Psychic and Paranormal
I don't understand your remark?
I don't know how to explain this but if I acknowledge a communication that is desperate to get into my mind I am not sure if I should allow it anymore. It is not harmful to me or am I fearful, however, I am worried at this point I am being studied with the intent to duplicate. If I even close my eyes now I can be reached. It is SO VERY involved it will be seen as crazy or not taken serious. I would be more than happy to give more information. I don't want to continue this if it is harmful to anyone in any way.
I am at the point of thinking Paranormal meets UFOs
I can't do any kind of smudging or whatever. My husband already wants me to go to the Dr. Yeah right, what do I say? "I see ghosts"!
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You can't die because you really don't want to. You want the pain & suffering to die.
Be careful....because many succeed by accident.
Focus on tomorrow. Eventally everything becomes a memory. Nothing lasts forever, good or bad.
Don't embrace your pain and depression. I know it feels like you have to but let it go. A tremendous weight will be lifted.
Find the things you can do to make the changes you need to make. Baby steps will still get you where you want to go. Time is just a concept. No need to rush.
OK, I am starting to sound like a greeting card - but I do hope you find your strength. It's there
It could be aPosterior VitreousDetachment(PVD)
That is when theVitreous Membrane separates from the retina. There are many shapes and sizes. Some are black, some clear, some are like a veil going over your eye. Moving your eye helps for the moment.
Ophthalmologists don't seem to feel it is a big deal. (It is to the person dealing with it)
There is nothing they can do about it.
In time you learn to live with it. Mostly, I don't even notice unless I am upset / stressed. Sunlight increases them.
My profile was written in the beginning of what ever this is that's happening. I will amend it to confused..
I am not afraid because I feel I can manage; I'm still in charge at this point. I am however, overwhelmed by the magnitude. To have, what I can only speculate to perhaps mean something going on everywhere" I am far out of my comfort zone.
I am practical and rely on common sense. Although not quite an "A" personality; I strive for order and control. I am the one usually helping not being helped. I am ALWAYS in control - I am a borderline perfectionist. Although, not a leader so much, I will rise to the occasion. I am a "fixer".
With all that being said, I am struggling with the unknown. I challenge myself at each turn of events. Did I actually see or imagine? Did I assume? Is it possible? Is there reasoning? I am trying very hard to accept the unknown, the unexplained.
I research all the time. Try to weed through all the garbage out there. Although I am very comfortable being alone.; feeling alone is quite different. There is no validation. I can not find one person that has a similar situation or at least willing to share details of thier experiences. I get that given the situation, people want to protect and keep a low profile. I guess I feel as though I have nothing to lose.
There's that and the fact that my experience is so all encompassing. It is not like I think I see a ghost or hmmm something is out of place. It's not occasional it's constant. I can't go anywhere that there is not some degree of webbing and now quite often there are mechanical looking spiders leading the pack. If I just glance at something there is a good chance it will respond with exuberence. I never know if the bed is going to roll like a water bed, the carpet ripple, the walls and ceiling appear to have a mole running behind them, paper waves,plants dance or a jacquard curtain covers a wall, door or something on the floor, and I lose depth perception, webs can be spread across the room, hiding in cabinets or attaching itself to me or encompassing an entire room; while I have to casually act like nothing is there.
A puzzling thing with the Jacquard pattern, when I close my eyes I see the burgundy w/black design it is like an enveloping tent then it slowly floats down until it covers my face. If there is any eye movement it's gone. I realized that for a long time now when I look at something black there is a defined yet vague burgundy color within.
As I type this post, my teenager comes to talk to me about a party. I am sitting and she is standing. As we speak the webbing is reaching out to her from different places. She doesn't notice that it is attaching to her. I just sit there. What else can I do? As she leaves part breaks off and trails behind her. Husband and grandson came in and also left dragging some as well.
I'll slightly touch on music /sounds
I constantly have a wire singing noise.
