I want to see something beautiful, of course I said yes and he pulled out a tray from behind the counter that had about 15 on it. This one kind of called out. It wasn't the biggest or most attractive but it liked me.  He told me what they were and I had read about them but knew the Aboriginal people had put a ban on them.  He said he had a guy who had a permit to get them.  I don't know if that was the truth or not because he was acting secretive about them to the other shoppers.  He said he would sell it to me for 1/2 price if I wanted it.  So I bought it.   I have read they are a very multi purpose stone. Protection, clear vision, and energetic.  But...I have also read some stones are cursed.  Many people sent the stones back to the Aboriginal people due to the bad luck they were experiencing after receiving them. I smudged and cleansed it but I have not put any intent in it yet after all of this time.  It feels very independent for some reason.     I mostly just gaze at it   Lol   

Do you know anything about it?   

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I don't know who the original poster was but from those pictures of that stone. BEWARE. That is a seer stone used by trained people (shamans). I get that not all should have it or use it. I see many secrets considered highly guarded. I can understand why the aboriginies shamans would place a ban on it. It has a large potential for doing great harm in the wrong hands. Basically ask it if it wishes to be with you and wait for an answer. Its that type of stone with that type of magic. I went back and took another look and that stone does not like me or my energy. There is an animal creature associated with it, reptilian like. There is more but this should be sufficient.

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Just wondering if you mean "reptilian" or "reptile.." ie - snake, goanna etc my personal thoughts would be there is unlikely to be any "reptilian" entities associated with this piece so fear not @rene however yes there is other energies that are associated with it that are highly potent when in the right hands. The reason for the ban put on place of removing stones was due to the connection to The dreamtime song lines which are the songs that correlate to each and every object/entity/lifeforce on/within the land. Each being can trance their ancestry across the land identified by landmarks, even as tiny and seemingly insignificant as a small stone and/or plant , these objects are part of the people's spirit and once taken from the land they become lost. They create like a map across the land - these maps are visible across all aspects of the culture as well as the landscape. These song lines have been passed down from generation to generation for however many long years (highly debated) since coming to this planet. Yes I would agree with what was stated earlier in the thread that this is similar to what happens with other indigenous cultures to some degree... I would trust that it is meant to be in your possession for now, but allow it to leave when it needs too...  

just what i needed to find today!!! 

ahh ok thanks @eliselebeau should make it easier to keep up to date with new posts on threads! thank you so so much for all the hard work you put into creating this space for us all to connect on :-D 

That's really interesting @rene and the stone is beautiful but not at all what I was expecting. I'm glad it has a good energy for you as Yea I was wondering about the energy from it as as far as I'm aware as you said there was a ban put on removing any stones from the area. No I don't know anything about that stone in particular sorry. I have a strong connection to the aboriginal culture and my kids are all aboriginal - although not from that region - however we are extremely cautious when moving through areas and if we are nearby to sacred sites. I collect a lot of bits on my travels but do not generally remove stones and even when I've wanted sand (I used to collect sand from all around Australia) I would ask elders from the areas to get it for me or for permission to take.... 

hey rene i came across your original post a few months ago re the uluru crystal and had responded so am not sure if you got that notification. Im wanting to know a bit more about it. do you know what kind of stone it is? how does it feel to you? Do you know how it was obtained? 

i begun a massage course a while ago but didn't complete, (i have a feeling i will return and complete) however the feedback was - its that other stuff you are doing... Ive had this from others when I'm close by or cleaning their energy field etc that they are actually feeling it without me mentioning that i am doing it. i have an issue with actual reiki training in that i don't see the need to "pay" someone else to give me a piece of paper and somehow "activate" my energy... it seems very much commercialism of an ancient practice to me and who is to say who gets to pass on that acknowledgement of power. I know in my culture it is very much a given that some have it and some don't and that is ok, I also know that if i had've had the contact with elders in my family before they passed that this would've been passed to me (among others).....its a sore point for me! also, I've had reiki done by those who have paid and are 'activated" and felt nothing as opposed to those who are not necessarily activated by mainstream and yet felt so so much more! 

i made a rose quartz pendant today and when i put it on it was just like a massive sigh of relief/release! i have lots of crystals, and lots of rose quartz, but this was exactly what i needed today. I do carry around a greenstone (new zealand jade) a lot, as well.... but today, rose quartz. 

