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Just Stevie
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09/26/17 09:40:47AM
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just throwing this out there...
maybe because once you come face to face with something that's been hidden you have to come to terms with it. it was there all along and made your burden heavier. Sometimes accepting puts a new light on it and then you can move on. The thing about memories is that's what they are; just memories. No matter how bad anything is it is easier to handle because you know it can only be a memory. It can only hurt you if you let it.
It works for good as well. Cherish the moment because it too will become a memory and you choose how it effects you
So my theory is your load will be lightened with one less worry if you let it
Just Stevie
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09/12/17 03:55:01PM
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Wind


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kaitlyn-brokaw
I am ashamed to say the hurricane barely skidded past us but it caused horrible damage in Counties all around.
The wind was some gusty intermittently but no big deal.
I am surrounded by various types of huge trees but the only thing it bothered was a spindly floral tree.
I was out during some of it and I felt let down. I have been in a downer ever since . it feels like an old friend came past but didn't come by and visit
I should be kissing the earth I still have a home. No logic
Just Stevie
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09/12/17 03:42:56PM
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zacharias
It seems perverse but I believe you're right. It's just a shame that things need to come to that before people start caring about others instead of just themselves. Texas with a great proof of that. I can't say what's going on with Louisiana though they don't seem to learn LOL
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09/12/17 03:38:26PM
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4peace
I've not heard of an air sign. Up until some years back I was pretty straight arrow until I started seeing an acupuncturist. We would have great talks about the "Esoteric" etc. I wasn't sure I quite got it but it was fascinating. I believe it was determined I'm wind or wood or something like that. Of Course since the Paranormal experiences started I'm ready to believe in just about anything LOL
Just Stevie
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09/09/17 03:07:41PM
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This is going to sound horrible if taken out of context

I live in Florida - the entire state is under a hurricane warning tornados storm surges and almost total evacuation. We are being told that this is the worst storm in well - ever  Teetering between cat 4 / cat 5 it's a waiting / guessing game.

Granted I feel pretty safe riding it out. We are prepared and probably in one of the safest areas and in the sturdiest house. I have been through several hurricanes and I know we can never be sure what is going to actually happen but it's definitely serious danger.

St Martian (I believe that was the name of the island) has been flattened 95% destroyed. The eye of the hurricane is headed straight for Key West (I love Key West) and expected to go completely through Florida's center causing problems across the entire state to some degree.

Here's the shame on me part..

I have actually been looking forward to this for days. Of course not the destruction and harm to people and property but I feel an energy an excitement  in the air. I love the wind. I'm so drawn to it. I just want to be outside. I feel the electricity. I feel like I'm part of it; not in a human way but as the element.  I see the trees outside billowing in the wind. I feel like it's calling me.

Does anyone else feel like this or affected by weather?

I also love being out in the rain and watching lightening. Florida being a lightening capital I have to restrain. Too many deaths from it.

Just Stevie
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07/24/17 08:20:20PM
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Well now the webs are really really angry because I am trying to get rid of them!. I am laying in bed TV ON. My husband is next to me, in the room! Are the webs retracting or waiting on the down low. That would be a big NO. I looked up.  Not to see anything just because when I leaned back that's where my eyes went naturally.

The entire ceiling is draped with what I normally see when I close my eyes. It's billowing up and down. The frantic movement of the spider type webs behind it. So I  avoid looking up. Problem is the same thing happening on the sides. Appearing in front of me on the wall their is a group larger and blacker than ever. They stretch out their thick legs and fold them as they climb up & down and over each other. They know the big black ones creep me out. I look away. The ceiling and sides are pulsating. I am not looking. I stare between the tablet in front of me and the TV. I feel them next me. I can't help but see them peripherally. Just enough for me to know their there. I can continue to do this for now but I am dreading the night AGAIN! My husband will fall asleep. The TV will stay on but that's not going to help tonight. I won't  be able to close my eyes or they will be there. I can't block them anymore. I have to get so sleepy I don't realize when I fall asleep. Last night I finally fell asleep. My husband has a problem staying asleep so sometimes when he wakes up he will go to the spare room so he won't wake me. This happened about 4 a.m.. He turned off the TV and I jolted awake. When he left I jumped up and put the lights on. They will either go away then or disappear. Sadly that doesn't help much because they are in my head. I used to keep a flashlight near me but my husband saw me shining it around and now he watches me to see if I am going to do anything weird. 

Logically I know they are not there. They can't hurt me. My husband just walked down the hall that was blocked by the giant spiders. Right on through. Never saw a thing just went right through them. I am going to have to make the trip down the hall on crutches to the bathroom.I usually just wave them back. ""Scoot Scoot^. I'm not so sure that will work tonight.

I am not afraid. Even if I were I wouldn't show it. They still creep me out. They are sneaky and invasive and overwhelming. There doesn't seem to be an answer or a fix. I may not be scared but it sure impacts my life.

Just Stevie
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07/24/17 07:41:55AM
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Ley Lines - Unrelated / Possibly related??  

Toward the beginning I determined the ceiling fan was like a hub. As time progressed I became sure it had it's own agenda. 

This was during the time of visitors. I awoke to find orbs? flying all around my room and they were exiting out the glass slider. (there seems to be many entry/exits). I put a stop to that but there would still be some departing on the sly. I didn't understand but felt it was not a good thing. I noticed every night the ceiling fan would signal toward the slider. It was like a lighthouse. I got up close once to check it out and actually saw the light coming out of or around the fan motor. 

Eventually that stopped as more and more the webs took over. I would have to check my notes to give more detail... a year and a half of nightly action starts to blur. 🙃

Traveling Back:  For many years when I looked at something black, mostly cloth, I would see a burgundy pattern within. Further down the line  - the burgundy pattern is tied into this whole thing.

I (probably unwisely) allowed them? to take me on a trip. I had insisted knowing what was going on and wanted a tour. It was like Disney haunted house ride meets Warehouse work shop. I was never asleep. I controlled when I would go and stated "I am coming back"  I always was aware of  where I was physically and only needed to open my eyes. I wanted to know what was going on and would say "take me, show me" 

It was like a Disney ride (Wild Toad actually). I don't know whether I was sitting, standing or what. There was a large figure shrouded in what looked like part hooded robe and half pod that seemed to be in charge and many smaller that controlled "the ride". I spiraled up and went through many color changes. Always with some sort of fabric? surrounding. The colors starting with the burgundy I have always seen. Along the way I saw "settings of what appeared to be interacting as  "real people do" behind glass enclosures. I passed through a work shop that held various parts that were very similar to human parts. I went up and up always around but sometimes backed up changing directions; going down halls and through doors. They were more like plywood gates. I felt every movement. It was like a tame thrill ride. Butterflies in your stomach kind. It was fun. I eventually reached the top "Gold" I thought we would continue to next which was outside. We didn't 

More skipping - They tired of taking me touring. Instead I finally realized It was more likely I was being studied. The tall one, shrouded in what seemed to be partly a hooded robe yet a large pod, would peer at me and then give approval to small ones. They individually would closely inspect me. I would look back into thier eyes. I never saw any of them other than partial faces. They were all enclosed in a pod type thing. Sometimes there were several in the pod (I am such a bleeding heart). For some reason I thought they needed to be saved. I could have them come back to me briefly by signaling.

