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Lotusfly
@lotusfly
01/03/17 09:09:35AM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

Calla Lily:

I see these frequently. They are usually little sparks of white or pink light that flash and I can see them move from one place to another before they disappear.  They were particularly prevalent right before I was going to file for divorce so it was a stressful time.  Less frequent since then.  I got them on video one time in my living room so I know it's not just my eyes playing tricks on me. I can say that I feel positive about them as if they were there to cheer me up?  I've seen them since I moved out of the house where I took the video too so I know they're there with me and not just in any one place. I welcome the sight of these.

I welcome the sight of them too, Calla Lily. I just wish I knew for sure what they are. I can only guess fairies or angels or another being observing or protecting me...

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
01/02/17 04:24:57PM
410 posts

Are You an Old Soul ?


Library of Light

Nocturne's Angel:

Did you do your own numerology report or did you have a professional do it for you?


Lotusfly: In numerology, I have no karmic debt numbers (what would denote that?) and my life lesson numbers are all 0 (zero), meaning that I have nothing to learn here, just experience and do what I wish with my time here. I believe this means that I obtained enlightenment in my last life? So why would I have been reincarnated on Earth if I have no karma to clear or lessons to learn?Furthermore, I was born a week late. I was supposed to be born on Christmas Day but I was born on New Year's Day. My mother was abused (physically and likely verbally too) by my father when she was pregnant with me (physically just pushed by him I think, so no direct damage to the fetus I don't think, though she won't talk about it). I think the baby inside her picked up on the abuse and bad vibes of the outer world and literally didn't want to come out. I would have stayed in longer, because they had to force her into labor (break her water and it took 3 days before I finally arrived).I believe that it's possible that God changed the soul that was in my mom's fetus before I was born, due to the abuse my mom was experiencing. In other words, I am a different person than if my mom hadn't been abused during her pregnancy.I checked the numerology of the date I was supposed to be born and there is a karmic debt number of 19, which happens to be one of my lucky numbers in this life.I feel that I was born with a completely clean slate. I felt so angelic as a child. My mom said I was so good, well-behaved, and never cried or acted out. I was very sensitive and empathic as a child, always observing others and making internal notes to myself.But people's egos and mistreatment of me was felt as abuse and I internalized it all, kept it all in. I felt wiser than the adults I knew, including the ones who were controlling and abusing me. I wanted to and tried to stick up for myself but I thought it was pointless - their ego against my goodness wasn't a congruent match and wasn't worth the fight, because I would have been doing what was not my true nature. though my intellect and reasoning was far more advanced than theirs and I could see this and made note of it.But this was frustrating and I slowly gathered a baggage of negativity, trauma experiences, and my own wrongdoings (which I was always so much harder on myself than others).My goodness of blindly listening to authority and adults came to a halt in puberty when I began questioning what I was told I was supposed to do. I had better ways of doing, understanding, or figuring things out! I had inventive ideas and philosophized on deep topics when I was 13/14 years old. I struggled doing what others told me because I felt that I was responsible enough to guide myself and I couldn't stand rules (or anything) that I saw as pointless. I wanted to govern myself and there was no stopping me. I was unable to do what someone told me if I did not morally agree with it.I feel that I developed karma in this lifetime and that is what I'm trying to release right now, as well as awakening to the reality of this world, what initially caused it, what needs to change, and where we are heading if we don't. I started awakening back when I was 14, but getting controlled and grounded for it and hence rebelling against it, I went down the wrong path, and ended up with a nervous breakdown at age 18 and being medicated for over 15 years, which halted the awakening (like putting something in the freezer), and now I'm completing that awakening.I am in constant physical pain and hypersensitive. I cannot function in this world the way it is run. But I am not strong enough or desire to try to help change it. I don't care what happens to me because I have awakened and that was my goal.I don't understand why I'm here, or where I came from if I am not from Earth. I don't care to know either because there is no truth that anyone can prove here as humans, being subjective, including myself. I don't believe anything but I also believe anything's possible.