yep i hear you! not much in the way of answers sorry. i guess for me, I'm looking around and I just don't get it! I don't understand people, I struggle so much to connect. I try and it doesn't work. those i don't try to connect with I seem too but don't want too. I put it that "I like humans as individuals, but as a collective i just don't...." ..... I'm sorry this doesn't help. But, know your not alone. 

hey @eliselebeau are you able to put up a post re: the need to click that notifications tab in groups as there seems to be little activity in groups now. so whilst we are not wanting to post all topics in the main forum, this is the only place where there is any activity or consistent notifications from so i just wonder if all are aware that that notifications button is needed for groups? Thanks 

yes most definitely @lotusfly need to keep living life, and to be honest my life is so busy that i have no idea how i would jam another person in there! I tend to be selfish with my time so..... i do just find it interesting though as to whether one can feel the others energy! If i connect again with either of them i will be making sure i ask... hey on this date could you feel me talking to you hahaha  

ok yes have this now, so we need to do this for all groups?

ideas just wandering through my mind. everywhere I'm looking at the moment everyone is under a lot more stress and strain than normal, and empaths even moreso - i have quite a few empaths in person around me - and i was wondering if anyone has thoughts on 2016 being a numerological 9 yr? Therefore the end of a 9yr cycle, all issues that have been left unresolved are coming to the surface, tying up loose ends, therefore theres a lot of unsettled energy, a lot of heavy purging, releasing and cleansing energy, as well as a lot of conflicting energy almost as though old paradigms are trying to choke out any new energy before it can fully emerge and take root as we set to move into the beginning of a new cycle....... thoughts? 

no there are no notifications coming through from any of the group forums. only seems to be the main forum that i get notifications from  

isn't this what is generally referred to as gas lighting?Loaded statements? saying something that is negative in a positive way in the hope of not being faulted or called out on it? Dangerous stuff that one, can do a lot of damage and have the receiver questioning themselves so very much! 

Awww isn't this sad to wonder "are there ANY successful relationships" lol... I've wondered this! We attract the broken, we take all that one and we break ourselves in the meantime. I pulled some cards yesterday, relating to something else, however this was heavily on my mind and I pulled II Water - relating to intimacy - the messag was to be conscious of maintaining individuality and balance in relationships, not becoming absorbed by another, keeping other interests etc so I have hope!!! I also know a few other empaths who are in "successful" relationships - success being perceptions. They are not without their faults and trials, however, their partners are ver aware and open to the various aspects of being an empath. I also know some whereby it is a co-dependant relationship however they haven't quite noticed that yet and I'm not about to point it out! I think just like any relationship there will be ups and downs and it's learning to flow with that, have patience, trust, honesty, understanding, compassion etc ...... atleast I hope! I'm single after 10yrs so don't take my word for it! 

Wow that's interesting that you had dreamt of your guy from childhood! Soul connections are so very strong aren't they! Strange the fear though.... did you ever explore that? wgat them at fear was? Where it was coming from? 

Most definitely agree with you on this! @nikki3 my last relationship was a soul connection that lasted 11yrs, we now have kids together but are not in contact at the moment however it is a lifetime thing. But it was one of the most intense relationships I can.imagine! Neither of us could let go. We learnt so much from each other. And in the end he destroyed my life... the greatest thing is in experiencing that, I then got to choose what aspects of self I wanted to pick back up and what I had to let go of.... soul mate relationships are definitely not always smoothe sailing. I also don't think they disqualify the importance of non soul connections. I think all relationships are equally as important as they do teach us stuff... I also have a couple of soul mates in my children (some are my soul mates others are their fathers and 1 is completely new and beautiful energy!) so they are very much diverse in the way they come to us! 

Im also with you on being a heart follower! As much as my rational Virgo mind tries to stop me it never succeeds and I love with all I have! I'm going to ponder on your questions though... do we push or flow????? 

Ahhhh yes this is the one! Yep in an attempt to move past "that one" that I'm still very pulled too (it does seem to be lessening as I'm actively NOT thinking of him! Really no idea how that's meant to happen haha) but I did write down - the qualities and characteristics I would like to draw into my life, the qualitities characterisitics I have to offer, the energy that the relationship may have... 2 nights later I dreamt of 2 who were sitting together.. both very similar in appearance and the energy from both was as I'd written. For me I thought "yep well of course that's what's in my mind so that's what came up" however over the course of the next couple of months I've crossed paths with 2 separate guys both fitting the description of the guys in the dreams, 1 stated that he felt connected to me somehow, the other appeared stunned when I turned to look at him, was lost for words and began mindlessly blabbering - it was really quite funny! - however I have no way to contact the first and I've gone back to the place where the 2nd worked and he hasn't been there! I figure if we are meant to cross paths again we will, and I know there are a lot of things in my life that still need to be sorted before someone could really come into it... but for the 1st time in a long time it's just getting kinda lonely! So someone, even just plutonic to begin with would be kinda nice! I do find it interesting that they were the splitting image of the guys in the dreams and both seemed to recognise me.... as for the other dude that I'm infactuated with, at some point I have no doubt we will cross paths again, if not I know I'll see him in another lifetime 