I started to suspect they were studying and duplicating me. Now, I am pondering aliens? From that point on when they wanted me to travel I declined. Let's not and say we did. I was also noticing a lot of what I saw was actually constructed of webs.

At some point the webs got more and more attached to me (literally). They especially want to be attached to my fingertips. They are sensitive to my moods and back off a little if I am upset over something. They will surround anyone that comes near me. They will come, retreat and change direction when I gesture. They have evolved to the point where they embed themselves within the Spanish Lace plaster walls to wait. They venture into all the rooms and drape themselves over lamps, furniture anything really. They hang from other ceiling fans and spread across doorways. I have found them in cabinets and nooks and crevices. They mostly want to be where I am. Oddly they don't really go into the office. Occasionally they will cover EVERYTHING with pattern drapes are disorienting.  All electronics are in the office with the accepting of tablets and cell phones.

It is daytime but cloudy. The light coming in through the slider is not bright. The room is still a daytime hue. The webs are crawling all over and around me. They are crawling along the walls openly. My husband came in the room. It didn't bother them atvall. Of, course, he can't  see them anyway ; but still! They are bolder everyday.

Just Stevie
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07/24/17 07:39:52AM
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I read what I could find on Ley Lines. It is mostly history and theories. The one that appeared most understandable was pointing out there is really no such thing. Of, course, there were games & gamers. I even down loaded Google Earth. I tried to determine if we were near any, no luck

My husband would never go with this. I think the only way he would believe anything is if he saw what I see but he couldn't handle it

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 04:46:38PM
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Energy Ley Line

Energy Hub

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 04:04:37PM
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I am trying to look it up so far finding games like a star wars type things. I'm going back to look more. 

I instantly got a blazing headache and my stomach is flip flopping 😯😓😦

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 03:55:54PM
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Sounded really interesting until you said "move". My husband decided he hates the house and is trying to convince me to move. I LOVE everything about the house, the property, the area. I feel integrated with the house. I can't imagine my life anywhere else 😦 

Of course, I don't know what that means so I will have to look it up.

I can't figure out how to attach photos

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 03:59:33AM
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Zacharias

WOW!! You are the first person I have found that had experienced anything remotely close to what I see. It's hard for me to remember just how the webs looked going in (I would have to look back at my notes).

I was thrust into this a few months shy of 2 yrs. It was just, look up and say oh your not my daughter. That was the start. Some can understand me. Some try to communicate. Some are in a different time they a higher power. When you die game over. I did / do believe ESP is possible. Once again Science, Energy & Brain Power explains everything.

Until... that night. Now I am in a world of impossibiliies. I see and hear ghosts. I walk in a room and the ceiling fan blades wiggle, the chair rocks, the bed rolls &  waves like the sea, walls ripple and  I can move things by looking at them. The catch? Only I see everything. This is not just in my home it can be anywhere. Occasionally I'll see a clip of people projected somewhere and what they are . doing ie. a family having dinner. I can give details on all of it. Gender, Age range, Facial features, Hair style, What thier wearing (often in color) What they are doing. If they are in my time sometimes I sense thier feelings.

Enter Webs - Game changer.The webs have reinvented themselves many times. They learn and I believe have feelings to a degree. Other than that I see no use for them. They take over. I have walked in other rooms to see them hanging off fans, light fixtures and furniture. I reach for a cup and it might have small patch in it. Another small patch looks like Cobwebs webs or dust bunnies. I think I have missed that area when I vacumn and mop floors.

This is just the tip of the iceberg 

  I understand what you mean by corner of your eye. Sometimes I kind of see them, never clearly. It's more of a glance. I feel them or it there.

I feel the same way about Marijuana. If the powers that be ever get it straight; we are going to have it without the high.

I don't understand it either 

I have little faith in Doctors. I mostly do my own research. I have a pretty good idea of diagnosis before I go to the doctors.. I contribute to deciding what tests or medication are needed. I carry my test results with me because I constantly hear oh we haven't gotten them yet

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/23/17 02:08:19AM
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  1. I guess the webs are really angry because I am trying to rid them. I am so tired but the minute I close my eyes the flimsy lacey looking sheet / curtain starts waving and the dark black ones are behind it frantic like rushing me. the room is full. They are doing their little trick where they cover the walls and ceiling and everything in the room getting near that makes me disoriented and I feel a strong pull. I am not showing or feeling any emotions except annoyance and tiredness. It's 5 a.m. and still haven't slept again
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/23/17 12:43:12AM
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It is not a countable thing

Probably millions They can be all connected or groups large or small. On walls hanging from things or in mid air. My entire room ends up wall to wall floor to ceiling with sparkly webs (not always sparkly) looks like a dense fog or snow storm. Groups are a cross between spider webs and cobwebs

I'll go through pictures tomorrow. A lot are black. They disappear with flash I have to catch just the right back light.

Just Stevie
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07/23/17 12:22:48AM
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Zachcaria

I have taken Wellbutri for 20+ years. If I need a Serotonin Boost I use 5HTP (supplement) for a couple days. Most Fibromyalgia sufferers take a ton of serious medications. I rarely use a pain pill just Advil

Wellbutrin 

Used to Regulate Chemicals responsible for:

Norepinephrine a (stress) hormone / neurotransmitter 

Effects learning, memory & alertness

Dopamine Reward hormone

Effects pleasure & motivation

They effect many body functions I only listed a few

It doesn't take away emotions, it aids to balance what is naturally there 

I don't take:

  Serotonin reuptakers keep lines of communication going so the chemical (seratonin) can proceed instead of being sucked back in

Everyone reacts differently to medicationn

I am not actually depressed other than within the cycle of Fibromyalgi

"You know this is a spiritual matter"

Not quite sure what you mean. 

Paranormal or Religious or something else

Fibro may well be an attack on your nervous system. I don't know what it is being attacked by or how though. It also has been connected to differences found in brain, pain receptors, brain waves. Sleep is often effected because of an Alpha-Delta pattern which basically means the brain wakes up during sleep, dorment viruses. There are a ton more theories. I try to follow all the new ideas.

I don't know about Love but I have had some angry conversations. I'll keep it in check. I don't worry, I am not sad, not fearful, never a victim but really annoyed. I don't know how to stop it and I don't understand it which is very frustrating. 

I have a clear mind & know my own emotions but I am in a weakened state with the infections, surgery & Fibro flare. I don't want it to take advantage of that; it needs to leave!! I don't know what it wants. If I show the slightest attention they would be all over me. They are so eager to see me and be with me. It's creepy! I am so tired of them. 

 Your right about tricking me or trying to anyway. This all started with nightly visits from spirits. From the now, passed and some other plane? I kind of enjoyed it. I felt a purpose; really still do feel like I should DO something. I just didn't know what. At some point these webs starting showing up. The visitors dwindled to none now. I would tell them I wanted to have the visitors back. They let a few through and then tried a feeble attempt at forming replacement visitors. For a while I was seeing theme park rides. It got to the point where anything I touched or looked at displayed the rides. Then one day they stopped. After, I heard on the news some teens in another state had gotten stuck at the top of a ride. It got a little intense but they got them down. It was in another state. Coincidence? who knows. The webs started trying to duplicate. What a joke. There is a very complicated event probably the biggest trick where a man was trying to come to me (in my thoughts) but I could only get glimpses of parts of his face he was wrapped. When he got closer I noticed webs were trying to get through. When I started to refuse I stopped seeing him. I thought he might need rescuing. I am a bleeding heart.  

