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Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/01/17 06:01:39AM
84 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

Karen, Thanks for asking
There has been a couple varying things going on but not much else.
I have pretty much accepted the webs. I still don't like them but I can somewhat manage them.

I am not sure but I still can't help wonder. "UFO" Especially since we have discovered new planets of which 3 are felt to be habitable. LOL
OK, So I stayed with the "rides". I finally reached gold. I was hoping to reach outside & beyond, but alas no. Since then they really haven't been interested in going anywhere. Usually a tall one comes and looks at me closely. There seems to be a face or more hidden behind the (what I will now call gauze because of the transparency. Then the smaller or regular size ones appear one at a time. They come close for their inspection. They peer into my eyes. I meet the gaze. I see a face but can not determine features. I also noticed the shapes seem to be created from the webbing. In an effort to get a better look I motioned for a few to come back and they did. One such encounter I had, the being attempted to touch me. I tried to touch as well but it jumped back shaking it's head? There is no bodies or body parts.
Lately there really hasn't been much interaction. The view is now darkened with little activity. The webbing is getting a little more obnoxious. I am not going to play that game. It has to be Sharing or it will be not Caring
I have been avoiding visual contact with things that might react to me. I am in a quandary about what I will or should do.
One odd thing I don't think I ever mentioned; on 2 occasions I saw beings similar to my husband and I copying the actions we had just performed ie. having a conversation about rearranging my master closet. The picture appeared on the ceiling.
Yikes! I almost forgot the weirdest. My husband called me out to the Patio one night to see a super moon. It was very dark and I was walking slowly so I wouldn't fall in the pool. My husband spoke and I followed his voice. As I reached him the moonlight gave full view. As I looked at him people began to exit his body. About 4 or so. I jumped back in shock. Once again my husband thought I was nuts.
Of course, most activities are in my home but it certainly isn't contained there. It's just where I happen to be most of the time.
What ever all this crazy stuff is I feel more like Mommy. I can somewhat communicate and they somewhat listen and do what I say.

I don't really have thoughts. It doesn't do any good LOL

I don't know from grounding or spirit guides. I'm still working on Mediums & Astral Planes & Reincarnation.
I am not the hearts and flowers type. I'm more snarky. 😉😆

Now your turn. What kind of weird do you have?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/28/17 07:48:12AM
84 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

Karen

I don't  understand your remark? 

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/19/17 03:11:21PM
84 posts

how to relieve emotional tension


Empath

I am sorry you feel so forlorn. It's good to write whether to yourself or to stay connected by reaching out for someone to help you organize your feelings. You sound utmost depressed. You spoke of thoughts of death and ideation of harming yourself. This is a red flag to you. Even if you don't feel that way at all now and think it was silly to mention. The fact it's in your thought bank is serious stuff. There may come a time when you are so distraught that your desire may well seem a solution. If you were to succeed would be a terrible solution. More likely you may work yourself up to feeble attempts because DEEP down inside you is self preservation. These attempts whether you think you want to or out of frustration; may actually get results. This would be a terrible error with no do overs. Records show this is not a rarity. Many a life has been abruptly ended by mistake
So, first it would be great if you were able to find a therapist you feel comfortable with and can afford. There are places that you would not have to pay. You will need to do some research and make some phones calls. Do not be discouraged if every one seems like a dead-end. Eventually you will find help. If all else fails call the suicide prevention hot line. You do not have to be actively thinking about it. Tell them you have had ideation in the past or if just once in a while. Ask for help or a direction to pursue.
I am not a qualified doctor or therapist just someone who cares.
I know your not looking for a miracle or magic. I think you are ready to work on your self worth. YOU ARE WORTH IT!
My suggestions are not instant. You will have to do a lot of work. You may probably feel at times it's not worth it. You may not want to continue because talking about it hurts. You may even hate/love your therapist. All of this is natural.
With all that being said you may not need any of this.
I am an Empath but that does not make me any smarter or qualified.
I think one of my abilities is to extract feelings from written form. But who knows it may be my not being able to send a quick note. LOL
P.S. This is not my business and disregard if it's too personal. Are you a cutter?
Also (see I cant shut up) it would be helpful to Know some background like age range maybe what the biggest problem is to you.
NEVER feel embarrassed or uncomfortable. This group does not judge or repeat without asking
Ok Ok I am shutting Up 😊
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/14/17 09:00:06PM
84 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

Urgent!

I don't know how to explain this but if I acknowledge a communication that is desperate to get into my mind I am not sure if I should allow it anymore. It is not harmful to me or am I fearful, however, I am worried at this point I am being studied with the intent to duplicate. If I even close my eyes now I can be reached. It is SO VERY involved it will be seen as crazy or not taken serious. I would be  more than happy to give more information. I don't want to continue this if it is harmful to anyone in any way. 

I am at the point of thinking Paranormal meets UFOs

I can't do any kind of smudging or whatever. My husband already wants me to go to the Dr. Yeah right, what do I say? "I see ghosts"!

Sent from my Galaxy Tab® A

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
01/30/17 03:38:31PM
84 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