I did it on CafeAstrology.com. Thanks :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/30/16 10:10:34AM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

Burleigh_surfer: Blue, purple, orange and ocassionally black. Not a black flash, moreso a small spherical void. white ones rarely appear to me. they all appear in my regular vision. I see blue sparkles around my partner alot. If im in a loving and spiritual mode I get the flashes many times a day. I believe they are some sort of angelic response or entity...ive seen them for 4 years now and an eye doc and a psych both had no idea. I also have visual snow and can see auras. On another note, im 14 weeks pregnant and ive been dreaming of green...alot and arch angel gabriel has been in my thoughts alot too. My partner just walked over to tell me he wants to name our child gabriel! A sign perhaps?

Congrats on your pregnancy! I'm about 16 weeks pregnant :) I've noticed more psychic abilities during my pregnancy. 

What is visual snow like? I see little moving circles and squiggly lines in my vision sometimes. Is that what it is?

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/29/16 04:35:55PM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

Wedgie:

Is it those sparks you see when you look at something dark and they suddenly have movements? up and down, and sideways etc?

in order to see them I have to pay attention.

The sparks don't move for me, they just twinkle in place for a moment and then disappear.

But I suppose they could move for others...

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/29/16 01:08:41PM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you all for confirming I'm not the only one experiencing this!

Much love to you all~

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 08:28:51PM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

knujac2003:

I get that too for me it's usually a spirit or some form of energy. All medical issues have been ruled out.

I've thought of that but I wonder how spirits could be so small, so I was thinking more along the lines of fairy or angel.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 08:25:34PM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

cat-whisperer: Do you mean like a flash, kinda like a camera flash? The flash thing happens to me on occasion. Most of the time though what I pick up in my peripheral vision is like...um...like seeing someone walk past, but not shadow figures.

No, like a spark from a sparkler. By peripheral vision, I just mean that it's to the side of where I'm looking, not directly where I'm looking. It also happens when my eyes are closed (and when they're open). I can focus on it sometimes but they disappear so quickly.

That's interesting that you see someone walking past you. I get that sometimes but mostly I just feel a presence.


updated by @lotusfly: 12/28/16 08:29:44PM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 06:13:54PM
410 posts

Gamma Ray 1806 20 in a few days?


Empath

It's a channeled message, not completely factual. I wouldn't worry too much. If it's true that it's changing all humans DNA into crystallized, and raising our vibrations, that's great!

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 05:57:50PM
410 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

Anyone else see sparks of light in their peripheral vision? I have been seeing mostly white light sparks but occasionally they will be colored. Any idea what these could be?


updated by @lotusfly: 07/02/17 10:20:01AM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 03:38:46PM
410 posts

Gamma Ray 1806 20 in a few days?


Empath

Can you explain more about this? What's supposed to happen?

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 08:53:06AM
410 posts

Fluctuations


Empath

I haven't experienced this, but was thinking....maybe you're channeling light and good vibrations into Mother Earth. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/28/16 08:50:41AM
410 posts

A shadow figure


Psychic and Paranormal

Angel:

I haven't had any experieinces with ET's, however, I would suggest to notice the feelings you have when you have these experieinces. My personal rule of thumb is, if they may me feel nervious, I  can't read them, or not a great feeling, I get rid of them first, ask questions later:)

I don't feel anything bad about them being in my life. They're a fact of life. You cannot make them go away. They're here to monitor things. They're not ghosts or spirits. They're real beings. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/27/16 04:33:09PM
410 posts

Shamanism


New Age

A Shaman is a lightworker, because they are a healer, in fact, a spiritual healer. But not all lightworkers are Shamans. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/27/16 04:24:31PM
410 posts

Theosophy


New Age

I agree with everything about Theosophy, except for Mediumship, Channeling, and Spiritualism being bad. I don't believe these are harmful, and can actually help, as is the case with Shamanism. Besides that, it seems accurate to me. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/27/16 10:01:59AM
410 posts

Empath - Soul Level?


Empath

bunnigirl:

@lotusfly.  I am definitely at that point!

That's great! You can start by making a list of pros and cons in your life and start making some changes on the cons side.

Good luck!

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/27/16 07:34:45AM
410 posts

Empath - Soul Level?


Empath

Hey Bunnigirl,

There are different aspects to a human being: spiritual, emotional, mental, social, and physical, to name a few. We can be stronger/more advanced in some areas more than others. When they are balanced, we are whole.

