Forum Activity for @just-stevie

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/18/18 01:35:29PM
162 posts

Lost


Empath

Thank you Michelle I will try it; but I am on my own
My husband already thinks I am certifiable because of what he refers to as my "ghosty" stuff
No one else around
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/18/18 10:23:35AM
162 posts

Lost


Empath

That exercise sounds great but I have absolutely no imagination. I can't even see how things could; look like moving a couch. It has to be physically moved for me to know if it looks good there. I can't imagine shields or force fields or meditate. I try but nothing. I try to look at the blue water in the pool and the identical blue in the sky when there is absolutely no clouds and pretend it surrounds me but I draw a blank. Maybe because I don't retain sights in my memory.
I used to be in retail management. Sometimes I would have to check on something for a customer. When I would return I couldn't find the customer. I couldn't remember male, female, white, black, young or old. So I would walk around until the customer found me. Then I would say "Oh, there you are!" LOL
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/16/18 06:10:05AM
162 posts

What is your biggest issue as an empath?


Empath

Years before I knew about being an Empath I went to the funeral of a teenage girl my daughter went to school with It was a senseless car accient less than a mile from the school

As I went through the viewing line and came to the mom.  I reached out my hand and as I looked into her eyes I could feel her deep pain. As her eyes met mine I knew she knew I understood. We stayed that way for several seconds. I always felt like I gave her just a tiny bit of comfort.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/04/18 01:18:26PM
162 posts

This is probably a stupid question


Psychic and Paranormal

I've checked but no lei line; however about 15 mi (I am sure much less as the crow flies) there is a huge electrical power plant kind of thing. I've watched it grow since we've been here. It just seemed like your normal everyday Electrical plant at first. It now probably covers a mile long and probably a half mile back. It's the weirdest thing I have ever seen. I don't even know how to describe it. They just keep adding to it like a kid's erector set. Tons of towers and transformers. They criss cross and connect within and to each other
They create Xs & Vs within themselves. Could all this power be effecting me?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/04/18 12:59:29PM
162 posts

This is probably a stupid question


Psychic and Paranormal

Karen2:

It takes a while to understand how this works with you...it took a few years for me to figure things out, although I'm still surprised from time to time. From the beginning though, I understood that I wasn't making things up or imagining things but it was how society has trained us to think that made it difficult to be completely ok with ourselves and the way we are...my ability is mine and no one can make me or tell me that I'm sick or mentally unstable and have me believe THAT...lol...you have to get to that place where you're ok with you...I believe everything you describe...no doubt...what you experience is very cool and interesting...and since you're spiders showed themselves to me I don't question your sanity at all,so you know at least one person and possibly more here don't think you're nuts at all...I myself have experienced my own stuff so why wouldn't I believe you?...I'm responding to your 1st couple of lines.. .lol...the rest is you are on a huge energy lei line and those will enhance your abilities....when I lived at my other place my own abilities burst open 100% like yours. I moved and even though I still have my abilities I feel they've changed. Not as strong.

As for the trees....they are living beings...calm, majestic and beautiful...I have 3 huge ones beside my house...they're like a part of my family...I talk to them when I'm outside and I've smudged them occasionally to clear them of the energy gunk they pick up while living in the city....I don't bother with telling them to do things...they do it naturally...lol...


Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/04/18 12:15:38PM
162 posts

What is your biggest issue as an empath?


Empath

Very Interesting question and answers

I never acquainted this before but I am and guess always was self conscious. If in traffic someone blows a horn I think I did something wrong. Yet I was always self confident;seems a bit of an oxymoron

For most of my life I never knew about Empaths but I guess that is what made me such an enabler
I felt the feelings of others and was a fixer

In the business world I was a star I thrived on stress. I was great at networking no matter how large the crowd But... if conversation turned personal I was lost and uncomfortable. I knew people really only wanted to be listened to. They really didn't care about anything I said; so why bother? I didn't care about the latest movie they saw or what they did over the weekend. I just withdrew.

Along came Fibromyalgia (although it took years to figure it out)Its a real game changer. Eventually I became less able to do what was required and albiet slowly, bowed out. Since I had never made time for friends family became my world.

More & more I couldn't accept some of their life choices and the ups and downs.
I began to withdraw. Now I am almost recluse. I live with my husband but I like to be alone. The world is so full of sadness and strife I can't handle it anymore. I live in a community of wooded acre lots with very few houses. Grocery store 3 mi Walmart 6 mi all else 15+ mi. A straight shot up or down the lightly traveled route of mostly still wooded empty commercial lots; its great!

I used to wear a business suit even to the dentist now I throw my hair in a pony tail and wear jeans. I just don't care anymore. I have taken it too far. I speak to no one; barely return a greeting. I don't even remember what having a friend feels like.

Every sad show, song or story brings tears to my eyes. I don't feel the sadness to that degree yet I can't control the reaction. I can watch TV or read a book with violence no big deal. I watch those stupid videos of people doing stupid stunts and when they get hurt I feel it.
It's not the same pain but it ripples through me. I can tell if it was just an ouch or injury.
Stop the World I want to get off. LOL
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
10/28/18 05:15:10PM
162 posts

One More Weird Thing


Psychic and Paranormal

Lately, for a month or two. I feel a presence. It's not perceived in the way it feels like when someone walks by or they're just hanging around
The only way I can think to describe it is the opposite of Deja Vu
It's not like "this has happened before"
It's like "I know it will happen again"
Simple every day things and just once in awhile not with everything. Maybe do something a certain way that I should / could have done differently and then I think it's ok I'll do it that way the next time
It's not a conscious thought it just comes over me.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
10/27/18 12:35:40PM
162 posts

Is this possible?


