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Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/02/17 01:37:41PM
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It makes sense. I have heard of the awakening from someone who has been helping me understand and accept that I have a purpose in this life. I am a Light Walker?/Warrior? That this is a time period I have volunteered for in order to spread love & light and help others prepare. That we do not like or want to be here because of the ugliness. This person also speaks to Archangel Michael. I've tried but did not connect. I don't know Angel speak. I don't know or understand enough about Angels. They are still a concept to me.

Maybe that is why I have been bombarded with these attacks. Maybe they fear me.They have never been able to make me fearful. Last night was the closest but even then I didn't fear them. I know none of it is real. They tried through trickery all along but I wised up to that. I told them quite sometime ago I wanted them to leave. We have lobbed back and forth since then.
I am guarded and overwhelmed. I am weary from the attacks. They are disruptive. They want to break me before I learn my strength. They are worried through help and support from others I will figure out what is going on.
OR NOT... LOL

Thank you for your help and concern. It's been a long struggle to get to where I am. I have a long ways to go.'
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/02/17 07:06:52AM
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They have Graduated to FRIGHTENING

I woke up about 11:00 p.m. after an hour's sleep. I couldn't go back to sleep. Around 4:00 a.m. My husband woke up and asked if he could turn the TV off. I reluctantly said yes.
As I expected, I saw webs beginning to gather and drip down the walls. The walls are covering with the patterened curtains and starting to billow. They are closing in on me. When they do this wall thing nothing is identifiable. Furniture and all other stuff is either covered or not visable. The bedroom now has the feel of a fun house. No problem, put the pillow over my head before the room fills up. Dead tired now; fall asleep immediately.

An hour later I sensed something. I opened my eyes. Coming in through the sheets I saw several large black spiders. I started batting them away frantically; it is a natural Instinct. They kept advancing. I know they're not really there but seeing is believing. I sit up as shapes are forming. Two are somewhat realistically shaped. I pause to make sure theyre not visitors. No, not even close. The first one wears the shape of a dog. Details are indescribable. The other lays near me. It fashions itself as a baby of sorts. A flash of an old Cupie Doll face then back to random changing. Blurred enough to make identification impossible. The really freaky part is the baby is reaching out to me but they were not the hands of a baby. They were adult hands.
Yeah, ok, I'm out of here.
I grab my pillow and take off for the living room in my fight or fly mode. I turn on the lights. My heart is pounding.

Me 0 the webs 1

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 11:18:20PM
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Hi womanwhowalks and hoofbeats

You two are great! So happy to have your help

YES there was a panic cry
"they have to go!!"

I am very interested in what gifts you both have and how it all works. It is fascinating.I hope one day I discover if I have a true gift and how I fit in somewheres. So I don't get myself in trouble again trying to "help" LOL

I will get back with a time for Monday or Tuesday. I am glad you mentioned time difference because I am Eastern

Remember I said they were subdued the other morning
Well they had their nap...
Last night I sensed something and woke. I poked my head out from under the covers and came FACE to FACE with the BLACK THICK WEBS I HATE as they danced around in front of me. I felt sick! I went back under the covers.

There are some differences but I can't say improvements
The man is still trying to reach me but he is faint. When I close my eyes the background is still there but dimmer and there is a much longer time before the spiders appear behind the sheer billowing curtain. At this point the man's head fights it's way through.
The webs are just as strong and active but more intense and concentrated in some areas and diminished or absent in others. ex. the first time I saw them spread across the toilet seat I said "oh come on, you've got to be kidding!". I would turn the light on and they seemed to disappear but they were just hard to see. Now they are gone from there. A weaker presence in the MB hall and M bath but stronger overall in MB.
There is an all consuming barely visible web throughout at all times. There is increased presense of the curtains (or whatever )that cover and billow. When I get near them cause disorientation. There is a gravitational pull. I have gone through it and saw a whole different surreal surroundings.

The man might be 5'7" I only saw a body once
Originally I came across him on a mind travel. At that time he appeared in a hooded robe. He would come forth from the left and sort of inspect me. I felt I was laying on a mobile bed. He would nod to what I perceived as females with hooded robes. They would walk past inspecting me. They understood me. If I asked them to stop and return they would. All of them appeared in and returned to a pod type structure. The man on the left had a separate pod. Some of the females on the right seemed to be sharing a pod. I caught glimpes of partial faces peering out of the pods. I got the impression the male was controling the women. I chided the male to show his face. He would only display partial various views. From that I eventually was allowed to see him completely . He would change appearances often with glasses sometimes facial hair and general distortion. I kept insisting on showing and telling me who he was and what he wanted. That is how I got to this point. Steven king has nothing on me.... LOL
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 05:32:28PM
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Cheshire Cat

I understand wanting to take "early leave"

I would probably hop on that bus if I didn't have so many people needing me. It's not ideation. It is just this life on this plane is much too violent and self serving. There doesn't seem to be a purpose or any sign of improvement in sight.

OK, SO....I prefer to use the terminology "BABY BOOMER" LOL

If you ever want to chat please feel free to PM me

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 02:47:45PM
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Cheshire Cat
Thank you for the info very interesting!
Fibro must be my "gift". I have Cherokee mixed in with other stuff
My drug reaction is the opposite.
In much younger days I used Darvon65 (pain med) a few times because it was exactly like taking "speed" for me
A back injury was not responding to treatment. Finally
the Radiologist told my husband to bring me in to the hospital so he could watch as he directly injected. Then he said I have also given her a shot of Demerol that would knock out a 200lb man. Went home laid down couldn't stay there. I got up and cleaned the whole house. It still hurt but I didn't care. LOL
Morphine drops my blood pressure so low the nurses in the hospital freak out. So not funny (but it is I laugh inside)

Long line of addiction tendencies in my family.....
I have absolutely no inclinations whatsoever to indulge.

Have you tried Ateril for sleep?
The three primary ingredients in Alteril are L-Tryptophan (turkey day sleepy), Melatonin and Valerian.
If you do don't get the new and improved version. It lacks sticking to the basics

I have had great success with a well versed Acupuncturist. Unfortunately I moved.

From what I have read about Lyme disease it sounds pretty daunting. Only maintenance treatment with antibiotics but no cure.
I am so sorry your illness is fatal. You apparently are handling it bravely.
Sometimes I get a read from written word.
I am not getting a feeling of hopelessness, or even fatality at this juncture. I sense you are very strong most of the time albeit; far too much has been dealt to you. It would not be abnormal to have "giving up" days. I hope you have someone you are comfortable with for venting.
I can't explain why but I don't sense fatality; at least for quite a while. I hope I am right and I hope I haven't offended you by taking such liberties.
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 07:10:47AM
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Another pause for the cause
I have also been told I was a Medium?¿ That would be fun? I think
I can't resist trying to help That's why everyone does call me a Bleeding Heart LOL
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 07:03:34AM
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Maybe funny?¿
I have been told I was (what I thought I heard) a Light Walker now I am wondering if it was Light Warrior LOL
The ones (111) gave me a clue
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 06:51:15AM
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I feel special to have all this help. I know how difficult it is to share knowledge and experiences.
Just want to thank everyone again
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
12/01/17 06:41:02AM
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Hi Cheshire Cat
Unfortunately my "Paranormal" stuff is only visible to me.
The webs usually don't come out if my husband is there. As of late though they are stronger and braver. I hate the thick black ones so that is what often gets thrown out to scare me. (epic fail!) The other night they were running up and down the master bedroom hallway and across the opening. He walked right through them, NOTHING?
All this has been an ongoing struggle for the last 2 yrs.
All of a sudden ghosts/spirits started to appear in my bedroom on a regular basis. Although one time while in the living room a woman carrying a picnic basket came out of my bedroom went in the office and puff - gone.
I fought this tooth and nail. This absolutely beyond a shadow of a doubt could NOT be happening. I was diehard scientific based non believer. Not at all spiritual, although I did believe there was obviously some sort of higher power.
I denied and objected until I couldn't. Later in life, no reason for this to happen now.
I still can't explain it but "it's happening"! I test myself all the time; was it a shadow? Something that could be mistaken? Was I dreaming? No, No & Never.
I have basically NO imagination and it just would not be possible to dream up something that was always different, never familiar and always unexpected.
I'll have to check on testing for "blood levels of neurotransmitters". I have never heard of it but sounds interesting.
Not meaning to sound like a know it all when I say I am the family doctor, psychiatrist, phycologist and medication researcher. I am the "go to" first... I have had some years to learn plus it fascinates me. Again not bragging but I go to the doctor prepared and partner with him/her. Many times I have advised doctors for myself as well as others and they have accepted it. This applies to medications including psychotropic. I have been in so/too many drug studies and seen too many specialists (Until I finally found out it was Fibromyalgia). Many people with Fibro are taking an enormous about of drugs. This leads to that and that leads to this and so on. I take the Wellbutrin and Advil; that’s it. I rarely take anything stronger for pain. I have a strong tolerance for pain medication. I have to take a hardy dose to even feel the effects.
I have literally taken max dosage of Wellbutrin for decades. I tried to get off it about a half a dozen times because I hate relying on medication. Every time it would be fine until it was out of my system then it would be a slow downhill until I realized it and by then I didn't care. So… I accepted the fact it works when all other meds have caused serious side effects. Yes, it is not a drug to play around with (if you like your brain). Dopamine and Norepinephrine target the "feel good" and "well being" centers when Serotonin is at an acceptable level.
Belief me if only it were that simple I would not keep taking it.
Another thing that comes into question is stroke.
A couple Christmases ago I had what the doctors felt was a TIA (mini stroke). It was so totally different there is no comparison. I was aware at all times that I was having hallucinations etc. I can recall every detail. I was well aware of what was reality but I also knew what wasn't. It was just that simple.

