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karma
@karma
03/19/16 03:21:28AM
159 posts

Needing Guidance


Empath

Dare I be so bold here? :)

Religion (westernized especially) is a man made hateful form of control, its (as someone else states here, a political agenda and always has been) - History alone proves its destruction, destitution and brutal annihilation of races, cultures and civilizations.

The warped belief of believing in the son of god or god is a saving of your soul for eternity while unbelievers (and those who have not even heard of the westernized god) will suffer eternity in hell....

Deary me... Well anyone who knows me here knows I am non religious yet have a fascination with biblical text, I study it in depth and translate the stories from its original text (Aramaic / Hebrew) where possible, provide metaphorical and/ or etymological conclusions :) - Not stating I am an expert and must be heard, but, I like to think I am interesting lol:)

There is not one passage within scripture that demands a going to any church (in fact the only temple entered in passage Mathew 21:12 by the metaphorical Jesus, was not to worship but to trash in a tantrum within his disgust)..... Christianity! Well, its pretty grotesque in many forms, you are not allowed to read scripture and make up your own mind, cannot question what does not make sense and are not allowed at any time to see outside of the box or you are going to suffer for eternity for daring to., because you allowed yourself to be influenced by the devil......

It is further grotesque concerning worship of an image that expresses torment and pain momentarily prior to an excruciating death (crucifixion) This all explained away concerning a must to remember you are not important only Jesus is.... Problem is, his teachings are actually quite beautiful but, so lost in translation of man made religion :(

Very warped, as are those who devout themselves to deeming non believers as doomed - I could go on for hours concerning meanings and what The Christ Mind actually represents but, you have not asked me to :)

Your questions. How can a person take part or claim to be a part of a religious group that puts shame or blame on people?

A person, or people collectively are so confused within the conditioning of religion that they have no real understanding of what is morally right or wrong - If it does not fit within given passages they have been subjected to understand as the preacher demands then they cannot view it any other way - blame and shame are brutal attributes that destroy someones self worth, better theirs than the worth of the one blaming and shaming.

How is it easy to inflict pain on another just because they don`t fit their qualification?

Preacher, Doctor, Scientist, Parliamentary status etc..... All are arrogant beliefs studying a certain subject makes you the expert and it is stated so on paper. if you dont have that paper saying you are qualified then you are thick to the subject...

Truth is humanity (however you believe it was created) advanced mentally without any university, education..... The original clever clogs throughout history were the ones born of nobility or devoted them selves to religion... they had opportunity and the coin to learn.... no different to today.

A qualification is merely those in power stating you have learned it the way they conditioned you to learn it.... Anyone anywhere has the intelligence to learn anything they want in a more freedom of all aspects sense.... Not having spent thousands and having it on paper just means your intelligence is ignored :) So the true answer to this question is mere `arrogance`

Stones that come from this beautiful planet (that the christian believes only their god made) are deemed devil stones...... Goodness me

Homosexuals are sadly always going to be an easy target - It says in scripture man should not lie with another man - Bizarrely in the same passage it also says man should not judge another man so the contradictive hate filled anti gay christian is doing none other than breaking a rule from the same stone (metaphorically speaking)

Dying hair and Make up (my goodness, this is a very strict church)

I kind of understand why people don`t confess their `sin` (better described as `mistakes`) in fear of being talk of the town though.... Mistakes, upsets (unless as a deliberate means to hurt another) etc are no one else`s business but your own and all the judgmental arses can do one when it comes to what the church deems as sinful.

How has mankind not killed eachother off yet? - Its trying its hardest - and has killed off many to date :(

I do not blame you for wanting to run and hide - Depending on your situation, is there any chance you can get away from your current surroundings, even if for a short break?

karma
@karma
03/19/16 01:09:01AM
159 posts

Cosmic Changes


Empath

Exactly!!!!! :)

Today, I called in sick for work.... I have only done this once before and the first time I was severely `verbally` chastised - resulted in an argument and stress levels arose.

Since that day (not just because of my calling in sick) - new rules and regulations regarding calling in sick and other factors have been written up and its all very fascist and ludicrous (I have refused to sign this ridiculous document)

Today however (regardless of not being sick), with a mind set of `they will cope without me, I do not care and unbeknown to them I am handing in my notice tomorrow anyway`...... I was not told off whatsoever.....

My mindset controlled the situation today and I damn well know it,,,, I am advancing because I am moving forward in thought process. Its about me not them!!!

I admire you living free at the moment - Its all I actually want.

Yes, no economy (bring it on lol) be people not robots, remember life was for living not working for those at the top, not for getting into debt, not striving for material gain, not adhering to man made rules, not worrying whether you fit in here or there......

Everything in this world is negative, its all wrong yet very few see it - Even as I sit here knowing it is wrong I still am a part of the corporate world to pay bills, buy food, keep a roof over my head.... I pay for the basic elements that came with the free planet its crazy and wrong.... If we all viewed it the same, all put our foot down and said no more.... the top would crumble and fall.

Unfortunately people are too scared, feel safe within the corporate world and there are those with only a care and dependency for material worth and would never give up willingly - When the time comes (it will) it will be these people who will not be able to cope - the poor and abused by government and society will be the ones who cope and survive - Like I said its kind of beautiful really :)

`The meek shall inherit the earth` ...... Yay!!!! lol

karma
@karma
03/19/16 12:39:22AM
159 posts

How to not get affected by negativity ~Please Help


Empath

It is sad....

Nah, you are not alone and I fully agree there is a sense of wanting to fight it but, in doing so you end up stressing yourself out.... I did lol

I would try and write a moralistic viewpoint but, it would only end up in further abuse aimed at me on a more personal note. When you stop and ponder for a moment these people are hiding behind the anonymity, Or just plain nasty so best to avoid and/or ignore - say your piece if you feel a need but, don`t hang around long enough to be targeted :)

karma
@karma
03/18/16 01:01:27AM
159 posts

Keeping a Job


Empath

Had to leave my job last year, I had what can only be called in this world as a `mental breakdown` I was absorbing the emotions of a lad with learning disabilities (a very stressed, angry, confused and anxious individual) it took me a long time to realise my feelings and thoughts were not my own - outbursts and intrusive thoughts, it was a year of hell because I was caring for him every day, all week. - I am now terrified of working in the care industry because of the empathy, the not knowing how to manage it I guess.

Moving to my new job I have had so much stress because of other people and their nasty talking behind backs, gossiping, bullying of coworkers, being overworked.... I have (within four months of being here), fallen out with three people, I have yelled at two of them, told them all I cant stand their nastiness) Its so difficult because I am not a confrontational person (certainly never used to be)....

I have a job interview today, basically the same kind of work `kitchen` - I like to be hidden these days :) Its part time so I can study on the side..... I have no idea if I will meet happy or negative individuals?.... I just know work and being around people for too long is bad for my health and certainly is not advancement of humanity itself - If I had the chance to, I would up and leave civilization, live off the land and live peacefully somewhere in the country

You are definitely not alone :)

karma
@karma
03/17/16 01:16:12AM
159 posts

How to not get affected by negativity ~Please Help


Empath

There are such things as paid trolls - paid to put down, debunk, upset, cause reactions etc...

