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Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/14/18 03:17:26PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

hi Hop Daddy
I don't even know what a shaman is ha! ha! I have heard of auras but never saw one or know if I have one
I swim in a salt pool almost daily then shower
I had major surgery for a torn tendon in my hip My strength is not returning like it should Muscles not springing back so PT 2x a week exercise in pool as much as I can But when I am chilling (roasting LOL) on a float if I close my eyes here comes the face trying to get to me When I close my eyes to keep shampoo out of them Game On...
Since I thought about posting I am being punished
I woke up this a.m. about 5 a.m. Open my eyes but it is so thick with whatever it is I could barely see. As I raised up several separate ones were rushing at me trying to form shapes It was more like a sad rendition of ghosts
Pull sheet over my head go back to sleep until the daylight comes

I am sorry your daughter was so frightened Try to make her understand no matter how scary it looks "it's not real" That's how I survive I just refuse to accept it as harmful There really is nothing they can do except annoy and drive you crazy
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/12/18 11:29:46PM
134 posts

communicating with energy/static and generation


Psychic and Paranormal

"Hey...I'm trying to close the portals in you house...tell me if there's a difference....gonna clear your energy of stuff....if you have stuff to smudge give yourself a good smudge and the area above your bed....gonna work on that dark entity you've been seeing too....if...of course...you dont mind?...lol..you might feel some strange things happening...dont worry...that will be me clearing your energy"....updated by @womanwhowalks: 06/02/18 12:24:31PM

Not sure if anything cleared because it seems like they need to replenish after being excessively active. I try to keep my mind clear of them but it's hard  Yes they definately act up when I reach out Also when they are calm and I think to myself maybe they are leaving but no... They will remind me real quick

I can't actively do anything to fight them because I have to keep my "ghost thing" to myself to avoid conflict. I have done all the things suggested though with no results

Although weakened the man still fights to get through

Cheshire Cat and Hop Daddy suggested showers The problem is since the man is in my head they are welcomed. When I close my eyes I get the face trying to reach me. It's hard to describe but when I close my eyes I see the patterned curtain it changes colors but it's aways the face trying to come through. Slowly it tries to break through coming from different angles. If I allow it he gets closer and more in focus. I have to quickly open my eyes, blink or change direction while my eyes are closed continuously. I actually don't remember what I used to see when I closed my eyes 

Cheshire Cat

I am afraid alligators here are bit more aggressive. They are found on golf courses, crossing roads, in garages, in pools. One of them snatched a 3 yr old off Disney World property. The father tried to grab him but the alligator pulled him under water; body never found. A women was walking her dogs and disappeared. The body was found in the water. Her arm was found in the gator. Sharks love to take arms legs whatever they can get. 

We still are plagued by the Amarillo nightly. He has gotten out of a cage once and sprung 3 others. Then a coyote sneaks into the woods next to us to bed down He has figured out how to avoid tripping the security lights LOL

Also I avoid plants. I have killed a rubber tree, cactus and been banned from a nursery 

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 03:59:05PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

hospital. She was basically gone but they had to wait until she flatlined I am telling this because on the eve of her death a woman appeared in the bedroom and walked toward me She was smiling but not at me She walked past and then she was gone. I can tell you color & cut of her hair her body size and what she was wearing. I've met her mother a few times but don't really remember her. I can't ask or tell anyone but I think this lady knew where she was going and was happy
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 02:55:12PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

yes they get very angry everytime I try to get help they react I believe they even tried to attack a helper

I have stayed at my son's home several times They just pack up and come with me for the three hour trip

In fact we spent several days there My daughter-in-law's mother was in the hospitsl
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/04/18 01:42:28PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

I tried to post this last night but the words disappeared
I went into the bedroom, fully lite, and they crawled around the door into the room then spread
A large white poof appeared and twirled till the shape of the man came into view Not the whole body It was so brief I didn't register details. He was very close I quickly held up my hand shook my head and moved away. It is a constant struggle. I can't help but wonder/worry just what would happen if I dropped my guard. They/it/whatever are totally obsessed with me - but why?

This is so difficult to do alone I can't talk to anyone Heck I don't even believe it LOL There is so much too much I feel half here and half not
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/03/18 06:15:34PM
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Psychic and Paranormal

THEY ARE PLAYING DIRTY!!
Sitting on the couch I start to look up & around ALL the walls are being draped as well as the tray ceiling creating a tent and closing in The face is huge and moving around behind the drapes with the spidery webs trying to make me look at him they are either very close or even touching me
I feel a tremendous pull
The entire room is being covered and they are getting closer
Large television on TV was something that kept them back until now
I am feeling a little jittery inside
I can't say or do anything my husband is sitting by me and would freak out and take me to a hospital!!
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/03/18 02:24:10PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

Hop Daddy:
@womanwhowalks:
"The suspense is killing me!"

OK Now I'm curious LOL 😉😃
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 10:26:55PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

how long they have been here? maybe a year
They chased away the "Visitors" I used to have nightly
I felt a connection to most of them Some deeper than others I didn't understand any of it but it was never frightening I felt like there was something I had to do or help in someway
Not Always though One lady came up to me grabbed my shoulders and starting shaking me hard and yelling at me but I couldnt hear her LOL
Of course we didn't really touch I tried in the beginning when they first appeared but we would go right through
One little boy tried to hug me. He was so cute!

I use the natural and artificial lighting as much as possible It does run them off
They would just emerge into the Spanish Lace walls
They kind of work into and adopt the shapes in the plaster
I keep the TV on all night That used to work well
They are getting braver If the TV turns off it's CHARGE time If I wake up during that time it is so overwhelming I can barely breath
Even right now laying in the bed I feel an inner pull I constantly feel as if some one has a hold of my right arm elbow to hand and it gets cold Only that of my arm
Still have to do more reading great links

This is new - kinda and freaky!
I went down a short hall to the pool bath. The night light was not on yet. I felt my way to the bathroom (open)door The doorway was heavily draped I felt confused and disoriented I came to the door way. I tried to push them away. My hand went through As I looked at my hand it was distorted It would change l
have gone through a curtain before but this was more dense only using my hand to explore It was like being in a fun house looking into a fun house mirror. Right now the are they are heavily clinging (With TV on) to where it meets the wall
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 03:53:48PM
134 posts

communicating with energy/static and generation


Psychic and Paranormal

OOPS!
I hit send too soon Part 2
As I pass through wherever they are blocking holding my palms up with a pushback signal They part or move back but lately they're covering every thing in all rooms I almost knocked over a lamp in the dark Some how they know how to make it seem much darker and I lose my sense of direction
They are draped all over and hanging everywhere

They are still there during the day only more of a translucency webbing

They reach out to touch and surround me I don't even realize it right away
Of course the man's face tries to push through my closed eyes and I am having to open my eyes or change direction of sight Then he just tries another way with another look