"Herbs, stones and crystals help. Bach flower remedies help. Smuging with sage" 

I don't have access to any of these

"Swimming in moving water " 

I have a pool but I can't go in for another 8 wks.

 "Exercise" 

I'll be starting therapy soon but can't go to gym for at least 8 wks!

Just Stevie
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07/22/17 08:59:39PM
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Womanwhowalks 

It was a day or 2 then I wake up ( I  pretty much wake up during the night every night often several times sometimes all night ) opened my eyes to be confronted with a group of the black thick long legged ones right in front of my face. I shove them away a little frantically. Cover my head with the covers and go back to sleep. Since then they both hang around. When I came back from surgery I didn't see them for three or 4 days Yeah! NOT! They started it up again. 

Would pictures or video help?

Thank you for getting back to me

Just Stevie
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07/21/17 01:51:10PM
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Thank you hop-daddy

A respite sounds wonderful but it does follow me. Right now I am not mobile plus my husband would have a heart attack. We are always together and he worries if I go to the store. He is really freaked out about this. He tried to understand, he tried to help. He knows very little about it and I stopped telling. To him at this point it is a Medical problem. "Go to the Dr" I say what and tell him I see ghosts? Here come the men in white coats and all kind of pills. I think not LOL

Wellbutrin is not a Serotonin re-take inhibitor. It works with Dopamine and Norepinephrine the "feel good chemicals". I stay on it mostly for Fibro. I will keep Deproloft in mind. I have had my share of drugs that don't work. I am in to natural too.

Thank you for caring!

Just Stevie
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07/21/17 10:10:37AM
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I guess I really made them angry. They are all but invisible and floating around me w/slider verticles open. They are gathering in corners. when I tried to wave one back to wherever it through web in front of me with a tiny VERY realistic brown spider hanging in it. when I sat up to look closer, of course it disappeared
Just Stevie
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07/21/17 07:24:54AM
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G - Back again

Health issues have been addressed. Iron Deficiency (mostly) Still think whatever it is sucks the life out of me

Currently 6-8 wks will be spent healing from torn tendon repair in hip Kinda major 6" slice So been away awhile.

I take only Wellbutrin  (for longer than I can remember) I quit cold turkey several times w/no side effects except I slowly fall into a deep depression. I gave up trying to discontinue. It silently works never had a problem. I am way done experimenting with whatever "new" Fibro drug comes along. I take Anvil and deal with it. I rarely take a pain pill. They don't work much for me anyway. I don't do drugs or drink.

For a year and a 1/2 I have Googled and researched constantly. Some of it makes sense most I don't even know how to relate to. I don't give up trying. I don't try to talk to my husband about it because he just can't handle it. He gets extremely worried.

With all the researching and reaching out; I have NEVER found anything close to what I am dealing with. I left No open doors; never experimented even though I used to live near Cassadaga, Famous Home to Psychics.

It's the Webs!!

I have shut EVERYTHING thing else down I can. I don't glance at ANYTHING too long. I ignore, I interact ONLY enough to try to keep them directly away from me. I can stop them and redirect but it's so all encompassing it's futile.

I thought Womenwhowalks was able to send them packing but a day later they came back stronger than ever. I thought after surgery they were going to leave me alone but no... in a couple days... hello.

Imagine trying to never look but impossible not to see; a line of dark spider type movement crossing top of walls, verticle blinds, down the corners of connecting walls and eventually they begin expanding until my room looks like it's filled with a dense sparkling fog. They are in constant movement and regrouping. They will spread across doorways like an actual spiderweb. Used to be they left with daylight but now they are often there only almost invisible. They used to return to the ceiling fan now they also blend into the walls. Spanish lace plaster provides a wonderful hiding place. Used to be if the TV was on they were kept at bay; now they try to creep in anyway. I catch it and send them away. I try to ignore, turn the TV off and sleep. I open my eyes and there they are filling the room. I started to leave the TV on but some still hang around even after dawn. I tried pulling the sheet over my head but sometime ago they began showing up when my eyes closed. I learned to not see it. They are back at that again and I can't stop them unless I keep opening my eyes and refocusing which is maddening. Immediately there is a lacy something. It starts out red but if I allow it, there is a pattern of color change. This thing waves and billows as it gets closer and behind it I start to see frantic spider like fluttering. I can hold my hand up to stop them and wave them away but they come right back. I really look like a loon doing that. Sleep is coming less and less. I dread it. I am exhausted.

Mostly they are fine almost translucent but there are some able to turn into black very thick and spider looking clumps or expand over an area of wall. 

They change, adapt and learn. They punish. Send out the black really creepy ones to try to scare me. As I walk through the house I would feel tiny little stings on my legs, they have even dropped a glob of yellow something on my leg. I rarely can feel them but they have on occasion tried to wrap themselves around my ankles and trip me as I walk through doorways. I don't let them rattle me. They will attach to me when they can and to any electronics I am holding.

The week before surgery I had a sinus infection. A couple days after I got a UTI. Fibro is kicking in big time. I am already weak from surgery. I can't walk, sit or bend. A trip to the bathroom on crutches almost takes me out.

I am normally VERY independent. I am the caretaker, the fixer but I have fought this alone so long I don't know how much longer I can take this. I have never been afraid. I know they can't hurt me but I think they are going to wear on me until they win.

I know it's real. It is not easy but I have gotten pictures and video. My husband says it is shadows or blurry; looks like trick photography... Denial

Just Stevie
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06/13/17 12:37:38PM
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"Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I am serious though about not understanding the concepts.
I read and research all the time
I even spoke (email) to a Ghost Hunter Group. She is actual living in my same area. She basically said none of what I told her could be true and I should see a doctor.

I believe in some kind of Higher Power and appreciate the worldful Earth and all it's inhabitants but definitely not Spiritual.


I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.

Angels and Spirit Guides...
Where are they? What do they look like? What do they do? How do I find them?

I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.🤔

I don't know What is or How to:
Ground, Cleanse or Smudge

I don't know what is:
Checking Energy
Energy Cords
Cords of Attatchment
Parasite
Chakras
Protection Stones

Meditation (I can't focus very long) I have to put drops in my eyes every night and keep them closed for three minutes. It feels more like three hours. I usually cheat.

I can't go out and buy anything because I am having surgery for a torn tendon and can't drive for at least 6 - 8 weeks.
My husband is not going to take me anywhere except to a Dr to get fixed because I am not normal 🙄😃

Here's a tidbit..... you may not have heard of this but I lived close by this Famous little Community. Too bad I moved.
"Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp in Central Florida, Spiritual healing, mediums, psychics, ..."
They would be handy right now 😉😄
Just Stevie
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06/12/17 08:37:18PM
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PineSprings

Your so right.👍
I am one of original when some Drs were starting to get on board.
I tried all kinds of "medications" I was part of several "Studies" I was even sent to Shands Hospital to see a Big time Specialist. I had to wait a year for the appointment. (It's in Florida so you may not have heard of it.) He ran me through every test you can think of plus all kind of computer programs.
Point being... Oh yeah, he confirmed the diagnosis. THEN I find out I was a "test" subject. He wouldn't give me results. He sent my Primary Doctor a quickie recap and a prescribed an old tired drug I had been in a drug study for, previously. I got sick of meds that make you sicker then they give you more drugs. At this time I am more up on Fibro and meds than most Drs.
So now I take Wellbutin &
Advil. That's all. A Rheumatologist told me to take 4 tablets 800mg as a dose or don't even bother.
I am such a "Chatty Cathy"
Sorry - BTW Lyrica is useless.👎 I was in a study for it and tried it twice. Weight gain that is hard to lose. Insatiable Appetite
Just Stevie
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06/12/17 06:49:46PM
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WOW! What great responses. I am truly grateful for your knowledge & time

I keep coming back to this group because it is the only creditable source.