There are also people as you say, unhappy.... I see it as happy people never feel the need to upset others. Its true, when you are happy the last thing on your mind is to be unkind.

Don`t ever think your commenting is not worthy though, the responses just need ignoring or a great comeback of wit - I love to see a nice or witty comment among the crappy ones. :)

Unfortunately the judgmental will always be around esp online, its good to roll your eyes and see them for what they are - try not to let them get to you personally, its never personal because they dont even know you, its just infantile and aggressive behaviour aimed at anyone :)

karma
@karma
03/17/16 12:46:44AM
159 posts



Sounds good :)

I need some ind of business idea or something of late..... Quit my dead beat job and work for myself....... :)

karma
@karma
03/14/16 02:21:44AM
159 posts

Cosmic Changes


Empath

lol.... I always sound so negative - I don`t mean to :)

I am actually seeing myself rising above it all yet, at the same time trying to express how I view the world, the whats going on etc.

negativity does indeed breed more negativity.... yet, to know it (for me at least) is needed, how else can I break free or rise above?

I am not intending to be and sound negative - The opposite really.... I think the belief of spiritual enlightenment that is said to come pure love for all is wrong, its an impossible feat as humans.

For me, true enlightenment comes from all knowing and separation from everything physical- unlocking the mind and connection to the source - Aquarius is giving us that chance.

Depending on the problem, comes the solution. If there is no solution? The world/humanity is beyond repair - that is as a collective. We cant beat those at the top because there is no physical means to.

We can however separate from them and go within,,,, I almost await excitedly for the economic crash and mayhem.... I do not see it as hell, it will be a time of true community and a sense of freedom - I want that anarchy - Its not negative but, actually quite beautiful - Well! for those who will go back to basics and see the world can be a better place when we work together - bring on the apocalypse and start again :)

karma
@karma
03/14/16 01:53:02AM
159 posts

Just found out my mums cancer is terminal


Empath

You are more than welcome hon.

The shock is understandable too of course - Your everyday life thrown out of sync. Finding the amethyst seems like a little touch of love having been sent from somewhere (a sign so to speak)

I don`t know as much as yourself concerning stones and crystals (I carry my chakra stones everywhere but thats about it) However, thinking of you I looked up stones to aid cancer and came across sulphur. I know its not a cure all but, may hep with the negative energies that the cancer brings?

I will add sulphur is always thought of as (biblically) negative but, apparently its brilliant for thoughts, environmental clearing.... Just a thought. Thinking of you is all :)

karma
@karma
03/14/16 01:37:51AM
159 posts

New to the group


Empath

Hi :)

Nice to meet you

karma
@karma
03/12/16 04:02:58AM
159 posts

In Between the Old Me and the New Me


Empath

Money - I hate it!!!!!

It is the God of this world and causes more suffering than anything else - its needed for the most basic of life lines and those without it perish in torment.

Whats the riddle?

karma
@karma
03/12/16 03:35:37AM
159 posts



Money and issues of today`s world are enough to have us all wanting to whine, scream, cry etc.....

Will go check out your posts in a bit ....

I love a good rant in acknowledgment when someone is `whining` ;)

karma
@karma
03/11/16 01:35:51AM
159 posts

How to not get affected by negativity ~Please Help


Empath

I hear you Kera.....

Todays world is full of negativity and deliberately so..... I read comments online and I too am disgusted by people. It took me about a year to stop trying to respond to these people, I would get so angry - crazy me starting out moralistic and ending up almost as bad in retaliation - I came to learn its best to leave them to it. If I do come across comments etc, I post a nice comment and ignore the rest..... leave a lil bit of feel good where I can - if my comment is put down... I ignore.

A lot of people are being that way for the shock factor and to uprise a reaction - dont be dragged into their silly little world (which is only a mere silly individual sat at home hidden behind a user name - they are not even bold enough to give real names - If they do? they are really just judgmental opinions that mean squat) :)

karma
@karma
03/11/16 01:20:58AM
159 posts

Just found out my mums cancer is terminal


Empath

Being angry is understandable.

Do not be sorry for saying how you feel nor for being down :)

My belief system is similar to yours yet, I cannot say how I would feel if I were in the position you are in now - I can only imagine..... As an outsider I can make many a statement that would not serve you because as I say, I have no means of experience of what you are going through, I truly do feel for you.

It is indeed sad and confusing with no answers to the why - staying strong for everyone is not always the way though, remember yourself and have that scream, release the build up and cry..... allow yourself to emote too.

karma
@karma
03/11/16 12:55:47AM
159 posts

Cosmic Changes


Empath

I have noted a lot of changes in attitude and stress levels over the last few months.... People are affected by what is going on in the universe but, do not know it.... As above so below (Hermes)

We are so dumbed down as a race we are not in tune with the universe that created us and cannot connect to the source of what we really are (particles of the everything that is and ever was) instead being diagnosed with mental problems and dysfunctions - drugged to the eyeballs and no hope of reconnecting - if not `that` then just too lost within the system of man made laws, rules and beliefs.

If people just stopped and thought outside of their physical bubble they would realise they are part of something very big (the everything in fact)....

The stressed, angry, arrogant are only this way because of physical life being so deliberatedly strained and demanding.... the `let it all go` is a must :)

karma
@karma
03/11/16 12:42:31AM
159 posts

Cosmic Changes


Empath

For me its the end of the dominant Christian age.... Pisces the (Christian) Fish has come to an end - In Biblical revelations it is the end of world as we know it which has been dominating a belief system of both politics and religion - Two thousand years of Christianity and Catholicism (Westernized) having enslaved, stolen and ruled with riches and laws that serve only the elite few - The Isra-ELITE from the first testament - `The Zionist Jew` that has zero connection to any real jewish blood or culture......

The Bible expresses Jesus speaking of his death to come and to fetch the water bearer to prepare. (I love these little subtle clues :)

The water bearer is the age of Aquarius as depicted in Astrology and the zodiac - The Mayan Calendar ended because it could not see what this age would bring - The Bible expresses the same..... The end of an age but, no definitive outcome `physically`.

It speaks of heaven or hell yet, this is religion not truth it is desperate to hold on the millions of souls it has ruled over the last two thousand years and about to lose within the new age.

Technology is not the age of aquarius intent. true spirituality is.... (personally I believe it has been introduced to prevent us from seeing ourselves for what really are) Technology serves the rich elite, it is a falsity of greatness that comes from the anti spiritual science.... Advancement of humanity of technology? there has been no advancement for the destitute and suffering yet billions has been made because of it - it serves only the westernized elites - As does politics, laws, religion, money, the media.......

True advancement is to separate from all that is physically dominant because we are more than physical beings.... if this laptop I write on and my phone was taken away tomorrow, would I survive? yes.... millions would think the world has ended. same as with money, religion, politics..... take it away people would not be able to cope because they see all of it as what to rely on.....