Why? Is he ONLY in my mind? It sure makes it look like I am crazy - Even to me


SO....Anyway I wanted to tell that I have now a dead Direct TV modem and A dead internet router The list keeps getting longer
I barely have the energy to type this
When I wanted to try to find a time to post I kept feeling like I just couldn't do it My mind was/is making it seem just too difficult to think and I should put it off until later Can a subconscious planted thought override a conscience thought?
Are they draining me as well as my electronics?
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
06/02/18 02:56:05PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

hi
sorry for the gap in response There was a lot of great advice

My husband has been watching my every move because there must be something wrong wiyh me I need to see a doctor He is REALLY very worried

Another thing is interference

Everything was staying pretty much contained
I ignore and pretend I haven't noticed anything (With a great deal effort ) or I. walk a
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 09:08:24AM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

Cheshire-cat
I know and I am guilty too
When I was a kid "it came from the store" I still pretend it does
I have such Empathy for animals. It kills me to think of any animal being harmed or suffering
Well maybe not Alligators & Sharks 😁
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 08:08:27AM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

Cheshire-Cat
Wild Life Fish and Game
Good to know!
I am gonna get right on that
Thank you!
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/18/18 12:02:42AM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

In the last few years we have replaced the circuit board on our pool pump 3 times. Replaced circuit board on the well. We have had to replace several computers. One just died. We had to pull out the hard drive and transfer the info to a special hard drive. The one I have now the C: Drive disappeared - GONE - where? I have no idea! I can get to files but can't move them because the PC won't recognize another device. I can't pull the hard drive because it is all in one. My cellphone and tablet won't hold a charge. The dryer vent filled with water and I still can't use differnt cycles. Fun time getting that fixed. The washer leaked water all over the floor. From where I know not. The dishwasher leaked all over the floor twice, the microwave over the stove just quit. The Jacuzzi tub quit. Armadillo come every night and tear up the grass and plants my husband works so hard on. We have tried every deterrent. 11 yr old mature fruit bearing trees died from the cold. A palm tree we planted when we first got here, just now died. Now there is a dead animal behind a wall that has the bath sinks and counter on one side and concrete on the other so we can't get it out. We have tried every product (professional) there is to remove the odor. A month later still working on it.
This is just what I can think of off hand.🤔

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/17/18 11:58:34PM
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Psychic and Paranormal

I have sadly established we have no friends No one who cares enough to spook me. LOL

My house was built in 2007. I have met and found the previous owners most pleasant.
I have had the experiences other places
I don't want to think it's my house.
We moved here 5 yrs ago. (No problems for the first few years)

I LOVE THIS HOUSE. Not just because it is beautiful and we got a fabulous deal on it. I have had other houses; two of which we had built. I loved them too. I can't explain it but I do not want or even can leave. I can't go somewhere else. This is where i belong. My husband hates it for many reasons but mostly because there is just a few houses sprinkled on acre lots in a community that didnt take off. The rest of it is heavily wooded and on lime rock roads. Some good old boys try to hunt in them and do alot of target practise shooting. He worries about stray bullets. One day a hunter tried to shoot across our yard to hit turkeys that I would feed. Police said as long as they are not on other peoples property (how would anyone know?) it was ok.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/17/18 11:53:30PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

I have been laying low because my husband is suspicious any time he sees me type. He really believes there is something wrong with me and gets worried.

Now that i think of it I may have experienced current. I am pretty sure the webs do it. Usually I am in bed and they're crawling all around the walls. They especially like to attach themselves to me. I push them away as best I can.
It is a weird kind of tingly feeling running through my entire body. It's not unpleasant but it is not pleasant either

I think I get the same zaps. Only the stings are just tiny on my lower legs. It happens when I have displeased the webs (spirits?). I usually don't feel the webs but one time they spread across a doorway from floor to 2 ft up. They wrapped around my ankles and tried to trip me. They were especially annoyed. Most of the time they're across entire doors they hang from fans, light fixtures, lamps etc and cover furniture & whatever. I have no choice but to walk through them. I hold my hand up and push them back or up as I go through.

As of late I have had them & the man pretty much under control. I have to focus on not looking anywhere and I am totally ignoring them except to sometimes say "get out of my way!". Completely emotion free. Usually when i have the TV on in the bedroom they just sneak across and around where the walls meet the ceiling.

TONIGHT - they totally Know I am posting. They don't like it. They are black and covering all the walls in the bedroom. If I look up I see them filling the entire room with a barely visable incandescents. I feel they're presence on my left. I am feeling kind of a pulling and pressure moving through me. My arm elbow to wrist feels cold and like something is wrapped around it with a slight pulling. This happens a lot to both arms.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 10:33:26PM
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Psychic and Paranormal

I'm  little slow on the draw but i did want to say

Woman who walks

My husband is retired. We have no friends. I am where i can avoid contact and withdraw. The overload was getting to much. I'll expand later.

Hop Daddy

That link was incredible. I want to start a new thread about it. Just need more time. Minutes turn into hours,  hours into days, days into weeks etc. Basically getting nothing done LOL

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 10:19:25PM
134 posts

I need help or something/anything


Empath

Hoofbeats

My advice will be a little more down to earth. I am still struggling to accept the Paranormal. Empath I get because it explains a lot. Unfortunately, all this came later in life.

Step back and take a breath. You need to love yourself before you can accept love from another. Get to know yourself and enjoy being you. Being alone does not have to be lonely.

Perhaps the reason you cant get in touch with your "gifts" may be as simple as you are just burnt out. Your body is taking charge. Being an Empath and having gifts is not what defines you. Once the presure is off and you start to relax if it is meant they will return;  don't  look for signs or worry about it. Let it flow naturally.

Several years ago I was depressed and concentrating on how unhappy I was. I had all the things to experience a great life. One day it hit me. I was spending too much time worrying about myself. 

I chose a cause and expanded on it. I founded a Charity and turned it in to something very rewarding.  Although it's on the shelf for now I have already layed the ground work to add another facet. This may not work for you. I am a realist with a bleeding heart.

Find your passion. Take charge.

I have found in life you often get what you expect. No amount of dreaming and praying are going to get you where you want to be. I always say God helps those who help themselves. The glass can be half empty or half full. No matter how bleak there is also something positive if you let yourself see it.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/13/18 09:26:11PM
134 posts

Has anyone tried and had success with acupuncture?


Tools for Empaths

It REALLY works especially if you have the right Acupuncturist.

Before I moved 5 yrs ago I had a GREAT guy. He came to my house twice a week. He used a combination of treatments.

We had great conversations about the esoteric. At that time I was hard core logic. He also would explain what he was doing and where and why. It's certainly not instant because so many areas you wouldn't expect can come into play.

We became friends with his family because he was so personable.