I hear music. Sometimes it is more of an impression of a certain song, then once in a while it is a complete clear original artist singing song. That of course no one else hears.
For the last few months relentless music is playing over and over again and again. It is all instrumental; a cross between "Hello Dolly" & "The stripper" meets "Chicago" the band. Ending with the trumpeter hitting the highest pitch note he can for as long as he can.
As for the last question: if you are asking do I believe in UFOs & Aliens. I am not so grandiose to think we are "IT" within an enormous solar system. If you have theories, I would love to hear them. I respect your thoughts and ideas
I was reading some posts and about to make one.
If you've followed my saga you will understand, if you haven't you will still be freaked out too.
Lately the webs have really been bolder and I have become even more annoyed.
Last night I purposely didn't look at them. I put the pillow over my head and went to sleep.
Toward day light I opened my eyes and found the entire room looked crystallized. There wasn't a sq inch of space not occupied. Looking forward to tonight - not.
Anyway... here is the freaky part. I am in my bedroon reading it's dusky so no light needed just yet. In front of me webbing starts to cover the top of the wall. Very light webbing so I figured I would send it all away most of the time hand signals work. Ok, I look up and the webbing is now back but it's thick and back. I've seen black when a group casts but it gets lighter as it spreads. I am really annoyed now. I go to it and wildly swirl through to break it up and signal for it to go.
Longest lead in ever..? Sorry, I always feel I have to set the story.
These thick black feelers stayed and just as I was going to do it again; they began to ''GLOW" "RED"!!!
The red glow seemed to flash and illuminate the room. It lasted about 20 seconds before it stopped. OMG!!
Not scared yet but on my way to getting there.
I have been working on a post for a couple months. I keep adding more & more. It's not only a book now it's leaning toward a series.
So Fresh Start w/bullet points
It's been 6+ months since the saga began.
1) I am a skeptic turned believer...?
2) I began to see ghosts, spirits, apparitions or as I call them "Visitors" nightly.
3) I am not dreaming. I am awake and alert. If asleep I sense them and awaken when they are there.
4) There has never been a repeat performance. Each one is different. None have been familiar or connected to me in anyway.
5) There is a difference in the way each appear. Some are brighter and have more substance. Many are wispy and tentative. A few try to interact or communicate - no success so far.
6) There could be men, women, children, babies, families, friends, dogs, cats or asst wild animals.
7) Some seem to want to be there. Some look at me puzzled. Some may be shopping, on they're way to a picnic, even sitting in a restaurt having a drink. In many cases I feel like an intruder.
8) They appear to be from different Eras in time i.e. the Royal Court & Powdered wigs thru the 40s, 50s, 60s etc.
9) They appear in normal size and occasionally in extra large; where they needed to bend as they walked through. (only men)
10) I can usually give very detailed descriptions. I can report colors in some although, I don't really see them. I just "know" the hair is blond, the shoes are black or the suit brown.
11) Most are full bodied, however, some are only faces or glimpses in such a short time I can only get impressions.
12) First it was only the visitors. At some point webs started to appear. They still are predominantly in the master bedroom but now appearing throughout the house. They seem to have their own agenda. They almost always spread themselves up, down and across; encompassing the entire room. They start bunched in small groups. They are black & thick when they start out. Spider like legs attach themselves to something and spread. Many groups intertwine and stretch until they become almost translucent like cobwebs or spider webs. The difference is they are always moving and reorganizing. Sometimes they appear in cabinets or crawl down the hall. They are predominant at night, however, they are often appearing in the day; just harder to see. They will even attach themselves to me.
13) This seems related to the webs. I can look at a wall, the bed, the rocking chair and it will move and ripple. Likewise with several other things. I do not always get the reaction so it can't be my imagination.
14) There are a few bizarre happenings that may or may not be related
a) At times I feel a light pressure around my wrists and forarms like a wrap.
b)Occasionally I feel a drop of water/rain mostly on my arms or legs. Of course, there is obviously no wetness.
c) I have several computers, laptops, tablets and cellphones. Every one is acting up with different types of problems.