Psychic and Paranormal

My daughter is in last trimester of pregnancy. The baby is very active 

The are 100 miles away

I put my hand on my stomach relaxed calm and projected 

I could physically feel another heart beating.  It slowed baby stopped kicking and daughter got much needed sleep

Coincidence or Wishful thinking?

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
10/27/18 12:20:29PM
162 posts

This is probably a stupid question


Psychic and Paranormal

Not meaning to offend anyone but for me personally it still seems so unreal. I cant tell where fact leaves off and fantasy begins. I never know if what I see, hear or feel is realistic? Possible?

Ergo

Does anyone feel like you can control weather to a certain degree. Just little experiments but too many to be seen as a coincidence. I seem to be able to have an effect on rain. Especially if it is hard rain it is like I can make it stop.

Some times when I am in the pool or to be honest floating; it gets real hot. I ask the trees to make a gentle breeze.

Since I can see or make all kinds of things move but nothing actually does move I wondered if this is the same thing. My yard is surrounded by all kinds of trees. I usually ask one at a time but they will all work together.

But the thing is they are moving and within seconds I feel the breeze

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
10/27/18 11:57:52AM
162 posts

Feeling Creepy Crawlies


Psychic and Paranormal

Karen2
This is kind of timely and ironic
For a day or 2 then weeks and now months I have been thinking about contacting you. I wanted to tell you if you were still doing something it was working.
As long as I didnt look at anything longer than a second and tried to keep my mind clear it was (exhausting but liveable).

Still havent figured out shields or how to make one. When I think of a shield it has a man dressed out in a metal suit and helmet with a feather

So the minute i started forming a message to you in my head they would go berserk. Cover every inch of the furniture and walls I couldnt tell where I was. It was like a House of Mirrors.
Then they wound calm down until I thought about it again.
The man's face I thought was all but faded. I could immediately shut him down.
Then I sent a message to someone (not even about that) and it would act up.

I though I would be brave and started turning off the TV at night. Determined to keep my eyes closed and sleep if I did open my eyes I could barely see or breath the web activity in the room was so dense. It extended into other room but not nearly as bad and I can shoo that away.
One night I felt a presence I thought it was my husband next to the bed bending down to kiss me. I opened my eyes to respond but it was that face. Yikes! A real close call.

Still determined to turn TV off. Again, sensing a presence I opened my eyes to find human type shapes floating all around. Any time I open my eyes for a nano second I am rushed by clusters.
The other night - sensing; I look and there is a smiling older short chubby woman. She is wearing a full white ruffled apron with a chef's hat tied in a bow under her chin. She is more than just a shape but still not clear. I look at her trying to decide what to think. All of a sudden she's snarling and a blue flat thick stick shoots out the end of her arm. I pull back quickly. She becomes surrounded by familar faces the man's face prominent and scowling. Covers over my head!

I realize the background I have been seeing for quite a while is not burgundy any longer. When I close my eyes it is almost always red with some kind of black pattern. The color can chance trying to make me more receptive. I try to hang on to blue because the water in the pool is blue and the sky is blue often without a cloud anywhere. That color does not seem to be in his control.

Last night I looked over at my husband and a stream of what could have looked like big black ants were crawling across his face and around his ear. Of course I knew they weren't there but I couldn't help reaching out to make sure.

My conclusion?
I felt, I sensed, I saw "Devil" (I don't know what that really is) but this is not "Evil" But NOT good if that makes sense

Still not afraid but more complex
I guess I must be strong to be able to keep the playing field fairly level. I think its killing my health, energy and state of mind.

Still trying to figure out what's the obsession with me?
I am not motivated by material things. There is nothing I would trade for

My hands are still tied with being able to try, buy or do anything. My husband is really freaked out. He really thinks its mental / physical. Now everytime his sees me type he wants to know to who.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
10/27/18 11:57:09AM
162 posts

Feeling Creepy Crawlies


Psychic and Paranormal

Hop Daddy
Way back in the "BEGINNING OF TIME" when man ruled the Earth or at least for me LOL I would have to check back on notes because I am not sure which came first the chicken or the egg - more LOL (because its the only thing that keeps me sane)

Probably webs had begun but in a minor way; when I would be walking through the house I would get stings on my lower legs. It didn't matter which room. They were sharp and instantaneous. I would look but never saw anything. I could be looking at the exact spot feel it but not see anything. Then it started happening to my husband. He was convinced it was fleas. We had no pets. He even went out and bought bombs but we never used them. I knew what it was but no way would he believe that. Then it abruptly stopped.

I would notice if I did or said or even thought about ridding the webs I would get very strong stings.
I'm guessing punishment. I dont react or at least in the way they want so they try some other tactic.
I rarely feel the webs unless they want me to. For a while when I went through my bedroom door they would wrap around my legs and try to trip me.

They seem to have a strong need to keep in phyical contact. I will see almost invisible threads extend to me from all places. The ceiling fan seems to still be the hub so mostly from there. Lately the fan is doing its best to get my attention. It wiggles and waves. I ignore all thier pranks except to maybe shake my head to idicate NO (they do understand what I say, do or think), and firmly say you don't belong here. Your not going to get my help. I don't trust you. I think your intentions are not good. GO AWAY! So yeah, I'm pretty much talking to myself for all the good it does.