After I moved I noticed I gradually went downhill. I live in a undeveloped area so my options are limited now for professional help

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/08/18 10:01:58PM
134 posts

My cats been attached at my hip lately


Animal Empaths

I had a cat that was about 7 lbs of fluff. She started attacking my husband. He was frightened. At the same time she became totally dependent on me. She lay on my chest sit in my lap followed me everywhere. She would wake from a sound sleep if I moved. She was never much of a cuddler. Pet her, great pick her up, not so much. I took her to the Vets and found her thyroid was way off. A few days of medication and she went back to herself.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/08/18 02:49:41PM
134 posts

communicating with energy/static and generation


Psychic and Paranormal

To set the scene
Years ago I had a rescue dog; for a few years. I was a dog trainer taught by a Dog Pyschologist I had trained Rebel. He was a sweet friendly 45 Lb not allowed on furniture adult dog. I invited someone to the house that was interest in helping out with my "Animal Adoption" Charity I ran. She was a pretty well groomed young woman. We spoke awhile I liked her She seemed compassionate.
Rebel came into the living room and looked at her. Nothing had been said. All of a sudden he jumped onto her lap. I say onto because he was spread across her lap head up and tense but no bite signs. Of course, I didnt use her. I trusted my dog. Now I am thinking maybe it wasnt her but it was some kind of entity tagging along ??
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/06/18 09:11:12PM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

womanwhowalks
I would love any help I can get.
Im not sure about a live person.
I moved to a undeveloped area in a wooded 1 acre lot community with limestone roads. The houses are far and few between. I did this to be away from everyone Even my kids and their families are 100 miles away. I have retreated from the violent sad world. I couldnt keep going through all the turmoil and pain
I tried Smudging, bought a tourmaline necklace More than once I told, begged, demanded and made it perfectly clear whatever/whoever did not belong here and I would be not be aiding. I never showed fear I am ignoring & denying
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/06/18 08:41:34PM
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spiritualskies
Right now - By ignoring to the point where I am so exhausted and disengaged I literally cant think straight. Of course Fibro fog doesnt help
I don't look at a wall because it will ripple and I can see the webs there but I pretend I don't If I do hesitate they will think it's play time At night as long as I keep the TV on they stay pretty much contained if the TV gets turned off the entire room will fill with wispy little webs in perpetual motion that you can hardly see. It looks like a dense fog and they creep me out I never know where else they'll be draped or hanging, kitchen bathroom living room, from a light fixture a ceiling fan Then there's the man's face coming toward me with his mouth open He morphs into whatever he thinks will work looking like my long deceased grandmother and wearing glasses like her's, changes facial hair, once holding a baby another time pushed a child of 8 or 9 toward me, a wolf. I shake my head no or hold my hand up he retreats dejected. One time he got angry and showed his actual face snarling with broken teeth.
I think I have pushed him back and he can not reach me as easily
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/06/18 06:18:03AM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

Just Stevie:
I have felt the stings when I displease whatever entities are trying to control me. My husband felt them too. He swore there were some kind of bug or fleas. I couldnt tell him what I thought it was because he already is SO worried there is something wtong with me that a doctor can fix. It was only for a short time.
I also feel (mostly when I wake up) like there is something wrapped around my arm (elbow to wrist) it is a slight even pressure and my arm will feel cold. I mostly ignore it.

Probably not related but my C:Drive disappeared from my PC - Poof gone! No trace of it. Also somewhere between my office wall and master bath was a scratching sound. Then an odor. Some kind of animal has died there. It is immpossible to reach. We have been working on odor control for over a week. We may have found the solution. We have Armadillo dystroying our yard and plants. We caught one but now there are two more.
My washer leaked all over the floor. It gave a code that doesnt exist. Couldn't find out why. Both electronic starter Car key batteries went up at the sametime. The Robot vacuumn battery is not holding much of a charge and it insists its brush needs to be cleaned. It was/is cleaned. Pretty much all the time I hear a wire singing noise. It is so loud right now that I could scream. All these things occured in the last week
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
05/06/18 06:14:59AM
134 posts

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Psychic and Paranormal

I have felt the stings when I displease whatever entities are trying to control me. My husband felt them too. He swore there were some kind of bug or fleas. I couldnt tell him what I thought it was because he already is SO worried there is something wtong with me that a doctor can fix. It was only for a short time.
I also feel (mostly when I wake up) like there is something wrapped around my arm (elbow to wrist) it is a slight even pressure and my arm will feel cold. I mostly ignore it.

Probably not related but my C:Drive disappeared from my PC - Poof gone! No trace of it. Also somewhere between my office wall and master bath was a scratching sound. Then an odor. Some kind of animal has died there. It is immpossible to reach. We have been working on odor control for over a week. We may have found the solution. We have Armadillo dystroying our yard and plants. We caught one but now there are two more.
My washer leaked all over the floor. It gave a code the doesnt exist. Couldn't find ouy why. Both electronic starter Car key batteries went up at the sametime. The Robot vacuumn battery is not holding much of a charge and it insists its brush needs to be cleaned. It was/is cleaned. Pretty much all the time I hear a wire singing noise. It is so loud right now that I could scream. All these things occured in the last week
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/18/18 11:46:20PM
134 posts

Seeing Strange Lights


Psychic and Paranormal

Cheshire Cat:

@just-stevie,

Your post alarmed me. I am awake due to a heart arrhythmia attack called PSVT caused by worry over how to handle that procedure when I am this ill, which almost caused me to need an ambulance.  I am going to have to cancel it. I simply can't do it now, while in drug withdrawal, and will have to wait for another year or longer if needed. My spirit simply refuses to tolerate any more of conventional medicine's profit making torture. 

I agree about anti-depressants and am glad you warned people. They are the second hardest to get off after what I am on (benzos). I can't take them anyway, since they don't work for me, due to a genetic mutation that 28% of people have. This particular withdrawal removes all the breaks from my nervous system as the slow down neurotransmitter, GABA is removed, so there is no small stuff for me to not sweat now. Everything is sheer terror 24/7 until/unless my GABA receptors come back online. That is why most people cannot handle the withdrawal. This drug destroys lives, but Upjohn Pharmaceuticals will never have to pay a dime for their lies. 

My first diagnosis was MS, then Fibromyalgia, then after 21 years of slowly worsening symptoms, finally Lyme. Anyone with those symptoms should be properly checked for Lyme, the fastest growing illness in the world, far surpassing breast cancer already and grossly under diagnosed. Proper dignosis is very hard, but it can be treated if you are not yet in stage III, have lots of money, and are not allergic to almost all antibiotics like me. I would suggest lymenet.org. Go to "flash discussion", and ask for names of LLMD's in your area under the find a doctor forum there. Regular docs hardly ever know what they are doing. Lyme can cause every psychiatric or physical problem you can imagine and some that do not fit any definitions. If your pains migrate or are referred from one place to another, those are especially red flags. Facial twitches or a knee that swells are also red flags. 

I need to try to do some vagus nerve breathing to help my condition now. I am praying you will follow up on this and make sure you do not have Lyme. Do not let some uninformed doctor do an Elisa test and say you are negative. They miss more than 50% of cases, since they are so time sensitive. 

sincerely,

C. Cat

Hi Cheshire Cat

Just wanted to check on you to see how you are doing.. Hope you are feeling a little better and have a better handle on everything. You have so much to contend with but I think you will persevere

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/11/18 07:43:19PM
134 posts

Seeing Strange Lights


Psychic and Paranormal

You know i did think Aliens but then I thought it was too far out. This is really far out and probably real stupid but curiousity and the need to help others pushed me forward. I started doing what I guess was mind travel. Who or whatever was trying to do a study of me (it's REAL involved so I won't go too far with it) I said I wanted to see what they were up to and demanded a "tour" of thier "factory" before i would cooperate in the least. Now mind you i have zero imagination, i never remember dreams and I can't meditate because my mind wanders all over if i am idle.

