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Whitejade
@whitejade
12/07/15 05:26:44AM
28 posts

Experience with Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personalities or acquired pain?


Empath

Hi I have depersonaziliation my mum said she got it when she was a kid I got it really bad when i was younger every now and then I get little moments of it but about last year I had huge amount it feels like I am not in control the of my body but my body won't just collapse it does what it needs to I get so scared some people experience this when they have DID or MPD so I know somewhat what that person your talking about what feel like
Whitejade
@whitejade
12/04/15 05:46:57PM
28 posts

Dating Websites


Empath

If it make you feel better to fancy someone you go for there looks mostly I can't remember the percentage but then its how they move around then its there personality then how it sounds I think that's in order but I just know looks come first
Whitejade
@whitejade
11/06/15 05:52:43PM
28 posts

I'm so confused please help


Empath

thank you sorry when i posted that reply i was in a rush so i quickly wrote it out well i have not yet discussed with my mother but i know a good friend who i can

Whitejade
@whitejade
11/06/15 04:40:34AM
28 posts

I'm so confused please help


Empath

BTW guys what bothers me most is the year difference it seems like no one knows what year group aka here grades. Grades are not your smartness group it's year group
Whitejade
@whitejade
11/06/15 12:18:26AM
28 posts

I'm so confused please help


Empath

But what do you mean by being young people one? My sis is not intesrted in love yet she told me she's bot even going through puberty so she does not experience the feeling of being attracted so I know that's not be case but and what do you mean about that good thing. Pls explain more your worrying me and plus if she were talking about how she felt which is not possible for her I would feel it I asked her who's your favorite neiughbour and she said the little girl and she or I asked you know mine? And one of her guesses was the guy. Your comment is worrying me
Whitejade
@whitejade
11/05/15 03:25:32PM
28 posts

I'm so confused please help


Empath

Wow thank you gem and KM I guess my sister is not a good person to talk too the most sensible person would be my mother why did I never think of talking to someone myself
Whitejade
@whitejade
11/05/15 06:20:40AM
28 posts

I'm so confused please help


Empath

Hi everyone before I write I just want to say that this is very akaward for me to say and I will be doing a lot of ....'
Well I'll start from the beginning I need awnsers this feeling of confusion feels like it's eating me from inside. OK so... About not very long ago are neighbours accidently threw there ball over our fence and they came over at first I could not find it so my mum let them inside. My mum then Asked what school they go to you know normal mother to young children talk all of them were in primary except... For this one guy who said he went to the same school as me mum said oh (my name) goes to that school too he's a year below me in his in year 7 I'm in year 8 but I actually repeated a year so I'm meant to be in year nine well anyways today at school.. While I was eating recess with my friends... (Its hard for me go write this..) He was in a group of his friend and I saw him pointing towards my direction I looked away a bit embarrassed then continued eating then a few minutes later he walked past my group I was on the end of the sitting area and I heard his friend say to him"you can't shes year 8??!? I'm a year 8 girl what the heck??!?? He could of been talking about someone else but I literally can't stop thinking about him his my next door neighbour and to be honest whenever I hang out with my sisters friend who is the little girl next door our neighbour I always see him ride his bike with his little brother and he always comes to tell if she needs to come home or go check on her because his her big brother but I get really happy when I see him.

I also have been to his house with my sister to hang out with the little girl who is 2 years younger then my sister

Well anyways me and my sister had a conversation today and I asked who's your favorite neighbour friend? She said that little girl then she asked mine then she guessed my crushes who I have lost interest in a bit and I said no then she said the little girl and yeah I said no then she said her little brother nope then she said her other brother which is the dude who I'm talking about I still said no but I was happy she said his name because I wanted to try tell her how I was confused then she said his to old for you anyways this angered me my sister is only 10 and she is not attracted to the opposite gender or whatever who sexuality is yet but this made me a bit more uneasy and confused it hurts... I hate this confusion... I keep denying it... I keep thinking no I like (my crushname) not him bit really I have lost a lot of interest in my current crush. i can't stop thinking about him I am not sure if my feelings are real so I don't know I feel like I need approval for some reason? PLEASE HELP ME


updated by @whitejade: 01/13/17 04:11:30AM
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/30/15 07:44:49AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

good comment very intresting I don't exacly feel myself as an ET but some people say I am claircognziant but the truth is my mother told me I was a rainbowcrystal child and I guess thats what voulenteers are I jave ADHD because of my autism I aint got any abilties dissed I hate calling my autism a dissabiltit because none is missed so my ADHD and autism has nothing to do with my natrual powers and my autisim is extremly low well I swear I have only at least have seen 11:11 once maybe and just a cobquincident from looking at my alarm clock well I doubt I am a voulenteer because I don't see my ability mentioned anywere.. and I feel like my ability is just on its own no package I will look up and I saw some of the links you sent but I live in a house with my perants and 4 other siblings so its impossible to watch netflex because others will see what I am watching because its all sync but I could be a voulenteer because I have been told by my mother I was an crystal rainbow child
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/29/15 04:39:07AM
28 posts

Has Anyone Else Noticed This?