  • Sorry it took me 2 months to get back to you. I've been partying LOL
  • Yes, it's still going on ever changing. The more I learn the less I know.
  • I had nightly visitors for about a year. They were different every time. Some seemed to come for me and tried communication but it never worked. Another type were aware of me but didn't know what to make of it. Then there were the ones who never knew I was there. I felt like I was the intruder. It was an eclectic mix men, women, children, babies, pets, wild animals. Occasionally more than a single one. Time eras mostly current, however, many were 40's 50's & 60's an occasional 1800's
  • l rarely see visitors anymore since the webbing took over. Very difficult to explain. Sort of like cob webs but they could move, split apart or be collective. Sometimes they were everywhere; every square inch of one or more rooms. Aways in mine. I was very frustrated with them. I never had / have fear but it's very unsettling to open your eyes and there they are.
  • Then there was / is a curtain, sheet or whatever with a pattern that would cover walls doors anything. If I got close it was very disorienting. 
  • I can make many things move, mostly by Just acknowledgment. Of course no one else sees any of this and they don't physically move, so what good is that? Kind of lonely at the top.
  • I barely scratched the surface but I will nonetheless jump forward to current.
  • This is impossible to explain but I will try to with as little words as possible. (that's rarely possible for me to do...lol)
  • I have figured out that the curtain, blanket, sheet whatever, is a lacey taprestry type thing. The pattern is one I have seen for years in black fabric. It has burgundy running through it.
  • Ok onward ahead to: at this point I have found that the web can create the fabric and the fabric can blend in with the web. 
  • Being inquisitive I have messed around with the fabric thing (which can't really be touched). I have realized  "the force" or whatever wants to show me things. The first time I realized it was when I reached out and put my hand through it attempting to find the sliding glass door. It creates sort of a vortex; a pulling loss of perception. Anyway, suddenly the vinyl verticals are pulled back and caught in the middle like a curtain would be. This is night. I look out to see beautiful lush green grass and full trees. The sun brightly shining. I look down and find I am on a second story. There is no ladder, stairs, patio, porch and no glass window. My husband says "what are you doing? Poof it's gone". I decide to let myself go wherever "the force asks me to go" I always say "I am coming back. I am not ready" 
  • I close my eyes and the lacy fabric waves over me each time getting closer but this time I allow it to touch me. I am at all times aware of where I am physically. I can open my eyes anytime. In fact I have to concentrate very hard to stay focused and not move my eyes. This is all new. I gave up fighting to work with it. 
  • It starts off like a Disney ride through tunnels. The lacy fabric forms a tube to become the tunnel to go through. Now there are different colored backgrounds. Burgundy, but now almost red seems to directing. I will then see blue, then green under the blue and a new color, purple. It's  not sure of its place yet. I feel the sensation from the ride. It's like butterfies in your stomach. It can almost be like a slow roller coaster. It can go up and around then down. It can also go straight up or straight down. Along the way there are things to see but they are subdued behind the lace. There are forms of people with normal features. I go by too fast to get details. The coloring is only seen behind the lace so it blends in. I'll  just see where this takes me.
  • Ok, gotta go. I see the men in their little white coats  and there coming to take me awayyy ha, ha, he, he they're coming to take me away......
  • Sent from my Galaxy Tab® A
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/19/16 12:22:22AM
84 posts

is this real


Empath

You can't die because you really don't want to. You want the pain & suffering to die.

Be careful....because many succeed by accident.

Focus on tomorrow. Eventally everything becomes a memory. Nothing lasts forever, good or bad.

Don't embrace your pain and depression. I know it feels like you have to but let it go. A tremendous weight will be lifted.

Find the things you can do to make the changes you need to make. Baby steps will still get you where you want to go. Time is just a concept. No need to rush.

OK, I am starting to sound like a greeting card - but I do hope you find your strength. It's there

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/12/16 03:23:59PM
84 posts

Eye Floaters


Healers

Medical Possibility?
It could be aPosterior VitreousDetachment(PVD)
That is when theVitreous Membrane separates from the retina. There are many shapes and sizes. Some are black, some clear, some are like a veil going over your eye. Moving your eye helps for the moment.

Ophthalmologists don't seem to feel it is a big deal. (It is to the person dealing with it)
There is nothing they can do about it.
In time you learn to live with it. Mostly, I don't even notice unless I am upset / stressed. Sunlight increases them.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/17/16 12:54:38PM
84 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

My profile was written in the beginning of what ever this is that's happening. I will amend it to confused..

I am not afraid because I feel I can manage; I'm still in charge at this point. I am however, overwhelmed by the magnitude. To have, what I can only speculate to perhaps mean something going on everywhere" I am far out of my comfort zone.

I am practical and rely on common sense. Although not quite an "A" personality; I strive for order and control. I am the one usually helping not being helped. I am ALWAYS in control - I am a borderline perfectionist. Although, not a leader so much, I will rise to the occasion. I am a "fixer".

With all that being said, I am struggling with the unknown. I challenge myself at each turn of events. Did I actually see or imagine? Did I assume? Is it possible? Is there reasoning? I am trying very hard to accept the unknown, the unexplained.

I research all the time. Try to weed through all the garbage out there. Although I am very comfortable being alone.; feeling alone is quite different. There is no validation. I can not find one person that has a similar situation or at least willing to share details of thier experiences. I get that given the situation, people want to protect and keep a low profile. I guess I feel as though I have nothing to lose.

There's that and the fact that my experience is so all encompassing. It is not like I think I see a ghost or hmmm something is out of place. It's not occasional it's constant. I can't go anywhere that there is not some degree of webbing and now quite often there are mechanical looking spiders leading the pack. If I just glance at something there is a good chance it will respond with exuberence. I never know if the bed is going to roll like a water bed, the carpet ripple, the walls and ceiling appear to have a mole running behind them, paper waves,plants dance or a jacquard curtain covers a wall, door or something on the floor, and I lose depth perception, webs can be spread across the room, hiding in cabinets or attaching itself to me or encompassing an entire room; while I have to casually act like nothing is there.

A puzzling thing with the Jacquard pattern, when I close my eyes I see the burgundy w/black design it is like an enveloping tent then it slowly floats down until it covers my face. If there is any eye movement it's gone. I realized that for a long time now when I look at something black there is a defined yet vague burgundy color within.

As I type this post, my teenager comes to talk to me about a party. I am sitting and she is standing. As we speak the webbing is reaching out to her from different places. She doesn't notice that it is attaching to her. I just sit there. What else can I do? As she leaves part breaks off and trails behind her. Husband and grandson came in and also left dragging some as well.

I'll slightly touch on music /sounds
I constantly have a wire singing noise.
I hear music. Sometimes it is more of an impression of a certain song, then once in a while it is a complete clear original artist singing song. That of course no one else hears.
For the last few months relentless music is playing over and over again and again. It is all instrumental; a cross between "Hello Dolly" & "The stripper" meets "Chicago" the band. Ending with the trumpeter hitting the highest pitch note he can for as long as he can.

As for the last question: if you are asking do I believe in UFOs & Aliens. I am not so grandiose to think we are "IT" within an enormous solar system. If you have theories, I would love to hear them. I respect your thoughts and ideas

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/16/16 04:08:57PM
84 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

I am not sure how to answerIs it serious or meant to be funny?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/15/16 10:48:24PM
84 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

Yes, I have. The problem is there is so many different things going on. I don't know if they are connected or have their own agenda.Mostly I wonder WHY?It feels like I should do something but I don't have a copy of the Play Book.
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/15/16 03:33:38PM
84 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

I was reading some posts and about to make one.

If you've followed my saga you will understand, if you haven't you will still be freaked out too.

Lately the webs have really been bolder and I have become even more annoyed.