Another thing early on; related or not? I used to feel a rain drop or two. I could be outside in a car or a house. It was a definite feeling of wetness but if I touched the spot it was dry.

Mostly now and usually when I awaken I feel a firm wrapping (like an Ace bandage) from my wrist to my elbow.

As I stated much earlier on; they are constantly evolving. They would try to scare me forming ridiculous stick figure Tarantulas. I am terrified of bugs yet as realisticas they have become I can always tell and put my hand up to stop and laugh. One night while lying in bed a tiny spider thread descended from the ceiling.At the end was medium size yellow spider with black markings. I waved it away. Their Tarantulas have become so realistic its unbelievable. Tiny hairs covering and a creepy walk.

I guess my point is watch for subtle changes in behaviors. ALWAYS something new ALWAYS trying to control.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/09/18 12:30:31AM
162 posts

Just a Thank You!


Psychic and Paranormal

I read and research all the time.

The more I learn the less I know 🤣😅

I'll keep reading and I'll try to figure things out

But how do I get spirit guides or see aura

I am much better at organizing managing merchandising  and marketing LOL  😊

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/08/18 11:49:48PM
162 posts

Just a Thank You!


Psychic and Paranormal

no special room or anything
It's a general depressive mood with no desire to do anything
I can't keep focus and don't seem to care

I can't tell which is Fibro fog, possible illness or in limbo

Friday I have two very unpleasant outpatient procedures 😝
then I have to have another MRI of my hip to see why tendon surgery I had a year ago still leaves me worse than I was 🤔🙄
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/08/18 11:37:44PM
162 posts

Just a Thank You!


Psychic and Paranormal

WOW! I hope your ok I would hate to have you be harmed trying to help me

By under control I meant more that it is a power struggle and they need me to be agreeable. I have enough control that I can make them get back or move in a different direction and stop what they are doing Unless they are flooding the room with perpetual motion then it is too overwhelming

I don't know what a third eye Is?

Even when I hear or even understand I can't relate Nothing in my life has prepared me for this

When I think back I can see where maybe I was aware of things but never connected the dots
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/08/18 11:06:33PM
162 posts

Just a Thank You!


Psychic and Paranormal

My husband & I both heard scratching in the wall separately. Shortly after there was no mistaken that something had died. The smell is putrid.
I had mold in our last house. I kept insisting there was mold under the tile surrounding the bathtub. Finally my husband ripped out the walls and Yup I was right. There was no odor I just knew.

The wall between our office and master bath is concrete. There was no way to determine exactly where it was. We couldn't tell from the attic because the roof has several elevations and it is impossible to get across to that side. We drilled small holes in the back of the cabinets and removed the medicine cabinet but it just wasn't possible to determine a location.
We used all kind of professional products that were supposed to break down the odor. We have multiple fans trained on open Windows to extract but nothing works. It's better but not livable.

I can't move. I am bonded to this house and property. I can't imagine myself any where else. My husband HATES the house. Too much upkeep (because something is always going up and everything is practically new) plus an acre of mostly cleared land with constant landscaping upkeep. Mostly because some good ole boys think it's ok to hunt the wooded mostly vacant acre properties. One day one shot into our yard at a turkey (I used to feed them)

The entities go with me wherever I go so I don't think it's the house.

Out of no where I became the host to the ghosts. It was quite interesting and fun until something slipped in and took over.
Lots of activity and new mindset in the last couple years. I believe something needs me and are trying to use me to duplicate.
The man's face that tries to engage me seems desperate to reach me. It's my fault in my ignorance I engaged him (long story) now he won't give up. I still feel very much in control but it's a constant struggle

The spiders and webs have evolved so many times I can't even describe it. They can and do learn. Ground zero is/was the ceiling fan in my room. I don't know if it still is. I refuse to engage.
I am not sure what all the players are but almost everyday I wake up with my left arm, elbow to hand, feeling as though it was being held. Occasionally the right also. Sometimes when I am laying in bed I feel a current running through me like a butterfly. It's freaky.
I wonder if any of this will ever make sense. Sometimes I am not sure what world I am in LOL

Thank you again! I really appreciate your help

p.s. the thing with my husband is he tried to get on board but with no proof he just thinks there is something wrong with me. I need to see a doctor. If no one else sees anything it's got to be me. So now. it's the elephant in the room.
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/08/18 09:52:03AM
162 posts

Just a Thank You!


Psychic and Paranormal

Just a Thank You to all that have helped me try to get a handle on everything. It is much appreciated!

Although still there, these entities (?) seem to be in a downhill slide!

WomanWhoWalks Karen 2 - I dont think I've figured how how to PM yet. I am Social Media challenged. Please tell me how I do it 😉😃

I have been meaning to get back to you but once again Procrastination.

Whatever you did or are still doing is working great!

The chains of spider/webs are laying low. They are not GONE and they know I know that but unless I actively look I don't see them. They still sprawl across doorways but I just push them back and tell them to go. The web has spawned a new member. It is connecting to create a very thin translucent sheet that appears even in daylight. The other sheeting burgundy w/ black checkered tiny boxes and intermittent pattern (I will never in a million years know how to describe what I see) is still there but in less places. Like I open up my walk-in closet Hello! Bye Bye! as I turn the light on It's probably still thier but I can no longer see it draped over everything.

