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certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/20/16 04:57:55PM
5 posts

Anybody ever sense an approaching death?


Empath

Awesome topic and thanks for all the posts.Spent 7 weeks worrying I had lung cancer. Finally, I panicked, and asked sister to get me to an er. I start sobbing to doctor that I'm dying and need xrays. Don't worry, I'm fine; but a week later, dad calls from 2000 miles away. Had some respiratory problems and got diagnosed with lung cancer.About two years later, I'm freaking out that my tooth was going to give me septic shock. Sob to girlfriend about dying and get tooth pulled. Two days later, dad is getting blood transfusions for severe life threatening infection.So I logically tell myself that sometimes the timing is just like that. I push it into the cellar and move on. Sometimes I get the sobs and sometimes I get the pain. Sometimes, I know where it came from. Often, I don't.Confusion about this and also the many other well timed coincidences in life brought me here. I'd like to share and love to hear. Friends me if you feel we connect.
certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/17/16 08:12:51PM
5 posts



Deep breath, clear mind, and relax.Sounds like you've decided to skip the present issues and start worrying about future cliffhangers. Now that I'm in the future with you; gotta say," nice view from up here." And having traveled all this ways, I should remind you that we can't change the past and need to focus on the present day when we get back. Also, I'm not so big on heights and rather we get down.You are doing right. You are aware of issues and willing to resolve them. We need not rush; but, slow down and resolve one at a time. You have been learning about yourself and now need to trust in yourself. Trust in your strength and your EC friends. Lots of great people here to help.
certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/15/16 11:23:55PM
5 posts

All falls into place.. but now what?


Empath

"It is better to have loved and lost than to never of loved at all."

Makes sense. I like it.

i felt like i was harsh in my reply. Thanks for not feeling the same. I had not thought about that dog in ages. The family got other dogs. exs usually leave their cat. Been missing out all these years as I've never opened up.

I know my reply did sound harsh. I cringe every time I read it. Life was pretty different way back then. The big people in my life were failing horribly.I had some mean in me. I was in 1st grade when we got dog. The big people would be mean to me and he always cheered me up when i was crying. Usually cheered me up when he bit someone. Most I felt deserved it. What a great friend.

18 years is a long time to share. Lots of great stories along the way. So it occurred to me that just talking out some issues here, with one or many, will help you as much as anything. Sometimes I will learn new things because I am researching a response. Not always what I want to hear.

So I offer my unwisedom if you ever shall need. I do caution I am not very wise; yet sometimes, its good to hear something you didn't expect to hear.

certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/15/16 06:02:07PM
5 posts

All falls into place.. but now what?


Empath

My plans are to either rule the world or just enjoy it now that I'm less confused. Ruling it sounds fun, but that's not my nature.My best friend smokey, the family dog, got put down when I was a lad. It is funny how connected I was to that dog. Never opened up to a pet again. I was kinda evil minded back then. Pretty sure I loved to feel people's fears. Think I was addicted to it. Anyway, I have never hurt anyone so I know I'm good hearted. The dog though, would just up and bite most people. I feel he did it for me and lost his life when the family got tired of it. That's not why I called.Isn't the realization good enough for now? I know for me, it was very relaxing to not wonder what my problem is. If I gain nothing else, sorting out the mystery is enough for me. Now it's fun to read and explore new ideas. I'd suggest soaking in some relief and take the future as it comes.
certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/13/16 11:08:30AM
5 posts

True Intentions


Psychic and Paranormal

Sorry, left out two others factors in face to face intuition. First, is tone of voice. Second, is smell. So to recap, we have our sight, smell, hearing; and the big mystery, our inner intuition. The latter gets confusing for me. I can easily identify the first three.

certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/13/16 10:44:07AM
5 posts

True Intentions


Psychic and Paranormal

  • intuition gets a little confusing when we are face to face. We are programmed to be observational and probably unaware of how much body language or other environmental factors we process sub consciously. 7 out of 10x, empaths just know. its also easy to project our own feelings and there by manifest the conclusion we wanted. I am new to accepting myself as of 2016 and wish you well.
certainmystery
@certainmystery
01/13/16 09:49:00AM
5 posts

I always knew I was some sort of 'path


Empath

Hi Kim,

I'm in the same boat. Spent most my life hiding from something and feeling awkward. Just recently, I ruled out all other possibilities and decided to embrace something I don't really understand. I am very logic driven and it took lots of obvious facts to get me to even consider something unusual.

As I've said, I have spend most my life blocking. Now I am trying to open back up and learn what I can about myself. I have told family and friends about my struggle to accept my new views and my new me. Most are supportive and seem open to listen.

I have anxiety for the first time in 15 years. I wonder how much is actually mine. My heart raced for two weeks and I could barely focus on anything. So now I am at a point where I have to realize how much emotions I take on and try not to project or manifest mine.

I think this should be fun. Blocking and ignoring didn't work and now I must try the path I been avoiding. Its not like we are doing something new, just new to us consciously. I have no clues but trust that I know more than I know and feel like I am equipped to handle this.