This is probably way off but I got to wonder...
d) I went to my Optometrist and a few weeks later I saw my Ophthalmologist. She was very puzzled. She said she had never seen such a drastic difference in vision. It was not in a good way. She is gonna check know again in a few weeks.
Oh, shoot, there is something else. This is turning into a book too!
e) Sometimes walls or windows appear to be covered by a gauzy tapestry type curtain. If I reach through there seems to be no end and I lose depth perception.
15) I will wrap this up by saying "I am the ONLY person seeing any of this".
The webs are the worst. They are annoying and intrusive.
I have never been fearful.
I just am trying to find a connection somewhere to something.
I can't be the only person this is happening to.
If I am I must be pretty special!
There must be something I am supposed to do. It can't be happening for no reason.
Or... I am losing my mind.
P.S. I live in a remote area. No reliable specialists.
I am under a lot of stress but can not make any changes at this time.
Hi Bill, Very intriguing thought. I'm not sure I know what that means. I tried to research but I mostly found unrelated articles.it has also been suggested I might be walking on. 2 planes. I found a great website that explains but it is still hard to comprehend.
I have tried to mold or shape the webs. (I think that's what you meant) They are fragile. They just regroup or disappear. They are somewhat around in the day sometimes. I say they but I don't know why.
Ceiling fans seem to attract them as well as light fixtures. I still have to say I think the master bedroom fan is a hub. Lighting at times come to (in my opinion) help shapeless white, whatever they are, going through the glass slider. At those times at some point,there is a single white well defined light (like a flashlight) that lasts for about 10 seconds.
I say at times because I try to give the ceiling fan telepathic messages (this sounds soo ridiculous), well actually it's more like scold. I tell it I do not not want these shapeless entities to past through with out my approval. I tell it if they have a human appearance it is alright. They always fade out and disappear into the wall behind my bed. I usually wake up when they are passing through. Some times they give eye contact and I smile and wave. Other times they seem either oblivious to my presence or shocked and unsure of what was happening.
There is never a night since December when there is not a unique and different happening or visit. I no longer have pets but the fan will shake like a puppy wagging it's tail when I look at it. LOL Web material will immediately be produced and start to distribute themselves. I can wave them back or to another area. If I hold up my hand it will come to me.
The pattern I am seeing is like an old lace tablecloth or doily . Thinking about it, I see that pattern often when I close my eyes only it's red and sometimes a cream color. In the shower today I closed my eyes yet I saw the curtain vividly and it appeared to roll and move like something was trying to find a way out.
Why is it I can see things that no one else sees.?
Why can I see things move that actually don't.?
Why do I have so many events on a continuous basis.?
What does all this mean? Is there a purpose.?
I feel like I am a part of something but have no idea what.
It's like some one hands you keys and tells you they are for a car but gives no further instructions.
"They're coming to take me away ha ha. They're coming to take me away ho ho he he ha ha
To the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats because they're coming to take me away."
Has anyone ever had or know of an experience with webs? I can't find anything on it.
Especially at night when the lights and TV are off in master bedroom; they begin to decent and expand. They start out individually grouped and are obviously black. As they spread they become almost transparent
and often sparkly. It sounds weird to say; but they crawl around and regroup often. They can fill an entire room. I can control them to a certain extent. I can halt them by holding up my hand and i can redirect them. I can hold out my hand and they will come to my hand. I can then push them away or send them toward something by pointing where I want them to go and close my hand. I have seen them in my yard, in different rooms of the house (except the office) but sparingly. Occasionally while doing errands out of the house they will randomly pop up.
Sometimes when I am trying to sleep they are disturbing because I know they are moving around and covering me. The other night they were particularly bothering to me. I decided to go lay on the couch. I walked out of my room to discover the webbing had completely consumed everything. It's a huge area because its a great room, livingroom and kitchen all open. The webs were encompassing the entire area top to bottom, front to back. There was not a square inch that was not in sparkling web.
