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chris
@chris
06/12/16 03:31:20PM
46 posts

Blocked chakras.


Psychic and Paranormal

I always liked Grumpy Bear too. Perhaps you are trying too hard to meditate? It doesn't have to be a chore. Try YouTube, they have music set to different Hertz, or the Solfeggio frequencies. Just sit quietly, and listen to each note, or the hum in the background. While you do this, try to clear each thought as it comes up. I know our ego-mind hates to be still. When I meditate, and my mind won't stop, I have a trick. As each thought comes up, I acknowledge it, as if to say, "yes, I see you, and am glad you came," then I turn my attention away from that thought. I focus on the tone, or music I am hearing, instead. Always use headphones because you get a better experience. Hope this helps...May You Be Blessed

chris
@chris
01/09/16 02:51:26PM
46 posts

Are You an Old Soul ?


Library of Light

Thank you so much Bing. I've come to realize in this life, I am a very old soul. I have been told this is my "last go around." After my awakening, I have been working on coming into acceptance. Not an easy path for me, but I have had so much help along the way. I've found if I walk in reverence, hold each moment as a blessing, and allow love to illuminate my path, my life flows with the divine that I am. May all be blessed...

chris
@chris
09/19/15 05:48:23PM
46 posts

Soul Calls?


Psychic and Paranormal

First off, don't worry about the labels other people hold of you, there is nothing you can do about it. I believe souls are united here to assist one another, and by doing so, help everyone else. The most important thing in any relationship, friendship, etc. is to be honest. Try asking her if she'd like to go to lunch. I have an idea she may be feeling a "pull" too. Simply enjoy light conversation, and see where it leads. If you feel you must inform her, make clear your feelings. Let me know how things go.

P.S. I have one of these soul-connected friendships. Its a true blessing for us both.

Namaste'

chris
@chris
09/13/15 05:05:31PM
46 posts

Spiritual Guide


Tools for Empaths

I am not at my best right now, so forgive me. The only advice I can offer you is to be patient, it will come. The whole concept behind meditation is to center yourself, first and foremost. For many of us, we get alot of visions or hear things we go nuts trying to affix meaning to.

I am sure you were given a message bc the vision was so personal. If you didn't understand what that message was, it isn't time for you to understand yet. Trust me, I know how frustrating it can be trying to get at the message. Trust that your guides are working in your best interest, allow whatever comes, and when the timing is right, you will understand. Hang in there. May you be blessed... Chris

chris
@chris
04/02/15 10:03:33PM
46 posts

Past life friend ?


New Age

My first impression of this is as you fear, someone else is talking through him. I'm not sure how to explain this, since I don't normally do this sort of thing. I feel like there is an energy, spirit, etc. with him. Maybe this is what you feel?

chris
@chris
02/11/15 02:57:44PM
46 posts



I can tell you what I do daily. Yes, I have changed my diet considerably. I try to stick to things without chemicals. NonGmo all the way. I do qigong, and meditate everyday.Once a week I go for acupuncture. I carry a crystal in my pocket too. I let it choose me, by the way it feels in my hand. I would love to try Reiki too. On tough days, I'll either take a long bath with sea salt, and lavender oil, or plug the bottom of the shower and use sea salt or slices of lemon. I am pulled to nature for grounding, especially water. The ocean is very powerful with a full moon, but a lake will serve the same purpose. My point is, take care of yourself, honor your gifts, even when they feel more like a curse. And yes, it is possible to feel other's gifts. Happymess (love the name by the way) has a great idea, why not keep a journal when you notice a change in your on/off cycle?

chris
@chris
02/10/15 11:21:44PM
46 posts



Morgan, Its my feeling that soon they won't shut off. Being an empath, being aware, is just the first step. Learning how to accept and embrace what comes, is the hard part. I'm sure alot of us wish we could turn it off, or even control it. Tanja is right about the planetary effects, at least for me. I find the moon cycles, weather patterns, and especially storms affect me. Being an emapth is a full time job, with overtime. Right now, you believe you are part time, but I am telling you, you are working the hours, you just don't feel it yet. Hang in there.I may not have answered your question, but I support you.


updated by @chris: 10/23/17 10:32:18PM
chris
@chris
01/23/15 02:47:57PM
46 posts

Help, I'm being pulled under, and I don't know how to stop it.