hey rene, i know this is a really late response, but just came across this post and was just wanting to know if you know what the stone is that is from uluru? And also your experience with it? How have you felt since acquiring it and how does it feel energetically?

hey all i am looking to create a medicine bag as such that i can kind of carry around with me (in handbag) so whilst out and about I'm prepped and ready for whatever may come my way! haha i know strange, but i do know of alot of people who do similar so its not really that strange and to be honest, my pockets can only carry so many crystals! any suggestions on what to include? Or specific crystals? Anything outside of crystals? someone mentioned smudging is a must... now i can smudge all i want at home, but I'm not sure that smudging whilst out and about is so wise - is there any alternatives with a similar effect.... I also know that sprays or mists with oils are great for cleansing, however not sure on what particular oils would be most effective. Does anyone else carry a medicine bag or similar? what do you carry? Any advice or info is greatly appreciated.

hi @lotusfly your memory of meeting your guardian angel is beautiful! Im wondering what the difference between a guardian angel and a spirit guide is and how we might be able to tell the difference? 

I know from my experience I had a guide make himself know when i was about 9yrs old and he continued with me until i was 30yrs old (which in itself i find interesting as thats a 21yr period and i know cycles of 7's has some significance in terms of soul evolution and growth) at 30yrs he transitioned out and another guide came in, however it took about 12-18mths of her being "introduced" i guess is a way to describe it, to me before he left and she came in. I have another guide who has been there my whole life (is this maybe the difference in spirit angels and guides?) and he actually assisted in the transition between the 2..... so i feel yes they can change and will continue to change throughout life 

hope my experience helps shed some light on your question xx 

I'm happy either way its your call C.Cat....  Im just having a look through other groups outside of the main forum and there seems to be little activity anywhere. Im wondering if during the crossover of websites a lot of people have got lost along the way! 

My opinion is I won't be cutting cords with any percieved angels, guides or guardians any time soon.  The only time I get drained is when under psychic attack and that's only happened a minimal amoun of times, I've opened myself to it for specific purposes and then managed it, or when I'm around extremely low vibe people. In my experience my guides and angels that I call on give strength and recharge me. Whether they are external to me or as we've spoken about via messages internal and simply an external manifestation either way they still provide strength and are a connection to our own inner self... i think they idea that "everyone needs something to believe in" is true. At the end of the day we all have different beliefs and as long as your believes leave you feeling empowered and confident in self, connected to something more and coming from a place of love then it would be difficult to justify letting go of those beliefs. It would be like asking someone to stand naked in a busy street....... just my thoughts .... 

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[quote="Cat Whisperer"]

Snowflake obsidian is one of my favorites. I also use a combination of citrine, carnilian, hematite and Rose quartz also. It all depends on what I am drawn to that day. 

[/quotedoes snowflake obsidian have a gentler energy than the black obsidian? I don't have any snowflake, but i like the sound of that one

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It is a gentler version of black obsidian.

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Thankyou, I'm going to look at getting some for son! He likes obsidian but it's too strong for him as well 

Although it may help to just observe... so without a need to understand, when you remember dreams, write them down. When you cross syncronicities, make note of them. Acknowledge that you've received the message even if you don't understand it. But other than that don't try to push for too much more just yet? 

Wow it feels like you are on a roller coaster of a ride with so so many different things going on and like your mind is just going to explode! Without meaning to offend, is there any possible way you are able to step back from ALL of it, the witchcraft (not 100% sure of what type you are practicing) , the needing to find your path, dreams, wanting to help etc and just take a bit of time to find your centre and calm your energy? No one else is able to "tell you" what your gift is only you. If you can quieten all of that need and expectation of what you would or shouldn't be doing I'm sure you will find the answers in yourself... there's a lot of difficulty in making the choice to sit in the absolute unknown - of embracing the negative space between activity, making a decision / acting on that decision, but if you are able to just stop and be in that moment, find your calm your direction will appear.... also, without being condescending, you are only 24 with 4 kids! That's a massive load! (I'm 33 with 5 kids and only worked out I was an empath at 28, prior to that I was struggling with depression anxiety and suspected bipolar..... ) But at 24 you've stumbled across the notion that your an empath... you are miles ahead of so so many! Try not to rush the process but just allow it to come to fruition on its own.... and breathe... all will come xx 