Before anything i said to them "I am coming back." So i close my eyes. I think I am lying on a table but not sure. I start to feel movement like a Disney ride slow but not too slow and jerky. I am going forward (please don't call the men in the little white coats to come and take me away) But... on my left is what i called Pod people a larger male, doesn't show himself.  I could only catch a glimpse now and then.  He was in charge. On my right were several smaller pods they contained females also hiding. He would look at me and then give a nod to the females and they would pass by one by one and inspect me. One time i called out to one to come back and she did but then turned back around and left. The females were to take me on the tour. We moved forward around and upward sometimes stop, pull back, turn and push through a door. I physically felt the movement at times when we quickened I would feel butterflies in my stomach. There were room size glass enclosures on the side. There were people (families - mom dad kids) in them going about normal life preparing dinner etc. Each one performing different tasks. Then we went through a large warehouse type room there were boxes all over and in the corner a huge pile of what looked like mannequin parts, arms, legs etc. We steadily went up and around. Each level had a color. There were several. The top one gold. At that level there was open space i thought we would continue out but we didn't we started back down. 

At one point at a later time. I demanded more adamantly that the man show himself. I think that is the man's face I see. I started to get leary of his intentions. I told him this but he never could make me feel he was good. I felt more and more he might be trouble. I distant myself. Neither he nor whatever was in the ceiling fan could or would make the webs go away. I challenged the fan guy and said "I dont think you have control, do you?" .... 

The moral of the story is watch what you ask for you just might get it.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
04/11/18 06:06:24PM
134 posts

Seeing Strange Lights


Psychic and Paranormal

Since I really don't understand entities or much of anything else LOL I try to fit what I learn together like a puzzle I don't even have the border finished

I've been told I have entities (bad dudes) from reliable sources so I have to believe it's true. I guess they work in the background. What I see and experience doesn't sound like what others have and describe. I try not to but can't help interaction at times. I am also wondering if it really matters. I have saged I bought a tourmaline necklace, others have tried to help but were unable. I don't want to put anyone at risk. They're clearly quite comfy where they are and have no intention of leaving.  Unless I go with ??

So... here's the differences. I'll try to be brief but I am so bad at that.

First Visitors (spirits/ghosts) came nightly attempts were made on both parts to communicate - no go. Next Visitors from a different plane. I could see them they could see me but were shocked. Then up another plane I guess. I could see them they did not know I was there. Seeming to run off the visitors then came entities? Or imp? I woke one night to see a room full of Orbs flying around and being allowed to exit by who/whatever controlling from inside the ceiling fan. This part I have never told anyone because I had actually seen something like it on TV. I thought it had to be why I saw what I did. The only thing EVER to have been in my memory before hand. 4 It was a light cute SyFy. A group that were dead but not gone had the task of touching a person right as they died BEFORE the Grim Reaper could steal thier soul. The Grim was a total black small creature that could crawl climb and leap. Well right in the beginning of the change from Visitors to Webs one night I saw that creature jump from the fan to the wall and disappear into it. Maybe that was an entity?

After that more crazy things happened. Something seemed to be burrowing in the wall, webs, crude spiders eventually became realistic. Lots of other stuff but the point being I never felt fear. I felt curiosity and a desire to help. The jist I got from them was they wanted to learn from me, copy me, they needed me. They still do. For some reason they (the Man?) want me. They never do anything harmful or scary. Real creepy and annoying YES They are protective. Even now they still will obey (but won't give up or leave) I shake my head no, hold up my hand, point or speak and get compliance. None of that sounds like the horrid little entities that are so disturbing and disruptive that plague all of you. They, I guess, ran off the visitors then would try to mimic them;  it was laughable. They improved over time to be real close facsimile of them. I had a vision for about 2 weeks of a carnival ride. Apparently there was an accident involving a ride in another state. I no longer saw the vision. Probably a coincident. Now, however, everywhere I look the ride and movement is projected. They never got it right. It's mostly movement covered over with the patterned drape. I saw the actual ride/ rides, the motors and gears. I saw people young and old on the ride. Sometimes the clothes had color.

Just had another strange thing happen. I should have thought of it before LOL. I said out loud "knock it off with the music (Orchestra) I don't want to hear to hear it !"  It stopped and I havent heard it since. WHOA!

Just Stevie
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04/09/18 11:48:48PM
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Seeing Strange Lights


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Cheshire Cat

I couldn't resist another lttle note

Even though you have made yourself abundantly clear what you are feeling. I can usually read people through written word and have to offer my opinion (which is probably not always wanted LOL)

Although I am an Empath I am not the all hearts & flowers type so when I say something it is sincere.

I can't shake the feelings of utter and complete despair I am getting from your posts. You are so close to just giving up. I can't i

magine what it would be like to endure all the blows life is throwing at you. You have every right to cry, complain, scream & yell why me? What did I do to deserve all this? The answer is nothing. There are no answers to those questions. So cry & rage and feel sorry for yourself all you want you have every right and when you are spent try to let it all go. Fear, anger and pain can take more away from us then these little monsters ever can. Let the negative go... look for the positive (even if it's hard to find)

I do know about pain. I had migraines as a child for as long as I remembered. Thankfully they disappeared with mid age. Always plagued with "female" problems, then back & neck problems, I had all kind of ailments that would come and go. Tests showed minor problems that should not have caused that much pain.Then once upon a time my primary said "enough" you either have MS or Fibromyalgia. The test for MS was an MRI the test for Fibromyalgia was a CatScan it was cheaper I chose door # 2 LOL I finally had a diagnois. I didn't have to worry with Drs and tests anymore. I learned something too. I had really believed that everyone had some kind of pain all the time. I couldn't remember a day without pain. Apparently most people do not suffer pain on a regular basis. Dr's nurses couldnt believe such a light touch could cause me so much pain.
I know stress and mental anguish make it worse. So, I dont sweat the small stuff. I tune alot out and pick my battles. I hope you can give yourself a break and practice the same.
People touch & impact the lives of others all the time but never slow down long enough to notice. Take a minute and add up some credits. I bet you'll be amazed the difference you have and will make.

Just Stevie
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04/09/18 09:15:27PM
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Hop Daddy

Bear in mind I really don't know about the Paranormal but I am wondering if your daughter is hearing any voices that may be very critical and attempt to affect how your daughter feels about herself (NOT at all like schizophrenia) and maybe see shadow people?

If her doctor is prescribing an antidepressant and is a Seratonin Reuptaker I would caution you to make sure it is not increasing her depression and losing her feelings of worthiness. Just an FYI if whatever she is prescribed is not doing thier job.