Library of Light

You all are right. I am going to cut the cord. I have to protect myself, above all else. I am going to take a break from her. Our mutual friend has agreed to tell her that she is still in my heart, a friend, but I need to step back for awhile.

However I have recently come across an article: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/johann-hari/the-real-cause-of-addicti b 6506936.html

It possess some interesting theories on addiction. I do believe the way through any trial is through love. I am not strong enough, and lack the skills needed to both help her and myself. Thank you all for being here, and for offering me such good advice. Namaste

chris
@chris
01/23/15 03:04:44AM
46 posts



I have had similar things happen too. I'd like to know, is there a progression from being just an emapth, into something more like psychic abilities? Because I seem to be getting friend's grandmom's coming out of the woodwork with messages! I never had this before. I know I am on my journey, but long dead Gmoms?

Come on fellow ECers, help us out here... is there a progression?


updated by @chris: 07/11/17 03:35:05AM
chris
@chris
01/23/15 01:37:37AM
46 posts

Help, I'm being pulled under, and I don't know how to stop it.


Library of Light

I know she has a good heart, and has the ability to help so many people, if only... I don't want to "leave," her hanging, but she is hurting me, as well as herself. You give me hope that she can quit long term, if she chooses.I know I can't do it for her. My thing is, my guides led me to her that day, and I have picked up her vibe ever since. Why? Is there something I am missing?

I have to care for myself. first. This is fairly new to me, because up until recently, I always put myself, my needs, somewhere near the bottom. Is this all I was to learn from her? I know if she doesn't quit soon, it will be too late. I have shared this with her too. I don't know how else to reach her?

Can I somehow shield myself, and still be there if and when she decides to sober up?

chris
@chris
01/22/15 01:49:53PM
46 posts

Help, I'm being pulled under, and I don't know how to stop it.


Library of Light

I have a close friend who happens to be an alcoholic. She has been sober in the past, but relapsed a few years back. When I reconnected with her, she was drinking again. My guides pulled me toward her one day, as it turned out she was suicidal. My visit changed her mind, though I didn't know she was thinking of suicide. Her family is toxic for her, but she uses them as an excuse to drink. In fact, she will use any excuse she can find to drink. Her mother is now very ill, and will not recover. Her and her siblings are constantly fighting too. I mention this only because I feel a great deal of her problems. At first I wasn't sure where my feelings were coming from, but slowly realized, most are from her. Her body can barely cope with what she normally drinks, she already has stomach, heart and liver problems. The other day she chose to up the ante, she drank vodka, instead of just beer. Her body didn't react well, needless to say. I believe she became scared, and she started praying, and thinking of me. At the same time, I began to feel suicidal. I didn't want to die, but I felt so bad, I couldn't see a need to go on. The feeling was overwhelming. A mutual friend intervened, and calmed me down. The feeling was still there though. I found out, this alcoholic friend had "pulled" me into her hell. I'm still tied to her, so to speak.

I've tried shielding techniques, but they never seem to work for long. I've "grounded" too, same thing. I regularly practice qigong, and meditation. I take salt-showers, drink warm lemon water, and keep crystals in my pocket.

How can I disconnect from bad vibes? Can I disconnect from this? Should I? I understand that every experience teaches us something. That nothing happens by chance, but I'm being pulled under. I'm at the point where I am willing to tell her, I need to walk away. She knows I'm an empath, and knows I feel her "stuff." I want to help her, but there is only so much I can do. She keeps saying she is going to quit, but something always happens, and she keeps drinking. Even if I walk away, won't I still feel her? How do I do this?


updated by @chris: 05/11/17 09:21:40AM
chris
@chris
12/26/14 01:52:40PM
46 posts

The Chakras / Signs of Experiencing Healing Energies


Library of Light

Thank you ever so much, Bing. You have given me possible answers to some of the things that are happening to me. I know I am ascending, and its not easy, partly because I didn't understand these odd things going on. And I have to admit, I get scared and try to put the brakes on.