Empath

yes it does annoy me
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/29/15 03:12:42AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

I feel bad for bringing this discussion ip again by commenting but I decided yo do more research on claircognizance. yea its right about getting random gut feelings and similar stuff and I know that my form of claircognizance is a form but it all says "you get random knowlage and don't know how or were you got it well I know were I got mine its not like I don't know were I get my *someone elses* knowlage from I think thats weird so I am doubting a bit that this is claircognziance . also all the articals or wiki's I went on said actually people in the comments telling about there experiences and then people replying to there comments saying you got it you got it its cool if you "learn how to turn it on and off" because no one wants to constantly get random imformation thats not ours. I don't care??! about turning it off it can kind of annoy me when people always say how they wanna shut it off and I live having rare abilities and I would not mind if people found out its just weird how I have such a different state of mind that it.. just confuses me I like the reality of not being afraid but I don't know why every single person I have talked yo all say there afraid even on youtube so maybe I am something more evolved?? I don't know but something just tells me that what I experience is not claircognizance. the defenition of claircognziance just does not describe me enough
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/29/15 02:47:40AM
28 posts

Do empath abilities get stronger with age?


Empath

I don't think this is how it works my ability is alot stronger then others and I am only 14 and just found out I had a power less then a year ago
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/29/15 02:18:22AM
28 posts

Calling All Lightworkers!


Empath

I am not a lightworker but I do feel like this I feel guilty for being on my computer and not being with my family alot of the time I always am on my computer when there doing something but I am on my phone more now and barley on my computer
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/24/15 09:26:04AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

can you do it in real life? i kind of not really feel emotions much.. but the information i get is crazy

Whitejade
@whitejade
10/24/15 09:24:44AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

well i do have ADHD so i am easily distracted and i get really hyper active from it so i take pills but i really don't think your theory is it at all i know you have really thought of it a lot and really excited to hear my response.. but it just doesn't seem at all i was in a workplace game and i am not really into games anymore but i can use my ability on people on skype so that proves that its not because pressure on other people all i gotta do is try think how do i do this? and like half a second later i literally have like information thats not mine i even get flash backs of what happened i never have used this ability in PVP mainly the workplace game and skill puzzled game which is transformice

Whitejade
@whitejade
10/24/15 09:18:35AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

i guess i do think of a lot of fantaisies sorry i took so long to respond btw) i don't think you get it very well at the start i don't exactly focus as much as you would probably think i just think i need to focus and like i only need to for a second and it all comes to me i have done it in inrl some times but its got nothing to do with love or my ADHD because i have things that stop me from being so distracted and hyperactive from ADHD) i am just curious on why i am so unafraid of it everyone else on here is all talking about they thought everyone has there ability and for me i hope that only a few and me have it i get disappointing when people say they relate tbh... unless they say its something different well its just my personality maybe cause am younger

Whitejade
@whitejade
10/24/15 09:06:35AM
28 posts

Had an spirtual encounter


Empath

i don't really think this is medium ship

Whitejade
@whitejade
10/21/15 01:37:19AM
28 posts

Had an spirtual encounter


Empath

Strange how you can't remember what happened after when the shadow pulled on your legging if it happened the same day as your birthday clearly you would of had a clear memory of what happened. this is very strange I just wrote in shadows in the disscusion search bar and it came up with this I know this was awhile ago but it doesnt seem anyone has given you any advice.so maybe look up paranormal experiences on youtube and you may be able to relate to what happened similar to your experience
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/21/15 01:08:52AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Well my mother actually told me I was an crystal/rainbow child (long story) well I play roblox not much anymore it lags on my computr on lots of games even though my computer is good I also play transformice I think I have seen 1111 once but maybe not.

Just wondering but I have not really met many people with this ability which I found out is clairgnziance so how many percentage of people you think have natrual clairclairconizance because I have been looking up reading past imformation leading to the present problem and I have not heard anyone who can do what I can do until I looked up clairgnizance yesterday. Mine is tottally controlable and I only get imfomration if I want too its so weird I think I need a minutue then it all comes to me
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/21/15 01:01:28AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

I guess I am pretty curious but I dont play games as much anymore and quit one of them
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/20/15 07:34:25AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Thanks for the info! I have it happen to me all the time if I want it too so thats pretty cool I never thought I was claircogizance but I never really have to touch stuff. Maybe it works better unless you mean thats similar to it because I normmaly only use my ability over computer but I have once in real life or and wow this sounds just like it thats pretty cool how im natrually claircognzance never expected me to be one of those long clair words
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/19/15 02:56:31AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Thanks for all your comments :)
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/16/15 11:38:40PM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Thank you! To be honest I don't care if it has no name it just means it's more unquie
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/16/15 11:03:18AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Oh sorry its my first disscuison when your writing on computer or phone it's alot harder and im not use to it please excuse it
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/15/15 01:42:19AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