The man is still determined to reach me but he has weakened, not as much zealous. So still have to be on guard when closing my eyes.I wish I could turn my thoughts off but alas, no. I'll be ok then my mind says I havent seen him yet and then there he is. I think to myself "Hey, I haven't been seeing the burgundy color intermingled on anything black and the same goes for yellow on white. Then guess what Whoops! there it is... again

I still hear the music mostly Orchestra playing randomly. I guess I could deal with that but the rest is wearing thin. I hope to one day, soon. to be able to go back to the "friend" visits or explore any talents I might have. More on the sidelines though. LOL

The thing that concerns me most is I am getting weaker with more depressed. I seem to be in la la land. I can't complete a sentence without forgetting a word. Just poof! It's gone. A few seconds later it pops back in but sure puts a dent in conversation LOL

I am having more tests because I know something is wrong but my symptoms are so vague and disconnected I know the Drs. think I'm nuts. So trying to rule out everything but can't help but feel like these "things" are deliberately causing many of the problems. I still don't believe any are harmful but they have a mission and it is me. From a gathering of many activities it is pretty clear to me they are studying and trying to recreate me. I have even wondered "aliens"? but I already sound like someone out of a Steven King book. Lol

Ok here it is a week later and I've yet to send this
A couple of days ago I was thinking theyre on there way out and wondering if you were or had done something
It seems almost normal but I still have to concentrate on NOT seeing or noticing or not think (that is really hard because it just pops into my head)

Anyway, after thinking about them maybe leaving; wondering about your participation and vowing to finish this they displayed there disapproval BIG TIME. They seem weak but still watching for an opening.

Anyway thank you for all you have done, doing or gonna do!

Also we still have the dead animal (no access to) smell
It's been months We have spent a fortune on products that SUPPOSEDLY work within a week. Ah, no
Tried every suggestion offer
Haven't used our master bath since 😝
No way it could my borders, right? 👻

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/08/18 09:37:17AM
162 posts

I need help or something/anything


Empath

Hi hoofbeats

Just checking on you It's been a while

I hope you are in a better place both physically emotionally and on a a clearer path now

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/31/18 03:22:58PM
162 posts

To See or not to See? That is the question


Psychic and Paranormal

Is this even possible and if it is would it have meaning?

I was organizing some photos on my PC. I have a thing for clouds. I came across one that had the face of a cat looking forward and to the left, separate a car wheel - tire.
I know a lot of clouds resemble all kind of things but this was different. The face of the cat was part of a cloud 2 sky eyes yet surrounded by clouds. As I looked more closely details became clearer. It seemed like the picture of the cloud was superimposed over the cat and wheel. They appeared to be separate images under the picture itself. For a moment I wondered if I had caused it but HOW could I? The wheel was very detailed. After several minutes it slowly faded to the original picture.

Now I am wondering even more if there is some kind of connection to the event I described underneath. Not with each other but in "Am I seeing or imagining?"

For several weeks everywhere I looked or went I would see a clip lasting 3 - 4 sec then returning after same. It was not still it was active. I could see carnival rides especially the gears and motors so I knew that's what it was. I could identify some rides as it progressed. I started being able to differentiate adult vs child and once in a while could make out a little clothing color ie. red
One day it just stopped. I shortly heard on the news a carnival ride accident in another state with injuries had happened.
To make this even weirder the visions  started out with people in hospital beds swinging back and forth

Coincidence  or Imagination
but not a Dream
And why so far away?
With Disney & Universal Studios we don't lack for ride mishaps. Some months ago a child was decapitated on a water slide.


updated by @just-stevie: 08/03/18 10:05:23PM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/20/18 10:33:52PM
162 posts



Just thought of an event that might fit in but its REALLY weird I was out on the patio It was very dark. I can't really see in the dark anymore I'm guessing it is because there is the translucent shimmering (whatever) surrounding me But I digress My husband wanted to show me something I followed his voice When I got within a few feet I got very startled and jumped back People (?) were exiting his body as though they were getting off a bus About 5 or 6 full bodied and in color dressed in business clothing They exited turn right and disappeared 

There is a heavy presence in the bedroom They are not reaching out but heavily draping walls and hanging from the ceiling blocking door & hallway I am feeling butterflies in my stomach tingling in my arms & legs I am having trouble with words

P.S. NOW they are reaching & clinging LOL

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/20/18 09:48:34PM
162 posts



THANK YOU ALL!!

I really appreciate the help and tips

It is difficult for me to grasp It is like using my left arm and not right Awkward I love learrning about the "Paranormal World" just haven't been able to piece it together yet

It is also difficult because I have always lived in reverse I am always the "helper" to be truthful sometimes I am the enabler LOL

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/20/18 08:52:16PM
162 posts



SURE! KAREN 2

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/20/18 02:35:54PM
162 posts



THANK YOU!
The webs were getting obnoxious Clinging to me and wrapping around anything I am holding The bed coverings were rippling and rolling The floors looked like they were covered with water because somehow the webs can form translucent irridecent shimmering sheets that can lay on drape over or hang to close in a large area so it feels like a box

For the GOOD NEWS Woman who walks
If you were doing your VooDoo again (LOL) It is working The latter part of the afternoon was really tame and I just realized I am not hearing the orchestra playing Eureka!
When I woke up this morning pain was seriously diminished and I was not as fatigued
So if it was you Bless you! If not I'll still give you credit.😊
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/20/18 07:24:25AM
162 posts



Womanwhowalks

It was nice not having to worry about these stupid webs and man's face for awhile - not gone but noticably weakened All good things must come to an end 😔

