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Thanks John. Unfortunately I can see through every lie. But I pretend like I can't. I say unfortunately, because I sometimes think it would be better if I didn't know. I keep telling myself once the younger kids are in school, I'll have more flexibility to leave. And then start the process of finding myself again and somehow trying to trust people again. I've met so many people with their own agenda, it seems like it's impossible to find decent souls anymore.
Too sensitive seems to be my curse in his mind. Lol. Yes I am told that constantly. He too does things similar. Money is missing a lot. I intuitively know why. But he assumes my family will take care of it. And when asked why a bill is late, he looks at me like he has no idea. He does many many things to hurt me because he knows they will other people may not be bothered by it. My only saving grace is I have most nights to myself because of his work schedule. I need to practice some techniques. I struggle in the chaos in my head lol. Thanks John.
Looking for that connection in someone?
I have a hard time connecting with people in general. The few close friendships I have made are with other like-minded people. I find I see through people easily, instinctly know a person's true intentions, and well the majority of people are not so great. I'm told I'm not a good friend... I just prefer not to be around energy that will pollute my own. Save myself the stress. I already live with someone that pollutes it enough.Good luck!
I can definitely relate. I just joined this community to maybe gain some insight and support. My marriage is hard as I'm with someone who is riddled with his own issues that I constantly feel as my own. His moods adversely effect mine deeply and then I am ridiculed for not being happy go lucky 24/7. Its a constant battle and very exhausting. Congrats to you for breaking free though. I often wonder what that would be like to be myself again.
updated by @bridget: 03/09/17 03:50:28PM