When the money stops coming (and it will within the next few years) people are gonna panic, they will turn to the governments and religion for answers - its all deliberated - the age of aquarius is about not turning to these but, turning within for answers - Its sink or swim (pun intended) the fish is always gonna swim if you dont catch it and the water bearer is gonna keep pouring the water for the next two thousand years until the age of Capricorn

karma
@karma
03/10/16 11:46:17PM
159 posts



Cant speak for anyone but myself - I know I came here in desperation last year - Needing somewhere to unload the madness and be taken seriously. since having no contact with the person that was causing so much anxiety and upset I have calmed and rebooted somewhat so I feel less compelled to come in and chat about the empath `problems` that I so needed to last year.

Well, `that` and work if honest, I took another job which has proven to have been a biiiig mistake lol..... time seems to be passing quicker and quicker these days, never enough of it.

If people are leaving here that could be a good sign as they have mastered their abilities. It is a pity that they have upped and left without maintaining the friendship though. Any good friends you make here you can think about swapping emails with - I have a couple of friends that I talk to via email and here :)

karma
@karma
02/18/16 04:00:17AM
159 posts



I think that`s a great idea ;)

Only problem is you have placed a very good business idea online. I would (asap!!!) look to sell your idea to a company willing to try it out (going alone could take months and research could lead to others discovering the idea and jumping on it.... you wont get all the credit but, you can make some demands as to royalties and such - Good Luck let us know how it goes


updated by @karma: 01/06/17 01:16:15AM
karma
@karma
02/11/16 04:13:04AM
159 posts

Exhaustion


Empath

Hi Sarah :)

I think you answered this yourself :)

Something somewhere is draining and exhausting you.... So many factors to where, how and why.... Childhood trauma, overworked, no you/family time.... its environmental stress and needs change.... but, where do you start?

I think there is the element of today`s world where we are believing work is the only main ingredient of life itself, working to live is no better incentive than living to work - life is the gift to live to the fullest but, who in this day does?

We are coming into a new age, a new era and as it stands here on earth we are being forced to place work efforts, time and threat of inability to provide over anything of real importance, such as our family, our health and our interests that has us loving life at all.

So what to do? Only you know what is right for you, have you looked into part time work? A time out period if possible?

I dont really have the ability to quit my job (if only) I am stuck, like most, having to go through the motions of earning to live.... drained and shattered from a continued ludicrous alteration of shifts and long hours, trying to block the negativity of coworkers bitching and stressing about each other, not really understanding my job role per se, its a case of thrown in at the deep end, if (in my case) you still dont really keep up after three months then you must be stupid.... Very draining.

The problem I face is my qualifications and experience lay within the job that my empathic `gift` left me not only vulnerable but, extremely wary of ever returning to (one to one care of adults with learning disabilities)- to say I absorbed negativity is an understatement.

I took a job that came along just as a means of income... now, I am stuck. I am looking for part time work or at least a job description that allocates a set time frame as opposed to crazy shifts but, experience and qualification has become a joke even in regards to the simplest of employment...

I have no clue where to go or what to do with work life really - That is not to say you are the same. You sound as if you have experience and qualifications - Can you not use them to look for a position catering more to your satisfaction?

Teaching on the side from home?, extra tuition for the student who finds certain subjects difficult?

karma
@karma
02/11/16 03:34:21AM
159 posts

In Between the Old Me and the New Me


Empath

I wish I had `the` answer...

A personal belief is the quite literally upping and leaving the everyone and everything that holds you back - But, as I have said to you in the past, I know this is what I need to do but, I dont know how to

Money (being the God of humanity) is the restriction for myself, If I had it, I would up and leave my job and home in an instant... situate myself in the country far away from civilization and live off the land - simple, quiet, un-invaded space :)

You are wanting to be free in a world that does not understand freedom, we (the majority) believes it is free as it slaves away making money for those at the top, struggling to pay bills, adhering to laws made by man etc etc... The world in which is told it has choices yet is given limited choices to choose from, a world that believes there is nothing wrong with a rich/poor divide, war is for the good of humanity, murder is okay if you wear a uniform, drugging pushing is okay if wearing a white coat - You see the world for what it is and hate it, people will never understand that because it is all they know and are afraid of change.

They have no aim other than towing the line as presented to them to do so, education never freedom of interest, forced to learn a perspective, memorize that perspective, sit an exam and recite detail or you are considered not cleverer enough to get that job to earn that money to pay to eat, clothe, pay those bills and buy a `treat`.... if you are really determined enough fight your way to the top of that field (dog eat dog) earn more, treat more..... yay! success you own expensive items unlike the stupid and lazy ones, you are better than them all :P

You make so many valid comments about being yourself and others that draw you back from expression and well, just being you - I think the fight is a just fight, yet a fight that can never be won. Its a fight that drains and exhausts every part of your being - A fight that at the end of the day isnt worth the effort. Nothing is, not if it leaves you feeling depleted.

I totally identify the existing in a place and time that is not where you want to be..... I think the giant step away from the physical realm/matrix is the opening of the eyes as to not being part of this source any longer.

The problem lay in disconnection from that comfort zone of `better the devil you know` - live the life you have done all the while hating it but, its predictable. Wheres the safety net in the leaving it all behind (this is and has been my biggest obstacle faced to date)

I have no answers, I wish I knew how / or had the means to, to break free myself .....

karma
@karma
02/11/16 01:55:34AM
159 posts



I have to agree with Karen regarding the situation as a whole :)

You havent given much information concerning why you have labeled this person sociopathic other than they betrayed you and they fit the profile.

You are feeling hurt and angry for this betrayal? - It would be understandable to feel angry and hurt, even understandable to lash out and call someone a name in a moment of hurt and anger... I doubt anyone alive can say they have never done so - name calling in such a manner can be rectified with an apology and an explanation of the lashing out.

I dont think I can really offer any input unless you give more details - A sociopath is really someone psychotic yet able to present themselves as not.... a mastermind of psychological, emotional, mental manipulation and abuse all the while disturbingly able to keep their warped hatred and such under wraps therefore seemingly a `normal` decent individual.

We use words flippantly and name calling no exception - People are now making fun and joking around at this persons expense - Can you offer more details concerning the situation that led to where it is now?

karma
@karma
02/08/16 01:13:26AM
159 posts

Not sure whether I am an empath or just a depressive.


Empath

Hi Hon (janejames) - I don`t think I have expressed myself properly (nothing new lol)

My anger is never for no reason and never directed at anyone other than the person who has pushed me to a limit (and it takes a lot of pushing) I am known (like Cheshire Cat) for being extremely mellow and calm... always have been. When I do fly it is well and truly noted the whomever just went too far - I just hate being pushed to the point because I end up hating myself.

I do not hate the human race, I cannot believe them as mentally ill, On the contrary I do not believe in mental illness as I have expressed elsewhere in other posts discussing the mind and brain being different parts of who we are. (the brain being the physical, the mind the spiritual.... many people use their brains but not their minds)

I totally respect and even admire your advice though, we all make our own reasoning as to how to cope with the world around us - I would not say I think you are wrong to see it your way because if its right for you then it cant be wrong :)...