Yesterday I reached for something in the kitchen cabinet. When I opened the door I find webbing in the corner spread half way across the glasses.
Ok, that's taking it to far.
And..... guess what.... I am the only one who sees it !!!
OMG!! Now it's hanging from the tray ceilings in the kitchen. I turned the TV off and lay in my bed. I looked up and ready to drop down is, what looks like Spanish Moss, on me. I stopped it and deferred it to the other side of the room but it just keeps renewing itself...... OMG!! THIS WEB THING HAS GOT TO GO! What is it's purpose??
Thank you for the good ideas, I was a weekend hippie but never did drugs. I just liked the clothes. LOL
I don't even drink except on special occasions. I don't like the feeling of getting high. I don'ttake anything for pain unless it's really bad. I was on Ambien a few years back for total insomnia. Yeah that's an interesting one.
STRESS OH YEAH but nothing new. I will try to make myself less available to stress.
I had a stroke MANY years ago. No one knows when. Maybe even as a child. And a mini stroke 3 years ago. It was nothing like this.. it started about 2-3 mo ago out of the blue. I know I am not dreaming. The first time I was awake. I've made sure. Most of the time I sense or feel their presence an wake up to visitors. Everytime something new happens it is a total surprise. Plus I have no imagination. I have also considered hallucinations caused by injuries to the right brain. Too many components, too much detail, and too much awareness.
.........Nothing scary or bad has ever happened..... But I need to understand in a logical way.
My search results are; finding a single episode, certain person or place, or thing.
I find nothing even close to what is happening.
So is this the normal abnormal or should I head to the nearest psych ward?
1) Complete Webbing of bedroom - Always
Black webbing drops from the 5 paddles of the ceiling fan over the bedroom and spreads itself across the room and sometimes down the hall. It spreads up & down & corner to corner until it fills the room and the web is nearly invisible. I can control sections of it at a time. It will come to me, go away from me and attach where I put it. It is very attracted to me. I have even seen it in other rooms and in my car but no where near the bedroom's coverage.
Once it covered the entire front yard. That web was blacker and thicker.
2) The ceiling fan seems to be a base. The webbing comes from there and returns there. I am now seeing sporatic webs during day time. Light comes from there; highlighting spots on the vertical blinds that hang across the sliding glass door. Once or twice a night a narrow bright beam; like a flashlight, shines toward the blinds.
*The entire living room was draped with webbing last night
*Now spreading through out the entire house.
2) Movement - I see it but it is not physically moving. It started with the ceiling fan and then an area on the wall that started to ripple
I find now I can look at almost anything and make it move. At least I see it move.
*I was able to make things move outside the house (of course no one saw it but me.
** All most anything I look at in the house starts to move. Things that already moved instead of the usual wavy motion now down right wiggle. I know this will sound crazy but things almost respond like an excited dog greeting it's person home.
** Now the walls are billowing when I go near them
For quite sometime I have heard what sounds like a radio or TV program. I often hear music and sometimes I recognize the melody. Sometimes I hear specific instruments ie. Violins or horns like an orchestra. I have even heard an entire song with all words and original singers
I aways hear a high pitch electrical wire singing sound
I tried talking to the fan(that sounds so ridiculous LOL) no response. Then I tried asking for a mental picture, nope. I tried communicating telepathic - yeah it worked!
I have seen adult men and women, boys and girls, families, dogs and cats. They are most often a fuzzy snowy image. Some more than others. A few Angels, (because they have feet?). They are all clothed in different period styles most from today's fashions. Some come to my bed and look at me as I do them. Some walk on past and do not notice me. Some are just white shapes that come in multiples.
None of the visitors appear more than once.
Only 2 have attempted to communicate. A man pointed at another spirit behind me when I turned back and asked who she was he pointed at me
The other was a female who moved her lips but couldn't manage sound.