 I most definitely agree with you in that! I'm already aware of a few soul mates with me in various capacities - life friends/ family members etc... I don't believe at all that all sexual contacts are even remotely close to soul mates, but do believe that some could be... and it's the energy of those that I'm interested in... I can "be in contact with a soul mate" and work out from the energy whether it's my lifelong friend, sister, brother or other etc... but this new energy that only comes when I specify "lover" soulmate is newer, different energy so was just interested in this perspective of soul mate 

You mentioned someone you spoke to a week ago reaffirmed this for you....are you able to sit with it a bit longer before jumping into online classes? As most others above have mentioned meditation is helpful... meditation isn't necessarily sitting in lotus pose for hours on end, it's simply a matter of quietening the mind/ego and allowing that inner wisdom to come through... for me I like to be out in nature, quiet beach is a must, mindful colouring/drawing is another way to stop the internal chatter, yoga is a freakin lifesaver... any thing that helps you to calm and quieten and step outside of your mind and find whatever gifts may be hiding is probably going to be more valuable than jumping into an online class with someone else telling you stuff..... just my thoughts  

I do also think that charging for gifts is an iffy one however is a mediums time not as valuable as another's? If they are utelising to assist another should they not charge just as a lifecoach, or psych, or advisor/mentor/support person etc would? If no one was able to charge for natural born gifts the world would be in a sorry state! Money is only energy therefore maybe a fair energy exchange would be appropriate..... 

See this I get! Completely! I've come across so so many stories of the same, so I'm so happy to hear another! It brings so much hope 💕, and yes get out of your own way.... I have a lot of fears around being in that vulnerable state of loving another again due to past hurts, but I do feel I'm moving through those really well and can feel that I've torn down so many walls, so from that aspect I feel I'm ok to begin moving forward and seeking out.... My issue is, the guy I'm having problems with letting go of who I feel is "that one"  (is also not the long term relationship that I actually let go of the emotional connection too really quickly, which is also why I don't understand why I'm stuck on this dude!!) I read somewhere that some want a soul mate where the chemistry is electric and the energy is constantly intense and your in complete disarray out of love and lust and yet the "one" is actually the one with whom you settle. The energy and chemistry can subside for a moment and you just feel like you've come home. With him it was both of those. When we began talking the chemistry flew, then when we met it subsided and it was like talking to an old friend, like we'd know each other for an eternity, like going home to that comfy bed and just allowing myself to relax and settle in and know I was safe... HOWEVER I do think that even if that is the case we are not meant to be together in this lifetime and that's ok. I kind of feel like it was a bit of a "hey remember me, don't forget where your heading" and I'm ok with that. If I'm wrong then someone else will come along and all will be well, and if I'm right that explanation gives me enough comfort to move on knowing that any other relationships can and will be just as significant as I do believe we are destined to cross paths will all that we do for so many different reasons... However... Back to the post. So you prior to meeting your mate, did you feel their presence? Like they were close by and you were already connected? That's what I'm feeling. It's like they are already there, so now I'm looking, I'm scouting potentials, but all I see is those who are off limits haha I don't feel a need to go excessively overboard with "searching" I feel like if they are meant to be around me we will cross paths by going about our normal routines... But where oh where!!!!!! 

I have to agree with a lot of this, such a complex issue and really at the end of the day any "truth" of the matter is simply ones individual truth I guess. I do understand the idea of both fear and attraction having similar effects, my last long term relationship which I do believe was a soul mate connection however not your fairytale soul mate lovers but more of a "intensely deep connection with so so many lessons to be learnt from each other" but was tainted with so so much fear and insecurity which did translate to intense desire, passion and yet also codependency ... The idea of their being a lot of plutonic feelings I would have to say is a given isn't it? There must be friendship, trust, respect, individuality, the ability to challenge, but without of that I would hope their would also be the ability to openly love, be vulnerable, to accept etc etc 

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Snowflake obsidian is one of my favorites. I also use a combination of citrine, carnilian, hematite and Rose quartz also. It all depends on what I am drawn to that day. 