They are winding back up again. It seems everytime someone helps it works for a little while than gradually grows back with a vengeance It was great to have a reprieve even if for a short time For almost a whole day and night the Orchestra music even stopped. Unfortunately I believe it fed on me and got it's strength back. During that time I was so weak & and in so much pain I would just go back to bed & was always in LaLa Land. I don't think in all fairness I can blame Fibro / Fibro Fog for ALL the pain & lack of focus

This thing / things wants me for some reason The webs are becoming more visable in daylight It's like a translucent shimmery film During the reprieve there were always these almost invisible threads reaching and attaching to me (more than usual) I always woke up with my left forearm feeling wrapped and cold - more so than usual

I am powerless to do anything to remedy. My husband is convinced and worried something is very wrong with me He wants me to see a doctor (and say what? I see ghosts) So i just don't mention or do anything so he won't know it's still going on Every time he sees me type he asks "to who?" If I look off into space for a few minutes "what are you looking at" He can't handle it He freaks out No friends or family nearby (as if that would help) I am still trying to get back strength and balance from a major surgery - tendon repair almost a year ago I should have never had it done I traded isolated pain and limping for increased pain in more areas still limping and a 6" scar Anyway, I am still dependent therefore not able to do anything to remedy. I have tried all the suggested but everything done is a temporary kind of fix

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR CONTINUING TO TRY TO HELP!!!

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/17/18 11:59:39PM
162 posts



WomanWhoWalks
I am not sure but if you've done something to discourage my web creatures it's working Thank you Thank you Keep up the great work!
If not thank you for trying please keep trying I can use all the help I can get

Maybe they are resting up
I am afraid I'll jinx it so I'm trying to keep a clear head but activity is cut way back
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/15/18 09:15:55PM
162 posts



womanwhowalks
I am pretty savvy in the medical field. I don't trust Drs very much. I get blood tests regularly. Tyroids ok I monitor liver it creeps up a little once in a while. I also watch kidney because I have Medullary Sponge kidney and I am prone to UTIs & stones. Creatinine levels run a bit above there is some kidney damage My primary missed or ignored my iron levels. A Dermatologist diagnosed low iron - Anemia I take Biotin for hair & nails plus vitamins.
I have been telling my Primary Doctor for months that something is wrong. She runs tests and when nothing shows up it's "oh well"
That is why I am wondering about something else putting a hand in it.
I tell her I have bloating in my face abdomen and thighs Because it's not ankles it doesn't count apparently.
She rolls her eyes when I keep insisting & demonstrating by pushing my fingers into my cheeks and the indentations stay. I have dark circles and bags under my eyes. I didn't tell her about depression because then she would blame everything on that.
The depression and greater fatigue than usual got me to thinking even though I think I am handling the situation there may be something working against me that I hadn't recognized.
It is hard to believe but this mess has been going on for a few years now
In the beginning the visitors came on most nights They were fun & interesting from different planes. Unfortunately before I had a chance to understand Something took over and started sending Orbs through (I think) and the stupid webs started.
The man I guess was all me. I allowed Mind Travel (while awake) From what I saw I felt there was something going on with him. Possibly controlling and harmful to females.
There were Pods w / beings in them. That's a whole complicated thing not gonna even try to go there.
So bottom line I interacted with him. I challenged him to show himself and explain. Be Careful what you ask for...
Ever since then he has been obsessed with me. Everytime I close my eyes I see a red drape creating a box confinement. If I don't open my eyes or blink the face comes toward me. It appears from any direction and with open mouth true to make a connection. He will drop back and disappear if I say or signal. He always looks sad & disappointed. I have seen a side of him he doesn't want me to see. It's not pretty but not really evil
The spiderlike web crawlers were on the down low last night and today. As I type this they are crawling across the walls. Not happy with my attempts to rid them. I have determined one reason my eye sight is diminished is because even in day light there is always a translucent film through out my physical world My hearing has diminished because almost constantly music plays in the background. Sometimes it is Big Band loud horns playing anything from Hello Dolly to Looney Tunes Cartoon. It changes to different songs midway. Sometimes it's Orchestra with violins Some songs I recognize some I don't. I have to be careful not to yell out to turn it off or down Oops almost forgot it's only me hearing it
It is stressful trying not to look at anything because it will start moving. Carpets ripple drapes wave walls roll.. Of course not really but I see it. Even staring at my leg it will pulse I can see every vein.
I start to believe I am ready for the Funny Farm but there is just way too much detail and the unexpected.
If this comes out in a ramble it's because I am struggling to focus and remember words
Thanks for Caring!
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/13/18 01:04:04PM
162 posts



I was going to bring up the subject as to whether these "entities" could affect health and well being. It looks like I may have my answer here.

Surface wise I may have things in check but I think the "entities" are playing dirty. For quite some time I have been having trouble dealing with changes in my body and face - aging, weight gain, losing my LONG hair, fingernails chipping peeling and breaking. Drs / tests but can't find a reason. All very unusual for me (I am vain and I am sure they know that) Petty health problems and more than usual pain. Tipping the scale is a deep depression setting in with no interest or energy. I think I mentioned before I was having trouble putting pen to paper. In fact keeping with that is losing a post before I can finish it. It happened again when I tried to start this post. They just disappear as I am typing. I can't maintain focus or keep a thought in my head. I have Fibro but this is way more than Fibro Fog. I especially am having trouble posting here. I want to. I kind of know what I want to say. I get some time when I can do it. I just can't make my self do it. PROCRASTINATION big time. It doesn't  make sense. Its like I am not in charge of my thoughts

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/13/18 07:12:52AM
162 posts



I am not sure what you mean Of course, that could just be me not understanding the whole process 🤔   😅🤣