I just read further down the posts. I am so sorry to hear you are ill. It is wonderful that you have taken the time to try to help me. Believe me the support I am receiving from everyone right now is far advanced from all I have learned in the last 2 yrs. Not to diminish the help others have given me prior. It took Baby Steps to get this far.
I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE’S HELP from day one.
So play nice no fighting lol. I need you both.
This is an odd place for me to be because I have ALWAYS been the caretaker and peace maker. The helper not the helpee.

response to womanwhowwalks & hoofbeat in the works
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/30/17 07:37:29AM
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I can't remove or turn power off to fan. It is over my bed. It's a very large & heavy intricate design combo fan & light. My husband would not go for either. He did help with smudging but only because it might help me to realize "there's nothing there" and he still wants me to go to a doctor. So he is definitely not on board.

Interesting thing, when visitors used to come pretty much nightly, there were different exits they used. I'm not sure about entrance. They would just be there. One night I woke up to find white shapeless Orbs? flying around the room and mass exiting through glass slider in master bedroom. I said whoa! (to the fan) there will be no more exits without my knowledge. There were few more.

The thing is I got the impression the fan was communicating with someone/thing out side. Every night a short occurrence of bright light would go from the fan to outside. Like it was a lighthouse. One night I actually saw for myself, it did in fact come from the fan motor. It was a very defined bright single beam.
I used to talk to the fan a lot (certifiable? I think yes! LOL) I believe my words were understood. The fan communicated by waving the blades when I spoke, often frantically. At some point I realized the fan had it's own agenda. Somewhere in there the webs inserted themselves. Visitors stopped, I think fan no longer had control over the webs. They learned and improved starting with poor imitations of a visitor and spiders. I was fearful maybe it was the house. I love it, my husband hates it.
Not quite sure without checking notes; I found my visions? were not limited to the house.
Not sure how or when (I have called it many things because I couldn't find a word to describe) the sheet /drape/covering etc?¿ came into play but I realized it had the same burgundy design I had seen for many years before whenever I looked at anything black. Mostly clothing, towels, sheets etc. It was then apparent it was not just the house. It was either all me or a combo with the house. I had already lived there for about 3 yrs.

It seems this morning things are a little subdued. Daytime things are not active much but there is residual. I am afraid to test in fear I might I encourage.

Have you felt anything? At least anything bad. I don't believe they are harmful but they are vengeful in a pathetic way.

Early this morning I did close my eyes for a second and the man appeared instantly with out spider involvement. He rapidly came toward me, as usual, I shook my head and held my hand up to stop. For the first time he had an entire body. It was so quick and unexpected I didn't capture his wardrobe. It seems there were large buttons somewhere. He came forward scowling as he passed me he showed his teeth in a threatening manner

Maybe, maybe not Important....
He came toward me but veered to my left to disappear behind me. I used to train dogs. Part of establishing Alpha would be to keep dog to your left side. Right side is Alpha.
Probably meaningless trivia LOL.

To be fair I did bring the "man" on myself through curiosity and then compassion I allowed my mind to accept travel. I did always say "I am coming back" and had complete control at all times; I pursued him for answers before realizing I couldn't, shouldn't interfere or try to save.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/29/17 08:33:35PM
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I got a 6" bundle of White Sage
Lite it then let it burn down a little bit.
Tested until there was uninterrupted smoke. My husband helped to maintain steady stream

Starting with myself from the bottom up, like an airport scan and proceeding to do the same to my husband

Beginning with the master bedroom ceiling fan and light. That has always been the hub.
Then set off in a clockwise motion, allowed the smoke to reach every inch of space in bedroom, concentrating on corners and out of the way places. Fanning as we moved; originally using a feather but found it was not effective.
Down MB hall, stopping to hit both large walk-in closets, entered master bath paying close attention to corners and odd places and into separate potty room. Back down the MB hall and into the office. From there continuing clockwise, applied to living room / dining room, making sure to reach tray ceilings. Continuing in like fashion went through kitchen, pantry, laundry room into other bedrooms including hall and pool bath.
It took an hour and a half and set off 2 smoke detectors. Windows were cracked to let the negative out and positive in. Steady monologue of expectations.
As we went through rooms many little spiderlike creatures came out of hiding places. I thought they were leaving.

Instead of retreating they became more aggressive and tried to intimidate. I have no fear whatsoever. I just want them go away so I can live in peace. I am very verbal to them.

I didn't mind the visitors (ghosts, spirits whatever). I felt positive emotions and connections. Once the webs showed up that stopped.

The spider/ web thing has evolved dramatically. From fine hair like webs and stick figure like black spiders they can now simulate realistic tarantulas and hanging colourful spiders.
They move with feelers independently or as a group/ group They are in perpetual motion. They assume the shapes in the Spanish Moss plaster walls and blend in.They invade entire room / rooms or hangout in corners etc appearing as cobwebs or dirt. Darkness brings them out. My entire room looks as though it was enveloped in a sense ice fog. though I see them come out more in light as of late; in wait along the ceiling to wall meet up. I see them floating about in daytime like when sunlight streaming tnrough a window picks up dust particles. They are CREEPY!
They are probably responsible for the rippling within the walls, the rolling motion of beds & carpet, the waving of ceiling fan paddles. Of course no one sees any of this except for me.
It is not restricted to my home.

I am not sure if the man is there because of the webs or the webs are there because of the man. I got I involved with the man be
cause I wanted to know who he was. He would reveal glimpses of himself from various views. I finally got tired of his antics and told him I no longer cared about seeing him. I said I didn't trust him. I felt he was not a positive source. He then began to persue me. He appeared everytime I closed my eyes. He began to try to reach me. He would have his mouth open trying to come in contact with my mouth.
I stop him with a shake of my head or holding up my hand. He will look dejected, sad and confused

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/19/17 05:54:21AM
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I don't drink, do drugs or even smoke

I smudged every square inch of my house

Set off 2 smoke alarms

Feeling great about clearing out bad energy

That lasted about an hour....