Last night I purposely didn't look at them. I put the pillow over my head and went to sleep.

Toward day light I opened my eyes and found the entire room looked crystallized. There wasn't a sq inch of space not occupied. Looking forward to tonight - not.

Anyway... here is the freaky part. I am in my bedroon reading it's dusky so no light needed just yet. In front of me webbing starts to cover the top of the wall. Very light webbing so I figured I would send it all away most of the time hand signals work. Ok, I look up and the webbing is now back but it's thick and back. I've seen black when a group casts but it gets lighter as it spreads. I am really annoyed now. I go to it and wildly swirl through to break it up and signal for it to go.

Longest lead in ever..? Sorry, I always feel I have to set the story.

These thick black feelers stayed and just as I was going to do it again; they began to ''GLOW" "RED"!!!

The red glow seemed to flash and illuminate the room. It lasted about 20 seconds before it stopped. OMG!!

Not scared yet but on my way to getting there.


updated by @just-stevie: 07/04/17 12:57:10PM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/25/16 09:34:30PM
84 posts

STILL SEARCHING


Psychic and Paranormal

I have been working on a post for a couple months. I keep adding more & more. It's not only a book now it's leaning toward a series.
So Fresh Start w/bullet points
It's been 6+ months since the saga began.
1) I am a skeptic turned believer...?
2) I began to see ghosts, spirits, apparitions or as I call them "Visitors" nightly.
3) I am not dreaming. I am awake and alert. If asleep I sense them and awaken when they are there.
4) There has never been a repeat performance. Each one is different. None have been familiar or connected to me in anyway.
5) There is a difference in the way each appear. Some are brighter and have more substance. Many are wispy and tentative. A few try to interact or communicate - no success so far.
6) There could be men, women, children, babies, families, friends, dogs, cats or asst wild animals.
7) Some seem to want to be there. Some look at me puzzled. Some may be shopping, on they're way to a picnic, even sitting in a restaurt having a drink. In many cases I feel like an intruder.
8) They appear to be from different Eras in time i.e. the Royal Court & Powdered wigs thru the 40s, 50s, 60s etc.
9) They appear in normal size and occasionally in extra large; where they needed to bend as they walked through. (only men)
10) I can usually give very detailed descriptions. I can report colors in some although, I don't really see them. I just "know" the hair is blond, the shoes are black or the suit brown.
11) Most are full bodied, however, some are only faces or glimpses in such a short time I can only get impressions.
12) First it was only the visitors. At some point webs started to appear. They still are predominantly in the master bedroom but now appearing throughout the house. They seem to have their own agenda. They almost always spread themselves up, down and across; encompassing the entire room. They start bunched in small groups. They are black & thick when they start out. Spider like legs attach themselves to something and spread. Many groups intertwine and stretch until they become almost translucent like cobwebs or spider webs. The difference is they are always moving and reorganizing. Sometimes they appear in cabinets or crawl down the hall. They are predominant at night, however, they are often appearing in the day; just harder to see. They will even attach themselves to me.
13) This seems related to the webs. I can look at a wall, the bed, the rocking chair and it will move and ripple. Likewise with several other things. I do not always get the reaction so it can't be my imagination.
14) There are a few bizarre happenings that may or may not be related
a) At times I feel a light pressure around my wrists and forarms like a wrap.
b)Occasionally I feel a drop of water/rain mostly on my arms or legs. Of course, there is obviously no wetness.
c) I have several computers, laptops, tablets and cellphones. Every one is acting up with different types of problems.
This is probably way off but I got to wonder...
d) I went to my Optometrist and a few weeks later I saw my Ophthalmologist. She was very puzzled. She said she had never seen such a drastic difference in vision. It was not in a good way. She is gonna check know again in a few weeks.
Oh, shoot, there is something else. This is turning into a book too!
e) Sometimes walls or windows appear to be covered by a gauzy tapestry type curtain. If I reach through there seems to be no end and I lose depth perception.
15) I will wrap this up by saying "I am the ONLY person seeing any of this".
The webs are the worst. They are annoying and intrusive.
I have never been fearful.
I just am trying to find a connection somewhere to something.
I can't be the only person this is happening to.
If I am I must be pretty special!
There must be something I am supposed to do. It can't be happening for no reason.
Or... I am losing my mind.
P.S. I live in a remote area. No reliable specialists.
I am under a lot of stress but can not make any changes at this time.


updated by @just-stevie: 07/03/17 12:55:31PM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/15/16 10:40:31PM
84 posts

Extremely confused


Psychic and Paranormal

Up until December I had not experienced what you may be experiencing now.But then...One evening in bed but NOT asleep; I thought my teen daughter had walked into my room. I said what's the matter, honey? I looked up to see a young lady. She was obviously not human but certainly recognizable as a human form. I said "Oh, your not my daughter" I tried to communicate verbally but didn't get a response. We held a gaze for a while before she turned and disappeared into a wall. I was not frightened, in fact I felt some kind of connection. Since that time pretty much every night I get a visitor / visitors. I am almost always asleep but I sense something and wake up. I immediately see something / someone. It's always different and unique. A few have made me uncomfortable and I told them so. I never felt like they were familiar. It's intriguing but often bothersome.I believe if I wanted I could end it. I think I could send them away by simply verbalizing discomfort and lack of interest.I am still trying to work all this out (if you look back you will see a million posts from me trying to get help in understanding what and why this is happening). I am choosing to persue and try to comprehend what it's all about.Even before that though, many times I felt like someone was behind me and sometimes even the feel of a light touch but when I turned to look no one was there.I think maybe my being calm and excepting created a comfort zone for visitors.I don't hear things (other than music but that's a whole other thing lol) but if I did that would frighten me. The unknown is the scariest. If you think this may be similar to your situation don't be frightened. If you want and are accepting you may see what is causing you to feel a presence. I usually find they are more frightened of me and are meek or completely unaware of me.Stevie
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/10/16 02:36:52PM
84 posts

Webs


Psychic and Paranormal

Well let's see... I have been 29 for quite a few years so yup I guess I am still 29 LOL!HINTS: I was in grade school when JFK was shot.Loved the Beatles's Ya Ya YaSo...When the moon is in the seventh houseAnd Jupiter aligns with Mars And peace will guide the planetsAnd love will steer the starsThis is the Age of Aquarius
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/08/16 10:26:15PM
84 posts

Webs


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi Bill, Very intriguing thought. I'm not sure I know what that means. I tried to research but I mostly found unrelated articles.it has also been suggested I might be walking on. 2 planes. I found a great website that explains but it is still hard to comprehend.

