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Kim4
@kim4
01/14/16 02:15:42AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Thank you Karen that's exactly what I looked looked up after reading your reply I tried last night to ground myself- pictured a tree growing from my core roots going right down to the ground and roots wrapping round the inner of the earth I felt the bright white energy coursing through me then I tried to open my chakras (had to read up on where they were etc) I pictured a flower bud opening at each chakra point and let out different coloured rays I felt that 'cleansing' feeling with most of them but I'm sure I felt blockages in the solar plexus and 3rd eye and crown how do I clear them? I couldn't seem to work those ones too well I'm going to try every night now to practice I didn't feel much different after a bit more centred maybe does it have to be done regularly? Do u find this helps you a lot?
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 10:53:43AM
18 posts

What do you feel?


Empath

I often thought it was odd how much I dislike people. like 90% of people I meet I dislike. Just something about them puts me I'll at ease. I wonder if it's the same things you pick up on? I can't stand all the petty dramas n lies and bitching that goes on amongst most people I try to distance myself I don t do 'girl drama'
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 10:49:04AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

I do feel it bubbling inside like a tension building it's probably all the stuff I've blocked not dealt with that's what I'm worried about it's there all the time now it makes me feel physically unwell and is worse around negative people is that what it felt like for u before? Like tension bubbling inside? I hope I'm not going to explode lol cos it does feel like it nowadays :/
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 10:36:56AM
18 posts

What do you feel?


Empath

It's like you are talking about me!! :o that's too weird!
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 10:25:06AM
18 posts

What do you feel?


Empath

Haha I bet and also that's cool
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 10:24:01AM
18 posts

What do you feel?


Empath

What do those first two mean rene? Pardon my ignorance on the subject
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 03:09:00AM
18 posts

voices in my head


Empath

I have voices too I wonder if the vibes we pick up from things manifests as a voice or thought to some? Especially at night I feel these voices all rattling about in my head. I'm beginning to realise which voice is me. I think it's just a way of making sense of all the environmental input from the day. These 'voices' tell me various things about situations or people sometimes as clear as day like being hit by intuition coming from inside my head. I used to just let them twitter on at bed time. but now I've been focussing on stopping them altogether and I've been sleeping much better.
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:49:28AM
18 posts

What do you feel?


Empath

Since I'm new to all this I thought you guys could tell me what traits you have that make you an empath? And what does being an empath mean to you? Good or bad?
updated by @kim4: 03/11/17 12:53:27PM
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:41:36AM
18 posts

I always knew I was some sort of 'path


Empath

It feels so good to have someone understand uve no idea (or u probably do lol) how much of a relief it is to know that I'm not crazy and a lot of people seem to be like me.I've always been a bit different to most others. My gran always said I have an old head on a young body I need a lot of me time I'm happiest on my own quite content actually. id quite happily empty 90% of people if I could I can't cope with most people I used to wonder why people annoy me so much but now I think it's because I can read them and ingest their vibes.it's weird I behave oddly sometimes like I almost unconsciously mimic peoples behaviours if that makes sense? Almost like their vibes are manifesting through me. I'm very changeable depending on who I'm with (new people) don't know if that's part of it or not. It's hard to tell what's me and what's other people sometimes. I want to learn how to meditate or somehow harness my abilities but it's so confusing and hard like what are u ment to focus on? how do u learn to use it instead of repressing it? It's good to relate to someone :)
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:23:23AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

That makes sense I've always wondered why things happened the way they did I guess it was to teach me control i am very independant and I've got a strength id never have had if id had a rosy childhood.
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:11:33AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Nice to know it's not just me :)
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:10:40AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Yes it does feel like that like I see clearer.it feels like I'm almost un shockable maybe because I was overloaded with emotions early on I've somehow learned to block it from effecting me, I don't even know if that's a thing?
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:08:38AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Have you known for quite a while? It sounds like you understand what's going on pretty well. I've no idea how to make sense of it all.
Kim4
@kim4
01/13/16 02:04:30AM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Sorry I'm not really explaining it very well. I'm sensitive but don't react sensitively.I'm aware of other peoples moods and personalities etc but sort of distantly. When I get a 'feeling' about someone or something it presents as a voice in my head and my gut tells me it's right. Does that make any sense? I was abused as a kid not shown much love or compassion I learned early on that crying got me nowhere this is probably why I am the way I am I learned very strict emotional control very early on to protect myself
Kim4
@kim4
01/12/16 03:09:10PM
18 posts

I always knew I was some sort of 'path


Empath

Thank you gene :)Il have a look, sounds like exactly what I need a survival programme :)
Kim4
@kim4
01/12/16 03:04:09PM
18 posts

Detached empath?


Empath

Are you still an empath if u don't get affected by emotion?It's weird it's like I feel with my brain, in thoughts. not my heart.like I analyse not feel.iI'm conscious of every 'feeling' and it's almost like I process it first. I can't cry. Unless I'm drunk then I don't stop. I don't drink.I only realised this is what's going on with me.Everything I've read is describing me to a tee. All these things that have never added up now do. I get this feeling inside like a knowing that this is why because I'm an empath. I had the best night sleep the night it dawned on me. I woke the next day feeling buoyant and the more and more I think about it it just seems to settle inside it just resonates so well.except this.could I have somehow gained too much control over what I 'feel'? Anybody else been desensitised?
updated by @kim4: 03/13/17 07:33:08AM
Kim4
@kim4
01/12/16 02:15:26PM
18 posts

I always knew I was some sort of 'path


Empath

Thank u for your reply. Iam very conscious of others pain And feelings etc I block it all out. I've realised it's a mechanism I've developed to cope I sort of acknowledge it but it doesn't hurt me. I guess I've desensitised so well Its Almost like I've gone too far and blocked out my own emotion too or how strong I can feel. Every thing I've read has described me to a tee. Does it not scare u? Do u do meditation or cleansing or anything? I want to embrace it but I sense some things sometimes that scare me is that part of this? Like feeling energies or people who have passed it used to terrify me as a kid. I want to tear down those walls n see how far I can take it but I've never been brave enough. Sorry if I'm making no sense I'm just all over the place right now :/
Kim4
@kim4
01/12/16 10:54:27AM
18 posts

I always knew I was some sort of 'path


Empath

A couple of days ago I figured out what I am. It's like now I can see exactly why I am the way I am like the puzzle pieces have finally slotted into place.theres things I think I'm open to that I've spent years trying to block I've never wanted to go down that route at the back of my head I know there's a lot more to it than reading people it scares me how much further I can go. I've spent the loadsa ffeew days reading up on it only thing issues I'm not overly affected by anything it takes a lot to put me up or down I've tried so hard to protect myself that I worry how cold I feel at times. I wasn't treated very well as a kid and in a way I'm glad as it was to teach me how to protect myself. I'm strong on my own. Now that I know if anything I feel more apprehensive I need to cleanse myself but have no idea where to start?! I've got this tension bubbling away inside I need to get rid of it I feel like I'm drowning and suffocating all at once can anybody relate atall or give me any tips on how to get some peace? I'm beginning to understand what's me and what's not I visualise myself naked of all the added influences I've soaked up over the years It feels nice to think of that it eases the bubbling a bit. I would like to nurture this side of me but am terrified what I might uncover at the back of my head I know I'm not like most people I need guidance and direction now more than ever!
updated by @kim4: 01/16/17 02:05:21AM