I'm a CHRISTIAN and I believe with all my heart in CHRIST and I have this Gift!
I'm Christian too and I'm just leaving my actual church because I can't stand it, it became a burden for me. It was full of all kind of people like you said, but know it's full of fake Christians. Then, our best friends and us are leaving.We're praying to find another with lots of love and more believers than fakers, that this one used to be .You're definetly not alone! God gave us this gift to use it for His glory and to identify the fake ones.