I have tried to mold or shape the webs. (I think that's what you meant) They are fragile. They just regroup or disappear. They are somewhat around in the day sometimes. I say they but I don't know why.

Ceiling fans seem to attract them as well as light fixtures. I still have to say I think the master bedroom fan is a hub. Lighting at times come to (in my opinion) help shapeless white, whatever they are, going through the glass slider. At those times at some point,there is a single white well defined light (like a flashlight) that lasts for about 10 seconds.

I say at times because I try to give the ceiling fan telepathic messages (this sounds soo ridiculous), well actually it's more like scold. I tell it I do not not want these shapeless entities to past through with out my approval. I tell it if they have a human appearance it is alright. They always fade out and disappear into the wall behind my bed. I usually wake up when they are passing through. Some times they give eye contact and I smile and wave. Other times they seem either oblivious to my presence or shocked and unsure of what was happening.

There is never a night since December when there is not a unique and different happening or visit. I no longer have pets but the fan will shake like a puppy wagging it's tail when I look at it. LOL Web material will immediately be produced and start to distribute themselves. I can wave them back or to another area. If I hold up my hand it will come to me.

The pattern I am seeing is like an old lace tablecloth or doily . Thinking about it, I see that pattern often when I close my eyes only it's red and sometimes a cream color. In the shower today I closed my eyes yet I saw the curtain vividly and it appeared to roll and move like something was trying to find a way out.

Why is it I can see things that no one else sees.?

Why can I see things move that actually don't.?

Why do I have so many events on a continuous basis.?

What does all this mean? Is there a purpose.?

I feel like I am a part of something but have no idea what.

It's like some one hands you keys and tells you they are for a car but gives no further instructions.

OR

"They're coming to take me away ha ha. They're coming to take me away ho ho he he ha ha

To the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats because they're coming to take me away."

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/06/16 07:58:30PM
84 posts

Webs


Psychic and Paranormal

What is the next stage? Because I honestly am not the least bit fearful. Intrigued and often annoyed maybe.Something weird just happened tonight.(seems like I say that everyday)I was on my way to my teen's room. There is a hallway that passes the bathroom and ends with the spare room. My daughter's room is just off the kitchen where the hall begins.Ok - so as I enter the hall I see what appears to be net curtains. The hallway is dark so I start feeling my way. My hands go right through the curtain. It appears to be several inches away from the door. It's disorienting. The net is denser than the usual web and there is a pattern on it. It is a pattern I see often. I almost always see it in black fabric. There appears to be red within the black. Since I can't find the door I reach across the hallway for the light switch but that is also covered as well. I finally find the light switch. And... Of course, there is nothing there.I guess I am being tested by increasing the happenings.I should mention also, when I stare at the walls they move like something is burrowing underneath. It started with one small area but has grown to almost anything I stare at, walls, vertical blinds, comforters, clothing etc. I have even made people's cuffs or sleeves move while waiting in Dr's offices. Of course, they really don't move either. I don't think I am hallucinations because there is too much detail and variations.Definately not sleeping/dreaming.
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/06/16 02:33:12PM
84 posts

Webs


Psychic and Paranormal

Unfortunately, my husband doesnt see anything.... At first he was supporting but now he thinks I am having a stroke or brain tumor or whatever. I keep it on the down low now. He's so worried and wants me to see a doctor.. OMG! LOL! Could you imagine trying to explain to a doctor?!Can't blame him LOL I don't even believe it myself and I know I'm seeing it.Do you have any other visions? Can you control the webs?I see ghosts nightly. It all started a few months ago. If you want to compare notes LOL practically all the previous "incident reportings" are from me.". I am trying so hard to make sense out of all this. At least some good if possible.
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
03/06/16 11:21:52AM
84 posts

Webs


Psychic and Paranormal

Has anyone ever had or know of an experience with webs? I can't find anything on it.

Especially at night when the lights and TV are off in master bedroom; they begin to decent and expand. They start out individually grouped and are obviously black. As they spread they become almost transparent

and often sparkly. It sounds weird to say; but they crawl around and regroup often. They can fill an entire room. I can control them to a certain extent. I can halt them by holding up my hand and i can redirect them. I can hold out my hand and they will come to my hand. I can then push them away or send them toward something by pointing where I want them to go and close my hand. I have seen them in my yard, in different rooms of the house (except the office) but sparingly. Occasionally while doing errands out of the house they will randomly pop up.

Sometimes when I am trying to sleep they are disturbing because I know they are moving around and covering me. The other night they were particularly bothering to me. I decided to go lay on the couch. I walked out of my room to discover the webbing had completely consumed everything. It's a huge area because its a great room, livingroom and kitchen all open. The webs were encompassing the entire area top to bottom, front to back. There was not a square inch that was not in sparkling web.

Yesterday I reached for something in the kitchen cabinet. When I opened the door I find webbing in the corner spread half way across the glasses.

Ok, that's taking it to far.

And..... guess what.... I am the only one who sees it !!!


updated by @just-stevie: 07/05/17 07:34:17AM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/18/16 09:36:59PM
84 posts

Nightly Activity


Psychic and Paranormal

OMG!! Now it's hanging from the tray ceilings in the kitchen. I turned the TV off and lay in my bed. I looked up and ready to drop down is, what looks like Spanish Moss, on me. I stopped it and deferred it to the other side of the room but it just keeps renewing itself...... OMG!! THIS WEB THING HAS GOT TO GO! What is it's purpose??

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/18/16 08:49:32PM
84 posts

Nightly Activity


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you for the good ideas, I was a weekend hippie but never did drugs. I just liked the clothes. LOL

I don't even drink except on special occasions. I don't like the feeling of getting high. I don'ttake anything for pain unless it's really bad. I was on Ambien a few years back for total insomnia. Yeah that's an interesting one.

STRESS OH YEAH but nothing new. I will try to make myself less available to stress.
I had a stroke MANY years ago. No one knows when. Maybe even as a child. And a mini stroke 3 years ago. It was nothing like this.. it started about 2-3 mo ago out of the blue. I know I am not dreaming. The first time I was awake. I've made sure. Most of the time I sense or feel their presence an wake up to visitors. Everytime something new happens it is a total surprise. Plus I have no imagination. I have also considered hallucinations caused by injuries to the right brain. Too many components, too much detail, and too much awareness.