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/11/18 06:31:02AM
162 posts



I have been trying to post back to all since the4e was some great ideas but something is stopping me

I am going to start a new thread about physical health This one is getting way to long

Hopdaddy @hop-daddy

I do want to say. I am sorry I didn't mean to trivialize your daughters experiences By "not real" I meant like an actual physical bodied Witch that (and I am probably wrong) at the initial contact stage could not do phyical harm I think we are setting the scene as to how we react and who starts off with the most original power SO many contacts in SO many different ways that were / are made I think that what makes this manageable is that I originally set the ground work. Not knowing or understanding ANY of what was going on; out of curiosity I allowed it? them? to enter my mind. For whatever reason i firmly stated "Ok, but I am coming back"

Even though I still don't understand what is going on; (probably never will) and it is driving crazy, as long as I demand & expect; that will be the deciding factor. My common sense kicks in then the paranormal comes into play. Ignorance is bliss So they say.

Sorry for the run-on LOL I never can seem to be able to make simple statements

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/14/18 03:17:26PM
162 posts



hi Hop Daddy
I don't even know what a shaman is ha! ha! I have heard of auras but never saw one or know if I have one
I swim in a salt pool almost daily then shower
I had major surgery for a torn tendon in my hip My strength is not returning like it should Muscles not springing back so PT 2x a week exercise in pool as much as I can But when I am chilling (roasting LOL) on a float if I close my eyes here comes the face trying to get to me When I close my eyes to keep shampoo out of them Game On...
Since I thought about posting I am being punished
I woke up this a.m. about 5 a.m. Open my eyes but it is so thick with whatever it is I could barely see. As I raised up several separate ones were rushing at me trying to form shapes It was more like a sad rendition of ghosts
Pull sheet over my head go back to sleep until the daylight comes

I am sorry your daughter was so frightened Try to make her understand no matter how scary it looks "it's not real" That's how I survive I just refuse to accept it as harmful There really is nothing they can do except annoy and drive you crazy
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/12/18 11:29:46PM
162 posts



"Hey...I'm trying to close the portals in you house...tell me if there's a difference....gonna clear your energy of stuff....if you have stuff to smudge give yourself a good smudge and the area above your bed....gonna work on that dark entity you've been seeing too....if...of course...you dont mind?...lol..you might feel some strange things happening...dont worry...that will be me clearing your energy"....updated by @womanwhowalks: 06/02/18 12:24:31PM

Not sure if anything cleared because it seems like they need to replenish after being excessively active. I try to keep my mind clear of them but it's hard  Yes they definately act up when I reach out Also when they are calm and I think to myself maybe they are leaving but no... They will remind me real quick

I can't actively do anything to fight them because I have to keep my "ghost thing" to myself to avoid conflict. I have done all the things suggested though with no results

Although weakened the man still fights to get through

Cheshire Cat and Hop Daddy suggested showers The problem is since the man is in my head they are welcomed. When I close my eyes I get the face trying to reach me. It's hard to describe but when I close my eyes I see the patterned curtain it changes colors but it's aways the face trying to come through. Slowly it tries to break through coming from different angles. If I allow it he gets closer and more in focus. I have to quickly open my eyes, blink or change direction while my eyes are closed continuously. I actually don't remember what I used to see when I closed my eyes 

Cheshire Cat

I am afraid alligators here are bit more aggressive. They are found on golf courses, crossing roads, in garages, in pools. One of them snatched a 3 yr old off Disney World property. The father tried to grab him but the alligator pulled him under water; body never found. A women was walking her dogs and disappeared. The body was found in the water. Her arm was found in the gator. Sharks love to take arms legs whatever they can get. 

We still are plagued by the Amarillo nightly. He has gotten out of a cage once and sprung 3 others. Then a coyote sneaks into the woods next to us to bed down He has figured out how to avoid tripping the security lights LOL

Also I avoid plants. I have killed a rubber tree, cactus and been banned from a nursery 

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 03:59:05PM
162 posts



hospital. She was basically gone but they had to wait until she flatlined I am telling this because on the eve of her death a woman appeared in the bedroom and walked toward me She was smiling but not at me She walked past and then she was gone. I can tell you color & cut of her hair her body size and what she was wearing. I've met her mother a few times but don't really remember her. I can't ask or tell anyone but I think this lady knew where she was going and was happy
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 02:55:12PM
162 posts



yes they get very angry everytime I try to get help they react I believe they even tried to attack a helper

I have stayed at my son's home several times They just pack up and come with me for the three hour trip

In fact we spent several days there My daughter-in-law's mother was in the hospitsl
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 01:42:28PM
162 posts



I tried to post this last night but the words disappeared
I went into the bedroom, fully lite, and they crawled around the door into the room then spread
A large white poof appeared and twirled till the shape of the man came into view Not the whole body It was so brief I didn't register details. He was very close I quickly held up my hand shook my head and moved away. It is a constant struggle. I can't help but wonder/worry just what would happen if I dropped my guard. They/it/whatever are totally obsessed with me - but why?

This is so difficult to do alone I can't talk to anyone Heck I don't even believe it LOL There is so much too much I feel half here and half not
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/03/18 06:15:34PM
162 posts



THEY ARE PLAYING DIRTY!!
Sitting on the couch I start to look up & around ALL the walls are being draped as well as the tray ceiling creating a tent and closing in The face is huge and moving around behind the drapes with the spidery webs trying to make me look at him they are either very close or even touching me
I feel a tremendous pull
The entire room is being covered and they are getting closer
Large television on TV was something that kept them back until now
I am feeling a little jittery inside
I can't say or do anything my husband is sitting by me and would freak out and take me to a hospital!!
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/03/18 02:24:10PM
162 posts



Hop Daddy:
@womanwhowalks:
"The suspense is killing me!"