I am thankful the EC is here for us, and even more so for the wonderful people trying to help each other through some difficult times. Here's wishing everyone who needs help, reaches out and finds the EC.

Namaste, Chris

chris
@chris
10/03/14 02:14:39PM
46 posts



I'm not trained in readings, or things of that nature. I can only tell you what I "felt" reading your post. Someone who once had that name was gravely injured on the head. I got a really heavy feeling, like a crushing instrument? Maybe a sledgehammer, or a dull ax.

Perhaps someone who does readings can be of more assistance ?

chris
@chris
08/18/14 01:01:17AM
46 posts



Ok, I get the feeling your fear is from possibly wanting more out of this relationship than you currently already have? Step back from it all, and look at it from her point of view. What do you see?


updated by @chris: 03/11/17 02:21:12AM
chris
@chris
07/25/14 05:05:50AM
46 posts



Yes, sometimes I do, very much. I know I chose to come back here, for a special purpose, but am happy that this is my last time. Namaste

chris
@chris
07/11/14 01:56:41PM
46 posts



I understand, Hammer. Our vibration attracts others, thereby creating a much larger one. We both learn, and grow within each. Its all to feel the connection of oneness, and ascend. Namaste


updated by @chris: 01/30/17 09:15:29PM
chris
@chris
06/08/14 11:57:57PM
46 posts

Am I a healer, and what are the flashes or mini-dreams I have of people I've never met?


Healers

First off, the healer? This has only happened a few times to me. I was with a friend and felt drawn or pulled to a certain area of their body. A knee, and hip from one friend, shoulders and stomach for another. I had such an urge to reach out and touch that area. The one friend said my hands got really hot when I touched her shoulders.I am not sure any healing occurred.

The other thing, with the flashes or pictures... really hard to explain. Most of them, I don't recognize the people. Sometimes I will get an image when speaking with a friend. One day listening to a friend talk about her future, her feelings, I saw a ball and chain. Stop laughing! Shes divorced already. I felt the shortness of the chain, i.e. links, represented this life for her, and that her issues lay in childhood. Is this from my abilities?

Can I develop healing? What is it I am seeing?


updated by @chris: 02/23/17 11:05:05PM
chris
@chris
06/04/14 07:11:43AM
46 posts



Don't give up, keep digging in the sand. What ever issue is blocking you may be buried. Be accepting of yourself, and the answers you seek will come when they are meant to. You had the courage to brave the storm to get to the cave, I am sure you will discover what you need to find. Namaste


updated by @chris: 02/09/17 06:43:29AM
chris
@chris
02/11/14 09:57:15PM
46 posts



This may add to KM's response. I am an empath, and have carried souls off and on for over a year now. Its not pleasant, at all. My guides tell me they need to learn something before they depart. I have come to see, I also have to learn something along those lines too. It can be disorienting, and painful. My guides have warned my best friend a few times, that I was being put in harms way. I have issues that need clearing, and am working through these with the help(?) of these souls. I do not recommend this way for anyone. Ascension is not for everyone, but thats what is happening, so my guides tell me.

What strikes me here, I work in long term care, and have been at the same place for 18 years now. I have held many a hand as people died. I consider it my final act of care. I treat all my patients the way I would wish to be treated. Its not always easy, the dementia, and physical ailments of age, can make for a tough work day. Yet, I am where I belong for this part of my life. I have seen, heard and felt many souls through the years. None of which I believe I carried from work. This is not to say it doesn't happen. There are negative places, but my place of work isn't one of them. Otherwise, I wouldn't have stayed. I believe you did the right thing getting out of there. Always use your gifts, listen to your guides. And remember, you are never alone, and the answer is always love.