Now - it's worse

They did not appreciate the attempt to uproot 

They are VERY aggressive now and showing me thier power is greater 

Really curious? {How is it determined that there are three and most likely more entities involved? Is it determined by thier actions? Can an entity be seen? Do they work in tandem? or Do you just know? }

Right now it's morning the blinds aren't open yet so the room is semi lite However usually at this point they are flying vertically across the room probably blending into the walls Not this morning

The really dark webs (they know I hate) are extending from walls to ceiling and several wide sections of the web are dangling across and anchoring to the ceiling fan Once they are there they reach out and attach to me and my tablet. The ceiling fan blades are waving excitedly to get my attention I feel as though something is wrapped around my forearm and holding Not New, only this time I can't make it release There is an achy feeling starting to run up my arm from elbow to shoulder and fingers are starting to tingle

 NOT a stroke or heart attack It is to attempt connection 

Not scared  but Frustrated and Freaked out!

I had intended on a short little FYI  looks like I didn't quite make it

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/07/17 11:21:04AM
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Thank you but NM on sage my husband ordered something online 

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/07/17 07:53:35AM
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Thank you to all those who have ever responded.
Not meaning to make light of help that I have gotten from all others I try to let everyone know as I receive advice, knowledge and sharing that it is very much appreciated. If I have missed anyone I apologize. In particular I have received help many times from Bing, Bill Walker, Hop daddy, pinesprings, cat-whisperer, ohdo, karen2,

womanwhowalks
I didn't mean to slight you. Maybe because I have learned a little more each day or because the explaination from cat-whisperer was on a level I better understood.
You have given me quite a bit of Paranormal speak, which is great. Unfortunately you are over my head in most cases. I try to relate to what you suggest but much of it "does not compute"
Usually I can get a pretty good read on people through written word but I am totally perplexed by you. There is concern yet impatience, kindness yet anger. I know you have a lot you could teach me. The problem remaining I REALLY don't understand much of what is said Not just you but others as well. I do go research and read but it remains foreign to me. I still don't know if I am actually trying to shield or spinning my wheels. I haven't a clue how to meditate. If it is clearing your mind that's not gonna work. I can not concentrate long enough to even count without having to start over again and again. My mind wanders all over the place. I can't visualize. I have to actually see it. I thought smudging was like putting ashes or whatever on with a thumb. I know now but there is a million different types so I don't know which to ordér. I know about energy but how it works alludes me. I don't understand clearing or cutting cords. I don't know how to fight back. I would do these things if I knew how. It's like when I was struggling with Algebra my father tried to teach me the Binary system. I know I am strong enough to keep it or them at bay at least for awhile. I have some degree of control over them. I know I am fighting a losing battle. All of this is unbelievable to me.

My mind set was "There's no heaven no hell" When you die it's game over That people can't accept the fact that we are not indispensible The life we know on planet Earth is really more of a Science Experiment That there is most certainly a higher power but not in the sense that life is important Life is what you make it while your here on planet Earth. That the only Angels I knew were little cherubs with Halos. The charity that I founded and executed Foster Angels Org. Is someone going out and purchasing a 🎁 gift for a child from their wish list at 🎄 Christmas. I have collected and distributed as many as a thousand a year. It's all so very personal. People (😇 Angels) providing gifts for the Foster Children (👼 Angels) I am an enigma; basically a cynic with a 💔 bleeding heart)
Sorry, got on a roll again. 😆

I know it's real but how can it be possible.
I was a weekend hippie. That should give you an idea of how long my beliefs have been imprinted. I know it gets more serious by the day. I know as I lay in my bed right know I feel a funny butterfly sensation going throughout my entire body and not for the first time, stealing my energy. The dark webs are traveling over the walls and across the ceiling. I know if I turn the TV off it will signal for an all out takeover of every square inch of space. I also know I can't close my eyes because he will invade my mind. If I should wake up the minute my eyes are open and they see they will start rushing me. They only way I know to fight is to starve them of attention and deprive them of emotion. I don't & won't feel fear
I STILL NEED ALL AND ANY HELP I CAN GET 👺
Please don't give up on me.

Didnt send this last might and just read this mornings post

YES, I would love a kit. PM me? for address
I finally got my husband to come on board to at least acknowledge and offer to help smudge without wanting me to have brain surgery. (at least not yet)

Just read another post that just came in

womanwhowalks
So Sorry your enduring such pain physically and emotionally and still helping others! Your are very strong
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/06/17 12:07:08AM
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The Paranormal World
The Paranormal World is a lonely place to be
There are sights and sounds and feelings that are only meant for me
Family and friends try to understand but they don't think it's true
Because why would all of this be happening to only you
Stop all this craziness I know you think I should
If I were in control of it don't you think I would
Just because I am different you think that I don't care
Just because I am not like you to judge me is not fair
It's not easy keeping secrets it's like living with a lie
but the truth is met with questions and I can't tell you why
Some say it is a gift Some say it is a curse
I am not really sure which one of these
is worse
Tiffany Blue
(Stevie)
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/05/17 11:59:33PM
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《《《MBR Ceiling fan = hub ~ wiggles blades to attempt communications Understands what I say and I think brought & control webs.
Sends lighthouse type signals allows orbs to pass thru (glass sliding door n MBR) - I stopped it I said no one passes without my permission (yes I talk to fans & anything else that moves)🙄🙃
There are 3 or 4 other exit portals

《《《 Web gets & continues to be more assertive
At one point entire inside of house was draped w/thick cobwebs! small webs appear all over anytime corners, cabinets, anywhere. Also
Sheer drape? Can't figure out what to call it.? Can drape over doors, doorways, furniture, entire rooms often even the walls are covered.
Getting close to draped things causes disorientation & a feel of being pulled
Went through drape reaching across sliding glass door to look and see what might be there? = saw large area of green grass surrounded by trees I am looking down from 2nd floor (our house is 1 story) There is straight drop No balcony no steps.
I have gotten lost in rooms that were fully draped
Patio - when dark is totally black (to me) I am lost can't see anything. Went towards husband's voice but jumped back as people¿ started to exit his body as though it was a bus stop 5 or 6 then disappear in the night.》》》

《《《 Outside webs spread over the entire (large) front yard attaching to surrounding trees and extending and attaching to 10 large Christmas blowups.
doesn't see I grab some and wrap it around my hand open to show him, nothing!.
Have seen short movie clips on walls, windows, doors, of people/family doing normal stuff 》》》

《《《 For several days (maybe weeks) when lying on exercise table at gym I looked at ceiling and see 3 -10 second off & on motion visions of people riding carnival rides.》》》

《《《 News reported kids being stuck top of a ride - visions disappeared. Coincidence? probably 》》》

《《《Here's where the trouble begins...
I press for answers who, what, when, where? I close my eyes and I am taken on a tour I have the physical feeling of being transported.

During that period there is "mysterious man" who teases; giving peeks at his face. I never saw his body, shoulders maybe. I kept coaxing. I wanted to know who, what, why. Sometimes I almost thought he was my grandmother, who I idolized. She's been go a long time. The hair and exact same eye glasses Same smile. I so wanted it to be but knew it was not. He could appear differently, facial hair, glasses at times, broken teeth
After a while I suspected although not evil or scary, something was off. I told him I didn't trust anymore and told him and webs to leave. Of course, he wouldn't.

When he knows I am trying to get rid of him he gets desperate and goes crazy w/ the webs.
Now it's critical. I wake up early look toward the clock and I am rushed he is front and center. Very unnerving, I quick throw the sheet over my head. I feel for my tablet and with the brightest screen hold it up and shine it around. It's 6 a.m. but that's it for sleep. If I close my eyes before I can count 1001 (1 second ) he appears closer each time. I am not really sure what would happen; don't wanna know.》》》

《《《 I have in the past felt as though I had something wrapped around my wrists. I didn't think anything of it. Well today it's both wrists up to my elbows. I am pretty certain it's his doing. I was in the doctors office today. I had to constantly avert my eyes because the "web" carnival ride would instantly appear.》》》

《《《 ¡!●BIG TROUBLE●¡!
I am researching where to get the suggested items to aid in removal. He knows - desperation is showing. More advances, losng fear of light 》》》

《《《 This afternoon while bracing a large flat screen TV being relocated; the waving black patterned sheer drape held behind a frenzy of webs.
The "man's" face looming toward me.》》》

《《《 In the evening, in the living room, with TV on, some low lighting and my husband right there; webs come to that room. They are more aggressive black almost like netting. Coming in large groups they spread across the room taking over. Just how far will/can they go?》》》
Just Stevie
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11/05/17 12:56:13AM
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I have already been asleep, sense them, wake-up pinch self, walk around nope - wide awake

3 Visitor Types - Right away I go to "maybe they need my help"

1st type > Always different, Never familar - appear nightly, coming just to see me. 

