Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders
Psychic and Paranormal
Hi Cheshire Cat
Unfortunately my "Paranormal" stuff is only visible to me.
The webs usually don't come out if my husband is there. As of late though they are stronger and braver. I hate the thick black ones so that is what often gets thrown out to scare me. (epic fail!) The other night they were running up and down the master bedroom hallway and across the opening. He walked right through them, NOTHING?
All this has been an ongoing struggle for the last 2 yrs.
All of a sudden ghosts/spirits started to appear in my bedroom on a regular basis. Although one time while in the living room a woman carrying a picnic basket came out of my bedroom went in the office and puff - gone.
I fought this tooth and nail. This absolutely beyond a shadow of a doubt could NOT be happening. I was diehard scientific based non believer. Not at all spiritual, although I did believe there was obviously some sort of higher power.
I denied and objected until I couldn't. Later in life, no reason for this to happen now.
I still can't explain it but "it's happening"! I test myself all the time; was it a shadow? Something that could be mistaken? Was I dreaming? No, No & Never.
I have basically NO imagination and it just would not be possible to dream up something that was always different, never familiar and always unexpected.
I'll have to check on testing for "blood levels of neurotransmitters". I have never heard of it but sounds interesting.
Not meaning to sound like a know it all when I say I am the family doctor, psychiatrist, phycologist and medication researcher. I am the "go to" first... I have had some years to learn plus it fascinates me. Again not bragging but I go to the doctor prepared and partner with him/her. Many times I have advised doctors for myself as well as others and they have accepted it. This applies to medications including psychotropic. I have been in so/too many drug studies and seen too many specialists (Until I finally found out it was Fibromyalgia). Many people with Fibro are taking an enormous about of drugs. This leads to that and that leads to this and so on. I take the Wellbutrin and Advil; that’s it. I rarely take anything stronger for pain. I have a strong tolerance for pain medication. I have to take a hardy dose to even feel the effects.
I have literally taken max dosage of Wellbutrin for decades. I tried to get off it about a half a dozen times because I hate relying on medication. Every time it would be fine until it was out of my system then it would be a slow downhill until I realized it and by then I didn't care. So… I accepted the fact it works when all other meds have caused serious side effects. Yes, it is not a drug to play around with (if you like your brain). Dopamine and Norepinephrine target the "feel good" and "well being" centers when Serotonin is at an acceptable level.
Belief me if only it were that simple I would not keep taking it.
Another thing that comes into question is stroke.
A couple Christmases ago I had what the doctors felt was a TIA (mini stroke). It was so totally different there is no comparison. I was aware at all times that I was having hallucinations etc. I can recall every detail. I was well aware of what was reality but I also knew what wasn't. It was just that simple.
I just read further down the posts. I am so sorry to hear you are ill. It is wonderful that you have taken the time to try to help me. Believe me the support I am receiving from everyone right now is far advanced from all I have learned in the last 2 yrs. Not to diminish the help others have given me prior. It took Baby Steps to get this far.
I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE’S HELP from day one.
So play nice no fighting lol. I need you both.
This is an odd place for me to be because I have ALWAYS been the caretaker and peace maker. The helper not the helpee.
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