Also consider discussing with her doctor - Norepinephrine - aids in a feeling of welllness attentiveness, emotions, sleeping, dreaming, and learning. Dopamine - works as a neurotransmitter It's considered the feel good hormone responsible for motivation and pleasure

I know girls at that age have enough to worry about They struggle with self- confidence and where they fit in. Body changes and peer pressure and a bit of drama.  She doesnt need to try to find a place to fit in the craziness. I hope she can rid herself of these problems. I hope she knows no matter what happens in life it doesn't define her

Just Stevie
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04/09/18 08:11:27PM
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Cheshire Cat

I know religion is a touchy subject. But, personally, i dont think there is a "God" that does punish or reward. It is all about our choices and how we handle the hand dealt. We all know life is not fair. No matter how horrible life is if we were given a do over where would we choose to start what would we give up because there is no pick and choose. There may be some wonderful things that would never have happened.

I think when considering suicide the #1 thing to think about is "are there others who will be affected by the act?" I totally understand suicide. There are many reasons to choose that option.

Medications can certainly be damaging. The cure could be worse than the illness. Psychotropic drugs in particular. The wonderful Serotonin Reuptakers can actually trigger ideology. Teen girl being treated for depression 3 different medications. Same teen girl makes 3 suicidal attempts AFTER starting each drug therapy. I can say it wasn't the doctors that realized and put a stop to it. They did take the advice to substitute the Serotonin Reuptaker with a medication affecting different brain chemicals. So everyone needs to inform themselves and partner with thier doctors. 

Sorry to get carried away.... I guess the Empath in me is the reason I am considered the family doctor and therapist (No formal training just comon sense and caring 0 cost) LOL 

Although your husband feels helpless it is wonderful that he cares enough to acknowledge your pain.  I hope you can take some comfort knowing that.

OK,  enough soap box. Like I have said it is my nature to (try) to help Not always sure it does but I get "E" for effort. LOL

Just Stevie
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04/09/18 04:07:42PM
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Hop daddy & Cheshire cat

I feel so bad that you are going through such negative encounters. It looks like l am really lucky. They are really messing with my general well-being but it's still manageable.

Someone told me there is more than one and none too nice It is a constant power struggle. And although I am not winning I am not losing.

I too also noticed any time I or any helpers do anything to  try to rememdy the situation they comeback with a vengeance. I never respond to their nonsense, well maybe laugh at them. They do some way out there stuff but no stamina. It gets a little quiet and I think maybe they have given up but Oh No, just resting up for the next attack.

Mine are fortunately silent. I did say right from the start I could not tolerate noises and perhaps that was respected.

I don't know if this ties in but I pretty much constantly have an Orchestra playing in my head. Alot of blaring horns sometimes violins. I often know the songs but although they go on & on they switch out songs mid stream so I can't be causing it. I have always had a thing with mystery music but this is bizarre. Sometimes I almost scream turn that music off!! Then I remember Oh, I am the only one being serenaded.

I feel like I should be able to help, that's my "thing" I am a force to be reckoned with when it's for someone else Sadly I don't really fight for myself.  Especially in this case I am clueless. Nothing makes sense there's no logic.

Perhaps that's why I am not looney by now. It's all surreal This can't be, ergo, it isnt. 

I wish I could send my level head out to help calm the storms. Maybe it's my naivety of all this. "Ignorance is bliss"

Just Stevie
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04/08/18 10:46:31PM
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Hi Cheshire Cat

I guess there are so many combinations, situations and variations its very difficult to identify and assimilate.

I thought of one other kind of "light" type thing I have seen lately but I don't think that's the same thing either. I haven't given too much thought to it but on several occasions in dim light or darkness i have seen a faint oval body of light appearing on draperies, walls or the like. It usually has a tinge of color. It is about 3' high 2' across appearing on an angle midway down. It only last a few seconds. I haven't thought about it too much. I have enough things going on not to invite more. 

I may never understand or be able to make sense of this stuff. Too many years of logical managerial business sense. All about the numbers ($$) and being in charge. I was the one with the control. I have no control now and it's frustrating.

When you say "Source" I am thinking you mean God or Maker or whatever. I have talked to this "man?" Until I am blue in the face. In the begining I tried explaining "I just don't trust you anymore I've given you every chance to show good intentions. You need to go" He would look crushed and puzzled. I just have to shake my head no or hold up my hand to stop him. It still works but he gets more sneaky and determined. I've even seen the angry side Paul said I should not have engaged him at all....

Oops!  Ok, so now I continue to reject with minimal involvment. I have shut everything down. I disengage completely and ignore, I do not look in any direction more than a quick glance. The only reprieve I get is when I turn lights on but even then I see. At night I have to keep the TV on It will automatically turn off after 4 hours of no activity. I have to wake up and change channel or something. If I don't catch it I wake up to a room full of webs, web figures and the "man"  All I can do is throw the covers over my head. I still see them mulling around but they cant get through for some reason. It's SO CREEPY!!

I have always been the helper not the helpee and the enabler at times. The one held responsible. I am in a whole new world. A world I don't know how to fit into

I am thankful to all that have given suggestions, advice and tried to help.

I am going to look up "Archons" rignt now!

Just Stevie
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04/08/18 06:23:50AM
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Seeing Strange Lights


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Hi Cheshire Cat

I have never felt the light or any of the other bijilion things I experience are harmful or been afraid.

I am not sure about the face of the man (that morphs constantly). He has tried many ways to win me over and is getting more desperate. I almost feel like his goal is possession. Its not like the Exorcist movie kind of possession. He comes at me lately with open mouth and more menacingly. He is trickery. He can not hold a morph very long and it is continuous. He tries to appear as my grandmother who i adored. He even has her glasses. Although I brought this on myself. I was curious and thought I could be helpful. Who knew it was inviting trouble 🤔🙄.

Ah but I digress. He is also tied in with lights. The light is behind a translucent curtain that changes color levels. It always starts red then graduates to blue and so on. I only see this in my mind when my eyes close no matter how briefly because I had allowed mind travel.  I see him EVERYWHERE I look. There is no escape. I often wonder what would or will happen if he gets to me. The colors original started as a tour; each layer upward a different color. Gold was the top. I think this is why the colors fall into place. They were at one time attached to a pleasant event.

Just Stevie
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04/08/18 05:32:23AM
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Hi hop-daddy

 When you mentioned "ceiling fan" it triggered a memory.
When all the crazy started with "entities??" At that time I was seeing and attempting to interact with ghosts/spirits on a nightly basis; right around the 2:00 a.m. 2:30 a.m. time you mentioned. I guess I felt the presence and I would wake up. I would look around and sure enough a "visitor" would be waiting. One night I woke to find a room full of white orbs? swirling around and making a wild exit through the sliding glass door in my bedroom. it sounds goofy but I was and still am sure the ceiling fan was the base. After that I firmly told the "fan" No one passes through without my acceptance. I talked to it all the time. (I guess that's better than talking to myself LOL) It would respond by wiggling / wagging its wide blades. When I entered the room or looked up at it there was a frantic greeting.
I would often (actually every night but times may differ) see a light emitting from the ceiling fan though not the light connected to the ceiling the fan and directed out the sliding glass door. It was like a beacon. It seemed like it was a signal; maybe sending a code . I stood on the bed one night peering into the fan and could actually see a very defined beam of white light. Frankly, I even thought aliens. I mean that seems like a more likely scenario. There was a lot of other things that pointed in that direction. I think I was / am being studied.
Of course once the man (?) took over the whole thing only focused on that agenda; which is a whole other thing.