May or may not be relevant but for several months; when I look at something black, mostly fabric; I see a dark red pattern within.
**Now I am seeing the same pattern as well in white objects only the embedded pattern is yellow.
I seem to be dominating this group page; if it's a bad thing, sorry. If not I would love to have anybody & everybody share and compare.
I have heard from many of you and I appreciate the time and the benefit of your knowledge that's been given to me.
This, for me, started a few months ago. It came on like gangbusters! - no "hmmm"... no "well that was weird" no knowledge of what was happening but plenty of skepticism. I see the world in terms of common sense, a reason for everything. I lean toward the science of life. I am more the Metaphysical and not the Esoteric.
I am starting to see where they could both exist.
I have so many questions and very few answers. I rather think that the answers may come as I learn. Most of the questions are theoretical but with a little help maybe I can pair the Metaphysical with the Esoterical and create a coexistence.
So... What, When, Where, Why and How
I would love to know what others are experiencing; especially rookies like me.
Do the objects and physical matter really move or do we just "see" the result of an attempt to get attention and open a line of communication?
Is it often, is it the same, is it one ghost /spirits or many?
Are they familiar or of no consequence?
Does it feel safe or troublesome; good or bad?
Was it recognizable in correlation to expectation?
Are they helpful or harmful? How do you know? Do they want or need something?
The biggie is: Where are they when they are not with you?
Also, exactly what is an Angel and what is a Mentor? (I know the meaning but not how it applies)
I would also be interested in knowing whether there is a common denominator.
Are there similar physical or mental conditions? Unconfirmed ailments? A predisposition for certain medical conditions?
I had depression, Fibromyalgia, Empathic, unmanageable stress and now it seems a potential for Mediumship.
I am a wife, mother, grandmother, and was a pet owner. I am somewhat of a perfectionist. I had a great job at which I excelled in. I was on several boards. I founded and ran a charity. I always put too much on my plate yet managed to accomplish all goals. I thrived on stress.
Then after one undiagnosed medical problem after another; Eureka! I had a name "Fibromyalgia". The bad news is you have to deal with it and watch as your life slips away from you. Life today is a shell of what it was.
Are these types of tendencies a golden ticket for insightfulness?
And do you at times feel like this life we humans live is pointless?
The greed, the selfness, the cruelty, the lack of morality, the attitude of pleasure first, the lack of compensation for effort and value; choosing to reward those who can supply pleasure.
OK Now i am a little scared.... last night I awoke abruptly. They were sitting all over my bed. I say they because i didn't see exact forms. I felt panicky like they were invading my space. They took off rather quickly except for two. They appeared to be robed with hoods. The faces were skeleton like and darker than usual. One was at the left of my head one was at the right. It felt like they were guarding me and not in a protective way. I looked up and saw my entire ceiling had a steady flow of varying white shapes heading toward the wall to the left of my sliding door. I have seen the young ones depart there in the past. I stared at each face? intently and they just stared back. They made no attempt to leave. Finally I firmly waved them away. I can't make stuff like this up it's too bizarre. Even this morning when I looked at the ceiling fan above my bed it started to shake. Last night and once before it appeared to be dropping down. I could even see the down rod shadow lengthen. I don't like this game. I don't know the rules or the players. Can it get worse? I dont think I want to find out.
I didn't believe but now I believe something but I don't know what. My grandmother believed. She told me she saw ghosts; not however, to the degree I am experiencing. She also read tarot cards when I was a kid. I always asked her to do it for me but she wouldn't . She did give in and answer my question as to whether I would have money. She said yes but not until later in life. I actually did. It wasn't an earth shattering amount but it did make life easier. We were very close but that was many moons ago.
