So the other night I had a very strange dream. My dreams have been very vivid for as long as I can remember. They are like movies in my head They usually have different parts to them.
The first part of my dream, it was as if I was at work but it was different. Everything seemed and felt normal but I knew it wasn't because my warehouse isn't more than two stories high and I can't see outside. It almost seemed like the warehouse was in an open multi-storied car garage. No windows because there weren't really any walls. That seemed normal to me though. Oh dream logic lol
Anyway, I was going up the floors with an old friend from high-school. She teaches Muay Thai Kick Boxing to kids and I've always wanted to learn it. I've really been considering taking classes lately so I'm assuming that's why she was in my dream because she doesn't work with me and I haven't seen her in years.
We were on an open square elevator and I was a little freaked out because of my fear of heights. There was a lady that was manning the elevator and her and my old friend were telling me I would be fine. And I was saying that I would have felt better if there were at least a railing but I tried my best to stay brave. We came to a slight rumbling stop (which scared me lol) and we were looking around because we were pretty high. And where the elevator stopped there wasn't anyplace to get off. There was, however, a zip line. A freaking zip line. I must have been at least 5 or 6 stories high. And the line didn't really go downwards, it stayed around the same height, and it went around, and into this.... I'm not sure how to describe it but it was like a spaceship I guess. It was floating. It was white, long and the zip line went under it. So basically the long skinny part of the "ship" was above the zip line and the line ran along the bottom, which was open. Then at the end it had a circle which is where the zip line would leave you. That circle was like an elevator that wasn't attached to anything. I watched as my old friend went across the zip line and up and I was totally freaking.
The square elevator operator was trying to calm me down. I was almost turning around saying that I can't do that. I couldn't go on that. It was too high and I wouldn't be attached to anything. It seemed way too risky to me. After ranting about my fear, the elevator person told me that it was my choice and that I could go back if I wanted but then I wouldn't get this chance again. So I thought about it for a few seconds. Where does the other elevator lead? It goes into this ufo looking circular thing in the sky. The circle elevator is like the door that takes you into it. And I wanted to know what was in there. I remember thinking, I could go back and feel safe and never know what would have happened, or I can face my fears and be scared for a few moments and learn something new.
Right after that, I didn't even say anything to the elevator person. I just jumped and grabbed onto the zip line and went but it was hard for me to get across because it was all one length. So the elevator person was telling me how to control it. They said that I had to let go of my fears for it to go faster. Accept it and it will take me right along. So I did that and before I knew it, I was on the circular elevator. And as soon as I got on I was like "There is nothing to ******* hold on to!" and then I went up. And it went FAST. So fast I didn't have time to be scared. I still remember the way it felt. Going that fast is a very strange feeling. Almost like a rollercoaster, but way way more intense. I assume that's how astronauts feel on rocket ships. It's almost sickening. You feel so light headed. Things are going so fast and you don't know how to comprehend what's happening to you or how to asses how you're feeling. The weird thing is that it felt familiar.
Once I got into the ufo like thing, I was sitting down. It was small. There was a screen. And there were controls. The first thing that caught my attention was the controls. They were weird because the controls were different creatures and their eyes were blinking! So I touched them. Each one I touched would make a noise and the screen would say something but I didn't pay attention to that. I was exploring the different creatures and the different things they would do. I had no idea what they were but they seemed familiar. One was almost like a cow. I remember being like "Why is there a cow?" lol
Then, there was one that looked like a baby human and I felt connected to it. So I rubbed it's belly (lol) and then I looked at the screen. And it said "30% human". And that got me really thinking hard so I started waking up and that was the end of that part of the dream. Pretty long, I know. I still don't know what it means though.
Second part. I was with friends. All people from work. Including my ex. I was with my one friend that I eat lunch with at work. And my ex was with our other friends. We were going to meet up.
When we finally are in sight of each other, my ex is a bit up ahead of them and is walking fast towards me saying he missed me. And I was doing the same thing, walking ahead of my friend to greet him. We hug. My friend goes with our other friends and I stay off with my ex. But it was like we were together again. Next thing I know we're looking deeply into each others eyes. Just like we used to do for long periods of time. And he said "forever is a long time" and I said "I don't care". And he said "That means we have to get married" and I didn't say anything, just kept looking at him. So he says "You would marry me?" not asking me to marry him but asking if I would. I nodded. He smiles and says "marry me". And I said "now?!" and he says "right now". I guess all of the intense emotions from that was starting to wake me up because I can't remember exactly what I said. Just that it was along the lines of "I dunno about right this second". And he wasn't sad, just disappointed I wouldn't right now when he wanted to. He didn't say anything but I felt that. He was still happy that I said I would. I felt he was just thinking of when.
So that's what I dreamt the other night. I've felt better since having those dreams. I just don't know exactly what they mean. I kinda do... but I don't know if I'm fully grasping it. Just thought I'd share it. I'd love to hear some of your dreams too! I love to talk about dreams. I usually remember mine in detail. Do you guys do that as well?
updated by @crystalrose: 01/18/17 03:54:57PM