Hey thanks for the comment u looked up 3rd wave voulenteers but I dont know why you think I am one of the 3rd volunteers its true that I am probably a rainbow child but I dont want to say why I think im ine its unexpecting and would rather keep it a secret. But thanks for commenting
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/13/15 04:09:27AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

wow this is long but this is like the first time i have told a story about myself so thank you so much if you have read it all i really appreciate it

Whitejade
@whitejade
10/13/15 04:02:56AM
28 posts

this is my ability


Empath

i decided to first talk about what i adore most about myself. ever since i was young i always knew i was different i did not know why i just somehow knew i would be powerful although half of those may of been fantasies but i always knew that i would posses some kind of power. ever since i found out i was a empath it suddenly hit me that i realized that i was not like other normal people or other empaths for that matter for one reason i just don't seem to be afraid of any of this instead of me being fearful i am proud and excited and i find it strange seeing i'm so different that some try to hide it and are so scared when it might became exposed well if that happens i would be very excited for everyone to know what i can do. i have been looking at other peoples discussions and they all describe it differently how empathy is meant to work but mine works a bit differently. so now ill talk about my ability in detail. so when i started going through puberty i played this online computer games and one in particular allows you to go into different games and make your own character well once when i was playing a game there was this person and he bet me to something because he had a special payment gear in the game which allowed you to do things well after he got what he wanted he started teasing me for it and boasting so i argued for a bit and in this game he had game powers so he could teleport people back to the spawning area and kick them and stuff like that well he kept doing that and he went into my house (in the game) and he started playing with all my furniture like my DJ set i didn't really care i kept my cool but he was really annoying me so i focused on him. but then all of a sudden i had parts of knowledge this is what came to me. he gets bullied badly at school and the game helps him. he was also a member of the game too so he must of really liked that like it made him happy. after i told him that he denied it but i knew it was true i could also tell because he said stuff that only bully victims would i don't know how i knew bully victims were more emotionally weaker and it made them act differently. i was a little surprised that i knew but one day i went onto another game it was not the same as the one with the guy teasing me this one was were you played as mice the game is called transformice and there was this one girl bullying everyone and there was this other girl who was a lot lower level. well there's this thing were when your shaman you lead your mouse through the round and that girl supported the lower level (will call her Lilly) after a while i had a go with her and then i got all the knowledge and this is what came to me now i am sorry if i may sound a bit mean but its what came to me. she was a lesbian with that lower leveled girl and the higher leveled parents found out and she got kicked out and that she was feeling really bad. before i told them that i said i know what you have been through i am pretty sure then Lilly said shut up (lets call myself rose) rose you don't know what we have been through then i told them and after a long pause Lilly then said well bad things happen to bad people. i was shocked that i got it right i also felt a bit invasive but i was only defending myself. after that they kept quiet and i thing i saw some people say in the chat oh wow and similar stuff but i don't know if that was for me. on another game yes i love playing games i had a friend and she told me she got bullied so one day i asked her if she was OK with me seeing what had happened and this is what i got. she was sitting at a table minding her own business when these people came up and started bullying her. she said OMG thats so close. but she said they came up to her because there was rumors of her liking someone. i even tell some of my friends i don't know in real life on social medias and they all say its all right.
now i know i get some of it wrong but its strange instead of me feeling someones emotion as there own i get knowledge of others as its my own. i noticed that i only see the knowledge of a problem of the past that they still have in the future. i was misconceived and thought i was an empath because i thought, i thought others emotions but its the same thing but with knowledge. i am happy that there is a comment section on everyone's discussion so its not just for reading i found out thats what the blog section is for. i am not afraid i am not worried i am proud, excited , happy with my ability but does anyone know if its called something!? i have heard of people who can read the future of others and to be honest sometimes i can predict if my day is gonna be good or bad but the real deal is my ability too get peoples knowledge of the past. its really opposite i'm not doubting myself but it doesn't seem as useful as getting the knowledge of peoples future but i have figured a way for it to be useful i have been told I'd be a good therapist after helping one of my contacts of social media like skype i just seem to have very good skills to help people emotionally like i consider heaps better by far then teachers who just say oh ignore it. well i say its your personality here's a quote i made up

"your personality tells a lot about you it controls you it controls how people treat you and how you react but if less people like you then others then it it means your personality is gonna do good for your future""

i don't know if this is a big post ha ha but if you have read through it all or at least read some of it then could you tell me in the comments if you have this ability, not that i'm scared just would be cool if we could share experiences). or you know someone with it i am not trying to sound violative if thats a word then could you please tell me it would be nice to ask someone who has this what its like for them.


updated by @whitejade: 01/18/17 11:54:07PM
Whitejade
@whitejade
10/13/15 01:57:57AM
28 posts



Well I have an ability somewhat oppisite to this as an empath I have noticed I was different from normal people as well as other empaths I was always balanced I have more of an rainbowchild power which is when they know others emotions without talking to them or using empathy but my ability is wear normally I'm on computer games and I can if I try I don't know how it works but I get the knowlage of there past I am pretty sure that its like a problem of the past that they stoll have presntly I was able to know why my friend bullying all started which is strange I love this ability and proud it but some of it was wrong but she said how did you know wow!