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Talia
@talia
11/19/15 12:28:17PM
3 posts

New here...hoping for advice and maybe some friends:-)


Empath

I don't know what to say..other than thank you. Im so glad that I listened to my gut this morning and posted here. Im so sorry you had to go thru your own hell..I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Idk what all kind of hell it was, or if it matters. You must be very strong as well..to make it to the other side. Most don't. I am so glad to have "met" you, and if you ever need anything..or just someone whos been there to vent to/cry/scream lol..Ill be there. The worst thing..THE WORST THING..is feeling or knowing youre all alone. So, if you ever feel that way...don't:-) Maybe we can help each other.

BTW..I learned a lot I my 4-5year sentence. If you ever need help, "special help"..let me know. If you do, youll know what I mean, or have.

Anyways...lord woman..do you need any crystals? lol. I started my own businessin June. I decided, randomly, to make/create/design jewelry. I don't have a clue what Im doing..but Im doingpretty good. I have some of everything. I have my piece of Seraphinite on its way..had black tourmaline for last 3 years..and more than I could ever name. If you ever have trouble finding a particular stone/crystal..let meknow. Im pretty resourceful:-)

Gotta go to the P.O..hoping it doesn'tclose, but I had to respond now, not later.

Thank you so much. Truly.

Stay safe always, T

Talia
@talia
11/18/15 11:14:12PM
3 posts



If you're going to "explore".. And it seems like you will, just be careful. Remember that especially if you're going to seek it out, that means you're opening yourself up to anything. And even if you respond the next time you hear it or feel it, remember to keep yourself grounded to something. Whether it be your partner or whatever works for you. There can be a lot of wonderful things and opportunities and experiences, but you always want to be mindful that you don't know for sure who/what is on the other side. Protect yourself first always :-)
updated by @talia: 04/13/17 10:28:10PM
Talia
@talia
11/18/15 11:09:40PM
3 posts

Feeling distant


Empath

Wow.. I thought I was the only one. But you described it perfectly. I wish you the best and I hope both of us find something that works quickly. I know what you're going through I'm there with you. Good luck. And I guess the only thing I know for sure that helps is to remember that it's not gone, you just forgot how to open your eyes and see it. I don't know why that helps but it helps me :-)
Talia
@talia
11/18/15 11:05:41PM
3 posts

New here...hoping for advice and maybe some friends:-)


Empath

Hi:-)I've "almost" joined & almost "posted" this so many times over the last year or more. Sorry for this book..I've finally got myself so far down in my own hell that I'm hoping someone else is been through something like this and found a way back out.It would take way too long to explain in just the last 3 1/2 years of my life/hell.. So I'll try to just hit the important parts. Most importantly, I've always been an empath.. Even from a little kid I knew I was different. I didn't know how or why, but I was probably a teenager when I started to get a good idea and then I did the normal thing tried to, got married had kids. When that fell apart for years I was too busy being a mom by myself two kids to really think about all of the stuff. Of course I still always knew that I had special talents and I used them to help people as much as possible.On top of being an empath, I also have pre-cog and a handful of others. I've always known I was supposed to help people and that's always been what I did somehow someway. And people of always told me that they could tell that I had something special or that they were drawn to me and they didn't know why or could tell me anything and they don't even realize they're saying it to me etc.Where I'm going with this is..five years ago I lost, I had taken from me everything. My ex-husband managed to find the most heinous way ever to get custody of my children and then disappear. I self-destructed, met a monster, married him three weeks..Nine months later his mom saved my life. That's where everything changed. I left the state that I was in before he got out of prison for obvious reasons.I was still so broken drinking way too much just numb everything was a blur. And then I met someone that I thought was Superman. And he kind of forced me/nudged me shoved me into starting to live again. And just when I thought that maybe maybe I was going to be OK, I realized that I had managed to find myself in an insane hell like most people don't even realize as possible. It's way too complicated and insane to try to explain. Needless to say, my second husband was behind all of it for 3 1/2 years he controlled my life he took my life actually. I was put into situations where I would find myself on the edge of survival:death and frantically trying to find someone, anyone to help me. The day that everything changed for me psychically or empathically, I had given up. I was in the most insane scary situation ever and I couldn't find anyone to help me. And I realized that that was the only thing that kept me going in life despite all the stuff that life throws at you is the fact that I knew I was a good person.. And I helped people no matter what. No matter if I couldn't afford it or didn't have time. And I never asked for anything in return ever. It was enough to me to see them smile or know that I had helped them or whatever. So when I found myself literally facing my ex-husband having found me and stolen my car and and and and I couldn't find a single soul to give a shit enough to help me.A man came out of nowhere and helped me. And I had a concussion at that point and all kind of stuff so I don't know if that contributed but I went through a huge dramatic shift in my abilities and everything. I found out that I could know inherit talents, and keep them.I started having visions, and I won't go into all of that stuff but I became smart enough and able to survive and slowly work towards escaping hell. In February, I finally got out of my ex-husband's hell. I left and came 1800 miles away. Nothing is in my name nobody knows where I'm at. Except for a couple that I trust. And I know I'm safe. And I know it's over. But ever since February, it's like it's even worse now that I know that it's over.Because I don't have a clue what to do. I've lost most of my abilities they're not lost just I shut myself down to be able to survive the last few months of it to get out. And I didn't realize it till a couple months ago that by shutting myself down I survived what I needed to, but with staying shut down I'm dying.I need to know how to I don't know if it's make my peace with the past, lower my walls, I don't know what I missing but I know that I'm missing something. And I need and I want my empath back I want my talents back I can't live without them. Not because I knew stuff or whatever, but because that's what made me a good person. With everything that happened it slowly, despite how much I fought..it made me different. I don't go out of my way to help anybody and everybody anymore. I don't sense things about people so that I can do little things for them to make them happy in all of it like I said I know it's not gone foreverIt's just like I lost something I lost my light. I didn't lose it I just can't remember how to open my eyes.If anyone knows what I'm talking about has any suggestions, please. I'm I don't I don't know how I don't know how to do anything at this moment. And I just want to try to figure out how to get me back so I can pick myself back up brush off the dust start living again. Helping people. Not just seeing the negative and the bad and the evil in the world, but blocking it out with my light again so I can hopeWell, sorry for that book. I really would appreciate anybody's help advice anything. Blessed be thank you
updated by @talia: 02/25/17 06:03:52PM