updated by @chris: 12/18/16 06:26:01PM
chris
@chris
12/01/13 09:27:59PM
46 posts



You aren't crazy, you are blessed. I am in the same field of work, same hours too. Yes, I do believe you were related within her lifetime. So, I know you understand just how quickly time moves for our older ones. I agree, most of your co-workers will not understand your connection. We say, "she's your girl.." at my place. For you, this is fact. Mind-blowing huh?!

chris
@chris
11/04/13 05:29:02AM
46 posts

Happy International Empaths Day


Empath

I wanted to thank all the members who have helped me. A special thank you to Elise for creating a safe place for, "us." We can ask,explore, and share knowledge gained. So today, I celebrate being an empath, and am grateful for it too.


updated by @chris: 03/05/17 06:24:28AM
chris
@chris
08/01/13 02:18:20PM
46 posts

Believe in Yourself


Library of Light

Thank you so much. I really needed these words of encouragement. You have touched my soul.

chris
@chris
01/01/13 01:25:12AM
46 posts

Am I channeling?


Psychic and Paranormal

Thanks Scooby. This does sound like what happened, and seems to be continuing to happen to me. The whole experience feels like a weird dream. I couldn't really tell you what was said. The "warning," signs are a huge lump in my throat, like I am holding back tears. My head gets dizzy, eyes see things as fuzzy, and I get really tired. I have to sit down. The channeling part wasn't bad, as I said, I felt like I was floating in thick water. Now that I think of it, I don't believe I was alone. Its not a fear thing, but a comforting one. However now my problem is that They want to contact my friend every time I email her. They call her Light-bearer. Yes, we are aware that she has a special task in this world. She illuminates the truth, the path, for ones that come to her. I use my empathic ability to present the wisdom and tools that she needs. I believe that They are my guides, bc They do not feel like strangers to me. I also feel that this is a new way of communicating with Them. I don't "do" change very well, so this is going to take some fine tuning, some getting used to for me.

Has any one else had this happen to them?

chris
@chris
12/30/12 09:25:03PM
46 posts

Am I channeling?


Psychic and Paranormal

I have read a little about this, but they don't say how it feels. I think I channeled for a friend tonight. I was there, but not there and remember little if anything that was said. I felt like I was in thick water, yet I was also that water. I could not feel it against my skin. I could not feel my body in the normal sense. I did not feel out of control, but I was not in control, so to speak.

I have heard, felt, experienced, Them for over a year now. Yet, until now, They had contact only in my thoughts, and dreams. I wish I was mentally ill, that would explain things so easily. It would be easier to understand too.

So, I am asking for advice, did I channel, and if so how do I develop it?


updated by @chris: 07/13/17 12:31:48AM
chris
@chris
11/16/12 06:54:52AM
46 posts

I Am Awake


Library of Light

Beautiful! What a fantastic world it will be when everyone awakens.

Namaste <3

chris
@chris
11/16/12 06:47:01AM
46 posts

Connection and raising everyone's vibrations


Library of Light

How do you "teach," this, Michele ?

chris
@chris
11/15/12 06:47:13AM
46 posts

Connection and raising everyone's vibrations


Library of Light

If you are reading this, and I hope many do, then this message is for you. It has come to my attention, that many empaths may be feeling the "pull," of our life's path. I believe we have a special responsibility as empaths, to raise people's awareness, as well as the planets. To let everyone know, we are all connected, we are all one.

Have you noticed how things are lining up within your own life? Little clues and hints seem to be getting bigger? I am asking for us to stand up, each in our own way, to create that "tipping point." Please raise your vibration, pour out the love, and I am promising you it will come back to you, ten fold. If this touches you, touch someone else. Be the love and understanding that you seek. I welcome all comments...Namaste...


updated by @chris: 05/16/17 03:01:53AM
chris
@chris
06/04/12 02:47:02PM
46 posts

You Are Stronger Than You Believe


Library of Light

Thanks, Bing. I, too, needed to be reminded of my potential. Lately it seems there is always another hurdle to get over. The important part is the space in between, and what I do with the knowledge gained.

Love and Light to all.

chris
@chris
05/29/12 02:14:31PM
46 posts

Help! I keep getting caught in other peoples negative vibrations..