Just Stevie
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02/18/16 03:37:53PM
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Thank you BillI never believed in it before this craziness.Can't rule anything out now. These spirits are certainly from a variety of eras********I wasn't sure where to post the response to the comment below********Hi, you ok? DOes it feel under your control, or another entity making things happen around your home?--------No, I am not alright.I am in control but I don't know what I am controlling. Too much going on, didn't come with instructions.It is very interesting. I just don't know what I am supposed to do.I am so weak I can't function. I do have Fibromyalgia (big factor) and I have been sick. This is more though. I never know what to expect. I guess it is taxing me.HOWEVER, this afternoon was beyond weird! I went to Eye Dr today (no problems). I started fooling around trying to make things move. They wiggled a bit but no big deal. I had to wait in the hall for a while. I started staring at the wall in front of me.It was like a movie.First the wall rippled then I began to see people very clearly walking around. Some were in the Optical office. It was as if a mirror was in front of me and I was seeing things behind me. It was only for a few moments then the Dr called me into the office. There was a couple in particular that were very clear. The man was short with a round face and glasses. Several other people went in and out of focus. It looked like a drive-in movie
Just Stevie
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02/18/16 07:16:20AM
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.........Nothing scary or bad has ever happened..... But I need to understand in a logical way.
My search results are; finding a single episode, certain person or place, or thing.
I find nothing even close to what is happening.
So is this the normal abnormal or should I head to the nearest psych ward?

1) Complete Webbing of bedroom - Always
Black webbing drops from the 5 paddles of the ceiling fan over the bedroom and spreads itself across the room and sometimes down the hall. It spreads up & down & corner to corner until it fills the room and the web is nearly invisible. I can control sections of it at a time. It will come to me, go away from me and attach where I put it. It is very attracted to me. I have even seen it in other rooms and in my car but no where near the bedroom's coverage.
Once it covered the entire front yard. That web was blacker and thicker.

2) The ceiling fan seems to be a base. The webbing comes from there and returns there. I am now seeing sporatic webs during day time. Light comes from there; highlighting spots on the vertical blinds that hang across the sliding glass door. Once or twice a night a narrow bright beam; like a flashlight, shines toward the blinds.
*The entire living room was draped with webbing last night
*Now spreading through out the entire house.

2) Movement - I see it but it is not physically moving. It started with the ceiling fan and then an area on the wall that started to ripple
I find now I can look at almost anything and make it move. At least I see it move.
*I was able to make things move outside the house (of course no one saw it but me.
** All most anything I look at in the house starts to move. Things that already moved instead of the usual wavy motion now down right wiggle. I know this will sound crazy but things almost respond like an excited dog greeting it's person home.
** Now the walls are billowing when I go near them

3) Audible
For quite sometime I have heard what sounds like a radio or TV program. I often hear music and sometimes I recognize the melody. Sometimes I hear specific instruments ie. Violins or horns like an orchestra. I have even heard an entire song with all words and original singers
I aways hear a high pitch electrical wire singing sound
I tried talking to the fan(that sounds so ridiculous LOL) no response. Then I tried asking for a mental picture, nope. I tried communicating telepathic - yeah it worked!

4) Visual
I have seen adult men and women, boys and girls, families, dogs and cats. They are most often a fuzzy snowy image. Some more than others. A few Angels, (because they have feet?). They are all clothed in different period styles most from today's fashions. Some come to my bed and look at me as I do them. Some walk on past and do not notice me. Some are just white shapes that come in multiples.
None of the visitors appear more than once.
Only 2 have attempted to communicate. A man pointed at another spirit behind me when I turned back and asked who she was he pointed at me
The other was a female who moved her lips but couldn't manage sound.

May or may not be relevant but for several months; when I look at something black, mostly fabric; I see a dark red pattern within.
**Now I am seeing the same pattern as well in white objects only the embedded pattern is yellow.

*new yesterday

**new today


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Just Stevie
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01/27/16 06:51:26PM
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Janett,

Thank, you for your kind words of encouragement.

I am afraid I am my own worst enemy.

Just Stevie
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01/24/16 09:30:05PM
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I seem to be dominating this group page; if it's a bad thing, sorry. If not I would love to have anybody & everybody share and compare.
I have heard from many of you and I appreciate the time and the benefit of your knowledge that's been given to me.

This, for me, started a few months ago. It came on like gangbusters! - no "hmmm"... no "well that was weird" no knowledge of what was happening but plenty of skepticism. I see the world in terms of common sense, a reason for everything. I lean toward the science of life. I am more the Metaphysical and not the Esoteric.
I am starting to see where they could both exist.
I have so many questions and very few answers. I rather think that the answers may come as I learn. Most of the questions are theoretical but with a little help maybe I can pair the Metaphysical with the Esoterical and create a coexistence.

So... What, When, Where, Why and How
I would love to know what others are experiencing; especially rookies like me.
Do the objects and physical matter really move or do we just "see" the result of an attempt to get attention and open a line of communication?
Is it often, is it the same, is it one ghost /spirits or many?
Are they familiar or of no consequence?
Does it feel safe or troublesome; good or bad?
Was it recognizable in correlation to expectation?
Are they helpful or harmful? How do you know? Do they want or need something?
The biggie is: Where are they when they are not with you?
Also, exactly what is an Angel and what is a Mentor? (I know the meaning but not how it applies)

I would also be interested in knowing whether there is a common denominator.
Are there similar physical or mental conditions? Unconfirmed ailments? A predisposition for certain medical conditions?

I had depression, Fibromyalgia, Empathic, unmanageable stress and now it seems a potential for Mediumship.

I am a wife, mother, grandmother, and was a pet owner. I am somewhat of a perfectionist. I had a great job at which I excelled in. I was on several boards. I founded and ran a charity. I always put too much on my plate yet managed to accomplish all goals. I thrived on stress.
Then after one undiagnosed medical problem after another; Eureka! I had a name "Fibromyalgia". The bad news is you have to deal with it and watch as your life slips away from you. Life today is a shell of what it was.
Are these types of tendencies a golden ticket for insightfulness?

And do you at times feel like this life we humans live is pointless?
The greed, the selfness, the cruelty, the lack of morality, the attitude of pleasure first, the lack of compensation for effort and value; choosing to reward those who can supply pleasure.