OK, Now I am going to say I will be brief but I lie. Not intentionally mind you; I just never can. Always one more thing to say... plus because I am a borderline perfectionist. I want to make sure I have been descriptive enough. 🤔😅

First order of business:
Please don't think I am simply ignoring help. I really do not speak the language. I came into this absolutely thinking none of this is possible. Even now I am constantly checking myself to be sure it's not my imagination (of which I have none) or a shadow or misinterpretation. I am never sleeping when things happen. Many times I am sleeping but I am awakened. I know I have to look because there is always company waiting for me. I can't understand any of this because there is no reasoning. Therefore the following things I do not grasp or relate to or know how to: Angels, Spirit Guides, Grounding, Energy Cord, Cleansing, Chakras, Meditation (I can't focus long enough) Is there a book, "Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I will try not to be redundant. I know I have posts all over this site 😆

I have interacted with what I call visitors almost everyday for well over a year.
Three kinds of very detailed visits. Those who are deliberately trying to make contact with me, those who I can see and they can see me (and not real happy about it) and those I can see and they haven't a clue I am there - I connected emotionally with some. None of them were familiar. None have repeated a visit, None posed any ill will.

No one needs to worry about upsetting me. I am open to brain storming. I am pretty strong and down to earth. I use common sense and never panic

Enter Webs, they are evolving constantly. They have tried to take over and are very multifaceted. They are annoying at best; mostly discerning disruptive and creepy. I can communicate to some degree. I complain and they conform a behavior. I say I am done, get out and they do something to try to win me over. I get sucked in again. They respond to hand signals like stop, go back and go in another direction. They attempt frightening me; not gonna happen. They can create a human type form similar to the visitors to evoke forgiveness or trickery. They can give off the feeling that they are hurt when I don't respond in a way they want. None of this can really be understood without having the experience.

This was SUPER freaky. My husband called me to come out to the pool area to show me something. It was very dark. I got disoriented (they are capable of doing that) and was walking slowly so as to not fall into the pool. When my husband spoke I followed his voice. He was in a lighted area. As I got closer I jumped back in shock. Spirits began to come out of him. It was as though they were getting off a bus. They were fully formed and dressed. There was about 4 or 5 that exited, took a few steps then disappeared. When he spoke the spell was broken. No others followed.

Here is my last "I just thought of something else" thing. When I happen to look at something for more than a few seconds; there is a good chance of watching a little movie clip on a wall or TV or picture or window or wherever. I see people / family going about everyday life. They only last a few seconds.

When I close my eyes several colored patterned layers come towards me. At that point I am dealing with one entity that is encompassed in a pod like web. He knows I want to know who he is and about the others.
I had to fight for control of these visions. I had let them in originally. I had annoyed them i forget how. At first i couldn't close my eyes to sleep because the instant I did they took over.
There is a way long story. So i guess i can thank myself lol
I liked the visitors. I was sure that I was needed. Plus desperate for answers i pursued.
I really don't believe they are harmful. They are pushy & overbearing. I don't want to see how far they will go.

Just FYI... many, many years ago i would fool around with a Ouija Board. One night we kept asking the same question. (don't even remember what) The point kept going directly to Goodbye and flying off the board. All of a sudden (of course dark, maybe a candle or two). I felt first and then turned to see kind of a black hooded / cloaked form. The pure Evil I felt was like none other
I shut off immediately before the imminent harm. NEVER NEVER came near another board!

Now see.... I can't quit.😂
I should have send this yesterday before I could add more.

The really, really LAST note!
I was able to get pictures & video of the initial spider parade around the room and then the room itself. Lousy camera woman 😁 but no editing
Just Stevie
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06/09/17 08:45:07AM
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This sounds like great advice. The problem is I have no idea what your telling me. This Paranormal stuff just suddenly was dropped on me. There is SO MUCH more going on I must be a magnet. MAJOR problem is webs (which is something no one else has had?) It is a passive power struggle When this all started , and even still, I have felt like I needed to do something. I am a bleeding heart Libra. I think I was put on Earth to be a "caretaker & fixer". So, I am prime pickings for whatever is out there. I keep wavering back & forth. Is it "? Good or harmful. I don't sense any "evil". I am in control & can control the webs to some degree. I get response. But.... I think this control might just be "It's way to control me".

I can see, hear (not so much) and do a lot but the thing with that is no one else does and there are no physical changes actually happening. My husband gave up a long time ago and just worries I am sick. So I can't do things that others do like smudging (whatever that is).

Basically it's like someone gives me a piano without lessons. I just plunk around until it kinda sorta sounds good.

I am always researching and trying to understand the what, where, why, who & how. Answers that really aren't there.

Bet you're sorry you answered!  TMI 😉😃

Thank you for responding ☺

Just Stevie
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06/08/17 02:37:37PM
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I was at my gym one day laying on an exercise bed just staring up at the ceiling. I saw something but I thought it was either a reflection or shadowing. I then realized it couldn't be because it wouldn't have been in the right place. The more I Iooked the more I could see it looked like maybe beds were going around up and down like a ride almost. Eventually it became clear. I saw that it was a carnival ride. It had people on it but I' never actually saw the people. I could see the forms getting an idea that it was a person.  I knew it was carnival rides because I could see the mechanisms underneath. It was the ride that has a row of people sitting side-by-side, about 8 across and a likewise row on the other side.  It's the one that goes back and forth until it finally goes all the way over. The vision was fast maybe three or four seconds and then fade. It would return in a few more seconds and it would come back again and this repeated.

This Vision was there for maybe 2 weeks every time I went to the gym. Soon I started to see it more places. The TV screen, the wall, the ceiling. Eventually it was everywhere. I could look in a frying pan and there on the bottom was the vision. Each time I was able to see a little more detail. The rides would change. I could clearly make out what ride it was. Still not the people, although, I could tell there were men, there were women and there were children but no details. I got used to it. It would just be everywhere I looked. One day it sudenly stopped. I didn't think about until I heard on the news that several children in Texas were caught on the top of a carnival ride for several hours. I Iive no where near

What do you think connection or coincidence....?

Just Stevie
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06/08/17 12:27:17PM
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I have been involved with; let's call it "Paranormal Activity" as there are too many facets to name.

At no time have I felt fearful; great annoyance,, yeah!

Since up until well over a year ago I was a TOTAL skeptic; now I just go with the flow of daily interaction.

Hence is the Query:

Is it possible that this deep involvement could take a toll on my health?

Fatigue I get (especially with Fibro) but it is odd things that none of the many tests & Drs can shed light on.