I do believe in ESP and I don't feel comfortable in this world but I can't imagine how other realities would work. I have to accept that they come and go and it's always different genders, ages and types. It is frustrating that I can not communicate with them and they won't stay long.. I look forward to the appearances but have no control over it. There was an incidence that was unpleasant. I had a sense it was female but there was no clear anatomy. A head and face blurred features. It appeared horizontally and attempted to cover me. I moved away and said that wasn't nice I did not like it.
We bought this house a little over 3 yrs ago. It was only a few years old. It sits on an acre in a community that never got off the ground so it's heavily wooded and sparse with neighbors. There are no cities nearby. Pretty much anything you want to do is approximately 15 might away. I absolutely love it. The older couple we purchased it from built their dream house but they got caught in the the financial crunch and had to give it up in a short sale. Very sad for them but wonderful for us.
I am sorry Bill I really don't understand what your comment means. I have lived my whole life never experiencing anything like this. All of a sudden people / ghosts are everywhere. I feel pretty certain I am seeing these things because i know i am not asleep and it is not always. The ceiling fan in my bedroom will.often move and sometimes the black netting will extend itself. Today it went to the bed and then it came to me. That shook me a little. I have seen the bathroom wall ripple and then the netting reach out like like tentacles. A few minutes ago I was looking at the Christmas tree lights and a few ornaments started moving, i look at them now and nothing. I know it can't be telekinesis because I can't will anything to move. I don't know what to think, feel or do. I don't know what it means. If I tell anyone the men in the little white coats will come and take me away. All this is like scenes from movies and television shows.
It's been over a month now and the visits continue; almost nightly. They are never the same. They never are someone / thing I can identify with the exception of a little boy maybe 6 -8 yrs old. He wore fatigues and a cap. My grandson has been living, eating, sleeping camouflage for awhile. He is 11 1/2 yrs. He has entered middle school this year and his interest is waning. The little boy was timid and I felt a connection. I didn't want him to leave. He reached out to me and there might have been something in his hand. I reached as well but my hand just disappeared into what seemed to be smoke.The next time was tonight. I took a nap and awakened to seeing a large dog standing over me, literally. Back feet on the left side of me and front feet on the right. The appearance was a little darker than the others. I had an Afghan Hound that died almost 15 yrs ago. I felt and it looked like her.
The visits are not unpleasant. They are interesting but frustrating because I don't know why. If I wasn't so sure of what I saw I would think I was hallucinationing.
I am a bleeding heart but also still a skeptic and a realist so why pick me? What does this mean? What am I supposed to do? Why all of a sudden I'm Grand Central Station?
I seriously considered going to the ER tonight.
I went outside this eveninng with my husband. We were walking around checking decorations. I have a very large yard with many very tall trees on the outer edge of the yard as well as smaller trees and bushes. The center is open. I saw black spider web type netting (little squares) stretching and hanging acoss the yard crossing from tree to tree in various directions. I could touch it. I grabbed a handful and wrapped it around my hand. I felt it. My husband said there is nothing there. I opened my hand to show him. Once again nothing was there. There were several. other incidents.
Can anyone explain or identify? Or should I head for the hospital. I spent last Christmas in the hospital for a mini stroke. I dont want a repeat performance.
Still trying to wrap my head around sightings and now I am experiencing things I REALLY don't understand.
For instance there is a ceiling fan that has large petal like paddles with a light over my bed. There is a large picture frame on the wall behind the bed.
When I look at the fan it starts to shake - just enough to make me think "delusional". Yesterday I went into the bedroom to get my tablet off the bed. I looked at the ceiling fan and it looked like it had a ton of dust on all the paddles but there wasn't. Then I saw what looked like a loose gathering of random dust about the size of a beach ball jump from the fan to the wall and disappear. Ok, blink, blink, that did not just happen.
I reached for my tablet and it seemed like there was very thin black netting extending from it. I moved it vicariously around but it stayed attached to the bed and would stretch until I tried to touch it.
The picture incident happened a few days before but I shook it off. I was in bed and when I looked behind me there appeared to be the same type of random dust collection pushing the picture away from the wall. I was afraid it meant it was gonna fall.