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Just Stevie
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01/15/16 07:24:09AM
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PLEASE I am not making this stuff up.Bing? FG? Bill? Anyone?I have read and researched as was suggested. I have been receptive to new ideas but I have yet to come across anything like I am experiencing. I will try to be brief and concise but there is so much vastly different activity it's near impossible. It's all happening and I don't know what to do. I am not afraid but it's discomforting to know you'll be awakened in the night by who knows what. I have lived in this house for 3 yrs. It was built in 2007. I have had a few contacts in the past with the unexplained. One was 3 white shapes (?) peeking around a corner and the other was many moons ago. A run in with a VERY EVIL spirit while using a Ouija board; haven't touched one since.So...I have been seeing ghosts / apparitions for about 3 months; almost every night. No two are ever alike, they are not anyone I know or have known, the one thing they have in common is the ceiling fan over my head. It has large petal like blades and a drop down rod. It seems to try to communicate with me. Day or night I can look at it and much of the time the blades will slightly tilt. If I ignore it the movements get more urgent. I have even seen the light beneath shake. It is most active at night. I'll get back to this in a moment. Appearing pretty much every night are the "visitors". They have included men, women, teens, children, a family and a dog. Most of them stand next to my bed. Some how I sense them and wake up. We stare at each and I try in vein to communicate but they just fade away. It feels like they are seeking something from me. Sometimes I sense them in advance. I get a strange tingle through out my body.Most of them are white static; some more so than others. A few are more realistic. One was so life like I thought it was my daughter there to tell me I was late getting her to school. I jumped up, got dressed and was ready to leave when my husband stopped me, telling me it was 4 o'clock in the morning. One time my husband woke me and I wouldn't believe it was him until i touched him. Lately they are fainter. Maybe because I am getting weaker. Seriously weak. A few have been a little hostile. One night there was a woman more nondescript that tried to cover me with her form. Another night I awoke to see skeleton heads on each side of my pillow. I felt they were there to prevent my interference. The entire ceiling was covered with white assorted shapes making a beeline to and through the glass slider. The flow slowed considerably once I told the skeletons to leave. I do the same to any others I feel are too assertive. I tell them they are not being nice and I don't like it and they need to leave. At some point I saw a card stock skeleton hanging from the ceiling. The night before was particularly disturbing. I had just closed my eyes when I had the urge to open them. A man, I am not sure what he looked like because it caught me off guard was coming toward me. He rapidly changed to an Army soldier in full gear with helmet and mud on his face. He then changed to a grey haired man in a grey business suit and tie. He kept getting closer. The next face didn't seem human but I couldn't tell because at this point he literally was looming over me and attempting to put his face in mine. I pushed him away and told him I didn't like that, to go away... Getting back to the ceiling fan. It seems to be a hub of sorts. (this sounds really stupid) It sends out various light rays toward the slider and shapes are reflected on the vertical blinds.That night, although there were minor similar incidents before; the tips of the ceiling fan paddles were emitting very thin spider type webbing through out the bedroom. It was near invisible except there were a million tiny sparkling lights throughout.Lastly, there is an area on the bathroom Spanish moss textured wall (it backs up to the shower) that sometimes pulsates and seems to have something like a mole on the inside burrowing underneath the paint. I also heard music in the shower as if a speaker was in the corner blasting out full melody and lyrics. (Hearing music that no one else does is not uncommon for me, just not as clear) Oh I forgot about the black netting. One night when I was outside, a black netting was draped vicariously across my entire front lawn. It was a little thicker than a spider web and was strewn about more like a volleyball net.Ok, So it seems I have written a book but it was necessary to show the magnitude.Any thoughts or ideas?.Last night, before I could send this; a man in dress shirt and tie (the torso) pointed a gun at me and pretended to shoot it. Then disappeared. Same webbing and sparkling lights.My husband is supportive but never sees any of this.
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01/03/16 08:05:22AM
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OK Now i am a little scared.... last night I awoke abruptly. They were sitting all over my bed. I say they because i didn't see exact forms. I felt panicky like they were invading my space. They took off rather quickly except for two. They appeared to be robed with hoods. The faces were skeleton like and darker than usual. One was at the left of my head one was at the right. It felt like they were guarding me and not in a protective way. I looked up and saw my entire ceiling had a steady flow of varying white shapes heading toward the wall to the left of my sliding door. I have seen the young ones depart there in the past. I stared at each face? intently and they just stared back. They made no attempt to leave. Finally I firmly waved them away. I can't make stuff like this up it's too bizarre. Even this morning when I looked at the ceiling fan above my bed it started to shake. Last night and once before it appeared to be dropping down. I could even see the down rod shadow lengthen. I don't like this game. I don't know the rules or the players. Can it get worse? I dont think I want to find out.

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01/02/16 04:12:19PM
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I didn't believe but now I believe something but I don't know what. My grandmother believed. She told me she saw ghosts; not however, to the degree I am experiencing. She also read tarot cards when I was a kid. I always asked her to do it for me but she wouldn't . She did give in and answer my question as to whether I would have money. She said yes but not until later in life. I actually did. It wasn't an earth shattering amount but it did make life easier. We were very close but that was many moons ago.

I do believe in ESP and I don't feel comfortable in this world but I can't imagine how other realities would work. I have to accept that they come and go and it's always different genders, ages and types. It is frustrating that I can not communicate with them and they won't stay long.. I look forward to the appearances but have no control over it. There was an incidence that was unpleasant. I had a sense it was female but there was no clear anatomy. A head and face blurred features. It appeared horizontally and attempted to cover me. I moved away and said that wasn't nice I did not like it.

We bought this house a little over 3 yrs ago. It was only a few years old. It sits on an acre in a community that never got off the ground so it's heavily wooded and sparse with neighbors. There are no cities nearby. Pretty much anything you want to do is approximately 15 might away. I absolutely love it. The older couple we purchased it from built their dream house but they got caught in the the financial crunch and had to give it up in a short sale. Very sad for them but wonderful for us.

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01/02/16 02:38:49PM
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I am sorry Bill I really don't understand what your comment means. I have lived my whole life never experiencing anything like this. All of a sudden people / ghosts are everywhere. I feel pretty certain I am seeing these things because i know i am not asleep and it is not always. The ceiling fan in my bedroom will.often move and sometimes the black netting will extend itself. Today it went to the bed and then it came to me. That shook me a little. I have seen the bathroom wall ripple and then the netting reach out like like tentacles. A few minutes ago I was looking at the Christmas tree lights and a few ornaments started moving, i look at them now and nothing. I know it can't be telekinesis because I can't will anything to move. I don't know what to think, feel or do. I don't know what it means. If I tell anyone the men in the little white coats will come and take me away. All this is like scenes from movies and television shows.