I wrote a blog post on here once about my emotional and spiritual sides being up to par but my physical and mental staggering behind. At that time I felt lop-sided. I had fibromyalgia symptoms and was in mental distress.

Now, after making some life changes, I feel more in balance and no longer have chronic pain or mental distress.

I suggest evaluating your life to see what changes you would benefit from, in the areas that seem weakest to you. That might lead you to feeling more well-rounded and complete.

Blessings~

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/27/16 07:21:56AM
410 posts

A shadow figure


Psychic and Paranormal

That's interesting, Cat Whisperer. It could have been a watcher. Because I was just waking up from a dream, I don't know if my eyes were open or closed. They could have been open. 

I believe we are all part extraterrestrial, and I believe they check on us, as if we are their children, which is why I don't feel threatened. I know they just want to make sure everything is running smoothly and according to plan. They talk to me in my head too. Combined with the power of the Council, they can wipe out our species at any time, so I highly respect them. They've done it before with Atlantis, Lemuria, the Dinosaurs, and probably others, with the help of Mother Earth. Humans need to change their ways and start respecting each other and Mother Earth more, or our time is limited too. But I feel that we are finally (and rapidly) moving in a better direction. If only the government and elite would be more understanding of these changes.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/23/16 10:49:26AM
410 posts

Another quiz


Psychic and Paranormal

I too got East, the direction of air. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/23/16 10:42:16AM
410 posts

Quiz


Psychic and Paranormal

I got divination too. Thanks!

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/22/16 10:35:05PM
410 posts

A quiz just for fun


Empath

I'm Pleiadian. Second quiz that has the same result. Thanks for sharing, Rene.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/22/16 08:08:27AM
410 posts

Empaths and "the holidays"


Empath

I don't really participate in the holidays at this time. It's my choice. We all have a choice.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/22/16 08:07:42AM
410 posts

Empaths and "the holidays"


Empath

I just dislike the cold weather and snow. Fortunately I'm more south this winter and haven't gotten any snow yet. But the cold goes right through me to my bones!

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/22/16 08:03:16AM
410 posts



Possibly pausing before speaking, to think about what you want to say before you say it, so that you will articulate it better :)

It's hard being an Empath raised by non-Empaths. I am one. I am the first known Empath in my family. I was confused for many years and not raised in a supportive household. I hope it was different for you.


updated by @lotusfly: 04/26/17 02:58:58PM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/22/16 07:10:44AM
410 posts

My 3yr old is seeing Orbs


Psychic and Paranormal

I've seen a white light orb. I don't think they're harmful. I think they are light beings (souls) here to protect us. Maybe you can tell your son that :)

Blessings~

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/21/16 08:11:52AM
410 posts

More empaths in certain areas?


Empath

Shirley: @lotusfly , I think empaths in my area less than 5%!! Or maybe we are just afraid to tell anyone!

@Shirley, I'm not sure if the 5% includes the ones who are not aware they are empaths or not. Could be less who are actually out-of-the-closet ;) Sad statistics, unfortunately, but we are growing :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/19/16 07:02:54PM
410 posts

A shadow figure


Psychic and Paranormal

I awoke from a dream the other day to see (behind my eyelids) a shadowy figure move from one end of the bed to the other and then disappear. I believe it to be a "watcher" (extraterrestrial). I believe they've been communicating with me. I believe they check my memories at night and protect me during the day. I am not afraid of them.

Anyone else have experiences like this?


updated by @lotusfly: 07/02/17 04:27:36PM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/19/16 08:59:17AM
410 posts

Do you go with the flow?


Empath

Lucky Seven:

I'm following to my intuition but I sometimes cannot distinguish intuition from my heart, mind, desire say. 

I sometimes think 'I want to have this....but expensive...I want to get a discount' and then one day, for no reasons, I suddenly want to go to a place and find the discounted stuff. I'm wondering it's sth I need to buy always and it's waste of money, too.

I'm wondering what my spirit suggests... or simply I should have asked them that I want to gain money that I can buy this rather?

I'm wondering also they suggest the best option to me or what I wish for? Sometimes, what I wish for isn't the best option to me and them can they correct it? Or they keep correcting it so they cannot sometimes come my wish to true? 