I am extremely compassionate (too much so esp on an individual level)- I just see the human race (as a whole) - Ugly, the greed, hate, selfishness, arrogance, violence, deliberated ignorance, accepting of anything so long as its not on their door step,... for what it is and, believe my viewing them this way is very healthy in spiritual advancement - To separate from the what has become the acceptable in today`s world I believe a massive step in the right direction - Humanity has lost sight of anything other than its selfish self.

Its a very long and deep discussion concerning who we are and why and am not sure if I would be imposing in this thread?

karma
@karma
02/07/16 03:57:54AM
159 posts

Finally put a word to it - New Empath


Empath

I wish I could help you concerning a career path - It would mean I would have an insight as to my own :)

I just know, I cannot work in a certain field, my academic skills and employment experience now obsolete - I will never put myself into such a vulnerable position again.

I now work in a kitchen, long hours, disorientating shift patterns and terrible pay :( -

I think the realization you are not crazy or paranoid is fantastic - So many people out there being medicated and labeled mentally ill but, are in fact awakening spiritual beings :)

karma
@karma
02/07/16 03:36:18AM
159 posts

Not sure whether I am an empath or just a depressive.


Empath

Hi Cheshire Cat :)

I am so sorry to hear of the relationship break up - 54 years is a life time - I think a lot of the time people cannot understand `altruism` its an alien trait to most... instead theres the belief we are after something (even if that something is self importance.... It never is but, people view us that way)

I totally relate to the fear I seem too self righteous at times, I really worry I sound arrogant and as if I think I know everything... I don`t!

- I am not the person I project to others that`s one of the hardest parts about being me lol, I judge no one, I don`t aim to put anyone right - my advice too deep and meaningful which can be I guess a little too overwhelming.

I had to giggle at your response to janejames when you say about the cancer and added `This an example of the kind of things I say that pisses people off` - I can totally identify... Its a well rounded and articulate question yet after having said it you instantly think `should I have even said that` or `yep, that could be taken the wrong way` .... lol.... so me!!

I point out my flaws also... Why do we do this? Its as if we do not like ourselves, need reasurance from others.... why? I am trying to learn not to do this because am beginning to believe we are projecting that dislike of ourselves onto others and they (unwittingly or not) begin to look for the flaws we are talking about (be careful too, I have pointed out an over thinking flaw and it has been used against me often, anytime I have tried to explain something someone has said or done to have upset me, their response was always deflected from what they had said and instead a further upset in telling me I was overthinking the situation because that`s what I always do.... very unfair)

It does not sound crazy that it seems you are being punished and isolated for trying to be a better person.... I think in all honesty it is a case of people just cant handle and/or understand profoundness - todays world is about superficial everything but, hardly anyone recognizes it, so when they react in a manner we dont identify with (concerning our personality traits), we are affected deeply and they cant ever understand why or how they could be accountable... It can be very complex.

I will say your not liking most humans and saying you are not spiritually advanced.... I think otherwise, humanity is an ugly race, To see it for what it is, is extremely advanced :)

Your rages.... They come from somewhere and for a reason.... It takes a lot for me to fly into an actual rage, but, when I do, its very ugly.

Do you mind me asking what caused the brain damage? I was medicated 11 years with a potent brain drug and believe although symptomatically recovered I have memory and disorientation problems

The toughest situation I face with personality misinterpretation is that I am a stupid and a pushover

karma
@karma
02/06/16 02:43:09AM
159 posts

Not sure whether I am an empath or just a depressive.


Empath

Thanks Hon :)

We are indeed complex individuals :)

karma
@karma
02/06/16 02:32:25AM
159 posts

Not sure whether I am an empath or just a depressive.


Empath

Hi :)

I certainly believe we have all been here before and our brains hold locked away memories - I believe our personality traits are innate because of this (a lesson learned last life deep within us) so even though we cannot directly recollect our previous incarnation, our subconscious can and does.

The meeting with your mother sounds amazing - I believe the non verbal need and a telepathic communication in a different realm/dimension - in spirit you are your mind and it is you, no need for physical attributes :)

I am also a big believer in messages coming through via song, words, TV, feelings etc. I have had many occasions when I have heard someone on TV say something or a song playing and just know in an instant I was meant to hear it at that exact time.... spirit communicates in so many ways, many people will just not see it for the communication that it is, must be frustrating for the spiritual realm.

karma
@karma
02/05/16 03:57:14AM
159 posts



I don`t so much hold a grudge as I just wish I did not have to deal with nasty people and situations - My entire life has been me walking away from the fight so to speak, however, each and every time (and there have been many) I just feel weaker and weaker on the inside despite hindsight proving it took a lot of strength to do.

Narcissistic Guardians I walked away from aged 14, took myself to social services and refused to return `home` - It has been my way of dealing with people and situations since. I have walked away from so many people and left them in the past.

I walk away and don`t look back, I cut all ties physically - I have recently learned that to cut them emotionally and spiritually is the only way forward in a `forgiving` sense because forgiving is truly not about saying I forgive as it is actually letting go of the emotional impact a person or situation holds over you.

- Family members is a tough one (I have no real family having been raised in care - although since having been reunited with a sibling I find her energy draining yet, I sense the being lonely and extremely affected by the past so have the compulsion to stick around - can only take her in small doses though and often make excuses as to not meeting up - Limiting time with negative energies as opposed to just abandoning so to speak...

It is very difficult, I need to learn to ground myself also - Anxiety (and I do not know your mothers situation nor how it affects you both) is a very brutal and debilitating condition, I suffered in severity a few months ago (although former posts of mine will express I do not believe it was mine) - If you are picking up on it I would suggest you do your best to protect yourself in some way, find a shield of some kind - Cant say I have any answers because I am still trying to balance and ground myself.

Grudges dont serve you well though, you end up seething on something only affecting you and making you feel worse - cutting the emotional tie can allow a relationship to continue without being connected if that makes sense

karma
@karma
02/05/16 02:42:35AM
159 posts

Not sure whether I am an empath or just a depressive.


Empath

Hi Janeames :)

I think many here will identify with a depressive persona. Having a compelling urge to help others with their problems and not being able to solve your own sounds very familiar also :) (I can identify with `that`)

The profoundness of needing to converse with everyone you meet is another familiar trait (again, I identify)... However the confusion in believing you have a message or answer to their problem is where many of us go wrong

- Depending on what your beliefs are I guess but, regardless we are not here to educate, fix or solve other people, we can become too fixated wanting to help even when the help is not wanted - We can offer help, solutions, ideas and lend shoulders to cry on but, we cannot expect anyone to listen and see the world the way we do if we are not in perfect harmony with ourselves - That is not to say our being there for others isnt a wonderful thing and that our influence of caring is ever a bad influence...

We (myself included) need learn to accept that we are all here on our own journeys, we can all learn from each other - An individual who is not yet open to empathy can teach us just as much as anyone that is. I know at times I am perceived as arrogant and deluded, I grasp the perception because I know myself enough (and self analyse enough) to see it, I dont believe that I am this way, although I fear others thinking it - I am very sensitive and easily hurt.