To sum up:

Basically one day I looked in the mirror and said "OMG, I look like my grandmother!". My thighs and abdomen are very bloated. One Dr said cellulite. - I don't think so - it's like a water filed balloon plus there were dark wide horizontal rings around my thighs. I have dark circles under my eyes  and towards the evening look like they have pink eye shadow on them. My face gets very puffy My skin is shrivel looking. All weird but I figured ok, it could happen. Now though, I  have diminished sound. (Except for the music in my head (that's for another day) my sight range comes and goes. I can't read anything; like a newspaper or instructions. Ophthalmologist said no problems. Opticians come up with different numbers so I hesitate to spend all that money to no avail. This morning I sat at my desk and couldn't read the words on my computer.

Two of the WORST:

My fingernails have vertical ridges and they are curving inward like a tent

AND... I AM LOSING MY VERY LONG HAIR! IT IS AT LEAST 50% THINNER.

So... Do you think my energy is used as their energy or am I just falling apart? 


updated by @just-stevie: 09/19/17 10:41:28AM
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04/29/17 02:06:14AM
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A question about Visions


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Houston we have Lift off!
👌😃
Just Stevie
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04/29/17 12:43:44AM
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A question about Visions


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I give up! LOL
I can't figure out how to accept a friend. The little box is already checked
I am Social Media Challenged
Please advise 🙄
Just Stevie
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04/28/17 10:53:10PM
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SO happy to find someone else experiencing similar sights. I would love to compare incidents.
I have kept detailed notes. I too worry about the validity. I am REALLY careful to make sure what I see is not a shadow or my imagination etc. I have additional unexplained events. When your up to the challenge and if you want I'll fill you in sometime. Are you having any strange additional events?
Just Stevie
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04/28/17 08:14:26PM
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Thank you for your response and advice. I guess you missed the part where I said I was NOT asleep. NONE of my posts come from dreams. I am not imaginative in the least. Anything I post is true and exact. I can't explain it and I would not believe me either. Unfortunately it is happening as well as a lot more.
Just Stevie
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04/28/17 07:01:01PM
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It's Ironic I was getting ready to post when I saw yours. I think in some way I might have a similar problem. Only I am a novice that came into the group when strange things (for me) started happening. I wanted to get information/answers to turn it into logic. A true skeptic.
So now, a year+ later I am still looking for logical answers but realize there are none.
I have had a different event each night. I call them "Visitors" too". I am not sure if you mean the same. I have never been asleep. I can describe in detail. Never the same one. Never any that I recognize. Never a distinction; men, women, children, animals both pets & wild, black, white, small, large and time periods. There seems to be 3 categories
FirVqqqst: There are ones that came to see me. They sometimes try to interact. Second: These can see me and I can see them. They are confused and often upset by it.
Third: I see them. They do not see me. They just go about they're business . I feel like a voyeur

I also see what looks like a movie clips. Different settings and people interacting. I don't know what, when or where. It just happens and only for a fleeting moment. My big thing right now is carnival rides. It began showing up on a ceiling, then anything, a wall, tv screen and even in a frying pan I was drying. Those views are between 3 to 5 seconds long. I can pick out the kind of ride but never focus on riders. I see people on the rides mostly adult but there are a few kids. Have no clue what that's about...
Just Stevie
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04/13/17 08:08:08PM
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Seeing Faces And Numbers Everywhere


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I have had "Long Crazy Stuff" past posts (for about a yr & a half).

I am not known for short posts but I'll try.

A lot of it has to do with webs but I will back burner that for awhile.

Recently while at a gym (most of it is tables that do the work for you LOL). As I was laying there staring up at the tile ceiling I started to see visions of people on a Carnival Ride. They would slip in and out of focus rapidly lasting maybe 3 - 5 seconds. I always check my self over & over to be sure I can't attribute it to anything else. Everytime I go now, I look up and there it is. Sometimes it's a different ride. I now though, have started to see this in many media. It could be a wall, a mirror, a TV screen, a picture in a frame, a window and even the inner liner of a bottle cap.
Prior to this I have had fleeting visions of people and family as though it were a TV show. It is increasing. On one hand I am very curious but I also find it distracting.

Faces: Mine are very entwined in my "web situation" physically & literally. There are face/faces encased in haphazard freeform web pods that appear as washed out grey with a gauzy burgundy back drop. I can view these with my eyes open or closed. Pretty much I can conjure up at will. These faces merely peek or look away. Or try to look but are not able. I have come face to face a few times. I have tried desperately to get a look that would enable me to describe or at least determine if they are good OR BAD??!!

The numbers I can't speak to but you might ask Bing. He is very informative.
Just Stevie
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03/26/17 04:30:41PM
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Son Seeing UFOs


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I am wondering why my phenomena is so much different than other's experienceS

I haven't a clue how to meditate. I have no patience and can't focus long enough. Everything I see or feel is in real time. I know I am in charge and have never been afraid. I did not seek these strange yet interesting events.
Just Stevie
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03/12/17 08:53:51PM
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Thank you for your response. I appreciate your thoughts and help with concepts. As I mentioned in earlier posts; I am afraid I don't have the same faith as the others. I know there is a greater Power to create the magnificent and miraculous. I thought, before my experiences, that we all are just a giant Science Project. I felt when you die that's it. Game Over. I have to admit I'm still not quite there. It certainly has rocked my world.

I don't have a support group or circle of friends. My husband tried to be supportive but without evidence he gave up.  We don't talk about it now. He still wants me to go to a Dr.  I couldn't find a Ghost Dr., Oh well! 

I don't want any other family members involved. It would just be upsetting and difficult for them.

I never was comfortable being around people in a social situation. Business networking, I was great.  I founded a Charity for Children. Always in management positions, All board positions were always Community Service, I started my own company.  I always had too much on my plate and loved it. That was until Fibromyalgia knocked on my door. I no longer had the strength to be everything to everyone.  I have pulled away from the world quite a bit. Now that I am not totally absorbed in work and keeping the rest of the balls rolling; I can't bear to see what goes on in it. It's so pointless and superficial. It's driven to declare the one with the most toys a success.

I may not be all hearts and flowers because I am more a realist but I just can't turn my back on someone in need. 

I guess  your right about Psychic Awakening. One day it was just there. "Crash Course" I KNOW what I see is there and still at the same time my brain is screaming "Does Not Compute!"

I do write everything down. I guess by now you have figured I'm quite wordy. I can never find an end.....LOL

Just Stevie
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03/11/17 06:19:11PM
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"Divine"I "Tribe"

I don't know what either of those are"

I guess I should feel like a Queen

Don't  know if you recall my claim that the ceiling fan & webs were somehow connection and had their own agenda.

I'll try to tie this together with a quick recap.

The  ceiling fan is either a leader or host. I can communicate with the fan (who or what) verbally. I can ask for modification in the actions / behavior of the webs and it will be corrected accordingly. The webs respond to hand signals. The webs form what I call beings. Ok I am getting a little ahead

The UFO beings are able to get into my mind when I allow it. They are using me to replicate looks and behaviors. I travel through their multi-level  work station and i am studied. I complained to the fan/UFOS that they were not sharing knowledge with me. The next time I was treated like Royalty. I got the full tour and was allowed to see things clearly instead of veiled. It is still difficult to recall detail because of the speed.

I can make most anything move just by looking at it. It is actually the things greet me. Walls get wavy, bedding billows, The fan has petal shaped blades that wave around. The webs crawl across the ceiling and walls. Nothing actually moves.