Empath

Cindy,

Yes, I am interested learning how to shield myself using the CDs. This sounds like what I have been searching for.

chris
@chris
05/25/12 11:23:14PM
46 posts



I "woke" up last spring, and what a year of growth it has been. Sometimes I still want to believe I am crazy, it would be easier. The things I have experienced, and the raw emotions, at times makes me feel like I am on a roller coaster. However, the main message is clear, love. It is the answer. I have come to understand, this is why I am here. This is my mission, to help others understand the true concept of love. If we raise the collective consciousness of people to love, we raise the whole universe's vibration.

chris
@chris
05/25/12 07:27:32PM
46 posts

Help! I keep getting caught in other peoples negative vibrations..


Empath

Thank you Thomas. I have learned so very much from everyone here. Every comment, suggestion is welcomed, and much appreciated. You are right I am resistant to shielding myself. It would seem to me, I would have to shield myself all the time. I don't know how to accomplish this. I have tried to imagine being in a warm glow of protective light, but it only works for a short time. When I get jammed up, I turn to my best friend. The first thing she asks is, " Is this your stuff?" Or she knows its not, and tells me to let it go. I would like to learn how to protect myself, at least from some of it. I do suffer for it. Any suggestions?

chris
@chris
05/08/12 10:59:50PM
46 posts

How do I lessen the emotional pain?


Psychic and Paranormal

I hear you, loud and clear. First off, as you can see, you are not alone. The painful vibrations can seem to take over your life. As I have been shown, the first step is to recognize whose emotions they are. Examine your situation, is there anything in YOUR life that would cause those emotions you are feeling? If so, work through it. Find a solution, even if its a temporary one. This way you are doing something about it.

If, after careful examination, you find those emotions are not your own, you have to accept it. I know to most people that would sound easy, to us it can be horrendous. It hurts, and its not fair. I try to think of it this way, I am being given these emotions for a reason. They are to push me into realizing something I must not miss in my future. The best advice I can give you is to hold on. Read everything you can on empaths. Check out the Empath Survival Program. The EFTtapping sounds strange, but it does help. I thought I would tap a hole in my head, but there is something to it. Lol

A few important things to remember; You are not crazy. Read over the responses I have gotten, there are people that care, and understand. They have offered a lot of advice based on their experiences. We are here for each other. Please let me know how you are doing... no storm lasts forever...

chris
@chris
03/16/12 01:00:01PM
46 posts

Help! I keep getting caught in other peoples negative vibrations..


Empath

Thanks, Nash. I did not have a sense of where these feelings were coming from. If it weren't for my non-empathic friend, I am not sure where I'd be. When these feelings come, they engulf me. It was difficult to understand that these where not my own. I questioned my sanity with the last one.

Each time something like this happens, I do gain knowledge from the experience. Your feeling is true, I do think I will be able to grasp what it is I need to push myself forward. I just need to be able to cope, to raise my vibration enough so that I am less overwhelmed, and more in control.

Your post does give me hope. I will cling to any words or thoughts that I know are sent with the best intentions. Thank you again.

chris
@chris
03/16/12 07:42:12AM
46 posts

Help! I keep getting caught in other peoples negative vibrations..


Empath

This has happened three different times now, each getting stronger. A friend has a son, who has been addicted to drugs, and threatened suicide on several occasions. I had no knowledge he was having difficulties, yet I felt terribly depressed, and a little suicidal. The feelings passed after a day or so for me. I was shocked while speaking to her, I found he had attempted, but was hospitalized, in good condition. I began to wonder, if the feelings I had were related to him, though I have never met him. Around Christmas, I became depressed again, and this time had suicidal thoughts of my own. A friend helped me to understand these feelings were not really mine. The young man, again was hospitalized, though to his credit, he checked himself in.