Lucky Seven,

If the item you want to purchase is something the universe thinks you need and should have, it will provide it and/or you will have the ability to obtain it. Frivolous items are not supported by the universe, because it is a characteristic of greed, a trait the universe does not favor.

Following the flow often means taking actions that feel right to you and do not create resistance. If there is resistance, it's a matter of figuring out if the ego/mind is creating the resistance or the universe. If the action supports the greater good, often you are creating the resistance and should do it anyway, if the thought came to you. But if you get a strong hunch that you shouldn't do something, it's often the universe guiding you. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/19/16 08:51:10AM
410 posts

More empaths in certain areas?


Empath

I have only met one aware empath in my life...my boyfirend. So grateful I met him! I think we're only 5% of the population, so it's difficult being a minority.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/17/16 08:19:42AM
410 posts

Do you go with the flow?


Empath

Hermes.V: That's wonderful @lotusfly Some wise person (Sadhguru) once said that peace is a necessary element for life. I'm happy to know your life is unfolding so nicely. I heard from somewhere that if you chase after happiness, it runs away from you. But, if you become life (are one with the flow) happiness chases after you. Experiences, hmm, well once I was trapped in a traffic jam with very little time to arrive to an event. At that time, considered a method of surrender. The wierdest thing, my arms, eyes started moving. My body wanted to take the car on an alternative route that I have never tried before. I hesitated and initially resisted from following, still after a brief thought, I decided what's to lose. So I surrendered controll, going into trance. Amazingly whatever it is has good control over my body and even the car, it drives quite well, hehe. So end of story, I arrived just 5 five minutes late, compared to probably 2/3 hours late. That 5 minutes is equivalent to the amount of time it took me to come to a decision.

Wow, that's an amazing story, Hermes! I've experienced something similar with literally letting the divine take the wheel :) I often feel looked after and as if something is guiding me, so I feel perfectly safe, including when driving. And I have experienced that trance you mentioned and even felt some force other than my own pushing my foot down on the peddle. I used to cruise around sometimes like that and would simply say, "okay, divine, please take the wheel." I had some amazing adventures that way and while following my intuition on matters while traveling, such as the best restrooms and places to eat :)

I know of Sadhguru and his view of peace. In fact, I spent a weekend at his yoga ashram. If we're talking about the same one, he was the creator of Woodstock '69! :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/16/16 02:04:39PM
410 posts

Do you go with the flow?


Empath

Thanks for your responses, Rene and Cat Whisperer. It's great to know some of us go with the flow :) For years, I didn't...probably my whole life...until last year. I have much less fear and worry now. I feel at home. I have found peace.

And you're right about jumping, CW. So many people are afraid to, but it often leads to better things. I've jumped many times, and each jump brought me to a better place in my life. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/15/16 04:10:58PM
410 posts

Do you go with the flow?


Empath

Just wondering how many people listen to their intuition the majority of the time, every day, by going with the flow?

Living this way for a year has made my life so much easier. I travelled 1200 miles and met my soul mate, and I couldn't be happier. There is very little resistance in my life. At first, due to the move, things were rocky, but now I feel so content and peaceful and satisfied. I no longer feel the urgency of needing to be somewhere or that something is going to happen. I do what I can each day, according to what feels right...and that's enough.

What are your experiences with living in the flow?


updated by @lotusfly: 08/02/17 09:01:07PM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/15/16 03:56:57PM
410 posts

sensitive to things when around a certain person


Empath

Thanks for sharing, Shirley. I have similar gifts...telepathy and visions (though not of missing persons...that's amazing!). I also always sense a presence and see sparks of light and shadows. I've been told I have a healing presence and have healed people with my touch (I also heal very quickly). I feel connected to animals and children too. My pregnancy has heightened my esp/abilities. Do you remember that happening with yours?

Kudos for being able to go off your meds and manage without them. I would love to be able to do that someday :)

Many blessings to you and your children. I'm looking forward to my first one at the age of 35 :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/14/16 07:22:42PM
410 posts

sensitive to things when around a certain person


Empath

That's interesting how the empath trait is passed on. I'm the first empath in my family I believe (not that there aren't sensitive, kind people in my family) and the first writer too. I feel like this is my first incarnation on Earth and I came with no karma (hopefully I'll leave with none too, lol!). I feel like an odd-ball in my family.