[/quotedoes snowflake obsidian have a gentler energy than the black obsidian? I don't have any snowflake, but i like the sound of that one

cool happy i got that lil bit right!

aha i try not to use too much quartz at all, other than rose quartz... me, my house and children are loaded with so so much energy so i don't like the amplification of energy that comes with quartz, we only have a few pieces of quartz and i tend to keep those away from general usage or accessibility. I'm the same with black obsidian.... its strength and ability to bring so much to the surface in order to be healed is not something i need amplification for in my household lol 

yep i get this and do so a lot of the time (helping without them knowing) or via distance, i personally don't feel it too much of a draining, again my situation is kind of beneficial in that i have a lifestyle that allows for a large amount of self care stuff so I'm not being overly drained. if you feel it is becoming a chore or task i would probably stop or atleast have a break, take care of you first and then see how you feel 

awesome thank you I'm going to check that out as I've been wanting to get hold of some of her stuff. 

hey all, 

just wanting some discussion feedback opinions on soul mates. I hold the opinion that we each travel as a collective of soul "mates" throughout lifetimes and that these souls are in various relationships to us i.e. - friends, family, lovers, haters, but are all here to assist us in our journeys. However was reading/listening to something recently about drawing a soul mate (romantic not plutonic) into your life - to be honest cannot remember where i read if it was on here or elsewhere - but basically to begin a conversation with your "soul mate in waiting" and to try to feel their presence... interestingly on the occasions when i do this it almost feels as though someone is right with me. like they could be next to me in the car, lounge, bed wherever i am etc i can feel the energy, body heat, breath etc however, is this my own "hope" wishful thinking haha.... i also know that by holding on to those from the past this may prevent another from coming in so I'm trying my hardest to let go there (not overly successfully but better than in the past!) .... but just wanting to know any thoughts opinions on this... yep i know kinda desperate for company but isn't it nice to think we could all love and be loved in return! 

thanks peoples 

Im completely understanding this fear! Im with you on that and the whole questioning your ability to make the right decision, it is such a hard one! i hope your able to give yourself the time to sit with it a little, or if your able to even step away for a moment and see how you are feeling before making any huge decisions!!! much love and strength to you in this one. 

i carry with me - rose quartz, amethyst, black tourmaline, malachite and lepedolite and new zealand greenstone (jade) 

Ive noticed moreso since the new moon that my sensitivity to energy has escalated dramatically, however the effects have been generally welcomed. Im picking up a lot more, connecting more, I am lucky that i am able to surround myself with quite high vibe people and those who aren't i have been able to cut contacts with or atlas manage it so it is less. Ive been having massive surges of energy in my house that has been interesting. Its like when i walk in my whole body starts tingling, ears are buzzing and vibrating and the energy just feels really great, uplifting, healing, confidence building etc.... I am noticing that i can no longer be around low vibe people or those who are quite dense and no wanting to change their situation or those who are not living true to themselves. I struggle greatly there. but its all a work in progress i think! 

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hey, just asking as i have NO IDEA or opinions on this and wanting to know more.... when you refer to "lucifer" who is this? I'm not religious at all and do not believe in a devil, however isn't lucifer some connection to a popularised view/image to devil? if so, i would think that in "Lucifer has returned to source and been accepted back" would translate to an acceptance of negative/lower vibe energies entities yea? acceptance of both light and dark? the dualistic nature of being? can you give any more info on this or if this interpretation is right? 

Im also interested in your view of ET involvement with this planet particularly the damage they have done....? I would love to hear more on that perspective if you are able to elaborate? 

[/quote] All that people know of the Lucifer is what is in the bible. "Lucifer (/ˈluːsɪfər/; LOO-sif-ər) is the King James Version rendering of the Hebrew word הֵילֵל in Isaiah 14:12. This word, transliterated hêlêl or heylel, occurs once in the Hebrew Bible and according to the KJV-based Strong's Concordance means "shining one, light-bearer"." As stated before I do not understand this. Several sources unrelated state that he has returned. Also that he was sent out with a mission none other would take. If he has indeed returned back and been accepted, then the "bad guys" have no leader and are on their way out. I do not think Source would take negative energy back, so I have no clue what the process is. My other source says that Michael is in agreement here.

The ET question is way more complex and interesting to me and involved. Most of the demons are not that but ETs that look like what people think are demons. Some are long lived and pose as gods, etc. Some of Dolores Cannon's work deal with her research on the ET story and I recommend as a good read. I mean the Custodian books. Her take is that ETS are not bad. I know some are just plain evil and I think may have been rattling her chain. The meddling on earth is extensive and includes DNA modifications. That is physical but what is more important is our true selves and how we can transcend the meddling. We as empaths have a pathway or door to be used to learn here. I think the psychic experiments we do here help in fine tuning those skills.