The personality misinterpretation I think is another issue so many of us face because we are indeed different and many people just don`t understand where we could ever be coming from - trying to help can be perceived as a busy body or too much of a do-gooder, compassion believed as too sensitive, not wanting to fight out situations can be viewed upon as weak and feeble.... Our good intent often mistaken for sticking our noses in where it is not wanted and this can indeed result in a belief we are manipulative and/or that we are just too overwhelming... This will and does make us feel bad and in turn has us withdrawing into ourselves and/or becoming angry at the world around us - This can lead to many feelings of unhappiness and loneliness.

Balance of everything is needed. We need balance ourselves.... That`s the hardest part

Trying to steer away from negativity is what a lot of us try, It is draining - To have recognized it is a start :)

Would love to hear more about the experience you had with the past life regression. :)

karma
@karma
02/01/16 01:17:41AM
159 posts

Empath with Children


Empath

Hi Kaaolin

I think snap and I have proven the empath over thinks and tries to help a little too much at times

You are more than right, you did not post requesting any such suggestion on changing the custody situation, I arose with this and I am sorry for being so intrusive.

- The problem with this world today is we are bogged down by rules, laws and decisions of others and in this case it is indeed a way of working around them to lessen any stress

You are a loving and caring mother, that is what matters.

Sage is a very good home cleansing agent :)

I smudge every few months or so (or if I feel a need to).

I go through each room into the corners, under the beds, in cupboards etc - its another suggestion but, only as a means to release energy buildups - Puberty has many energies attached and it may help?

karma
@karma
01/29/16 04:04:24AM
159 posts

Empath with Children


Empath

That must be quite a toll on both the kids having to up and leave, settle, up and leave again (and for you) One minute a full house the next a silent one.

Is there no other means of a custody settlement? - It sounds as if the kids are finding it hard to adjust to the upheaval every week... I can imagine if you do not get along with their father then an altering of the arrangement may be a struggle? - My daughters father would have done anything just to be awkward if he thought I benefited in any way

Have you spoken to the kids regarding how they feel about the arrangement themselves?

karma
@karma
01/29/16 01:04:58AM
159 posts

Empath with Children


Empath

Hi Kaolin

I dont think you have done any damage to your children, kids are not so clueless to emotions in their parents - talking it through and explaining why you reacted this way or that does give them a better understanding and, even brings you closer :) You removed yourself from the emotionally charged relationship they must be able to see the change in you since the separation?

Emotional outbursts are actually kind of healthy at times just to release the energy build up. with kids there needs to be a boundary though - A mistake I made a fair few times was to allow my daughter to be herself in expression - so long as there was good reason for the outburst took a few times to sink in during her teenage years lol....

A very notable trait for me with my daughter (now 22) is when she is ill, I cope fantastically tending to her but, as soon as she recovers, I feel instantly drained - I also feel surges of stress when she is stressed (her job is very demanding) - I feel this with my boyfriend too. - I have to tell myself that there was no stress or angst within me prior to the onset so I know it isnt mine :)

Just a question regarding the custody of your children on a week by week basis - does that mean they live with you one week, their dad the next?

karma
@karma
01/26/16 01:55:45AM
159 posts

Now what?


Empath

I cannot speak for anyone but myself and believe we will all have our own understandings on what connecting with others actually means.

Personally I believe we are becoming more aligned as the universal oneness that we are.

There are lots of differing perspectives as to what we `do with it`.... I am not convinced we are to do anything with it per se (unless a knowingness when a need arises). I am more inclined to believe we (those able to sense and feel others) are raising in vibration and leaving behind those who are not....

Its not so simple as to say we are enlightened and perfect as to be above others, on the contrary many are finding this process extremely difficult - I sure am :)

Do you meditate? - It may benefit you to ask yourself what all this means and await an answer. Be aware of your surroundings many answers come in forms of random obvious signs everywhere... the more in sync with whats going on around you the more answers are staring you in the face.....

Songs, words, a quote off of the telly etc.... Anything that suddenly seems coincidental but, perfect in timing dont hesitate to respect it for what it is..... Empathy being only a part of the route to enlightenment :)

karma
@karma
01/25/16 03:35:07AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

Wow!!!!

The guy is amazing and explains everything so much better than I have ever been able to.

From the complete enslavement and brutality directed at the animal kingdom to the disturbing truth of what is being eaten (flesh, tendons, blood, veins etc all cooked into what is seen as just `meat` as the finished product)

The labeling of product to disguise and sell, just imagine if the true description was labeled lol.

`Somatic Cell Count` (aka the `Pus`) within milk being pasteurized (aka ``sanitized`).

He explains the trauma of farmed animals brilliantly but, I am too sensitive to listen all the way through.

The guy is fantastic. Thank you for introducing me to his videos :)

karma
@karma
01/25/16 03:10:28AM
159 posts

Not sure if I am an empath


Empath

Hi Suzie

You sound extremely sensitive and empathic to me - Have not put me off :) - be yourself!!!

The anger from your past is something many people hear would identify with, unresolved issues (at least I believe to be) are very much a factor of my own route to discovering the empath connection within me. The having experienced trauma, upset as a means to understand it and not repeat if that makes sense? - I am rarely angry but, when I am, I am not nice. It is a short outburst but, I end up in a self loathing for sometime afterwards.

We are all individual so each will have had a different route :)

I hear you, I am a very in depth person, people are wary of me, I have no real balance and feel overwhelmed often concerning making any kind of relationship, even if very casual such as meeting someone randomly, I am an intense character...

I too am working towards a means of balance, I do not think being an empath has any rules per se, we all seem to have to have different perspectives and `abilities` so to speak.... emotional imbalance being pretty much a given lol..... Just know you are not `crazy` no one is :)

karma
@karma
01/25/16 02:21:55AM
159 posts

Feeling out of sorts around the time of a traumatic event


Empath

I dont know about feeling out of sorts prior to a traumatic event but, anything is possible. How is your daughter now? I hope she is okay?

The tinnitus I have been getting for many years, I personally believe it is becoming extremely common as the planet is shifting on its axis and the vibration is accelerating (this is a spiritual vibration as we are becoming more aligned with the universe) I lay in silence listening to almost two tone in sync - I am almost deaf in my right ear yet the tone is so distinct and vibrant, I love it. :)

karma
@karma
01/22/16 02:31:16AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

I hadnt heard of him but, after a quick look I will be taking an in depth look after work. Thanks for the link :)

karma
@karma
01/22/16 02:27:06AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

Glad no hostility :)

I think everything needs saving, even humanity from itself :) I just believe flesh and blood is not for consumption, digestive systems kind of irrelevant when we can live without, if were meant to consume meat in the manner humanity does then we could not survive without it.... being able to proves it is not needed.

In fairness, I could respect more that if like we are told of cavemen hunting for food to survive then the animalistic cave man was only being the animal he was.... I do not and never will respect the breeding and trapping of animals for consumption.

Manufacturing of live stock and the treatment etc, etc, I cannot accept it - It is a sad life where we even have to have sanctuaries for ex-lab animals, endangered species, abused and neglected animals of every kind - people are the worst animal on this planet that`s for sure.

I not only see animals as being made of the same as what we are made of, I also see them as the most beautiful creatures alive that respect their surroundings and respecting the planet that gives them life... They have no ego, highly sensitive to the spiritusl realm, only kill for food or to protect their young, I actually believe they have more of a right to be here than we do.