This past Monday evening, I began to feel very confused, off-balance, and uneasy. All the next morning I listened to music, meditated, and followed some EFT exercises. By the afternoon, I was in a sorry state of mind. The ocean has always held great power for me, so I decided to drive down to the beach. I was hoping to find peace for my thoughts. I continued to spiral downward instead. Back home that evening, I began to question if I had anything to live for. To feel all this pain, anguish, even though I know its not mine. Needless to say, I was on edge all night. I went outside, in the dark, and hugged a tree, hoping to ground myself. It didn't work. I started to plan my own exit. A couple glasses of wine later, I fell asleep, exhausted. Wednesday morning brought slight relief. I hoped that the troubled soul I was feeling had gotten help. Yet a new feeling emerged, I felt so overwhelmed, so sad, and so drained. I was so shocked to learn, another friend had lost a family member, to what they believe was suicide. I did not know this man either, and had not spoken to my friend in over a year.

Why am I feeling these things? All of the things that used to help me handle things, don't work anymore. I am so afraid of next time. This time had me planning my own demise. I could not deal with the negative vibrations, even though I knew they were not mine. I just wanted it to stop, and I was starting to believe it never would. Please, help me, any suggestions?


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chris
@chris
03/12/12 11:07:10AM
46 posts

Am I hearing ghosts? HELP!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you Erin. I did what you suggested, and invited her in. It turned into a surreal experience. This sort of thing has never happened to me. I asked her in, and gently asked if I could help her,and tried to reassure her I was not there to harm her. The next thing I knew, I was in this space that was being created right in front of me. The walls were being formed by what looked like thick multi-colored paint. As it oozed down, a wall, with color, paintings, windows appeared. It was happening all around, I realized we were seated across from one another, but she would not face me, look at me. She poured tea into elegant china tea cups. It was so proper. I felt that she was so tight, drawn in upon herself. I asked again, what I could assist her with. Her face went flush, and she said, my child is lost. I never saw her lips move. A wave of sadness engulfed me so strong, I thought I might cry. I indicated that I could feel her anguish, but I needed more to help her. She turned and stared directly at me. I became so uneasy, it felt like I was being stabbed with heartache. I collected my thoughts, and she was gone...

The next experience I had with her, was also amazing. I did like I had before, asked her in. This time I was outside following her. There was a white house on my left, and a tree lined street. The road was packed dirt. No cars, just an occasional horse and buggy. Then I was on a horse drawn trolley. I don't understand where she went or what was going on, but I so enjoyed the ride. Can anyone relate to this? Why might I be shown these things?

chris
@chris
03/10/12 02:22:50PM
46 posts

Am I hearing ghosts? HELP!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

Lately I have heard what sounds like voices. Its like being in a bar, many conversations going. The point is, I can not isolate even one voice. Its a constant mumbling. Everywhere I went it felt as if they were behind me, mumbling. I asked, pleaded for it to stop, or to have just one voice speak to me. It only got collectively louder. I meditate daily, which really keeps me balanced. Within these meditations I am given what I refer to as whispers. The whisper said build a ring of fire around yourself, and turn up the heat when I feel I can no longer handle the voices. It is working, so far.

Last night, something strange happened. Within my meditation, a woman appeared. She was in Victorian clothes, high buttoned collar, long puffy sleeves. Her brown hair neatly pulled into a bun upon her head. She had brown eyes, a soft round face with rosey cheeks. I didn't see her lips move, but she said something like her child is lost. I felt a wave of sadness, though her expression never changed. The voice was flat, calm. I felt that the child had perhaps been dead, most likely for a long time. A voice rose from me," we are all connected, there is no time, or space, we are one." Yes, I do believe this, but it slipped from my lips without me trying to speak. She faded away...