Often attempt communication 

Pleasant, enjoyable often leaving positive emotions

2nd> I could see them - they could see me They were bewildered. Some a little frightened

3rd> I could see them. They had no clue I was there I felt like a voyeur  LOL》》》

Just Stevie
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11/05/17 12:49:13AM
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《《《Health Report:  I'm pretty savvy in med stuff. It fascinates me.  I partner with my Dr and often diagnose & prescribe for myself. (LOL) 

It comes from spending years with "Specialists", prescriptions. drug studies and lots of reading. Only to have my primary  Dr diagnose "Fibromyalgia" BINGO! I refused any more pills. My MO is Welbutrin & Advil & Power thru. 

Blood tests every 3 months to monitor kidney function  Iron a little low - quick fix

 I am very vain I think it hits me where I live

I can literally see myself aging.》》》

《《《Quick (hopefully) Recap to see the depth>>

Yrs before moving at the end of 2012 whenever I looked at anything black I would see a >burgundy overlay pattern? no biggie ~ ignore

Once while watching TV I saw 3 white "somethings" peak around a  corner. I looked in the other room ~ gone  Imagination¿ Sure

Always have heard faint talking/some music Sounded like a radio station ~ shrug !

Much more profound here

Just Stevie
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11/05/17 12:12:01AM
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《《《First of all I want to thank both cat-whisperer & ohdo ♡♡♡♡

I really appreciate the thought and effort you both are offering. It's lonely in the paranormal world and not something easily shared. There has always been a great deal of support on this forum when I sought help. ♡♡♡♡♡  》》》

Next when I first began the post below I said something about being brief - not gonna happen LOL  I can use the excuse that I am addressing 2 responders but if you have looked at any of my past posts I would be busted! Simple fix; I will break it into parts... ha ha!

Probably a good time to mention I am kinda snarky and I often make light of things when I give responses. Rest assured I am as serious as a heart attack. It's all in jest.

I am very strong (apparently not physically at this point LOL ☆ see! I lean towards "snipey") but inside where it matters I am a good match for most anything that comes my way.》》》

Just Stevie
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10/28/17 07:05:25PM
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Thank you Cat- whisperer
I will look into those things

Thank you for sharing Ohda
WOW! your experience was the closest to mine of any I have heard.
I was plunged into the Paranormal world 2 yrs ago. I have reached out to this group many times. Its a great group. If you ever had the time and energy to look in the archives you would practically have a book by me to read.. LOL
I am (just a bit, lol) long winded

At the beginning it was like a whole new world to me (still kinda is) that I didn't understand or believe in. I am not spiritual or religious No hearts and flowers Just find the cause and fix it
In stark balance I am a bleeding heart, big time. I always put others needs in front of my own. I am not a martyr but I am always trying to help even when I shouldn't. Then I discovered I was an Empath. I am not an emotional person but while in check, my emotions are still all over the place; if that makes sense. So now I know why and try to give others, that don't react the way I do, a break.

Ok so I am way off the trail; back to your experience.... It's so familar it's spooky; especially the open mouth. Although to the contrary, I have never felt fear with any of my encounters. This could be my level head poking in on things. My experiences have been varied and daily.
UNTIL this web thing got involved. It has evolved so many times and it is much stronger.
Still though I have a bit of control. I can stop a web from proceeding and change it's path. The trouble is although they are united they can break away in groups and then I am overwhelmed. I am talking every square inch of my room being filled with a dense fog. These webs seem protective; almost like they need me. They seem to attack others who get near me. (of course, no one knows or sees it) At night if I even peek out from under the covers a group / groups rush at me like a child would. They try to emulate things or sights I have seen in the recent past. For instant last night I felt a presence (normal) and woke up. I looked to see my deceased cat of some years ago; sitting there. He was white and totally realistic. I reached out to pet him and found it was just the webs forming a duplication. There getting better at it. They are smart and can learn. They have gone from stick figure spiders to full out believable Tarantulas.

At a point in time (after MANY varied occurrences) the man got involved (totally my own fault)
When I rebuffed him at first he looked confused and hurt. All I have to do is shake my head no or hold up the palm of my hand and he backs off. Now it's with determination. The minute I close my eyes even in the shower; a shear patterned curtain billowing in different colors appears. He starts to come into focus and proceed towards me, mouth open. I first got suspicious when I noticed behind the curtain was a flurry of spiders/ web.

I do believe your hagg was sucking the life out of you.
I am weak and tired all the time and having medical problems. I looked in the mirror one day and said OMG! (total body) I look like my grandmother.

Every computer, laptop, tablet and smart phone in the house constantly malfunctions. The circuit board in the pool filter was fried for the 2nd time in about a year plus some other expensive part. At the same time the well pump circuit board got fried (no storm or lightning). Oh,
almost forgot the TV in spare room hardly been used just stopped working.

I tried shielding (I think) I imagined being encased in a Crystal Dome... Ok that didn't work Then I was floating in the pool the other day. The sky was a beautiful clear blue no clouds The pool was the same blue. I imagined being surrounded by this beautiful blue. Still nothing. I even tried to call on Archangel Michael. I've been told he? offers protection. Of course, I don't know what you say to an Angel. I have no concept of an angel to draw on

Could not get the man's face, spiders and web out of my mind. I never was a visual person and lack attention span. I think though, I must have been able to visualize something before but now can only see my mind abductor

One other thing. Initially the webs returned to the ceiling fan. Don't even ask LOL
They now meld into the Spanish Lace texured walls. It can't be this house because long before I moved here I had seen the pattern. Anything black has an overlay of burgundy when I look at it. Maybe the house and I are in tandem now?
Just Stevie
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10/26/17 09:27:01PM
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It's come down to this....

 I no longer have visitors, visions or interaction with anything.

Why? 2 reasons 

1) because the webs have taken over everything. They prevent and try to duplicate whatever comes near. 

2) because I suppress everything - vision, interaction or thoughts. I dare not to even  glance at anything too long for fear of engagement.

Although it's near impossible I do my  best to avoid 

I get really annoyed and sometimes overwhelmed but keep it on the down low. I do remind that I feel  this attempt to contact doesn't feel right and I am not going to allow it.  However, this just makes for more determination. In retribution, one time they created a very realistic black spider hanging down near me. I knew it wasn't really there. As I turned in bed one night I saw another spider on my pillow. This one was gold. Catching me off guard; I jumped and tried to brush it off; with clear mind I knew right away. Right now the webs are spreading across the walls. Unusual with the TV on but they know I am writing this post. They are smart and can learn.

It still alludes how to describe the webs. I can keep them at bay a little while if I keep the TV on or lights or both. The second they are turned off it's party time. They encompass the entire bedroom, down the hall and into the master bath. It's not confined there; it can be anywhere. It can be dense or sparse and separate. I try to ignore.  Getting up and going down the hall to the; bathroom I push them back. I pretend I am not walking through a thick maze of sometimes black or often a lighter twinkling fog. I cover my head with blankets. If I look out I catch the attention of one or more small groups. They rush me. I don't       want to find out why. There is some sort of obsession. 

I believe it is all controlled by this mysterious man / entity. It's my own fault. During travels (while awake) I encountered a situation where I thought there was an injustice. I thought some (people?) were being confined and controlled by a (man?). For some stupid reason I can't "not" help someone in need no matter who or what.