Just Stevie
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01/01/16 10:58:06PM
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It's been over a month now and the visits continue; almost nightly. They are never the same. They never are someone / thing I can identify with the exception of a little boy maybe 6 -8 yrs old. He wore fatigues and a cap. My grandson has been living, eating, sleeping camouflage for awhile. He is 11 1/2 yrs. He has entered middle school this year and his interest is waning. The little boy was timid and I felt a connection. I didn't want him to leave. He reached out to me and there might have been something in his hand. I reached as well but my hand just disappeared into what seemed to be smoke.The next time was tonight. I took a nap and awakened to seeing a large dog standing over me, literally. Back feet on the left side of me and front feet on the right. The appearance was a little darker than the others. I had an Afghan Hound that died almost 15 yrs ago. I felt and it looked like her.

The visits are not unpleasant. They are interesting but frustrating because I don't know why. If I wasn't so sure of what I saw I would think I was hallucinationing.

I am a bleeding heart but also still a skeptic and a realist so why pick me? What does this mean? What am I supposed to do? Why all of a sudden I'm Grand Central Station?


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Bing, thank for your detailed answer.I guess my questions of why me or why now will never be revealed.The netting does not provoke any feelings; just curiosity. The area is open lawn on a corner lot; probably a half acre. We have 10 xmas inflatablesthere. Very tall trees, as well as shorter, placed in varying arrangements. The netting spread in drooping criss-cross.There is a 5 ft trumpet tree to the right of the driveway that was covered with it; that is where I grabbed and wrapped the netting around my hand to show my husband. He saw nothing and when I opened my hand there was nothing"we often feel that we are "not from around here" Odd you should say that; I have often felt that way. I enjoy creature comforts as much as others do.However, the whole idea of everyday life seems pointless. I am not religious but I do concede to a higher power. I laughingly (sort of)maintain the earth to be a giant science project.I had a mini stroke 2 Christmas ago. It began with feeling tired then drunk then hallucinations. I was almost convinced itmight be happening again because after seeing the nets I took a shower. I distinctly hear music and lyrics as if a speaker was overhead in the corner. Now, I often hear music, singing and what seems to be radio announcers but it is mostly garbled. The other time is when I could have sworn my husband and daughter were playing Christmas music I heard every word distinctly and loudly. When I opened the bedroom door the music was gone and they hadn't been.It seems each time is totally different from the last. I had another visit last night. I awoke to find a boy maybe 11 or 12 yrs old standing next to my bed staring at me. He had on a horizontal stripe crew neck shirt. Could be fifties or seventies. His hair was blond and cut in a regular boy style. (don't know how I knew that because their forms are always static snow.) He was smiling and had large white teeth. I always reach out to them but they won't reciprocate. This one had his hand out to me in a firm sort of way. I was not scared but uncomfortable. I felt if I put my hand out it would change something dramatically. I looked at the ceiling fan w/light over my head.(it seems to be base)it was shaking and moving harder than I have ever seen. I don't know if I mentioned before; I have seen netting over the outer edges of the petal shaped paddles. When I looked up at the ceiling there were kind of white light, almost invisible, random forms moving in an excited way. I could not detect a specific detail. They seemed to overlap. I wasn't frightened but I was uncomfortable and completely overwhelmed. I turned away to go back to sleep but I still sensed a lingering presence.Oh and FYI - I have seen a dark figure in the past many years ago. I was playing with a Ouija board. I can't remember the question but it kept going quickly and firmly to "good bye". After several times of asking it flew off the board and I saw a looming dark figure off to my right. I felt an overwhelming sense of pure evilness. I never touched one again.
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12/13/15 09:42:29PM
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I seriously considered going to the ER tonight.

I went outside this eveninng with my husband. We were walking around checking decorations. I have a very large yard with many very tall trees on the outer edge of the yard as well as smaller trees and bushes. The center is open. I saw black spider web type netting (little squares) stretching and hanging acoss the yard crossing from tree to tree in various directions. I could touch it. I grabbed a handful and wrapped it around my hand. I felt it. My husband said there is nothing there. I opened my hand to show him. Once again nothing was there. There were several. other incidents.

Can anyone explain or identify? Or should I head for the hospital. I spent last Christmas in the hospital for a mini stroke. I dont want a repeat performance.


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12/10/15 08:16:22PM
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Still trying to wrap my head around sightings and now I am experiencing things I REALLY don't understand.
For instance there is a ceiling fan that has large petal like paddles with a light over my bed. There is a large picture frame on the wall behind the bed.
When I look at the fan it starts to shake - just enough to make me think "delusional". Yesterday I went into the bedroom to get my tablet off the bed. I looked at the ceiling fan and it looked like it had a ton of dust on all the paddles but there wasn't. Then I saw what looked like a loose gathering of random dust about the size of a beach ball jump from the fan to the wall and disappear. Ok, blink, blink, that did not just happen.
I reached for my tablet and it seemed like there was very thin black netting extending from it. I moved it vicariously around but it stayed attached to the bed and would stretch until I tried to touch it.
The picture incident happened a few days before but I shook it off. I was in bed and when I looked behind me there appeared to be the same type of random dust collection pushing the picture away from the wall. I was afraid it meant it was gonna fall.
I know this is a lot of information but I couldn't shorten it and have it be understandable.
FYI. I Have had Vitreous and it's not like that. I pondered mini stroke but been there done that - Simular but way differnt.
So my question is: Is this kind of stuff even a thing.?