Arrogant as a race we believe we are top of the food chain - place us in the wild or in a cage we would soon lose the arrogance.... its humanity telling itself it has every right to do as it pleases as always :(

Nature itself needs saving, forests, wild life, everything :(

karma
@karma
01/21/16 06:42:24AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

I am awkward lol

My partner and daughter having to put up with non allowance of cooking meat at home... in all fairness my daughter is not really a big meat eater and my boyfriend (of 15 years) came into my life already knowing that was a part of me. My dog `Dolly` eats meat because I would not want to introduce a diet at her ten years that may disrupt her digestive system.

The way I see it, I cannot change anyone, I am me, I am passionate and I guess I am more passionate here regarding an empath perspective of meat consumption. I am not judging and demanding (probably sound like I am lol) I just cannot understand it :)

evolveconsciousness.org/why-is-veganism-important-in-awakening-and-ending-evil/

You sound like you are struggling with health at present and one meal a day, can be okay if it is suffice for you at regarding symptoms.... just watch your energy levels if need be, plently of superfoods to boost your energy, even if in small amounts :)

karma
@karma
01/21/16 06:17:48AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

Hmmm

Where does any indication enter of it being okay eating a brain dead person in anything I have said?, is this a little hostile?

I speak of Vegetative connection (no feeling in a vegetable, no feeling in the the brain and central nervous system being dead in a vegetative state) - Plants, please note I have stated are different from vegetables. Life is well and truly abundant within nature it is its own life source but, to coincide torment of a leaf to a goat and torment of cattle, pigs and chickens is with paramount difference.

Many plants are hostile to the human and to the animal, therefore poisonous.

I have not in any manner suggested that a vegetarian diet makes any animal stronger, I have only presented there is no need for strong animals to ingest meat to be strong. Yeast extracts provide vit B12, Creatine not vitally important to sustain a healthy living, just as much as the five a day silliness, healthy living is mere healthy exercise and diet aka common sense.

I am in total agreement plants have life, there are proven techniques that plants can respond to nurture in many ways - yet they have no mental state nor central nervous system.

Plants when consumed are usually snipped at and eaten providing continued growth, or pruned so to speak to promote optimal growth therefore indicating a need to do so to provide a healthy plant, the more its pruned the longer and healthier the life - animal slaughter does not have the same outcome.

Am I seemingly hostile? probably, although unintentional, my love for the animal kingdom is intense... I just believe as an empath who does indeed feel the emotional torment of others, both person and animal, I cannot deny I do not understand how others do not feel this also when claiming to be able to feel the same - therefore my passion is indeed intense. How can an empath be overlooking the pain and torment of what they are eating?

consumption, clothing, furniture, beauty products - nothing is worth harming or taking a life for, synthetic replicas are plentiful, beauty products merely gimmicks of what beauty is supposed to be about....

I do not agree a horse is optimized in a manner to carry loads - Man decided a horse would be of use to him to do so, just as man has optimized every animal it uses to assist man

Your question regarding most vegetarians, I can only speak for myself of course :) - No other living beings, blood, muscle, cells etc are anything I would consider for consumption, anaesthetised or otherwise, we are all made from the same ingredients, flesh and bone, we all have a mind, mental state, emotional connection, we are all kept alive by a heart pumping blood through our veins I see no difference in human flesh and bone and animal flesh and bone. I do not condemn those who eat meat, I do not like it, I cannot stop anyone eating meat, I cannot single handed change the world.

Plants are indeed beautiful and indeed full of life and have an energy, they, provide nourishment and continue to grow, nature is amazing - the animal kingdom also

karma
@karma
01/21/16 02:19:49AM
159 posts

Pen Pals (kinda) :)


Empath

Hi, feel free to add me and chat away :)

karma
@karma
01/21/16 01:55:28AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

Hi Gem - been a while since having spoken :)

Thank you for saying we can sustain ourselves with or without.... I do believe animals eat other creatures as a food chain perspective (they have the teeth and digestive systems to do so) yet, like I say below it is not needed. Cattle, Horses, Elephants and other large and strong animals do not need to, to survive a healthy life span.

I have been vegetarian for over 17 years but, since `awakening` more I have gone vegan (the last six months)

I am not being judgemental, my partner and daughter, my dog and friends eat meat.... :) I cannot help but wish people did not. I did not come here to preach, I came to explain the difference between plants and animals, central nervous systems and brains/mental states and trauma... :)

karma
@karma
01/21/16 01:43:36AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

Hi Trevor

Just wondering what particular proteins and vitamins were needed to improve your health?

karma
@karma
01/21/16 01:40:39AM
159 posts

Vegetarianism


Empath

I am vegan - I do not consume any animal product whatsoever. Have you heard of a person being brain dead and called a `Vegetable`? The plant that produces a vegetable (root) can be reused to grow another unless you are eating the root itself but, even then that root has no mental state or central nervous system to feel pain and experience trauma. - A vegetable is without any `feeling` whatsoever.

Vegetables grow to a certain point and then stop and rot, they have no life means within them to continue growing - once ripened, it is a very short time before they are rotten

There is no lesser of any evil - plants don`t have a central nervous system nor a mental state per se, they are alive so to speak but do not suffer torment and confusion in which an animal bred for consumption does, spending years in a cage, separated from their young, traumatized, roughly manhandled, strung up alive and brutally slaughtered.... Even if plants were considered to have hearts and brains, their life consists of being nurtured to grow there is no trauma.

All protein and vitamins humans need to be healthy and strong can be found in vegetation and pulses - Many people claim that vegetarians are weaker yet, common sense screams the strongest of animals are vegetarians - Horses, cattle, elephants etc. There is absolutely no need to consume another living, breathing, feeling, emoting creature to maintain a healthy life and be strong physically.

The organic and free range is more acceptable if you look at the life of the animal prior to consumption but, still it will eventually be led to the abattoir and brutalized - The organic cows milk still produced via an induced phantom pregnancy (very traumatizing) to continue the flow..............

I cannot hep being passionate about this topic, My best way of describing the difference in plants and animals is to look harder at your pet and the plant you have in the corner of your room.... wheres the love, wheres the life? :)

karma
@karma
01/19/16 02:45:48AM
159 posts

Ear Chakras and Music


Empath

I kind of get what you are saying. Music is vibrational and is a way to opening chakras at certain htz

Have you seen the vibration experiments? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvJAgrUBF4w its darn amazing and shows the magic of vibration at its best.

There are a few songs that just grab me with the tone and vibration and I instantly know that they are meaningful regardless of the lyrics. A lot of classical music, is and was made especially to increase vibration - Sad to say that most music of today is (although catchy and enjoyable) has nothing to do with increasing vibration but, a case of the opposite.

if a tune makes you feel good, keep on playing it :)

karma
@karma
01/10/16 06:12:03AM
159 posts

What do you do if you know things but no one believes you?


Library of Light

You know, you actually clarified a very important point for me. You have expressed it in a way that I can identify that is my own problem.

`The questioning of self because having no one to relate to`.... I never really saw it that way before, I always wondered why I questioned myself so much, simple but, never saw it.