I could only get a fleeting glance of him. I encouraged him to show himself fully. Little by little as time went on he did. I began to get uncertain when he started appearing when I closed my eyes. I learned to control my mind to block. He became more insistent and now almost desperate. I only have to close my eyes. I immediately see a waving gauzy lace patterned curtain with a frantic flurry of (spiders?) and he rushes toward me. He has unruly longish sterling gray hair sometimes facial hair or glasses. His entire coloring is gray. Pretty much the head is the only thing visible. The age is probably late mid range. He now has his mouth open as he approaches. It isn't like for a kiss. It seems as though he wants to cover my mouth. The only thing I know for guarding to do is walk on the ground with bare feet. I have tried really, really hard to shield. I am not sure if I am doing it right. I think you have to visualize some form of encase mentality. I can't get passed the mental picture I have when I close my eyes. I have to say visualization is not my best suit. I don't have stones or whatever is used to "smudge". I am so down to earth. 

I really try to wrap my head around all this but it does not compute. 

I just want him? it? they? Whatever it is to GO AWAY. I want to get back to a normal life. I dread nights. I  have to stay awake until I fall asleep and then wake often. I can't just close my eyes to go to sleep because right away he's  there.

Ghosts were ok but this is totally invasive and  wanting control

My husband does not see or believe so it's the elephant in the room.


updated by @just-stevie: 11/10/17 06:48:47PM
Just Stevie
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09/26/17 09:40:47AM
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just throwing this out there...
maybe because once you come face to face with something that's been hidden you have to come to terms with it. it was there all along and made your burden heavier. Sometimes accepting puts a new light on it and then you can move on. The thing about memories is that's what they are; just memories. No matter how bad anything is it is easier to handle because you know it can only be a memory. It can only hurt you if you let it.
It works for good as well. Cherish the moment because it too will become a memory and you choose how it effects you
So my theory is your load will be lightened with one less worry if you let it
Just Stevie
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09/12/17 03:55:01PM
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kaitlyn-brokaw
I am ashamed to say the hurricane barely skidded past us but it caused horrible damage in Counties all around.
The wind was some gusty intermittently but no big deal.
I am surrounded by various types of huge trees but the only thing it bothered was a spindly floral tree.
I was out during some of it and I felt let down. I have been in a downer ever since . it feels like an old friend came past but didn't come by and visit
I should be kissing the earth I still have a home. No logic
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09/12/17 03:42:56PM
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zacharias
It seems perverse but I believe you're right. It's just a shame that things need to come to that before people start caring about others instead of just themselves. Texas with a great proof of that. I can't say what's going on with Louisiana though they don't seem to learn LOL
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09/12/17 03:38:26PM
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4peace
I've not heard of an air sign. Up until some years back I was pretty straight arrow until I started seeing an acupuncturist. We would have great talks about the "Esoteric" etc. I wasn't sure I quite got it but it was fascinating. I believe it was determined I'm wind or wood or something like that. Of Course since the Paranormal experiences started I'm ready to believe in just about anything LOL
Just Stevie
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09/09/17 03:07:41PM
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This is going to sound horrible if taken out of context

I live in Florida - the entire state is under a hurricane warning tornados storm surges and almost total evacuation. We are being told that this is the worst storm in well - ever  Teetering between cat 4 / cat 5 it's a waiting / guessing game.

Granted I feel pretty safe riding it out. We are prepared and probably in one of the safest areas and in the sturdiest house. I have been through several hurricanes and I know we can never be sure what is going to actually happen but it's definitely serious danger.

St Martian (I believe that was the name of the island) has been flattened 95% destroyed. The eye of the hurricane is headed straight for Key West (I love Key West) and expected to go completely through Florida's center causing problems across the entire state to some degree.

Here's the shame on me part..

I have actually been looking forward to this for days. Of course not the destruction and harm to people and property but I feel an energy an excitement  in the air. I love the wind. I'm so drawn to it. I just want to be outside. I feel the electricity. I feel like I'm part of it; not in a human way but as the element.  I see the trees outside billowing in the wind. I feel like it's calling me.

Does anyone else feel like this or affected by weather?

I also love being out in the rain and watching lightening. Florida being a lightening capital I have to restrain. Too many deaths from it.

Just Stevie
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07/24/17 08:20:20PM
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Well now the webs are really really angry because I am trying to get rid of them!. I am laying in bed TV ON. My husband is next to me, in the room! Are the webs retracting or waiting on the down low. That would be a big NO. I looked up.  Not to see anything just because when I leaned back that's where my eyes went naturally.

The entire ceiling is draped with what I normally see when I close my eyes. It's billowing up and down. The frantic movement of the spider type webs behind it. So I  avoid looking up. Problem is the same thing happening on the sides. Appearing in front of me on the wall their is a group larger and blacker than ever. They stretch out their thick legs and fold them as they climb up & down and over each other. They know the big black ones creep me out. I look away. The ceiling and sides are pulsating. I am not looking. I stare between the tablet in front of me and the TV. I feel them next me. I can't help but see them peripherally. Just enough for me to know their there. I can continue to do this for now but I am dreading the night AGAIN! My husband will fall asleep. The TV will stay on but that's not going to help tonight. I won't  be able to close my eyes or they will be there. I can't block them anymore. I have to get so sleepy I don't realize when I fall asleep. Last night I finally fell asleep. My husband has a problem staying asleep so sometimes when he wakes up he will go to the spare room so he won't wake me. This happened about 4 a.m.. He turned off the TV and I jolted awake. When he left I jumped up and put the lights on. They will either go away then or disappear. Sadly that doesn't help much because they are in my head. I used to keep a flashlight near me but my husband saw me shining it around and now he watches me to see if I am going to do anything weird. 

Logically I know they are not there. They can't hurt me. My husband just walked down the hall that was blocked by the giant spiders. Right on through. Never saw a thing just went right through them. I am going to have to make the trip down the hall on crutches to the bathroom.I usually just wave them back. ""Scoot Scoot^. I'm not so sure that will work tonight.

I am not afraid. Even if I were I wouldn't show it. They still creep me out. They are sneaky and invasive and overwhelming. There doesn't seem to be an answer or a fix. I may not be scared but it sure impacts my life.

Just Stevie
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07/24/17 07:41:55AM
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Ley Lines - Unrelated / Possibly related??  

Toward the beginning I determined the ceiling fan was like a hub. As time progressed I became sure it had it's own agenda. 

This was during the time of visitors. I awoke to find orbs? flying all around my room and they were exiting out the glass slider. (there seems to be many entry/exits). I put a stop to that but there would still be some departing on the sly. I didn't understand but felt it was not a good thing. I noticed every night the ceiling fan would signal toward the slider. It was like a lighthouse. I got up close once to check it out and actually saw the light coming out of or around the fan motor. 

Eventually that stopped as more and more the webs took over. I would have to check my notes to give more detail... a year and a half of nightly action starts to blur. 🙃

Traveling Back:  For many years when I looked at something black, mostly cloth, I would see a burgundy pattern within. Further down the line  - the burgundy pattern is tied into this whole thing.

I (probably unwisely) allowed them? to take me on a trip. I had insisted knowing what was going on and wanted a tour. It was like Disney haunted house ride meets Warehouse work shop. I was never asleep. I controlled when I would go and stated "I am coming back"  I always was aware of  where I was physically and only needed to open my eyes. I wanted to know what was going on and would say "take me, show me" 

It was like a Disney ride (Wild Toad actually). I don't know whether I was sitting, standing or what. There was a large figure shrouded in what looked like part hooded robe and half pod that seemed to be in charge and many smaller that controlled "the ride". I spiraled up and went through many color changes. Always with some sort of fabric? surrounding. The colors starting with the burgundy I have always seen. Along the way I saw "settings of what appeared to be interacting as  "real people do" behind glass enclosures. I passed through a work shop that held various parts that were very similar to human parts. I went up and up always around but sometimes backed up changing directions; going down halls and through doors. They were more like plywood gates. I felt every movement. It was like a tame thrill ride. Butterflies in your stomach kind. It was fun. I eventually reached the top "Gold" I thought we would continue to next which was outside. We didn't 

More skipping - They tired of taking me touring. Instead I finally realized It was more likely I was being studied. The tall one, shrouded in what seemed to be partly a hooded robe yet a large pod, would peer at me and then give approval to small ones. They individually would closely inspect me. I would look back into thier eyes. I never saw any of them other than partial faces. They were all enclosed in a pod type thing. Sometimes there were several in the pod (I am such a bleeding heart). For some reason I thought they needed to be saved. I could have them come back to me briefly by signaling.