The new paradigm is that light/dark good/bad is just duality and all there is just Source.

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Thankyou for all of that @paul . The book you mentioned - custodian ? Who is the author or is this delores cannon? I did a quick google search as I've never heard of it however there are so many titles that come up and none of delores or with "custodian" as the title so not sure which i should be looking at. 

cheers

wow wow thankyou so so much for this info!!! My 1st serious boyfriend as a teen (and father of my oldest son) was diagnosed schizophrenic and i had always tried to understand that fine line of "receiving messages" and hearing voices in your head and becoming clinically diagnosed as schizophrenic. I have come across so many schizophrenic people who ave been reasonably closely connected to me, and i even wonder whether my last partner of 10yrs had become schizophrenic as he continued to tell me "they were telling him"... when i would ask who "they" were he struggled to find an answer, he couldn't tell me for certain whether "they" were physical people, spirit, or malicious entities in his mind... he had always been relatively open to spirit and i have been wondering whether he did become quite connected and was no longer able to differentiate between what was his and what was coming from elsewhere! 

so thinking you!!!!! @goodenergyhealing

thankyou for your initial post @tonyvacity i loved reading the characteristics of Arch Angel Michael. To be honest angels are not ones I've ever generally worked with or conversed with by name its only in the last couple of months I've began calling on them and Arch Angel Michael moreso and sometimes Raphael are the only 2 that I've ever actually connected with so it was nice to read this and understand why maybe that connection was there. 

hey, just asking as i have NO IDEA or opinions on this and wanting to know more.... when you refer to "lucifer" who is this? I'm not religious at all and do not believe in a devil, however isn't lucifer some connection to a popularised view/image to devil? if so, i would think that in "Lucifer has returned to source and been accepted back" would translate to an acceptance of negative/lower vibe energies entities yea? acceptance of both light and dark? the dualistic nature of being? can you give any more info on this or if this interpretation is right? 

Im also interested in your view of ET involvement with this planet particularly the damage they have done....? I would love to hear more on that perspective if you are able to elaborate? 

wow ok this may have just answered my questions re sleep issues and feeling energy surges more than normal! thank you 

he looks extremely compassionate and caring, like he's seen quite a lot and is slightly perplexed as to "why". highly intelligent and a little bit of a revolutionary (for his time) thinker and wanted to change or see changes... children... or the innocent or like when coming into contact with remote/new communities ??? 2nd attempt at this ever

even though the reveal had just been done i did try this for the 1st time before scrolling.... I thought her name had started with an E so that was wrong. But did link her to teaching or educating people and as something related to nurse of doctor, caring for others.... so that was kinda cool to read that reveal! will have a go at the next one  

Aha yep I'm the other Renee (with 2 e's) ! Agree exactly with what @rene said up the thread about others being drawn to empaths... It's like we have a massive shining light that says "come to me I will see you, hear you, feel you and love you all the same!" 

Hi rene haha yes I've noticed our names are similar I keep seeing what wise words I've posted and then realise it was your words!!! 

I don't feel I'm being drained at all, in fact it's quite the opposite, I feel I get recharged by the energy at times. To be honest I was infatuated with the guy! And he cut contact which is why I'm curious as to why  I feel the connection coming external from me. 

I read the article in the link above and have decided to do some observations. I'm going to actively stop myself from thinking of him and when thoughts etc do arise just kind of feel them out and see what they are and where they are coming from, if it's his or mine. I've felt a lot of emotion through the cords, and a pulling, as I said I was infatuated and had rose coloured glasses, but since contact has been cut I feel like I've been given a more accurate image that "yes he is a mere human just as we all are! He has his issues and his pains and his fears" whereas before I hadn't picked up any of that..... 

Min not so concerned just more curious as to why the connection continues and if from his side why? I also wouldn't mind finding someone to enjoy the company of and wonder if this connection is still there am I blocking anyone else from coming into my life? I hada partner of 10yrs that was seriously intense (and destructive) and I was able to cut those cords and remove the majority of emotional attachments there so I don't understand why this one is so strong! 

and again i post about them check the time and its 11:11.... was the same time when i was asking about the cord cutting with them! guaranteed will always be 11:11 or 12:34 when they appear!