I know this is a lot of information but I couldn't shorten it and have it be understandable.
FYI. I Have had Vitreous and it's not like that. I pondered mini stroke but been there done that - Simular but way differnt.
So my question is: Is this kind of stuff even a thing.?
I stumbled onto this site a few years back and found that apparently I was an Empath. Now, I'm more. the scientific type. If it doesn't make sense then it can't be. After awhile I drifted away.
Something quite profound (for me) happened.
The other night while I was laying in bed using my tablet. My husband sleeping right next to me. (I'm on the left side of the bed) out of the corner of my eye I saw my daughter walk in the door (the door is on the right side across from the bed) she walked across in front of the foot of the bed and came around to the left side and stood by me; not at all unusual. I said "what's wrong honey"? And looked up. You can imagine my surprise when I realized it wasn't her. It was an apparition of a young girl.
I know exactly what I saw but can't quite describe her. Her entire appearance was white; although not solid. I could differentiate between body (all parts), even features and clothing. Her hair was shoulder length, kinda bobbed. She had glasses. All combined, she appeared like static. I know I'll date myself but it was like when black & white TVs went off the air. It was reminiscent of what they called "snow" to substitute for broadcast .
I haven't a clue why but I held a gaze with her for several seconds; then I reached out my hands to her hoping she would reciprocate. She didn't. I said "comere" several times (I never use slang) then I reached out for her but, of course there was n!othing to touch. I kept saying "who are you?". Those are the only 2 phrases I used. After a few minutes she turned around facing the sliding glass door and proceeded to disappear into the wall to the left of the glass door.
A couple of nights later same scenario. I'm lying in bed happen to look up to see a very tall handsome man; not exactly leaning, but more like molding himself into the wall in front of me . He was dressed as well as I would expect. He had a nice haircut. It was shortish on the sides and longer on the top. He had curly blond hair, as if I could tell. I said and did the same stupid stuff. Eventually he faded into the wall.
I've not felt fearful or distressed. Neither time felt like or was familiar in any way. Although there seemed to be a connection there. After 2 days or so I lose that feeling and become curious and a little anxious. I wonder if, when, or where; even who.
I didn't have to wait long. Once again lying in bed. I wake to hear running water like maybe a sink in the MasterBath. I sit up and look and my husband is not there. I hear noise coming down the hall from the MasterBath to the Bedroom. I see a shadow and tell my husband he scared me to death. Only.... it's not him! This time there are 2. They seemed like young guys enjoying themselves. That was until I scared them to death(an obvious pun). This time I'm ready with the questions. "Who are you?" "What do you want?" "Do you need my help?" "Are you here to help me?" "Please don't go". "Please tell me". and they fade into darkness. Just to really mess with me. Last night I had a strong smell of baby powder in my bedroom. I have no babies and haven't for some time, don't plan to. HATE the smell of baby powder. Never used it.
This is like a script for the"Twilight Zone". I don't believe in any of this stuff. It isn't logical. I get the Energy part but if you take into consideration how many people have died where would they all be? There wouldn't be enough room on our planet to accommodate. Frankly, I think we are a big science project. There is obviously a greater being or beings. I feel once we are no longer alive that's it. Most people can not accept they could be dispensible. OK, getting off topic. The point still being; how can I grasp what I see and feel when I don't believe ? As I write this is I am thinking. This is ludicrous. These events I am writing about could not possibly happen. I must have been dreaming or hallucinating. I am so sure it happened but just as sure that it couldn't have.
I do not mean or want to offend anyone who feels differently; especially since I am asking for help to understand. Stating my beliefs will hopefully help others to realize why I am having such a hard time with this.
I did try to do a little research on this but did not find anything that was as detailed. I read about shadows or partial bodys. Most described darkness or black, many having connections to them or the place. Often they wanted some kind of communication. Is there someone else that has seen or had contact of this nature?