Thank you for your blessings! I definitely intend to listen intently to my child when he/she is born. I'm going to be a stay-at-home mom, so I'll have plenty of time with them. Hoping to have more than one. :)

It's also interesting what your daughter said about past memories. Sounds like she's had past lives on Earth that were related to your family. How old are your children now, if you don't mind me asking? Are you still seeing signs of them being empaths/gifted, or just in the beginning?

I'm really looking forward to motherhood! :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/14/16 05:28:10PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Cat Whisperer: @lotusfly I searched his name. It's an old name, Hebrew in origin. It shows up in the Bible where the name is used to reference four different men so it must have been a common name back then. I feel blessed to know his name, so when he's there for me I can thank him by name 😉 Thanks for sharing your story and posting such a great topic 💖

@cat-whisperer, that's wonderful! And you're welcome <3 :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/14/16 05:19:16PM
410 posts

sensitive to things when around a certain person


Empath

Sorry to butt in, but I love this topic! Shirley, it's amazing that you had a NDE (near-death experience), and your daughter appears to be an empath/gifted too. Do you get this feeling? I'm currently pregnant and the father of our child (my boyfriend) is an empath too and we share a similar connection. I believe, like Bing said, that we are from the same soul group. I was wondering how likely our child will be an empath and gifted like us? Also, because of your post, Shirley, I've picked up the book again and resumed reading :)

Peace and blessings to you all~

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/12/16 06:18:43PM
410 posts

Has Anyone Dealt With Clairaudience?


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi Hop-daddy,

I don't often hear a ringing or buzzing in my ears, but I do get guidance in the form of thoughts that are not my own. I can have a conversation with the divine at any time. This presence is all around us, I believe. Some people call it going with the flow, by listening to it. I'm not sure if it's one entity or many. 

Blessings~

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/12/16 06:12:08PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Corey Easton: That's crazy about the car crash incident, I went about 60 mph straight into a 6-8ft ditch, although I didn't hear any voices I felt a vibration in front of me and behind me hold me in place the only harm that was done to me was a concussion from the vibrations holding me into place my car was completely totaled and my passenger side door was crushed into the door behind me. Looking at the picture of my car there is no way I should be alive let alone have some serious life long injuries

Corey,

That's an amazing story. It proves that there really are angels and divine forces at play in our world, that we are not alone. Thanks for sharing :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/12/16 06:08:12PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Cat Whisperer: Thanks @Lotusfly. Since you mentioned that, you are probably right. I got the impression that he was an angel but I had never heard of any angels named Elam. Funny about that accident, most people view something like that as a bad thing. I know, however, that it was something that I needed to experience at the time due to my state of mind. I had never felt such a loving, calmness that overcame me that day. I was in a state of bliss for hours after the accident. Really a blessing in disguise. My whole outlook in a lot of things changed that day. It was the start of my spiritual journey.

Hi CW,

Our guardian angels can be any name, not just the names of already known angels. :)

I was in a bad accident myself and although I don't recall it being as pleasant as you describe your experience, my soul left my body for a brief time so I wouldn't feel the pain (though I don't remember an out-of-body experience, just a lapse of time), and good things came from the accident (I quit smoking and my husband-at-the-time and I grew closer, plus other things I probably wasn't aware of but that led me to where I am today, like quitting school and my high-stress corporate job).

I believe everything happens for a reason, and sometimes it takes a catastrophic event to put things on the right path. :)

I feel blessed that you shared your personal story that started your spiritual journey. Thank you.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/12/16 05:56:26PM
410 posts

what is wrong with me??


Empath

I have felt hostile and resentful towards my parents since I was a teenager (I'm 35), and I'm just getting over it. Parent-child relationship is a hard one. Yes, blame towards how the parent raised the child tends to be involved. But once the child becomes a parent and has a family of their own (something I'm going through now), the child becomes more compassionate towards their parents, wanting to mend the relationship (what I'm also experiencing). It's only natural to place blame when you're still considered a child, and no matter how old you are, you will always feel that way until you have a child and family of your own. At least that is what I believe :)

So if your children have not already gone through this, there is definitely hope that their view of you will change, if not with the coming of a family but with time. Some people seek to make amends and forgive people from their past so they can have a happier life. I hope your children do this with you. Just keep in mind that they are on their own journey and will do it at their own pace, so giving them distance when they want it is good.