I still see visitors (ghosts) but not too often.

Also, I am never sleeping or dreaming 

Just Stevie
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03/11/17 03:48:21PM
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Yes, thank you that simplified it for me

What is your take on Aliens & UFOs?
Do you think they could be related somehow?
I really think a UFO tapped into me or I tapped into them. This has gone far beyond a simple haunt
I sure don't understand why me? why now?
I dont fit the mold
Just Stevie
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03/11/17 03:02:28PM
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Bill, Lotus & Anybody / Everybody?

I have  a sincere question ?

I hear talk of an Awakening, Devine Spirituality, Guardian Angels, Spirit Angels, Lightworkers, Gifts, Grounding, Astral and probably many more.

It's been over a year that I have been encountering one oddity after another. Narry a day goes past that I don't interact in some way with the unknown.

Ever since this all has started; I have thought and  felt like I should do something. Yet, that is my nature with everything; so maybe not.

I still can't relate to anyone or anything.. I have to sort this all out by myself. It's kind of lonely, and a little stressful. .

While I believe there is a Power much greater than anyone or anything. I don't subscribe to know what.

So... in all honesty What is meant by a Gift?

LOTUS - What is meant by Kinesis?  Are the objects physically moving?  Can others see them or just you?

Just Stevie
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03/09/17 08:20:58PM
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Hi Bill

I guess you already know I am a late bloomer. A diehard skeptic. I have always believed in Pychic abilities but only because I know we do not use anywhere near the capability available in our  brains.

My grandmother read Tarot Cards and was adamant about seeing a ghost in a kitchen. I was a young child so I never really paid attention.  She was a very strong personality and there was nothing she wouldn't or couldn't do. My grandfather was a colorful eccentric who worked as a member of management in Recruiting. OXYMORON?

I always sensed things and felt everything. I thought everyone did and couldn't understand their lack of understanding & Compassion Ergo.... Empath

Pop Quiz - Do I

a) See Ghosts on 3 levels 

b) Have the ability to move things /only I see

c) Possibly interacting w/ Aliens - UFOs

d) All the Above

Feel Free to write in

e) "CRAZY😆

Just Stevie
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03/03/17 12:49:25PM
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Son Seeing UFOs


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My caution would be that he makes sure he is always in charge and calling the shots. Before I decided to allow Ghosts / UFOs (or whatever this phenomenon is) into my mind I would always say "I am coming back I am not ready" I don't  know why or even if it did any good but at least I had a mindset.

You didn't say how old your son is but if he is for example under the age of 23 yrs he should be very careful.  The brain is complicated. It is still developing in young people. Now that has nothing to do with maturity (in general) or responsibility. It is purely physical development. If not careful experimenting with the unknown could lead to distorted thoughts or even Psychosis. This is not a game. None of us really know what we are subjecting ourselves to.

Of course, I am not a doctor or even a trained professional. 

Ok, that being said....

This thought process comes merely from experience and an interest in the subject.

I have a strong logical personality.  I am very much in control at all times. I am a total skeptic and I am still very careful. If I didn't know this is happening to me I wouldn't believe it.  I am still struggling with it all.

As far as why, what, when, where I am clueless LOL

Just Stevie
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03/02/17 08:37:04AM
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I had responded to a post you had posted inquiring about a post I had posted. (try saying that 3 times lol) We were both late to the party.
As I read your current post I was thinking that it sounded like my experience.
I am pasting a portion of the post. I will try to simply as I get just a little wordy.

I am not sure of what possibly led up to his quandary but i will try to relate to it.
I could close my eyes and just kind of look at a path. As I followed what at first seemed like a tunnel; it expanded into possibly rooms and then interactions began. I am apparently a ghost magnet so at that time that was the only thought.

"I decide to let myself go wherever "the force asks me to go" I always say "I am coming back."
I close my eyes the trip begins fabric waves over me each time getting closer but "this time I allow it to touch me. I am at all times aware of where I am physically. I can open my eyes anytime. In fact I have to concentrate very hard to stay focused. This is all new. I gave up fighting to work with it."
"It starts off like a Disney ride or Fun house going through tunnels." Expanding to rooms. There are levels each had a different color. I feel the sensation from the ride. It's like butterfies in your stomach. It can almost be like a slow roller coaster. It can go up and around then down. It can also go straight up or straight down. Sometimes you think your going up and all of a sudden your pulled backwards and then through a curtain door. Along the way there are things to see but they are subdued behind the lace curtains. There are forms of people with normal features. I go by too fast to get details. The coloring is only seen behind the lace so it blends in."
As being transported there were many stops. At each stop there would be a large figure in a hooded robe. These creatures seemed to have faces sometimes it appeared there were more than one face within. The large ones would lean over as if inspecting me and then pass me along to the smaller ones. Individually they would each inspect as well. One time I asked a large one if I was being inspected. Surprisingly he (?) Nodded.
That is when I started to worry and think maybe UFOs ?! Other things indicated as well.

I am laid-back & snarky. I do well under stress and look for solutions.
I say all this as a 15 yr old will not have the confidence and experience in life I have. It would be perfectly natural if he felt uncomfortable and frightened.
Without more information I could not advise (Especially since I don't know what I'm doing LOL)
I would caution that if he feels frightened or not in control he should back away from whatever it is. I am learning that I need to make it known I am in control. I can disconnect at anytime.
SO.... Ghosts/ UFO who really knows.
One other point is I see many things no one else see's. I test myself to be sure I am actually seeing what I think I see. After that I except it just IS.
I can make things move. No one else's see's it and I know it doesn't physically move. I stopped trying to explain it to myself (a diehard realist skeptic)
Ok, so of course I rambled on
But if anything helps him it will be worth it. If you need more information or a different take on it, glad to help
updated by @just-stevie: 03/02/17 08:37:26AM
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03/02/17 08:26:21AM
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Karen
I know this sounds insane but... the ceiling fan in my master bedroom seems to be the Hub. At first I thought it was all the same. I then felt like it has it's own agenda. Now I think their working together. The ghosts came first. Almost nightly and always different. There are 3 categories. The ones trying to communicate, The ones that see me and the ones where I am seeing them but they don't know about me.
The ceiling fan thing came later.
The webs originate from there usually. It also throws out different light. One such is like a light house search light.
It also seemed to be sending through (?) large groups and Orbs Willy Nilly. I put a stop to that. Yeah I'm certifiable, I talk to the fan. LOL It's clever but child like. It wags it's paddles like a puppy when it wants to engage me. I told it no one goes through without my approval. I don't like the webs. I wanted it to allow spirits through. That worked for a while. I said don't allow webs at all if your not going to let them come. Then the webs started attempting to replicate a spirit. It was laughable.
The webs change shape, density and move independently as well as, jointly. They form groups. They are in perpetual move at all times. They try to frighten me if I interfere by throwing out tarantulas. Also laughable. They are solid dark black and angular. These webs appear any where. At times an entire room will be heavily draped like cobwebs gone wild. They can and often do, fill my room with almost translucent sparkling webs. A couple times it was like being in a snow storm. They seem to want to stay in contact with me often literally. I can control them to a certain degree. I can stop them, make them retreat in any direction. They recede like scolded children. If they see me they try to greet me and get excited. When they form large groups like an entire room or forge forward from many directions they overwhelm me. Sometimes they follow me away from the house. It used to be only at night but it seems they are adapting to light and appear sporadically but on a smaller degree.
I am never asleep or dreaming anything. Often I am asleep and sense a presence and wake up to see a visitor standing there. I test myself self to be sure I am actually awake.
There are several exits. I never see an entry they are just there.
Like you, I am not afraid. I don't sense danger.
The webs annoy me to no end.
I can look at things and they move. Mostly walls and vertical blinds ripple the bed rolls in waves etc. Oh, a couple times I saw a TV like animated image in a framed picture. Apparently only in my mind. That also is not confined to the house. Sometimes they move immediately and frantically. Sometimes they don't move at all.
There is a patterned curtain like drape that can cover anything. Mostly walls & doors but also chairs or anything in it's path. When I get close to it I get disoriented. I have even felt a vortex pull. One night coming back from the master bath down the hall to master bedroom I could see everything in the bedroom was covered. I had major trouble finding the bed. I would see and feel for like a dresser but it wasn't there. It seemed everything was displaced but not actually.
I have seen this pattern for years. I never gave it much thought. It is burgundy within the color black. Now it seems to have taken life. When I close my eyes I see it in the form of a tunnel then the area enlarges. (I no longer have to close my eyes but it still requires darkness) The drapes wave over me almost touching my face. They change colors. That is when I feel the motion of traveling. This is when I experience interface with these beings. No bodies or exact shapes. They look to be made from the webbing. I see a face/faces within but can not attach a description of the features. They have admitted to inspecting me. One tried to touch me and I reached out to reciprocate but it jumped back and shook it's head. I have also found I can motion them to return and they will. Still, with the additional time I can't really see enough to describe the face. Lately I notice its becoming darker and harder to see them. Its like they are filtering me out. Many faces I see have eye glasses. Dark thick plastic framing. (?)
One more last thing promise lol, I have seen visions on the ceiling of beings closely resembling my husband and me. They are attempting to perform tasks we have just done.
Sorry for the long ramble. Probably TMI. It's just difficult to describe without the wordyness and I live with it every day.
Just Stevie
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03/01/17 06:01:39AM
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Karen, Thanks for asking
There has been a couple varying things going on but not much else.
I have pretty much accepted the webs. I still don't like them but I can somewhat manage them.

