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Soakedsponge
@soakedsponge
01/27/16 12:42:11AM
2 posts

Coincidence or not?


Empath

It sounds like he formed a bond with you that created a big codependency. I am guessing he may not have a lot of friends, perhaps? I have a friend doing the same thing.. really he needs to focus on the trigger.. . What is he thinking when it happens? He needs to focus hard like a lion.. look at the place we store shame, guilt, fear and regret... acknowledge and spend that energy loving himself. He also sounds like that job is not for him... I have been dealing with the same.... which sounds like you absorbed. Guilt/doubt free love of yourself is the key. Good luck, sweet soul and good seeds.:)
Soakedsponge
@soakedsponge
01/20/16 10:29:01PM
2 posts

Experience with Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personalities or acquired pain?


Empath

I was recently enlightened to being empath by my gff. She is one as well and I was aware she had severe issues from a traumatic past.. now I am convinced she is suffering DID. I have been struggling for months to make sense but my own fears (I think) prevented me from accepting it... I reached the breaking point and for the next week I uncontrollable had "soul talks" with loved ones. Each one I shared my insecurities dropped all ego snd spoke from the heart. Once I did that, I had an uncontrollable urge to push her slightly when I noticed a slow shift.... once i processed the guilt everything clicked and I am fairly certain my fear had prevented this realization months ago. Now im left trying to clean my energies, resist hers and hopefully develop skill to help her. I have taken on all her fluctuating emotions, unable to concentrate, prone to anger and twice now had intense emotional visions of her past. (Oddly about a year apart, both in highly intoxicated states) Honestly I am still struggling with acceptance. I am ping ponging between it and thinking I loss my mind. Any suggestions or encouragement is welcome.