I started to suspect they were studying and duplicating me. Now, I am pondering aliens? From that point on when they wanted me to travel I declined. Let's not and say we did. I was also noticing a lot of what I saw was actually constructed of webs.

At some point the webs got more and more attached to me (literally). They especially want to be attached to my fingertips. They are sensitive to my moods and back off a little if I am upset over something. They will surround anyone that comes near me. They will come, retreat and change direction when I gesture. They have evolved to the point where they embed themselves within the Spanish Lace plaster walls to wait. They venture into all the rooms and drape themselves over lamps, furniture anything really. They hang from other ceiling fans and spread across doorways. I have found them in cabinets and nooks and crevices. They mostly want to be where I am. Oddly they don't really go into the office. Occasionally they will cover EVERYTHING with pattern drapes are disorienting.  All electronics are in the office with the accepting of tablets and cell phones.

It is daytime but cloudy. The light coming in through the slider is not bright. The room is still a daytime hue. The webs are crawling all over and around me. They are crawling along the walls openly. My husband came in the room. It didn't bother them atvall. Of, course, he can't  see them anyway ; but still! They are bolder everyday.

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07/24/17 07:39:52AM
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I read what I could find on Ley Lines. It is mostly history and theories. The one that appeared most understandable was pointing out there is really no such thing. Of, course, there were games & gamers. I even down loaded Google Earth. I tried to determine if we were near any, no luck

My husband would never go with this. I think the only way he would believe anything is if he saw what I see but he couldn't handle it

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 04:46:38PM
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Energy Ley Line

Energy Hub

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I am trying to look it up so far finding games like a star wars type things. I'm going back to look more. 

I instantly got a blazing headache and my stomach is flip flopping 😯😓😦

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07/23/17 03:55:54PM
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Sounded really interesting until you said "move". My husband decided he hates the house and is trying to convince me to move. I LOVE everything about the house, the property, the area. I feel integrated with the house. I can't imagine my life anywhere else 😦 

Of course, I don't know what that means so I will have to look it up.

I can't figure out how to attach photos

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 03:59:33AM
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Zacharias

WOW!! You are the first person I have found that had experienced anything remotely close to what I see. It's hard for me to remember just how the webs looked going in (I would have to look back at my notes).

I was thrust into this a few months shy of 2 yrs. It was just, look up and say oh your not my daughter. That was the start. Some can understand me. Some try to communicate. Some are in a different time they a higher power. When you die game over. I did / do believe ESP is possible. Once again Science, Energy & Brain Power explains everything.

Until... that night. Now I am in a world of impossibiliies. I see and hear ghosts. I walk in a room and the ceiling fan blades wiggle, the chair rocks, the bed rolls &  waves like the sea, walls ripple and  I can move things by looking at them. The catch? Only I see everything. This is not just in my home it can be anywhere. Occasionally I'll see a clip of people projected somewhere and what they are . doing ie. a family having dinner. I can give details on all of it. Gender, Age range, Facial features, Hair style, What thier wearing (often in color) What they are doing. If they are in my time sometimes I sense thier feelings.

Enter Webs - Game changer.The webs have reinvented themselves many times. They learn and I believe have feelings to a degree. Other than that I see no use for them. They take over. I have walked in other rooms to see them hanging off fans, light fixtures and furniture. I reach for a cup and it might have small patch in it. Another small patch looks like Cobwebs webs or dust bunnies. I think I have missed that area when I vacumn and mop floors.

This is just the tip of the iceberg 

  I understand what you mean by corner of your eye. Sometimes I kind of see them, never clearly. It's more of a glance. I feel them or it there.

I feel the same way about Marijuana. If the powers that be ever get it straight; we are going to have it without the high.

I don't understand it either 

I have little faith in Doctors. I mostly do my own research. I have a pretty good idea of diagnosis before I go to the doctors.. I contribute to deciding what tests or medication are needed. I carry my test results with me because I constantly hear oh we haven't gotten them yet

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 02:08:19AM
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  1. I guess the webs are really angry because I am trying to rid them. I am so tired but the minute I close my eyes the flimsy lacey looking sheet / curtain starts waving and the dark black ones are behind it frantic like rushing me. the room is full. They are doing their little trick where they cover the walls and ceiling and everything in the room getting near that makes me disoriented and I feel a strong pull. I am not showing or feeling any emotions except annoyance and tiredness. It's 5 a.m. and still haven't slept again
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07/23/17 12:43:12AM
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It is not a countable thing

Probably millions They can be all connected or groups large or small. On walls hanging from things or in mid air. My entire room ends up wall to wall floor to ceiling with sparkly webs (not always sparkly) looks like a dense fog or snow storm. Groups are a cross between spider webs and cobwebs

I'll go through pictures tomorrow. A lot are black. They disappear with flash I have to catch just the right back light.

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 12:22:48AM
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Zachcaria

I have taken Wellbutri for 20+ years. If I need a Serotonin Boost I use 5HTP (supplement) for a couple days. Most Fibromyalgia sufferers take a ton of serious medications. I rarely use a pain pill just Advil

Wellbutrin 

Used to Regulate Chemicals responsible for:

Norepinephrine a (stress) hormone / neurotransmitter 

Effects learning, memory & alertness

Dopamine Reward hormone

Effects pleasure & motivation

They effect many body functions I only listed a few

It doesn't take away emotions, it aids to balance what is naturally there 

I don't take:

  Serotonin reuptakers keep lines of communication going so the chemical (seratonin) can proceed instead of being sucked back in

Everyone reacts differently to medicationn

I am not actually depressed other than within the cycle of Fibromyalgi

"You know this is a spiritual matter"

Not quite sure what you mean. 

Paranormal or Religious or something else

Fibro may well be an attack on your nervous system. I don't know what it is being attacked by or how though. It also has been connected to differences found in brain, pain receptors, brain waves. Sleep is often effected because of an Alpha-Delta pattern which basically means the brain wakes up during sleep, dorment viruses. There are a ton more theories. I try to follow all the new ideas.

I don't know about Love but I have had some angry conversations. I'll keep it in check. I don't worry, I am not sad, not fearful, never a victim but really annoyed. I don't know how to stop it and I don't understand it which is very frustrating. 

I have a clear mind & know my own emotions but I am in a weakened state with the infections, surgery & Fibro flare. I don't want it to take advantage of that; it needs to leave!! I don't know what it wants. If I show the slightest attention they would be all over me. They are so eager to see me and be with me. It's creepy! I am so tired of them. 

 Your right about tricking me or trying to anyway. This all started with nightly visits from spirits. From the now, passed and some other plane? I kind of enjoyed it. I felt a purpose; really still do feel like I should DO something. I just didn't know what. At some point these webs starting showing up. The visitors dwindled to none now. I would tell them I wanted to have the visitors back. They let a few through and then tried a feeble attempt at forming replacement visitors. For a while I was seeing theme park rides. It got to the point where anything I touched or looked at displayed the rides. Then one day they stopped. After, I heard on the news some teens in another state had gotten stuck at the top of a ride. It got a little intense but they got them down. It was in another state. Coincidence? who knows. The webs started trying to duplicate. What a joke. There is a very complicated event probably the biggest trick where a man was trying to come to me (in my thoughts) but I could only get glimpses of parts of his face he was wrapped. When he got closer I noticed webs were trying to get through. When I started to refuse I stopped seeing him. I thought he might need rescuing. I am a bleeding heart.  

"Herbs, stones and crystals help. Bach flower remedies help. Smuging with sage" 

I don't have access to any of these

"Swimming in moving water " 

I have a pool but I can't go in for another 8 wks.