I am not sure but I still can't help wonder. "UFO" Especially since we have discovered new planets of which 3 are felt to be habitable. LOL
OK, So I stayed with the "rides". I finally reached gold. I was hoping to reach outside & beyond, but alas no. Since then they really haven't been interested in going anywhere. Usually a tall one comes and looks at me closely. There seems to be a face or more hidden behind the (what I will now call gauze because of the transparency. Then the smaller or regular size ones appear one at a time. They come close for their inspection. They peer into my eyes. I meet the gaze. I see a face but can not determine features. I also noticed the shapes seem to be created from the webbing. In an effort to get a better look I motioned for a few to come back and they did. One such encounter I had, the being attempted to touch me. I tried to touch as well but it jumped back shaking it's head? There is no bodies or body parts.
Lately there really hasn't been much interaction. The view is now darkened with little activity. The webbing is getting a little more obnoxious. I am not going to play that game. It has to be Sharing or it will be not Caring
I have been avoiding visual contact with things that might react to me. I am in a quandary about what I will or should do.
One odd thing I don't think I ever mentioned; on 2 occasions I saw beings similar to my husband and I copying the actions we had just performed ie. having a conversation about rearranging my master closet. The picture appeared on the ceiling.
Yikes! I almost forgot the weirdest. My husband called me out to the Patio one night to see a super moon. It was very dark and I was walking slowly so I wouldn't fall in the pool. My husband spoke and I followed his voice. As I reached him the moonlight gave full view. As I looked at him people began to exit his body. About 4 or so. I jumped back in shock. Once again my husband thought I was nuts.
Of course, most activities are in my home but it certainly isn't contained there. It's just where I happen to be most of the time.
What ever all this crazy stuff is I feel more like Mommy. I can somewhat communicate and they somewhat listen and do what I say.

I don't really have thoughts. It doesn't do any good LOL

I don't know from grounding or spirit guides. I'm still working on Mediums & Astral Planes & Reincarnation.
I am not the hearts and flowers type. I'm more snarky. 😉😆

Now your turn. What kind of weird do you have?
Just Stevie
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02/28/17 07:48:12AM
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Karen

I don't  understand your remark? 

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02/19/17 03:11:21PM
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how to relieve emotional tension


Empath

I am sorry you feel so forlorn. It's good to write whether to yourself or to stay connected by reaching out for someone to help you organize your feelings. You sound utmost depressed. You spoke of thoughts of death and ideation of harming yourself. This is a red flag to you. Even if you don't feel that way at all now and think it was silly to mention. The fact it's in your thought bank is serious stuff. There may come a time when you are so distraught that your desire may well seem a solution. If you were to succeed would be a terrible solution. More likely you may work yourself up to feeble attempts because DEEP down inside you is self preservation. These attempts whether you think you want to or out of frustration; may actually get results. This would be a terrible error with no do overs. Records show this is not a rarity. Many a life has been abruptly ended by mistake
So, first it would be great if you were able to find a therapist you feel comfortable with and can afford. There are places that you would not have to pay. You will need to do some research and make some phones calls. Do not be discouraged if every one seems like a dead-end. Eventually you will find help. If all else fails call the suicide prevention hot line. You do not have to be actively thinking about it. Tell them you have had ideation in the past or if just once in a while. Ask for help or a direction to pursue.
I am not a qualified doctor or therapist just someone who cares.
I know your not looking for a miracle or magic. I think you are ready to work on your self worth. YOU ARE WORTH IT!
My suggestions are not instant. You will have to do a lot of work. You may probably feel at times it's not worth it. You may not want to continue because talking about it hurts. You may even hate/love your therapist. All of this is natural.
With all that being said you may not need any of this.
I am an Empath but that does not make me any smarter or qualified.
I think one of my abilities is to extract feelings from written form. But who knows it may be my not being able to send a quick note. LOL
P.S. This is not my business and disregard if it's too personal. Are you a cutter?
Also (see I cant shut up) it would be helpful to Know some background like age range maybe what the biggest problem is to you.
NEVER feel embarrassed or uncomfortable. This group does not judge or repeat without asking
Ok Ok I am shutting Up 😊
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
02/14/17 09:00:06PM
74 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

Urgent!

I don't know how to explain this but if I acknowledge a communication that is desperate to get into my mind I am not sure if I should allow it anymore. It is not harmful to me or am I fearful, however, I am worried at this point I am being studied with the intent to duplicate. If I even close my eyes now I can be reached. It is SO VERY involved it will be seen as crazy or not taken serious. I would be  more than happy to give more information. I don't want to continue this if it is harmful to anyone in any way. 

I am at the point of thinking Paranormal meets UFOs

I can't do any kind of smudging or whatever. My husband already wants me to go to the Dr. Yeah right, what do I say? "I see ghosts"!

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Just Stevie
@just-stevie
01/30/17 03:38:31PM
74 posts

Ghosts??