Hope that helps some :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/11/16 04:00:41AM
410 posts

I guess there are other points of views....here's one...


Empath

I enjoyed this article. Thank you, Rene.

I'm very much interested in Shamanism and I am aware of the darkness...there is no denying it...so I do agree with the article, though I feel it's neither light nor dark...it's both :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/08/16 07:55:24PM
410 posts

Seeing Numbers


Psychic and Paranormal

Cat Whisperer: You have some very wise words @hermes.v it appears that you have been aware of your empathness longer than just yesterday, lol ;) @lotusfly, I have experienced synchronicity now for a little over a year. Pretty much since becoming aware of my empathness. At first I just thought of it as coincidence but I'm finding that there is really no such thing. Like Hermes has mentioned, sometimes it's more than just numbers. I find that if I roll with it, it has brought to me some wonderful opportunities. I have to just smile and give gratitude for the beauty of it when it happens. I feel blessed.

Thanks, Cat Whisperer. I feel blessed too. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/08/16 07:52:31PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Cat Whisperer: I am wondering about the difference between angels and guides too. A few years ago I was going though a time when I was suicidal. I was in a bad car accident (not intentional) that had some strange things happen. The location where I crashed was notorious for no cell coverage, however, I looked down and my phone was lying next to me. I called my husband and was able to tell him where I was and that I probably needed to go to the hospital. At this time I didn't realize the seriousness of my injuries. My husband showed up and tried to use my phone...no cell service. The whole time all this was going on I felt as if I were being held with the most loving, comforting hands. I was told (telepathically) that it is not my time to go and I need not be thinking about going. I felt so at peace and loved. By then police and first responders were there. Someone had went to a nearby house to call due to no cell service. All around everyone was so frantic...I kept telling them I would be ok. Something else I was told. I will never forget that incident. Everyone there said I should have died. After that day, my suicidal thoughts were gone. Someone was definitely there with me even though I didn't see him, I sure did feel him. To this day when I drive by that site I try my phone....no coverage. Flash forward 7 years, during meditation, I inquired about the name of the entity there. Elam is his name, however, I am still not clear on if he is my angel or guide. Nevertheless I am forever greatful for him...he saved me that day.

Cat Whisperer,

That's a beautiful story. I think it was your angel because they seem to be more about protection and love, whereas guides are for guidance. Just my two cents :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/08/16 05:41:39PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

MysticAngel22:

I believe that we have specific guides/angels/totem animals that follow us through life, but also feel that some will come and go throughout out life to help us during certain situations or transitions in our lives. My primary guardian Angel is a female named Abby. It's actually some weird long name I can't even pronounce so I shortened it:) But my main totem animal would be the raven, though I seem to have a connection to all birds.

Since we are dealing with higher realm spirits, I think that they will present themselves in forms that we can connect with and do believe they can shapeshift in ways that we feel comfortable with. So if your SG used to be a 10 year old girl, if you would still take and listen to her wisdom in this form, then she could stay the same way so you would recognize her, but since you are older now and she could come across as older as well. She probebly came to you a child form when you were young because in this form you may have felt more comfortable. You can do a meditaion to "meet your angels or guides and see if she comes forward. She probebly will and then you can see.

I agree, MysticAngel. And thanks for the idea about a guided meditation.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/08/16 01:53:33PM
410 posts

Seeing Numbers


Psychic and Paranormal

Hermes.V:
Lotusfly:

I have this daily. I'd like to know what is drawing us to look at the clock when number patterns are there...our soul, angels/guides, God/universal energy...? And what is the true message/meaning (there are a lot of theories on what numbers mean...)?

I personally think of it as similar to deja-vu. It means we're on the right track in our life according to our soul contract :)

Hmm, this may sound weird, but it's you.

More accurately, it's the higher you. When you get out of your own way, you will start helping yourself. So when you take the 'ego' self out of the way, the guiding self starts to give pointers, your decision making self then makes choice, and your life unfolds accordingly.