Just Stevie
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03/21/18 10:09:26PM
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how do you get rid of things "overlaying" you?


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Sashaw

I meant to respond when you first wrote but some how I am losing track of time and find I am too tired to care

I did want to suggest not communicating or interacting with the unknown. I learned the hard way. Whatever this is that I am dealing with doesn't fit into the world we all live in.

I have never felt fear or evil but I now understand it has incorporated into the physical structure of my life my home my body and my mind. Luckily for me I am so well grounded (not shielded - don't know how) that I can maintain a realistic view or I would be on my way to the "Funny Farm" I am trapped with no way out. Every moment of my life is affected and we constantly have power struggles.

The other day as I smoothed wrinkles out of my sheets I looked at my hand and watched it turn a blackish red as blood rushed through my veins. I was in the shower I looked down and saw a stream of bright red blood running down my ankle and spilling on to my foot.  I have to constantly confirm what I am seeing because I am often being tricked. I found that staring at my face in the mirror I watch it dramatically age. 

If I let my guard down the man's (?) face rushes me in some sort of desperate attempt to Own? Control? Possess? The face rapidly changes even into animals sometimes he (?) brings others, a woman a baby and often close to resembling my grandmother, who I adored 

There has been efforts to duplicate and mimic whether it is me or humans in general. I am wanted and needed by whatever for whatever reason.

It all begain with (I guess?) mediumship / astral. What started out so innocent I now believe is affecting my health. I believe it is aging me.

Just Stevie
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02/15/18 05:10:22AM
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Solar Storm


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"A solar storm is forecast to hit Earth early Thursday after the sun unleashed a powerful solar flare — a burst of high-energy radiation — Sunday night"

"huge explosions of magnetic field and plasma from the Sun’s corona,”

WILL this affect the Empath / Paranormal Community?


updated by @just-stevie: 03/09/18 10:11:12AM
Just Stevie
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02/14/18 10:21:24AM
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A New Twist to Old Trap


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Since there isn't enough going on in my life (NOT!)

THOUGHTS?
A few days ago I was taking a shower. I have a walk-in double shower w/an open doorway . All of a sudden I felt a cold breeze. I walked forward toward the opening. I called out to my husband to see if he had done anything. He wasn't there. As I looked out I saw kind of a white cloud filling the room; like you would see from a meat locker when you open the door and the cold air meets the warm outer air or when you see your breath when it is cold outside. Within seconds it was gone. I wouldn't have thought anything of it but it happened 2 more times during my shower. I have not experienced it again.
Music /words started coming from upper left corner as though there were a speaker there. Though, that has happen before.

Add in the web traps that constantly encompass me..... They now are visable to me even during the day or in a lighted room. Leaving the TV on all night somewhat subdues them. Then they are almost invisible and in dark they can be black thin/thick or sparked. I am surrounded by them anywhere I am in and out of my house. Sometimes they seemed to float over the floor and appear as though covered with water.
The draping of walls, furniture and everything else happens in darkness. It is very disorienting. It gives the feel of a fun house

Of course, the man's face still rushes toward me whenever I close my eyes or look in any direction too long.
I can't help wondering what would happen if he got to me before I could open or divert my eyes. He changes faces quickly and often. He always approaches with his mouth open but not like a kiss. Sometimes wearing glasses. He seems hurt and confused each time rebuffed. There is is a strong undercurrent of anger when I recoil

Not to forget the continuous sound of an orchestra playing in the background. I have often, for many years; heard music/singing/announcing. This is different. Sometimes not familiar, sometimes very much so ie. "Hello Dolly" "The Stripper" even "Looney Tunes" Ever changing mostly mid song. I have had to catch myself from saying "PLEASE turn that music off!" Then I remember "duh" only I hear it.
I want to just give up then I realize I don't have that luxury!

I am starting to think maybe my husband is right. No one else hears, sees or experiences what I do. I must be crazy or brain damaged.
I have to walk on egg shells with others because I am not sure if something I see is actually there or not. I have to be constantly on alert.

Just Stevie
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12/20/17 09:44:52PM
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Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


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Hi Paul

Hoofbeats has been helping me. It seemed as though it was working. She warned me there might be some retaliation. She was not wrong. Without going into depth to say it has escalated is an understatement.

Last night was what nightmares are made of. I woke up in the middle of the night. I always sense when there is something there and wake up.

I opened my eyes to the usual consumption of the room by virtual motion of the integrated webs. Only in addition to all of the other crazy going on; there were three independant frightening web faces rushing me. The one that has been pursuing me was on the left. There was also one in front and one to the right. I tried to rebuff them by holding up my hand to stop. It was somewhat effective but they would come right back. It was impossible to hold off all three and I retreated to the livingroom and turned the lights on. I returned to my bed after daybreak.

I know they can't hurt me but that does not prevent the fight or flight mode. I am afraid to go to sleep for fear they will come back. I don't know what will happen if I just let them approach me and I don't want to find out.

I am not sure what lesson to learn other than don't get involved. I did not ask for any of this. Visitors just started showing up nightly. I was a firm nonbeliever until I could no longer deny. I still don't understand the how or why. 

Just Stevie
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12/02/17 01:37:41PM
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Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


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It makes sense. I have heard of the awakening from someone who has been helping me understand and accept that I have a purpose in this life. I am a Light Walker?/Warrior? That this is a time period I have volunteered for in order to spread love & light and help others prepare. That we do not like or want to be here because of the ugliness. This person also speaks to Archangel Michael. I've tried but did not connect. I don't know Angel speak. I don't know or understand enough about Angels. They are still a concept to me.

Maybe that is why I have been bombarded with these attacks. Maybe they fear me.They have never been able to make me fearful. Last night was the closest but even then I didn't fear them. I know none of it is real. They tried through trickery all along but I wised up to that. I told them quite sometime ago I wanted them to leave. We have lobbed back and forth since then.
I am guarded and overwhelmed. I am weary from the attacks. They are disruptive. They want to break me before I learn my strength. They are worried through help and support from others I will figure out what is going on.
OR NOT... LOL

Thank you for your help and concern. It's been a long struggle to get to where I am. I have a long ways to go.'
Just Stevie
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12/02/17 07:06:52AM
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Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


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They have Graduated to FRIGHTENING

I woke up about 11:00 p.m. after an hour's sleep. I couldn't go back to sleep. Around 4:00 a.m. My husband woke up and asked if he could turn the TV off. I reluctantly said yes.
As I expected, I saw webs beginning to gather and drip down the walls. The walls are covering with the patterened curtains and starting to billow. They are closing in on me. When they do this wall thing nothing is identifiable. Furniture and all other stuff is either covered or not visable. The bedroom now has the feel of a fun house. No problem, put the pillow over my head before the room fills up. Dead tired now; fall asleep immediately.