Psychic and Paranormal

  • Sorry it took me 2 months to get back to you. I've been partying LOL
  • Yes, it's still going on ever changing. The more I learn the less I know.
  • I had nightly visitors for about a year. They were different every time. Some seemed to come for me and tried communication but it never worked. Another type were aware of me but didn't know what to make of it. Then there were the ones who never knew I was there. I felt like I was the intruder. It was an eclectic mix men, women, children, babies, pets, wild animals. Occasionally more than a single one. Time eras mostly current, however, many were 40's 50's & 60's an occasional 1800's
  • l rarely see visitors anymore since the webbing took over. Very difficult to explain. Sort of like cob webs but they could move, split apart or be collective. Sometimes they were everywhere; every square inch of one or more rooms. Aways in mine. I was very frustrated with them. I never had / have fear but it's very unsettling to open your eyes and there they are.
  • Then there was / is a curtain, sheet or whatever with a pattern that would cover walls doors anything. If I got close it was very disorienting. 
  • I can make many things move, mostly by Just acknowledgment. Of course no one else sees any of this and they don't physically move, so what good is that? Kind of lonely at the top.
  • I barely scratched the surface but I will nonetheless jump forward to current.
  • This is impossible to explain but I will try to with as little words as possible. (that's rarely possible for me to do...lol)
  • I have figured out that the curtain, blanket, sheet whatever, is a lacey taprestry type thing. The pattern is one I have seen for years in black fabric. It has burgundy running through it.
  • Ok onward ahead to: at this point I have found that the web can create the fabric and the fabric can blend in with the web. 
  • Being inquisitive I have messed around with the fabric thing (which can't really be touched). I have realized  "the force" or whatever wants to show me things. The first time I realized it was when I reached out and put my hand through it attempting to find the sliding glass door. It creates sort of a vortex; a pulling loss of perception. Anyway, suddenly the vinyl verticals are pulled back and caught in the middle like a curtain would be. This is night. I look out to see beautiful lush green grass and full trees. The sun brightly shining. I look down and find I am on a second story. There is no ladder, stairs, patio, porch and no glass window. My husband says "what are you doing? Poof it's gone". I decide to let myself go wherever "the force asks me to go" I always say "I am coming back. I am not ready" 
  • I close my eyes and the lacy fabric waves over me each time getting closer but this time I allow it to touch me. I am at all times aware of where I am physically. I can open my eyes anytime. In fact I have to concentrate very hard to stay focused and not move my eyes. This is all new. I gave up fighting to work with it. 
  • It starts off like a Disney ride through tunnels. The lacy fabric forms a tube to become the tunnel to go through. Now there are different colored backgrounds. Burgundy, but now almost red seems to directing. I will then see blue, then green under the blue and a new color, purple. It's  not sure of its place yet. I feel the sensation from the ride. It's like butterfies in your stomach. It can almost be like a slow roller coaster. It can go up and around then down. It can also go straight up or straight down. Along the way there are things to see but they are subdued behind the lace. There are forms of people with normal features. I go by too fast to get details. The coloring is only seen behind the lace so it blends in. I'll  just see where this takes me.
  • Ok, gotta go. I see the men in their little white coats  and there coming to take me awayyy ha, ha, he, he they're coming to take me away......
  • Sent from my Galaxy Tab® A
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/19/16 12:22:22AM
74 posts

is this real


Empath

You can't die because you really don't want to. You want the pain & suffering to die.

Be careful....because many succeed by accident.

Focus on tomorrow. Eventally everything becomes a memory. Nothing lasts forever, good or bad.

Don't embrace your pain and depression. I know it feels like you have to but let it go. A tremendous weight will be lifted.

Find the things you can do to make the changes you need to make. Baby steps will still get you where you want to go. Time is just a concept. No need to rush.

OK, I am starting to sound like a greeting card - but I do hope you find your strength. It's there

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
08/12/16 03:23:59PM
74 posts

Eye Floaters


Healers

Medical Possibility?
It could be aPosterior VitreousDetachment(PVD)
That is when theVitreous Membrane separates from the retina. There are many shapes and sizes. Some are black, some clear, some are like a veil going over your eye. Moving your eye helps for the moment.

Ophthalmologists don't seem to feel it is a big deal. (It is to the person dealing with it)
There is nothing they can do about it.
In time you learn to live with it. Mostly, I don't even notice unless I am upset / stressed. Sunlight increases them.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/17/16 12:54:38PM
74 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

My profile was written in the beginning of what ever this is that's happening. I will amend it to confused..

I am not afraid because I feel I can manage; I'm still in charge at this point. I am however, overwhelmed by the magnitude. To have, what I can only speculate to perhaps mean something going on everywhere" I am far out of my comfort zone.

I am practical and rely on common sense. Although not quite an "A" personality; I strive for order and control. I am the one usually helping not being helped. I am ALWAYS in control - I am a borderline perfectionist. Although, not a leader so much, I will rise to the occasion. I am a "fixer".

With all that being said, I am struggling with the unknown. I challenge myself at each turn of events. Did I actually see or imagine? Did I assume? Is it possible? Is there reasoning? I am trying very hard to accept the unknown, the unexplained.

I research all the time. Try to weed through all the garbage out there. Although I am very comfortable being alone.; feeling alone is quite different. There is no validation. I can not find one person that has a similar situation or at least willing to share details of thier experiences. I get that given the situation, people want to protect and keep a low profile. I guess I feel as though I have nothing to lose.

There's that and the fact that my experience is so all encompassing. It is not like I think I see a ghost or hmmm something is out of place. It's not occasional it's constant. I can't go anywhere that there is not some degree of webbing and now quite often there are mechanical looking spiders leading the pack. If I just glance at something there is a good chance it will respond with exuberence. I never know if the bed is going to roll like a water bed, the carpet ripple, the walls and ceiling appear to have a mole running behind them, paper waves,plants dance or a jacquard curtain covers a wall, door or something on the floor, and I lose depth perception, webs can be spread across the room, hiding in cabinets or attaching itself to me or encompassing an entire room; while I have to casually act like nothing is there.

A puzzling thing with the Jacquard pattern, when I close my eyes I see the burgundy w/black design it is like an enveloping tent then it slowly floats down until it covers my face. If there is any eye movement it's gone. I realized that for a long time now when I look at something black there is a defined yet vague burgundy color within.

As I type this post, my teenager comes to talk to me about a party. I am sitting and she is standing. As we speak the webbing is reaching out to her from different places. She doesn't notice that it is attaching to her. I just sit there. What else can I do? As she leaves part breaks off and trails behind her. Husband and grandson came in and also left dragging some as well.

I'll slightly touch on music /sounds
I constantly have a wire singing noise.
I hear music. Sometimes it is more of an impression of a certain song, then once in a while it is a complete clear original artist singing song. That of course no one else hears.
For the last few months relentless music is playing over and over again and again. It is all instrumental; a cross between "Hello Dolly" & "The stripper" meets "Chicago" the band. Ending with the trumpeter hitting the highest pitch note he can for as long as he can.

As for the last question: if you are asking do I believe in UFOs & Aliens. I am not so grandiose to think we are "IT" within an enormous solar system. If you have theories, I would love to hear them. I respect your thoughts and ideas

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/16/16 04:08:57PM
74 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

I am not sure how to answerIs it serious or meant to be funny?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
07/15/16 10:48:24PM
74 posts

Freaked Out!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

Yes, I have. The problem is there is so many different things going on. I don't know if they are connected or have their own agenda.Mostly I wonder WHY?It feels like I should do something but I don't have a copy of the Play Book.
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