 "Exercise" 

I'll be starting therapy soon but can't go to gym for at least 8 wks!

Just Stevie
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07/22/17 08:59:39PM
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Womanwhowalks 

It was a day or 2 then I wake up ( I  pretty much wake up during the night every night often several times sometimes all night ) opened my eyes to be confronted with a group of the black thick long legged ones right in front of my face. I shove them away a little frantically. Cover my head with the covers and go back to sleep. Since then they both hang around. When I came back from surgery I didn't see them for three or 4 days Yeah! NOT! They started it up again. 

Would pictures or video help?

Thank you for getting back to me

Just Stevie
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07/21/17 01:51:10PM
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Thank you hop-daddy

A respite sounds wonderful but it does follow me. Right now I am not mobile plus my husband would have a heart attack. We are always together and he worries if I go to the store. He is really freaked out about this. He tried to understand, he tried to help. He knows very little about it and I stopped telling. To him at this point it is a Medical problem. "Go to the Dr" I say what and tell him I see ghosts? Here come the men in white coats and all kind of pills. I think not LOL

Wellbutrin is not a Serotonin re-take inhibitor. It works with Dopamine and Norepinephrine the "feel good chemicals". I stay on it mostly for Fibro. I will keep Deproloft in mind. I have had my share of drugs that don't work. I am in to natural too.

Thank you for caring!

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I guess I really made them angry. They are all but invisible and floating around me w/slider verticles open. They are gathering in corners. when I tried to wave one back to wherever it through web in front of me with a tiny VERY realistic brown spider hanging in it. when I sat up to look closer, of course it disappeared
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07/21/17 07:24:54AM
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Health & Paranormal


Psychic and Paranormal

G - Back again

Health issues have been addressed. Iron Deficiency (mostly) Still think whatever it is sucks the life out of me

Currently 6-8 wks will be spent healing from torn tendon repair in hip Kinda major 6" slice So been away awhile.

I take only Wellbutrin  (for longer than I can remember) I quit cold turkey several times w/no side effects except I slowly fall into a deep depression. I gave up trying to discontinue. It silently works never had a problem. I am way done experimenting with whatever "new" Fibro drug comes along. I take Anvil and deal with it. I rarely take a pain pill. They don't work much for me anyway. I don't do drugs or drink.

For a year and a 1/2 I have Googled and researched constantly. Some of it makes sense most I don't even know how to relate to. I don't give up trying. I don't try to talk to my husband about it because he just can't handle it. He gets extremely worried.

With all the researching and reaching out; I have NEVER found anything close to what I am dealing with. I left No open doors; never experimented even though I used to live near Cassadaga, Famous Home to Psychics.

It's the Webs!!

I have shut EVERYTHING thing else down I can. I don't glance at ANYTHING too long. I ignore, I interact ONLY enough to try to keep them directly away from me. I can stop them and redirect but it's so all encompassing it's futile.

I thought Womenwhowalks was able to send them packing but a day later they came back stronger than ever. I thought after surgery they were going to leave me alone but no... in a couple days... hello.

Imagine trying to never look but impossible not to see; a line of dark spider type movement crossing top of walls, verticle blinds, down the corners of connecting walls and eventually they begin expanding until my room looks like it's filled with a dense sparkling fog. They are in constant movement and regrouping. They will spread across doorways like an actual spiderweb. Used to be they left with daylight but now they are often there only almost invisible. They used to return to the ceiling fan now they also blend into the walls. Spanish lace plaster provides a wonderful hiding place. Used to be if the TV was on they were kept at bay; now they try to creep in anyway. I catch it and send them away. I try to ignore, turn the TV off and sleep. I open my eyes and there they are filling the room. I started to leave the TV on but some still hang around even after dawn. I tried pulling the sheet over my head but sometime ago they began showing up when my eyes closed. I learned to not see it. They are back at that again and I can't stop them unless I keep opening my eyes and refocusing which is maddening. Immediately there is a lacy something. It starts out red but if I allow it, there is a pattern of color change. This thing waves and billows as it gets closer and behind it I start to see frantic spider like fluttering. I can hold my hand up to stop them and wave them away but they come right back. I really look like a loon doing that. Sleep is coming less and less. I dread it. I am exhausted.

Mostly they are fine almost translucent but there are some able to turn into black very thick and spider looking clumps or expand over an area of wall. 

They change, adapt and learn. They punish. Send out the black really creepy ones to try to scare me. As I walk through the house I would feel tiny little stings on my legs, they have even dropped a glob of yellow something on my leg. I rarely can feel them but they have on occasion tried to wrap themselves around my ankles and trip me as I walk through doorways. I don't let them rattle me. They will attach to me when they can and to any electronics I am holding.

The week before surgery I had a sinus infection. A couple days after I got a UTI. Fibro is kicking in big time. I am already weak from surgery. I can't walk, sit or bend. A trip to the bathroom on crutches almost takes me out.

I am normally VERY independent. I am the caretaker, the fixer but I have fought this alone so long I don't know how much longer I can take this. I have never been afraid. I know they can't hurt me but I think they are going to wear on me until they win.

I know it's real. It is not easy but I have gotten pictures and video. My husband says it is shadows or blurry; looks like trick photography... Denial

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/13/17 12:37:38PM
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"Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I am serious though about not understanding the concepts.
I read and research all the time
I even spoke (email) to a Ghost Hunter Group. She is actual living in my same area. She basically said none of what I told her could be true and I should see a doctor.

I believe in some kind of Higher Power and appreciate the worldful Earth and all it's inhabitants but definitely not Spiritual.


I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.

Angels and Spirit Guides...
Where are they? What do they look like? What do they do? How do I find them?

I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.🤔

I don't know What is or How to:
Ground, Cleanse or Smudge

I don't know what is:
Checking Energy
Energy Cords
Cords of Attatchment
Parasite
Chakras
Protection Stones

Meditation (I can't focus very long) I have to put drops in my eyes every night and keep them closed for three minutes. It feels more like three hours. I usually cheat.

I can't go out and buy anything because I am having surgery for a torn tendon and can't drive for at least 6 - 8 weeks.
My husband is not going to take me anywhere except to a Dr to get fixed because I am not normal 🙄😃

Here's a tidbit..... you may not have heard of this but I lived close by this Famous little Community. Too bad I moved.
"Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp in Central Florida, Spiritual healing, mediums, psychics, ..."
They would be handy right now 😉😄
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/12/17 08:37:18PM
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PineSprings

Your so right.👍
I am one of original when some Drs were starting to get on board.
I tried all kinds of "medications" I was part of several "Studies" I was even sent to Shands Hospital to see a Big time Specialist. I had to wait a year for the appointment. (It's in Florida so you may not have heard of it.) He ran me through every test you can think of plus all kind of computer programs.
Point being... Oh yeah, he confirmed the diagnosis. THEN I find out I was a "test" subject. He wouldn't give me results. He sent my Primary Doctor a quickie recap and a prescribed an old tired drug I had been in a drug study for, previously. I got sick of meds that make you sicker then they give you more drugs. At this time I am more up on Fibro and meds than most Drs.
So now I take Wellbutin &
Advil. That's all. A Rheumatologist told me to take 4 tablets 800mg as a dose or don't even bother.
I am such a "Chatty Cathy"
Sorry - BTW Lyrica is useless.👎 I was in a study for it and tried it twice. Weight gain that is hard to lose. Insatiable Appetite
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/12/17 06:49:46PM
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WOW! What great responses. I am truly grateful for your knowledge & time

I keep coming back to this group because it is the only creditable source.