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FGI do take vitamins & supplements. Score 1 point!All the rest Epic Fail.I don't know how to shield. I tried to get help from "Empath Community" a few years back but I am too scientific minded to related to the Esoteric. I can't meditate because my mind is too impatient.I am definately Empathic. I had always figured everyone felt the same as I until I found the community.This goes the same with Fibromyalgia. I thought everyone lived with pain. I couldn't / can't remember a time when I didn't have it. I can't even imagine a day without it. (you were dead on with the fatigue) I definately have Fibromyalgia. I research constantly and try every new thing. In the end I can't help feeling like I should be able to shake it off because it's not really a "thing". It's a syndrome.I don't know anything about crystals. A "sensitive" (medium?) friend a few years back gave me 2 stones to hold but I didn't notice a difference.I enjoy the company of the esoteric. I find it fascinating. Though, I can only relate to what I interpret as "scientific".I had a terrific Acupuncturist that came to my house for treatments. We became great friends and had fantastic discussions. He helped me a lot but I still couldn't wrap my brain around it. He told me I had burnt myself out. (you zoned in on that too.) I used to thrive on stress. I look back at all the things I have done and accomplished and think "who was that person?".Sadly, we moved 3 years ago and I sorely miss him and the treatments.Unfortunately, six months after I moved here Murphy's Law kicked in. I have had to deal with impossible on going situations. Although, others are affected I am the only one who can and will deal directly. Of course, your right again about energy levels. What Fibromyalgia doesn't take stress does.I have a horrible diet. I crave salty and sweet. I often eat only 1 meal and that is late in the day and that could be just a hot dog or steak. I rarely have the energy to cook a whole meal. I hate water. I try to push it but it doesnt appeal to me at all. It doesnt want to go down. Ergo, kidney problems; which are plaguing me right now. I am awaiting second procedure.I am very impressed with your insight.Anyway.... sorry for the wordy response.I posted "Ghosts??" November 6th when the original visitors first came (they were all different). Bill tried to help me but reading and researching only confused me more. The info was either "hoaky" or too complicated.Thank you so much for your help.
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Sorry for the confusion. Tiffany is a pseudo name I use often for registrations. Stevie is the right name. My father wanted a boy, Stephan Louis. He just added "e's". LOL
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F.G.Your anology seems to be spot on with the exception of "dreaming". I imagine that wording might not to have been meant as literal. I am not sure if it matters, however, to clarify; I was definately not dreaming then or with earlier visits. I was fully alert and mobile.Unfortunately, I am between a rock and a hard place. At this time I have to bite the bullet. It is impossible to make changes at this time.
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Thank you for posting a reply, Bill. I had hoped for a greater response. Unfortunately, you were the only one.I am afraid I didn't understand the things you said.I am very serious about trying to understand what all this is. During the day I look back and think I had to have imagined these events. At night I don't know what to think or feel. I barely slept last night because I am becoming very apprehensive. I don't know what to expect. I jump at every shadow I think I see and every sound I hear. It's starting to feel like danger.
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11/07/15 06:22:12PM
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3 yrsI don't know what an "energy portal to the Astral Universe" is. Nor do I know what "manifestations from your previous incarnations" meanAnd so I don't understand what is "becoming active"I am questioning. And.. what IS the "New reality"?If I've only seen the Sun then how would I know about the Moon? If I've lived in Sunlight how would I understand Darkness?I am starting to feel nervous about all this.I don't understand any of it.
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11/06/15 10:01:29PM
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I stumbled onto this site a few years back and found that apparently I was an Empath. Now, I'm more. the scientific type. If it doesn't make sense then it can't be. After awhile I drifted away.

Something quite profound (for me) happened.
The other night while I was laying in bed using my tablet. My husband sleeping right next to me. (I'm on the left side of the bed) out of the corner of my eye I saw my daughter walk in the door (the door is on the right side across from the bed) she walked across in front of the foot of the bed and came around to the left side and stood by me; not at all unusual. I said "what's wrong honey"? And looked up. You can imagine my surprise when I realized it wasn't her. It was an apparition of a young girl.
I know exactly what I saw but can't quite describe her. Her entire appearance was white; although not solid. I could differentiate between body (all parts), even features and clothing. Her hair was shoulder length, kinda bobbed. She had glasses. All combined, she appeared like static. I know I'll date myself but it was like when black & white TVs went off the air. It was reminiscent of what they called "snow" to substitute for broadcast .

I haven't a clue why but I held a gaze with her for several seconds; then I reached out my hands to her hoping she would reciprocate. She didn't. I said "comere" several times (I never use slang) then I reached out for her but, of course there was n!othing to touch. I kept saying "who are you?". Those are the only 2 phrases I used. After a few minutes she turned around facing the sliding glass door and proceeded to disappear into the wall to the left of the glass door.

A couple of nights later same scenario. I'm lying in bed happen to look up to see a very tall handsome man; not exactly leaning, but more like molding himself into the wall in front of me . He was dressed as well as I would expect. He had a nice haircut. It was shortish on the sides and longer on the top. He had curly blond hair, as if I could tell. I said and did the same stupid stuff. Eventually he faded into the wall.

I've not felt fearful or distressed. Neither time felt like or was familiar in any way. Although there seemed to be a connection there. After 2 days or so I lose that feeling and become curious and a little anxious. I wonder if, when, or where; even who.

I didn't have to wait long. Once again lying in bed. I wake to hear running water like maybe a sink in the MasterBath. I sit up and look and my husband is not there. I hear noise coming down the hall from the MasterBath to the Bedroom. I see a shadow and tell my husband he scared me to death. Only.... it's not him! This time there are 2. They seemed like young guys enjoying themselves. That was until I scared them to death(an obvious pun). This time I'm ready with the questions. "Who are you?" "What do you want?" "Do you need my help?" "Are you here to help me?" "Please don't go". "Please tell me". and they fade into darkness. Just to really mess with me. Last night I had a strong smell of baby powder in my bedroom. I have no babies and haven't for some time, don't plan to. HATE the smell of baby powder. Never used it.


This is like a script for the"Twilight Zone". I don't believe in any of this stuff. It isn't logical. I get the Energy part but if you take into consideration how many people have died where would they all be? There wouldn't be enough room on our planet to accommodate. Frankly, I think we are a big science project. There is obviously a greater being or beings. I feel once we are no longer alive that's it. Most people can not accept they could be dispensible. OK, getting off topic. The point still being; how can I grasp what I see and feel when I don't believe ? As I write this is I am thinking. This is ludicrous. These events I am writing about could not possibly happen. I must have been dreaming or hallucinating. I am so sure it happened but just as sure that it couldn't have.
I do not mean or want to offend anyone who feels differently; especially since I am asking for help to understand. Stating my beliefs will hopefully help others to realize why I am having such a hard time with this.
I did try to do a little research on this but did not find anything that was as detailed. I read about shadows or partial bodys. Most described darkness or black, many having connections to them or the place. Often they wanted some kind of communication. Is there someone else that has seen or had contact of this nature?


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