OK Now I'm curious LOL 😉😃
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 10:26:55PM
162 posts



how long they have been here? maybe a year
They chased away the "Visitors" I used to have nightly
I felt a connection to most of them Some deeper than others I didn't understand any of it but it was never frightening I felt like there was something I had to do or help in someway
Not Always though One lady came up to me grabbed my shoulders and starting shaking me hard and yelling at me but I couldnt hear her LOL
Of course we didn't really touch I tried in the beginning when they first appeared but we would go right through
One little boy tried to hug me. He was so cute!

I use the natural and artificial lighting as much as possible It does run them off
They would just emerge into the Spanish Lace walls
They kind of work into and adopt the shapes in the plaster
I keep the TV on all night That used to work well
They are getting braver If the TV turns off it's CHARGE time If I wake up during that time it is so overwhelming I can barely breath
Even right now laying in the bed I feel an inner pull I constantly feel as if some one has a hold of my right arm elbow to hand and it gets cold Only that of my arm
Still have to do more reading great links

This is new - kinda and freaky!
I went down a short hall to the pool bath. The night light was not on yet. I felt my way to the bathroom (open)door The doorway was heavily draped I felt confused and disoriented I came to the door way. I tried to push them away. My hand went through As I looked at my hand it was distorted It would change l
have gone through a curtain before but this was more dense only using my hand to explore It was like being in a fun house looking into a fun house mirror. Right now the are they are heavily clinging (With TV on) to where it meets the wall
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 03:53:48PM
162 posts



OOPS!
I hit send too soon Part 2
As I pass through wherever they are blocking holding my palms up with a pushback signal They part or move back but lately they're covering every thing in all rooms I almost knocked over a lamp in the dark Some how they know how to make it seem much darker and I lose my sense of direction
They are draped all over and hanging everywhere

They are still there during the day only more of a translucency webbing

They reach out to touch and surround me I don't even realize it right away
Of course the man's face tries to push through my closed eyes and I am having to open my eyes or change direction of sight Then he just tries another way with another look

Why? Is he ONLY in my mind? It sure makes it look like I am crazy - Even to me


SO....Anyway I wanted to tell that I have now a dead Direct TV modem and A dead internet router The list keeps getting longer
I barely have the energy to type this
When I wanted to try to find a time to post I kept feeling like I just couldn't do it My mind was/is making it seem just too difficult to think and I should put it off until later Can a subconscious planted thought override a conscience thought?
Are they draining me as well as my electronics?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 02:56:05PM
162 posts



hi
sorry for the gap in response There was a lot of great advice

My husband has been watching my every move because there must be something wrong wiyh me I need to see a doctor He is REALLY very worried

Another thing is interference

Everything was staying pretty much contained
I ignore and pretend I haven't noticed anything (With a great deal effort ) or I. walk a
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 09:08:24AM
162 posts



Cheshire-cat
I know and I am guilty too
When I was a kid "it came from the store" I still pretend it does
I have such Empathy for animals. It kills me to think of any animal being harmed or suffering
Well maybe not Alligators & Sharks 😁
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 08:08:27AM
162 posts



Cheshire-Cat
Wild Life Fish and Game
Good to know!
I am gonna get right on that
Thank you!
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 12:02:42AM
162 posts



In the last few years we have replaced the circuit board on our pool pump 3 times. Replaced circuit board on the well. We have had to replace several computers. One just died. We had to pull out the hard drive and transfer the info to a special hard drive. The one I have now the C: Drive disappeared - GONE - where? I have no idea! I can get to files but can't move them because the PC won't recognize another device. I can't pull the hard drive because it is all in one. My cellphone and tablet won't hold a charge. The dryer vent filled with water and I still can't use differnt cycles. Fun time getting that fixed. The washer leaked water all over the floor. From where I know not. The dishwasher leaked all over the floor twice, the microwave over the stove just quit. The Jacuzzi tub quit. Armadillo come every night and tear up the grass and plants my husband works so hard on. We have tried every deterrent. 11 yr old mature fruit bearing trees died from the cold. A palm tree we planted when we first got here, just now died. Now there is a dead animal behind a wall that has the bath sinks and counter on one side and concrete on the other so we can't get it out. We have tried every product (professional) there is to remove the odor. A month later still working on it.
This is just what I can think of off hand.🤔

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/17/18 11:59:26PM
162 posts



Oops


updated by @just-stevie: 05/18/18 12:15:26AM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/17/18 11:58:34PM
162 posts



I have sadly established we have no friends No one who cares enough to spook me. LOL

My house was built in 2007. I have met and found the previous owners most pleasant.
I have had the experiences other places
I don't want to think it's my house.
We moved here 5 yrs ago. (No problems for the first few years)

I LOVE THIS HOUSE. Not just because it is beautiful and we got a fabulous deal on it. I have had other houses; two of which we had built. I loved them too. I can't explain it but I do not want or even can leave. I can't go somewhere else. This is where i belong. My husband hates it for many reasons but mostly because there is just a few houses sprinkled on acre lots in a community that didnt take off. The rest of it is heavily wooded and on lime rock roads. Some good old boys try to hunt in them and do alot of target practise shooting. He worries about stray bullets. One day a hunter tried to shoot across our yard to hit turkeys that I would feed. Police said as long as they are not on other peoples property (how would anyone know?) it was ok.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/17/18 11:53:30PM
162 posts



I have been laying low because my husband is suspicious any time he sees me type. He really believes there is something wrong with me and gets worried.