The greatness inside you is overwhelming, what is it there for, if nothing can be done?

I believe it is because we are all supposed to be on that level, yet very few are.

If we all felt it we would all be on the same vibration and bizarrely it would be less overwhelming.... The reason (at least in the workings of my mind) is that the world around you does not understand itself and therefore sharing it is almost an impossibility - We are all the same existence after all and, everyone oblivious to it is pulling you back (and they don`t even know it), the ignorance (and deliberation) of this planet is extremely damaging and why the everything is just so damned difficult.

Feeling more like a God than a human - Non religiously I refer back to the biblical messages of the christ mind - It is not crazy to believe it, it is merely a process

`Be not conformed of this world, be transformed in the renewing of your mind, know what is acceptable, good and perfect, in the will of I Am`

- The passage says God but, any reference to Lord/God/Yaweh/Jesus etc, is a translation of Hebrew/Aramaic `I Am`

The I Am is the most important message within all scripture. Even traveling to the French language JE SUIS - and the incredibly exclusive to the rich and powerful.... Jesuit society (The I Am society)..... The New Testament is fantastic concerning I Am (Jesuis/Jesus) speaking - He is the higher vibration and God like self that we all are - yet we havent quite reached yet...... Everything said is far from dogmatic, all is reference to the higher self and thought process... rambling again :)

You are not crazy! Not being able to relate is not crazy, as for your intelligence to be tested, I personally believe it would not be tested but, crushed. Science and Religion both invented to disprove spirituality and understanding the self, both would bully and mock to a point of despair - Feeling alone I believe a deliberated means to have you doubt yourself.... You are a danger and threat (esp if believed and had others follow your transformation)

I do not know any answers as such to feeling less alone, only that you always remember you are within a process :)

karma
@karma
12/30/15 05:15:41AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

Well!

You said that better than I ever could :)

karma
@karma
12/30/15 05:14:16AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

I truly feel for you, am angry for you!!!!

will add that I believed I had candida (I believed I had many things as my symptoms implied as much) Sorry for the detail but, I had very thick mucus if and when finally able to pass a stool (wasnt often) - I believed it was clogged up within my system and as to why I could not digest? - I also looked into fibromyalgia and my Dr said (I kid you not) FM was a `fad disease as was CFS (because I suggested this also)he again stated there were no such diseases nor conditions (this was back in 2004/5. Gotta love the intellect of someone oblivious to anything but, bs studied from a text book many moons ago!!! :)

Since having been off the drug (almost 4 years now) I can at least say my ability to pass stools has improved, it took a while after though.

Mental Health History, Dang!, I hear you - When I suffered Anxiety and Panic attacks recently (all gone now, since cutting the ties :) My `History was raised... (By a different Dr... To which in 2012 I stated I would never return to Dr after what had happened, Four years on, desperate for time out I had to, to be signed off work)

I made a point of, I never suffered anxiety before and I knew the root cause anyway, anti meds etc.... She was very nice though and basically said okay.

I am with you 101% we had to go through what we did to get where we are `spiritually` - I honestly do, I believe you have to experience absolutely anything to ever understand it. I take much comfort in that! - It is hard though to accept sometimes, not so much for myself, but, the brutal lesson affecting others seems so unfair... My Daughter, she had to live alongside a very messed up Mum and I have so much guilt for that.

I will honestly take anything thrown at me, sure I will vent as have done here, its when I affect others my torment lies there. Its why I cannot forgive or nurture me - I think I find `that` the hardest of all.... How to ever learn to value or love myself?

I am also, as you say `grateful` for the knowledge and sensitivity I have, I am grateful to be on a path so to speak... Just lost upon it though, a metaphorical crossroads at all times.... At times I have wisdom (I know I am claircognizant - sounds so arrogant, But, I know things, I just know them, yet to apply any such wisdom to myself is lost, the knowing things though, most do not apply - I at present feel I am of no help to anyone anywhere, just babbling on what goes on inside my head (and truly grateful when someone listens - so thank you :)

I am not `down` nor negative though - I do worry that I may sound as such within written text?

- another long post so sorry

karma
@karma
12/30/15 04:13:27AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

Your symptomatic hell makes me so angry.... How long since coming off the drug?

Researching I have found (and you will know just as much, if not more than me) that there are literally hundreds upon hundreds of symptoms, the brain is so disrupted it is sending warped signals in confusion... implying you have any number of `conditions` at one time.

The most common being worsening of `mental illness` and `digestive dysfunction` (both sound so damn tame as to the actuality of) - The arrogance concerning the `mild to moderate` diagnosis makes me extremely angry!!! (this on top of severe physical deterioration that no Dr connects to the drug and treats as if separate `condition`)

When in the reduction process (took over two and a half years to wean off - The withdrawal was brutal and I was on a liquid formula to lessen the blow, initially 5mls per month, by the end 1ml per month).... I went through a stage of what is called (and you know it yourself) `Emotional Numbness` - An awful medical term that does not even begin to describe the darkness of such a place.

This I have always described as, `As if my soul had left me`... At the time I would look at everything and everyone (even my loved ones) and think `What is the point of you?`

I saw nothing of worth in anyone nor anything and I felt nothing... I was not depressed, to say I was, would imply a `feeling/emotion` of some kind, there was no feeling , no emotion, there was absolutely nothing!

Only much, much later did I look back and see I had been in a very dark place and, in truth a very scary place - It means a lot that someone else has been there I have never come across anyone else who has described the same - I have wondered if this is what a demon is? the negative energies? if so? is it why they cling in a desperation to feel something?

I hear what you are saying about the meds holding us back.... Good grief I was in hell, yet (albeit always having been a sensitive child to a degree) I do believe the entire time I was guided through to awakening to what the meds were doing... In the early days I went along with my Dr when symptoms worsened, I asked if it was the drug, He laughed and said, I quote (will never forget it) `No, of course not, these are uppers` unquote....

I was in and out of Psychiatric care and the multitude of symptomatic distress blamed upon me for not accepting I was depressed (I knew, I was not... Initially I was medicated because I had, had enough of being verbally put down by my daughters father)..... Yet ended up manic, suicidal, physically deteriorated (understatement to all as you will know yourself).... I had long gotten over my daughters father I ended up being a far lot worse to him - he left me alone believe me... I knew (something was always telling me) I was not me!!

I was so so messed up and confused, could not absorb information, signed things I shouldnt have (the right to be medicated and that I was of sound mind - all paperwork back then and so easily predated).... Blah long and nasty story

I read other peoples stories and see that unlike you and me, believe the drugs are what they need - each time they try to come off the withdrawal kicks in and they believe the Dr when He/She says.... `This is why you need stay on the medication`..... They are screwed! - I have tried to express in the same way I have done here the last few posts but, have been attacked by Drs and Patients alike for suggesting any such notion... pHARMa trolls are everywhere - The agenda of these drugs to attack humanity for both spiritual disconnection and profit from it.... Well!! its hidden in plain sight.

There is no doubt that these meds are brain damaging - connecting to the darker side of human emotion (psychosis/manic depression/hate/anger) and worse still, disconnecting from human emotion altogether - Happy Pills... Its a very sick joke!