OK, Now I am going to say I will be brief but I lie. Not intentionally mind you; I just never can. Always one more thing to say... plus because I am a borderline perfectionist. I want to make sure I have been descriptive enough. 🤔😅

First order of business:
Please don't think I am simply ignoring help. I really do not speak the language. I came into this absolutely thinking none of this is possible. Even now I am constantly checking myself to be sure it's not my imagination (of which I have none) or a shadow or misinterpretation. I am never sleeping when things happen. Many times I am sleeping but I am awakened. I know I have to look because there is always company waiting for me. I can't understand any of this because there is no reasoning. Therefore the following things I do not grasp or relate to or know how to: Angels, Spirit Guides, Grounding, Energy Cord, Cleansing, Chakras, Meditation (I can't focus long enough) Is there a book, "Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I will try not to be redundant. I know I have posts all over this site 😆

I have interacted with what I call visitors almost everyday for well over a year.
Three kinds of very detailed visits. Those who are deliberately trying to make contact with me, those who I can see and they can see me (and not real happy about it) and those I can see and they haven't a clue I am there - I connected emotionally with some. None of them were familiar. None have repeated a visit, None posed any ill will.

No one needs to worry about upsetting me. I am open to brain storming. I am pretty strong and down to earth. I use common sense and never panic

Enter Webs, they are evolving constantly. They have tried to take over and are very multifaceted. They are annoying at best; mostly discerning disruptive and creepy. I can communicate to some degree. I complain and they conform a behavior. I say I am done, get out and they do something to try to win me over. I get sucked in again. They respond to hand signals like stop, go back and go in another direction. They attempt frightening me; not gonna happen. They can create a human type form similar to the visitors to evoke forgiveness or trickery. They can give off the feeling that they are hurt when I don't respond in a way they want. None of this can really be understood without having the experience.

This was SUPER freaky. My husband called me to come out to the pool area to show me something. It was very dark. I got disoriented (they are capable of doing that) and was walking slowly so as to not fall into the pool. When my husband spoke I followed his voice. He was in a lighted area. As I got closer I jumped back in shock. Spirits began to come out of him. It was as though they were getting off a bus. They were fully formed and dressed. There was about 4 or 5 that exited, took a few steps then disappeared. When he spoke the spell was broken. No others followed.

Here is my last "I just thought of something else" thing. When I happen to look at something for more than a few seconds; there is a good chance of watching a little movie clip on a wall or TV or picture or window or wherever. I see people / family going about everyday life. They only last a few seconds.

When I close my eyes several colored patterned layers come towards me. At that point I am dealing with one entity that is encompassed in a pod like web. He knows I want to know who he is and about the others.
I had to fight for control of these visions. I had let them in originally. I had annoyed them i forget how. At first i couldn't close my eyes to sleep because the instant I did they took over.
There is a way long story. So i guess i can thank myself lol
I liked the visitors. I was sure that I was needed. Plus desperate for answers i pursued.
I really don't believe they are harmful. They are pushy & overbearing. I don't want to see how far they will go.

Just FYI... many, many years ago i would fool around with a Ouija Board. One night we kept asking the same question. (don't even remember what) The point kept going directly to Goodbye and flying off the board. All of a sudden (of course dark, maybe a candle or two). I felt first and then turned to see kind of a black hooded / cloaked form. The pure Evil I felt was like none other
I shut off immediately before the imminent harm. NEVER NEVER came near another board!

Now see.... I can't quit.😂
I should have send this yesterday before I could add more.

The really, really LAST note!
I was able to get pictures & video of the initial spider parade around the room and then the room itself. Lousy camera woman 😁 but no editing
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/09/17 08:45:07AM
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This sounds like great advice. The problem is I have no idea what your telling me. This Paranormal stuff just suddenly was dropped on me. There is SO MUCH more going on I must be a magnet. MAJOR problem is webs (which is something no one else has had?) It is a passive power struggle When this all started , and even still, I have felt like I needed to do something. I am a bleeding heart Libra. I think I was put on Earth to be a "caretaker & fixer". So, I am prime pickings for whatever is out there. I keep wavering back & forth. Is it "? Good or harmful. I don't sense any "evil". I am in control & can control the webs to some degree. I get response. But.... I think this control might just be "It's way to control me".

I can see, hear (not so much) and do a lot but the thing with that is no one else does and there are no physical changes actually happening. My husband gave up a long time ago and just worries I am sick. So I can't do things that others do like smudging (whatever that is).

Basically it's like someone gives me a piano without lessons. I just plunk around until it kinda sorta sounds good.

I am always researching and trying to understand the what, where, why, who & how. Answers that really aren't there.

Bet you're sorry you answered!  TMI 😉😃

Thank you for responding ☺

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/08/17 02:37:37PM
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Vision or Coincidence ?


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I was at my gym one day laying on an exercise bed just staring up at the ceiling. I saw something but I thought it was either a reflection or shadowing. I then realized it couldn't be because it wouldn't have been in the right place. The more I Iooked the more I could see it looked like maybe beds were going around up and down like a ride almost. Eventually it became clear. I saw that it was a carnival ride. It had people on it but I' never actually saw the people. I could see the forms getting an idea that it was a person.  I knew it was carnival rides because I could see the mechanisms underneath. It was the ride that has a row of people sitting side-by-side, about 8 across and a likewise row on the other side.  It's the one that goes back and forth until it finally goes all the way over. The vision was fast maybe three or four seconds and then fade. It would return in a few more seconds and it would come back again and this repeated.

This Vision was there for maybe 2 weeks every time I went to the gym. Soon I started to see it more places. The TV screen, the wall, the ceiling. Eventually it was everywhere. I could look in a frying pan and there on the bottom was the vision. Each time I was able to see a little more detail. The rides would change. I could clearly make out what ride it was. Still not the people, although, I could tell there were men, there were women and there were children but no details. I got used to it. It would just be everywhere I looked. One day it sudenly stopped. I didn't think about until I heard on the news that several children in Texas were caught on the top of a carnival ride for several hours. I Iive no where near

What do you think connection or coincidence....?


updated by @just-stevie: 12/04/17 11:11:49PM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/08/17 12:27:17PM
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I have been involved with; let's call it "Paranormal Activity" as there are too many facets to name.

At no time have I felt fearful; great annoyance,, yeah!

Since up until well over a year ago I was a TOTAL skeptic; now I just go with the flow of daily interaction.

Hence is the Query:

Is it possible that this deep involvement could take a toll on my health?

Fatigue I get (especially with Fibro) but it is odd things that none of the many tests & Drs can shed light on.

To sum up:

Basically one day I looked in the mirror and said "OMG, I look like my grandmother!". My thighs and abdomen are very bloated. One Dr said cellulite. - I don't think so - it's like a water filed balloon plus there were dark wide horizontal rings around my thighs. I have dark circles under my eyes  and towards the evening look like they have pink eye shadow on them. My face gets very puffy My skin is shrivel looking. All weird but I figured ok, it could happen. Now though, I  have diminished sound. (Except for the music in my head (that's for another day) my sight range comes and goes. I can't read anything; like a newspaper or instructions. Ophthalmologist said no problems. Opticians come up with different numbers so I hesitate to spend all that money to no avail. This morning I sat at my desk and couldn't read the words on my computer.

Two of the WORST:

My fingernails have vertical ridges and they are curving inward like a tent

AND... I AM LOSING MY VERY LONG HAIR! IT IS AT LEAST 50% THINNER.

So... Do you think my energy is used as their energy or am I just falling apart? 


updated by @just-stevie: 09/19/17 10:41:28AM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/29/17 02:06:14AM
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A question about Visions


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Houston we have Lift off!
👌😃
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/29/17 12:43:44AM
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A question about Visions


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I give up! LOL
I can't figure out how to accept a friend. The little box is already checked
I am Social Media Challenged
Please advise 🙄
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/28/17 10:53:10PM
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SO happy to find someone else experiencing similar sights. I would love to compare incidents.
I have kept detailed notes. I too worry about the validity. I am REALLY careful to make sure what I see is not a shadow or my imagination etc. I have additional unexplained events. When your up to the challenge and if you want I'll fill you in sometime. Are you having any strange additional events?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/28/17 08:14:26PM
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Thank you for your response and advice. I guess you missed the part where I said I was NOT asleep. NONE of my posts come from dreams. I am not imaginative in the least. Anything I post is true and exact. I can't explain it and I would not believe me either. Unfortunately it is happening as well as a lot more.
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