Now that i think of it I may have experienced current. I am pretty sure the webs do it. Usually I am in bed and they're crawling all around the walls. They especially like to attach themselves to me. I push them away as best I can.
It is a weird kind of tingly feeling running through my entire body. It's not unpleasant but it is not pleasant either

I think I get the same zaps. Only the stings are just tiny on my lower legs. It happens when I have displeased the webs (spirits?). I usually don't feel the webs but one time they spread across a doorway from floor to 2 ft up. They wrapped around my ankles and tried to trip me. They were especially annoyed. Most of the time they're across entire doors they hang from fans, light fixtures, lamps etc and cover furniture & whatever. I have no choice but to walk through them. I hold my hand up and push them back or up as I go through.

As of late I have had them & the man pretty much under control. I have to focus on not looking anywhere and I am totally ignoring them except to sometimes say "get out of my way!". Completely emotion free. Usually when i have the TV on in the bedroom they just sneak across and around where the walls meet the ceiling.

TONIGHT - they totally Know I am posting. They don't like it. They are black and covering all the walls in the bedroom. If I look up I see them filling the entire room with a barely visable incandescents. I feel they're presence on my left. I am feeling kind of a pulling and pressure moving through me. My arm elbow to wrist feels cold and like something is wrapped around it with a slight pulling. This happens a lot to both arms.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 10:33:26PM
162 posts



I'm  little slow on the draw but i did want to say

Woman who walks

My husband is retired. We have no friends. I am where i can avoid contact and withdraw. The overload was getting to much. I'll expand later.

Hop Daddy

That link was incredible. I want to start a new thread about it. Just need more time. Minutes turn into hours,  hours into days, days into weeks etc. Basically getting nothing done LOL

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 10:19:25PM
162 posts

I need help or something/anything


Empath

Hoofbeats

My advice will be a little more down to earth. I am still struggling to accept the Paranormal. Empath I get because it explains a lot. Unfortunately, all this came later in life.

Step back and take a breath. You need to love yourself before you can accept love from another. Get to know yourself and enjoy being you. Being alone does not have to be lonely.

Perhaps the reason you cant get in touch with your "gifts" may be as simple as you are just burnt out. Your body is taking charge. Being an Empath and having gifts is not what defines you. Once the presure is off and you start to relax if it is meant they will return;  don't  look for signs or worry about it. Let it flow naturally.

Several years ago I was depressed and concentrating on how unhappy I was. I had all the things to experience a great life. One day it hit me. I was spending too much time worrying about myself. 

I chose a cause and expanded on it. I founded a Charity and turned it in to something very rewarding.  Although it's on the shelf for now I have already layed the ground work to add another facet. This may not work for you. I am a realist with a bleeding heart.

Find your passion. Take charge.

I have found in life you often get what you expect. No amount of dreaming and praying are going to get you where you want to be. I always say God helps those who help themselves. The glass can be half empty or half full. No matter how bleak there is also something positive if you let yourself see it.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 09:26:11PM
162 posts

Has anyone tried and had success with acupuncture?


Tools for Empaths

It REALLY works especially if you have the right Acupuncturist.

Before I moved 5 yrs ago I had a GREAT guy. He came to my house twice a week. He used a combination of treatments.

We had great conversations about the esoteric. At that time I was hard core logic. He also would explain what he was doing and where and why. It's certainly not instant because so many areas you wouldn't expect can come into play.

We became friends with his family because he was so personable.

After I moved I noticed I gradually went downhill. I live in a undeveloped area so my options are limited now for professional help

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/08/18 10:01:58PM
162 posts

My cats been attached at my hip lately


Animal Empaths

I had a cat that was about 7 lbs of fluff. She started attacking my husband. He was frightened. At the same time she became totally dependent on me. She lay on my chest sit in my lap followed me everywhere. She would wake from a sound sleep if I moved. She was never much of a cuddler. Pet her, great pick her up, not so much. I took her to the Vets and found her thyroid was way off. A few days of medication and she went back to herself.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/08/18 02:49:41PM
162 posts



To set the scene
Years ago I had a rescue dog; for a few years. I was a dog trainer taught by a Dog Pyschologist I had trained Rebel. He was a sweet friendly 45 Lb not allowed on furniture adult dog. I invited someone to the house that was interest in helping out with my "Animal Adoption" Charity I ran. She was a pretty well groomed young woman. We spoke awhile I liked her She seemed compassionate.
Rebel came into the living room and looked at her. Nothing had been said. All of a sudden he jumped onto her lap. I say onto because he was spread across her lap head up and tense but no bite signs. Of course, I didnt use her. I trusted my dog. Now I am thinking maybe it wasnt her but it was some kind of entity tagging along ??
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/06/18 09:11:12PM
162 posts



womanwhowalks
I would love any help I can get.
Im not sure about a live person.
I moved to a undeveloped area in a wooded 1 acre lot community with limestone roads. The houses are far and few between. I did this to be away from everyone Even my kids and their families are 100 miles away. I have retreated from the violent sad world. I couldnt keep going through all the turmoil and pain
I tried Smudging, bought a tourmaline necklace More than once I told, begged, demanded and made it perfectly clear whatever/whoever did not belong here and I would be not be aiding. I never showed fear I am ignoring & denying
 / 4