An hour later I sensed something. I opened my eyes. Coming in through the sheets I saw several large black spiders. I started batting them away frantically; it is a natural Instinct. They kept advancing. I know they're not really there but seeing is believing. I sit up as shapes are forming. Two are somewhat realistically shaped. I pause to make sure theyre not visitors. No, not even close. The first one wears the shape of a dog. Details are indescribable. The other lays near me. It fashions itself as a baby of sorts. A flash of an old Cupie Doll face then back to random changing. Blurred enough to make identification impossible. The really freaky part is the baby is reaching out to me but they were not the hands of a baby. They were adult hands.
Yeah, ok, I'm out of here.
I grab my pillow and take off for the living room in my fight or fly mode. I turn on the lights. My heart is pounding.

Me 0 the webs 1

Just Stevie
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12/01/17 11:18:20PM
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Hi womanwhowalks and hoofbeats

You two are great! So happy to have your help

YES there was a panic cry
"they have to go!!"

I am very interested in what gifts you both have and how it all works. It is fascinating.I hope one day I discover if I have a true gift and how I fit in somewheres. So I don't get myself in trouble again trying to "help" LOL

I will get back with a time for Monday or Tuesday. I am glad you mentioned time difference because I am Eastern

Remember I said they were subdued the other morning
Well they had their nap...
Last night I sensed something and woke. I poked my head out from under the covers and came FACE to FACE with the BLACK THICK WEBS I HATE as they danced around in front of me. I felt sick! I went back under the covers.

There are some differences but I can't say improvements
The man is still trying to reach me but he is faint. When I close my eyes the background is still there but dimmer and there is a much longer time before the spiders appear behind the sheer billowing curtain. At this point the man's head fights it's way through.
The webs are just as strong and active but more intense and concentrated in some areas and diminished or absent in others. ex. the first time I saw them spread across the toilet seat I said "oh come on, you've got to be kidding!". I would turn the light on and they seemed to disappear but they were just hard to see. Now they are gone from there. A weaker presence in the MB hall and M bath but stronger overall in MB.
There is an all consuming barely visible web throughout at all times. There is increased presense of the curtains (or whatever )that cover and billow. When I get near them cause disorientation. There is a gravitational pull. I have gone through it and saw a whole different surreal surroundings.

The man might be 5'7" I only saw a body once
Originally I came across him on a mind travel. At that time he appeared in a hooded robe. He would come forth from the left and sort of inspect me. I felt I was laying on a mobile bed. He would nod to what I perceived as females with hooded robes. They would walk past inspecting me. They understood me. If I asked them to stop and return they would. All of them appeared in and returned to a pod type structure. The man on the left had a separate pod. Some of the females on the right seemed to be sharing a pod. I caught glimpes of partial faces peering out of the pods. I got the impression the male was controling the women. I chided the male to show his face. He would only display partial various views. From that I eventually was allowed to see him completely . He would change appearances often with glasses sometimes facial hair and general distortion. I kept insisting on showing and telling me who he was and what he wanted. That is how I got to this point. Steven king has nothing on me.... LOL
Just Stevie
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12/01/17 05:32:28PM
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Cheshire Cat

I understand wanting to take "early leave"

I would probably hop on that bus if I didn't have so many people needing me. It's not ideation. It is just this life on this plane is much too violent and self serving. There doesn't seem to be a purpose or any sign of improvement in sight.

OK, SO....I prefer to use the terminology "BABY BOOMER" LOL

If you ever want to chat please feel free to PM me

Just Stevie
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12/01/17 02:47:45PM
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Cheshire Cat
Thank you for the info very interesting!
Fibro must be my "gift". I have Cherokee mixed in with other stuff
My drug reaction is the opposite.
In much younger days I used Darvon65 (pain med) a few times because it was exactly like taking "speed" for me
A back injury was not responding to treatment. Finally
the Radiologist told my husband to bring me in to the hospital so he could watch as he directly injected. Then he said I have also given her a shot of Demerol that would knock out a 200lb man. Went home laid down couldn't stay there. I got up and cleaned the whole house. It still hurt but I didn't care. LOL
Morphine drops my blood pressure so low the nurses in the hospital freak out. So not funny (but it is I laugh inside)

Long line of addiction tendencies in my family.....
I have absolutely no inclinations whatsoever to indulge.

Have you tried Ateril for sleep?
The three primary ingredients in Alteril are L-Tryptophan (turkey day sleepy), Melatonin and Valerian.
If you do don't get the new and improved version. It lacks sticking to the basics

I have had great success with a well versed Acupuncturist. Unfortunately I moved.

From what I have read about Lyme disease it sounds pretty daunting. Only maintenance treatment with antibiotics but no cure.
I am so sorry your illness is fatal. You apparently are handling it bravely.
Sometimes I get a read from written word.
I am not getting a feeling of hopelessness, or even fatality at this juncture. I sense you are very strong most of the time albeit; far too much has been dealt to you. It would not be abnormal to have "giving up" days. I hope you have someone you are comfortable with for venting.
I can't explain why but I don't sense fatality; at least for quite a while. I hope I am right and I hope I haven't offended you by taking such liberties.
Just Stevie
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12/01/17 07:10:47AM
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Another pause for the cause
I have also been told I was a Medium?¿ That would be fun? I think
I can't resist trying to help That's why everyone does call me a Bleeding Heart LOL
Just Stevie
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12/01/17 07:03:34AM
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Maybe funny?¿
I have been told I was (what I thought I heard) a Light Walker now I am wondering if it was Light Warrior LOL
The ones (111) gave me a clue
Just Stevie
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12/01/17 06:51:15AM
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I feel special to have all this help. I know how difficult it is to share knowledge and experiences.
Just want to thank everyone again
Just Stevie
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12/01/17 06:41:02AM
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Hi Cheshire Cat
Unfortunately my "Paranormal" stuff is only visible to me.
The webs usually don't come out if my husband is there. As of late though they are stronger and braver. I hate the thick black ones so that is what often gets thrown out to scare me. (epic fail!) The other night they were running up and down the master bedroom hallway and across the opening. He walked right through them, NOTHING?
All this has been an ongoing struggle for the last 2 yrs.
All of a sudden ghosts/spirits started to appear in my bedroom on a regular basis. Although one time while in the living room a woman carrying a picnic basket came out of my bedroom went in the office and puff - gone.
I fought this tooth and nail. This absolutely beyond a shadow of a doubt could NOT be happening. I was diehard scientific based non believer. Not at all spiritual, although I did believe there was obviously some sort of higher power.
I denied and objected until I couldn't. Later in life, no reason for this to happen now.
I still can't explain it but "it's happening"! I test myself all the time; was it a shadow? Something that could be mistaken? Was I dreaming? No, No & Never.
I have basically NO imagination and it just would not be possible to dream up something that was always different, never familiar and always unexpected.
I'll have to check on testing for "blood levels of neurotransmitters". I have never heard of it but sounds interesting.
Not meaning to sound like a know it all when I say I am the family doctor, psychiatrist, phycologist and medication researcher. I am the "go to" first... I have had some years to learn plus it fascinates me. Again not bragging but I go to the doctor prepared and partner with him/her. Many times I have advised doctors for myself as well as others and they have accepted it. This applies to medications including psychotropic. I have been in so/too many drug studies and seen too many specialists (Until I finally found out it was Fibromyalgia). Many people with Fibro are taking an enormous about of drugs. This leads to that and that leads to this and so on. I take the Wellbutrin and Advil; that’s it. I rarely take anything stronger for pain. I have a strong tolerance for pain medication. I have to take a hardy dose to even feel the effects.
I have literally taken max dosage of Wellbutrin for decades. I tried to get off it about a half a dozen times because I hate relying on medication. Every time it would be fine until it was out of my system then it would be a slow downhill until I realized it and by then I didn't care. So… I accepted the fact it works when all other meds have caused serious side effects. Yes, it is not a drug to play around with (if you like your brain). Dopamine and Norepinephrine target the "feel good" and "well being" centers when Serotonin is at an acceptable level.
Belief me if only it were that simple I would not keep taking it.
Another thing that comes into question is stroke.
A couple Christmases ago I had what the doctors felt was a TIA (mini stroke). It was so totally different there is no comparison. I was aware at all times that I was having hallucinations etc. I can recall every detail. I was well aware of what was reality but I also knew what wasn't. It was just that simple.

