Why do I feel like I'm not an empath anymore!?
Hi Miasophie. I have recently been the same, a little angry at the world, moments of why me, what did I do in a past life to deserve this self-pity, the usual .and no I dont like myself much either when I feel like this, I like myself much more when I am positive, energetic and sure of myself. When I am embracing my gift and at peace with myself, when I am feeding the right wolves...
But then, life is not always so smooth sailing and mine certainly hasnt been of late with respect to my love life. Its hard having romantic relationships when you have the gift of being able to detect a lie or any form of insincerity so easily, because if I do I always have to react or better still respond to what I am clearly feeling, and then there is the disappointment, the lies on top of the lies already spoken that just make me want to back off completely, and thus ends the relationship. So yes I had a bit of an angry day yesterday, but as Gem also suggests, I got out into nature, then visited a friend, had a cry after the anger subsided and today I am putting my best foot forward.
What I am trying to say is, we sometimes need these moments of anger so that we can let out what needs to be let out, air our feelings so that we can make room for more of the good stuff. Talking things through with a trusted friend, getting out into nature, being kind to yourself (in thoughts, words and deeds) are all ways that will help you deal with these difficult phases and get yourself back to your true self. It will pass, but dont be harsh on yourself for feeling this way, ride it through, understand that it is all part of the learning process and that it is temporary. Namaste <3