God, The Source is the creator, in other words, makes everything possible. Yet its the combination of you, higher selves, 'ego' self, aware self, together that mold this particular life. So this is just one way of explaining. What's important is that whenever all these stake-holders (selves) align, lives are able to be lived to the full potential. What was meant to be shown, will be shown. Lincoln said 'A house divided against itself cannot stand', this applies also to lives. A life is a house, and the selves are its occupants. Synchronicity, in other words, means that your aware self can now start to see the signs that your guiding self is giving, because the ego self is getting out of the way. The ego self gets out of the way when it agrees, else it just acts like a monkey and trashes life, hehe. The fact is, the ego self is very capable of cooperating.

As for the meaning, it is anything you want it to be at that moment. At the moment when you are aligned, whatever you happen to want is the same as what is in the soul contract. This is beyond the realm of cause and effect. None causes the other, they are simply the same. So, I am simply sharing here, I am by no means a guru or enlightened, hehe. In fact, your own unique perspective of it may (and should) differ, yet I believe the essence is the same.

Thanks, Hermes. I'm happy to hear that I've stepped out of the way and let my guiding self (my soul) do its job :) I'm also happy for all others who also experience this "phenomenon" :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/07/16 07:23:14PM
410 posts

Seeing Numbers


Psychic and Paranormal

I have this daily. I'd like to know what is drawing us to look at the clock when number patterns are there...our soul, angels/guides, God/universal energy...? And what is the true message/meaning (there are a lot of theories on what numbers mean...)?

I personally think of it as similar to deja-vu. It means we're on the right track in our life according to our soul contract :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/05/16 09:14:01PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Paul:

Does anyone know if a spirit animal or spirit animal totem can be a Mythical Being?

I believe so, Paul. Some people can see mythical beings, so they likely still exist, in another realm. :)


updated by @lotusfly: 12/05/16 09:14:43PM
Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/05/16 09:12:29PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Rene'':

I got a question.  Do you think a spirit guide could or would take on the identity of someone that is still living so a person would be more comfortable?   Just say like a true friend from another time in life?   The reason I'm asking, when this spirit guide (or what I think is a spirit guide) appears, it's inform of someone I knew long ago that my soul was completely at peace around.  When it appears, I get overwhelmed and start crying during meditation because I feel so much peace and happiness at that point.    It's like everything lifts off of me and I'm at a perfect happy place.      

Just windering. 

Hi Rene, I think so :) I think they can shape shift to whatever form best suits the person.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/05/16 09:08:58PM
410 posts

Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, and Totem


Psychic and Paranormal

Renee:

hi @lotusfly your memory of meeting your guardian angel is beautiful! Im wondering what the difference between a guardian angel and a spirit guide is and how we might be able to tell the difference? 

I know from my experience I had a guide make himself know when i was about 9yrs old and he continued with me until i was 30yrs old (which in itself i find interesting as thats a 21yr period and i know cycles of 7's has some significance in terms of soul evolution and growth) at 30yrs he transitioned out and another guide came in, however it took about 12-18mths of her being "introduced" i guess is a way to describe it, to me before he left and she came in. I have another guide who has been there my whole life (is this maybe the difference in spirit angels and guides?) and he actually assisted in the transition between the 2..... so i feel yes they can change and will continue to change throughout life 

hope my experience helps shed some light on your question xx 

Thank you, Renee. I didn't realize spirit guides can come and go throughout a person's life. But it makes sense that they can change as needed by the person. I would guess that the presence that has been with you your whole life is your guardian angel. My guides and angels appear to shape shift, depending on my needs at the time. But I think I actually only have one of each. Angel for comfort and protection, guide for advice and guidance. :)

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/04/16 10:17:58AM
410 posts

Anger...the taught emotion?


Empath

I have personally found that sadness is the root of anger. When a person is mad about something, they are actually sad...it's just one way sadness manifests.

Lotusfly
@lotusfly
12/03/16 10:56:58AM
410 posts

Free Emotion Clearing to the first three responders


Empath

Trevor Lewis:

Hi LotusFly,  

We were friends on the old site, not the new, so I just sent you a friend request.

You have slot #2

Blessings,

Trevor

Thanks, Trevor! I approved your friend request but it still says pending? I will wait for your response :)

 
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