I just read further down the posts. I am so sorry to hear you are ill. It is wonderful that you have taken the time to try to help me. Believe me the support I am receiving from everyone right now is far advanced from all I have learned in the last 2 yrs. Not to diminish the help others have given me prior. It took Baby Steps to get this far.
I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE’S HELP from day one.
So play nice no fighting lol. I need you both.
This is an odd place for me to be because I have ALWAYS been the caretaker and peace maker. The helper not the helpee.

response to womanwhowwalks & hoofbeat in the works
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/30/17 07:37:29AM
134 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

I can't remove or turn power off to fan. It is over my bed. It's a very large & heavy intricate design combo fan & light. My husband would not go for either. He did help with smudging but only because it might help me to realize "there's nothing there" and he still wants me to go to a doctor. So he is definitely not on board.

Interesting thing, when visitors used to come pretty much nightly, there were different exits they used. I'm not sure about entrance. They would just be there. One night I woke up to find white shapeless Orbs? flying around the room and mass exiting through glass slider in master bedroom. I said whoa! (to the fan) there will be no more exits without my knowledge. There were few more.

The thing is I got the impression the fan was communicating with someone/thing out side. Every night a short occurrence of bright light would go from the fan to outside. Like it was a lighthouse. One night I actually saw for myself, it did in fact come from the fan motor. It was a very defined bright single beam.
I used to talk to the fan a lot (certifiable? I think yes! LOL) I believe my words were understood. The fan communicated by waving the blades when I spoke, often frantically. At some point I realized the fan had it's own agenda. Somewhere in there the webs inserted themselves. Visitors stopped, I think fan no longer had control over the webs. They learned and improved starting with poor imitations of a visitor and spiders. I was fearful maybe it was the house. I love it, my husband hates it.
Not quite sure without checking notes; I found my visions? were not limited to the house.
Not sure how or when (I have called it many things because I couldn't find a word to describe) the sheet /drape/covering etc?¿ came into play but I realized it had the same burgundy design I had seen for many years before whenever I looked at anything black. Mostly clothing, towels, sheets etc. It was then apparent it was not just the house. It was either all me or a combo with the house. I had already lived there for about 3 yrs.

It seems this morning things are a little subdued. Daytime things are not active much but there is residual. I am afraid to test in fear I might I encourage.

Have you felt anything? At least anything bad. I don't believe they are harmful but they are vengeful in a pathetic way.

Early this morning I did close my eyes for a second and the man appeared instantly with out spider involvement. He rapidly came toward me, as usual, I shook my head and held my hand up to stop. For the first time he had an entire body. It was so quick and unexpected I didn't capture his wardrobe. It seems there were large buttons somewhere. He came forward scowling as he passed me he showed his teeth in a threatening manner

Maybe, maybe not Important....
He came toward me but veered to my left to disappear behind me. I used to train dogs. Part of establishing Alpha would be to keep dog to your left side. Right side is Alpha.
Probably meaningless trivia LOL.

To be fair I did bring the "man" on myself through curiosity and then compassion I allowed my mind to accept travel. I did always say "I am coming back" and had complete control at all times; I pursued him for answers before realizing I couldn't, shouldn't interfere or try to save.

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
11/29/17 08:33:35PM
134 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

I got a 6" bundle of White Sage
Lite it then let it burn down a little bit.
Tested until there was uninterrupted smoke. My husband helped to maintain steady stream

Starting with myself from the bottom up, like an airport scan and proceeding to do the same to my husband

Beginning with the master bedroom ceiling fan and light. That has always been the hub.
Then set off in a clockwise motion, allowed the smoke to reach every inch of space in bedroom, concentrating on corners and out of the way places. Fanning as we moved; originally using a feather but found it was not effective.
Down MB hall, stopping to hit both large walk-in closets, entered master bath paying close attention to corners and odd places and into separate potty room. Back down the MB hall and into the office. From there continuing clockwise, applied to living room / dining room, making sure to reach tray ceilings. Continuing in like fashion went through kitchen, pantry, laundry room into other bedrooms including hall and pool bath.
It took an hour and a half and set off 2 smoke detectors. Windows were cracked to let the negative out and positive in. Steady monologue of expectations.
As we went through rooms many little spiderlike creatures came out of hiding places. I thought they were leaving.

Instead of retreating they became more aggressive and tried to intimidate. I have no fear whatsoever. I just want them go away so I can live in peace. I am very verbal to them.

I didn't mind the visitors (ghosts, spirits whatever). I felt positive emotions and connections. Once the webs showed up that stopped.

The spider/ web thing has evolved dramatically. From fine hair like webs and stick figure like black spiders they can now simulate realistic tarantulas and hanging colourful spiders.
They move with feelers independently or as a group/ group They are in perpetual motion. They assume the shapes in the Spanish Moss plaster walls and blend in.They invade entire room / rooms or hangout in corners etc appearing as cobwebs or dirt. Darkness brings them out. My entire room looks as though it was enveloped in a sense ice fog. though I see them come out more in light as of late; in wait along the ceiling to wall meet up. I see them floating about in daytime like when sunlight streaming tnrough a window picks up dust particles. They are CREEPY!
They are probably responsible for the rippling within the walls, the rolling motion of beds & carpet, the waving of ceiling fan paddles. Of course no one sees any of this except for me.
It is not restricted to my home.

I am not sure if the man is there because of the webs or the webs are there because of the man. I got I involved with the man be
cause I wanted to know who he was. He would reveal glimpses of himself from various views. I finally got tired of his antics and told him I no longer cared about seeing him. I said I didn't trust him. I felt he was not a positive source. He then began to persue me. He appeared everytime I closed my eyes. He began to try to reach me. He would have his mouth open trying to come in contact with my mouth.
I stop him with a shake of my head or holding up my hand. He will look dejected, sad and confused

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