My goodness, what an angry post lol... I apologize :)

But, Thank You Lotusfly... Having found a kindred spirit has (regardless of my post) truly uplifted me :)

karma
@karma
12/29/15 06:25:10AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

Lotusfly

I have responded to Alison, I annoyingly have to get ready for work but, will be back tomorrow

I am desperately wanting to talk about `emotional numbness` and the soul connection because I have used the same term of `my soul had left me`.....

Till tomorrow x

karma
@karma
12/29/15 05:19:22AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

Thanks Alison, I do worry my posts are too long, I have this weird thing of over explaining myself, wandering off topic and getting lost somewhere in between, I can only ask `Bear with me I will get to a point eventually` :)

I also worry I sound a little crazy at times babbling away with what goes on in my head (Dang I have to live with me)

I read the mold link, I had not heard of it but, who knows, natural substances on this planet could well be turning toxic via coming into contact with the chemicals being pumped into the air, in our water supplies and all else. The newer the discovery the more likely the newer the cause (no different in all the latest `mental health conditions`) I mean the over excitable child labeled as Hyper and diagnosed ADHD - The hyper kids I went to school with would now be discussed and debated upon as to, is it `normal behaviour`?

- They are today all holding down decent jobs and have `normal` life styles - They just had personality.... today `this` needs medicating, the quiet child and a questioning `Whats wrong with them?`.... Its all wrong,

I can only express my Anxiety began at the beginning of the year, working with a lad with learning disabilities and basically becoming him absorbing every emotion.

I have put the initial twinges (intuition) down to a warning of some kind to get out but, ignored it till I had to when the anxiety consumed me.... (long and crazy story :) since cutting the tie I have had no panic attacks. So I still believe this was a him vs me situation

I have cut all ties since but, a few symptoms remain. I am getting better but, very affected and scared to be too open to anyone (esp around people other than close friends and family).

I also am finding it extremely difficult to ground myself, am awkward around people and, very aware I am a little odd in the presence of others. I feel as if I am not supposed to be here or that I am desperate to be somewhere else - I know a DR would diagnose me in an instant as being someone with social anxiety and borderline personality disorder because I fall into the diagnosis perfectly yet, I know my experiences and my guarding myself is truly what I am and, why I behave the way I do

- Paranoia (of others and picking up on them), inability to socialize (fearing picking up on others), no sense of who I am (picking up on others) , stressed (because of others, or because I dont want to be around them anymore) etc,,,, hell! I am an empath!! lol

Vaccinations - The Mercury connection I know has been linked to Autism and other learning disabilities- I read a file at work earlier this year concerning a young adult whose family were convinced he was a healthy little boy until his fourth year MMR then it all went pear shaped - became hyper, aggressive and angry (he still is today). Its a common story, although the medical profession refuses any such link and those that do are hounded and disgraced - Any investigation is thwarted yet the rise in Autism, learning disabilities, mental and, emotional health is at its highest it has ever been ever!. I truly believe there is an agenda but, run the risk of sounding like a conspiracy nut :)

We could open a separate discussion and talk about it there?

An interesting read yournewswire.com/why-dont-amish-children-get-autism/

The page links to the hep B vaccine as opposed to the MMR but, still the same thought process.

I do not know whether people believe they have ascension symptoms but, really it is a toxic overload?... My belief is, (and it is only my belief) if you truly feel you are, then you are... The drug, toxins, disruption could be a case of ascension being muddled with and, a warped confused opening and closing if that makes sense? - Many mental illnesses and `disorders` (hate the medical terminology) have the `spiritual awakening` connection and/or hearing voices, demonic forces and energies and such - unlike the supposed scientific revelation these people are plain and simple mad (which is really a we cannot explain or, the will not admit the cause)..... Whatever the cause? (toxins, meds, foods, trauma?) they are in tune to another realm or left open to allow energies through (both good and bad, this can only cause further severe mental breakdowns).

I dont know. I am just me and my head is full of trying to make sense of it all - Like I said I rely too heavily on intellect - I need to know things that reasonate, if it does not make sense I will do all I can to make sense of it. That is not to say I expect anyone to agree with what I make sense of though - Its like I cannot relax until it makes sense - Our health is indeed something we need look closer into, Even organic foods are dubious, the soils and such... chemicals in the air must be affecting everything natural - There are chemicals in absolutely everything, we are organic beings :(

karma
@karma
12/28/15 03:05:18AM
159 posts

Autism spectrum disorders and empathy connection?


Empath

I truly agree a healthy gut is a healthy mind and vice versa

I try to explain to my daughter, what she puts into her system will determine her mental and physical state. I read once (I forget where?) that the digestive system is a drainage system, if a drain is blocked the crap builds up and over flows, spilling nasty toxic waste to the surface, its a blunt and simplistic explanation but, describes it perfectly.

What was/is wrong with your gut if you don`t mind me asking? - My digestive problems were severe all the while medicated though (deliberately) attributed to anything but the medication. I would go for a week without being able to digest properly, suffered excessive hypersomnia and bloating I was often mistaken for being pregnant, would at times have to vomit rather than pass stools (this would be days old undigested bile)... the physical symptoms I suffered due to erratic chemical disruption (specifically serotonin) were to lead to abnormal bone growth and expression of arthritis , blood coagulation ( and my skin went a very nasty transparent red) The gut though was the most affected physically, it ceased to work.. The emotional and mental symptoms I will explain another time :).

I 101% agree, the root cause is never so easy as to look at one organ and understand it to be why other symptoms and failures are in motion, or even why that particular organ is failing.... food alone (esp processed crap is full of chemicals (e numbers/additives of preservatives) is screwing with the organic chemistry of our systems drastically - even the vegetables and fruit we eat are a high percentage genetically modified.... we are so unhealthy hence the spirituality we all have being so difficult to connect with :(

The gut is in effect a mind of its own, the three gut associated chakras (root, sacral and solar plexus) connecting us to the physical, emotional and mental state of humanity - it becomes so complex as many of us (regardless of how spiritual we are), we can have clean open heart, throat and mind chakras yet blocked lower chakras due to what we are putting into our systems and, inability to connect with mother earth in the way are supposed to.... Sadly (I am guilty of this myself) we can be so arrogant in a belief we have open hearts so we must have opened our first three.... I know, as yet, I have not yet opened, I still suffer with conflict of ego, I care too much for others and cannot grasp how to love nor nurture myself, I rely too much on intellect instead of following my gut - I will explain this concerning the last year another time, maybe in a private message if possible? I know what I have to do but, am too afraid to do it. We have been conditioned and taught all wrong to follow the heart as intuition - I follow my heart too much, when open, it is instinct to do so - the gut is intuition not vice versa....

The weirdest thing I find concerning myself (because to any Dr/ Psychiatrist I would so easily be diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder and Social Anxiety... ) Is that, like you say `self awareness`.... I am too self aware and am struggling because of it. I find myself happier when lost my sense of self for a while, I still don`t know if that is a good or bad thing?

I do not know if I have rambled and gone off topic lol.... I talk alot :)

 
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