What was this? Was this just a whisper manifested into a form of a person? I haven't a clue what it means, if anything. I welcome any thoughts ...


updated by @chris: 07/03/17 08:02:52AM
chris
@chris
03/08/12 06:51:43PM
46 posts

Jesus the Empath


Library of Light

This was very helpful, indeed. I have read Ask and it is Given by Ester and Jerry Hicks. It was the start of my journey of self-discovery. There are so many teachers out there. They may all give the message in their own way, but it is really the same message. We are all connected, we are all one. Namaste, my empathic friends..and thank you Bing!

chris
@chris
03/05/12 08:30:07AM
46 posts



I had an awakening too. I guess it was sort of a classic one. I was looking at myself thinking who am I looking at. If I am outside looking in, then who is inside? I then understood I was not "what or who," I was seeing, inside or outside of this body. The thought came, 'you are not this body, not these thoughts." You are nothing, because you are everything, and everyone, you are ALL. Yeah, thought I lost my mind, some kind of out-of-body thing. I just knew deep down, I was not crazy. I started researching, and found people with these things in common. That is when I learned I had been awakened. It has not been an easy road to travel. I don't have as many answers, as I do questions. Things keep happening to me, I hear things, see things, and really feel things. It opened a door to a whole new realm. I am now trying my best to cope. My hope is that this helps someone to come to a greater understanding.


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chris
@chris
01/27/12 12:51:31AM
46 posts

How do I lessen the emotional pain?


Psychic and Paranormal

For the most part, I have figured out how to tell when the emotions I feel, aren't mine. Now the problem I have is that, I still experience those emotions as if they were mine. How can I release the painful ones? Is it possible to send love and comfort back to the person that is in pain? If so, how can I do this?


updated by @chris: 07/10/17 01:32:00AM
chris
@chris
01/18/12 07:54:34AM
46 posts

How do I cope


Empath

I am having a really hard time with this whole thing. I seem to be buried with feelings from every where, most of which are horrible. I have tried a few exercises from the Empath Survival Program. It seems that only opens the door to more emotions. The only thing I have found, is to use alcohol or pills to stem the tide. I seem to be able to better handle it all.

I am worried for my safety now. Things are getting really strange. I was preparing a snack yesterday, and found myself glaring at the knife in my hand. I wondered where and how I would cut myself. Years before I used to be suicidal. I no longer think this way, and would never go to that extreme now. Funny thing is, in that moment, I felt nothing, no pain, not from me, or anyone else. Its like I woke up and saw the knife, and realized what was running through my mind.

Was I sent this bc I can identify with that pain? How do I separate myself,to know where they end and I begin?


updated by @chris: 03/09/17 12:17:40AM
chris
@chris
01/11/12 11:25:26AM
46 posts

I have seen reddish-orange, and tiny green lights with no explanation of what they could be, help?


Psychic and Paranormal

I have 3 cats, and none of them were in the room when this happened. I saw the lights in my bedroom, first the reddish-orange one night, and the green one the next morning. Two of my cats never go outside and I have had them for 8 and 4 years.

However, just before the holidays, a little stray showed up. She is full of love, and we all instantly fell for her. I share a huge connection with her, that I can not fully describe. I feel grounded, and am full of peace when I hold her. She is not allowed in the house, only the garage and some of the basement. Is it possible she has brought something with her to my home, or could something be drawn to our special bond?

chris
@chris
01/11/12 07:52:49AM
46 posts

I have seen reddish-orange, and tiny green lights with no explanation of what they could be, help?


Psychic and Paranormal

I was just entering the room, and had random everyday things on my mind. I stopped when I saw the light, and as I began to realize I was seeing it, it was gone. At least a couple of times a day, I will be happy, sad and crying, and then angry, this is my life as an empath. Strange thing is, with these lights, I only felt like I wasn't supposed to see them,yet. I do feel there is more to the story, but I am not to understand until it is time. If they weren't to be seen yet, then why did I see them? I don't believe in accidents. This leaves me frustrated, and with more questions. Why the smoke and mirrors?

chris
@chris
01/10/12 07:07:52AM
46 posts

I have seen reddish-orange, and tiny green lights with no explanation of what they could be, help?


Psychic and Paranormal

I don't really believe in orbs, so to speak. Most of it is dust, or reflections from something else. Yet, I am at a complete loss to find a logical explanation. The first was about 2 ft. off the ground, it glowed reddish-orange, and was about 8 inches wide by about 6 inches high. It was like looking in an old furnace window. As I approached, it disappeared. There are no shiny, or smooth surfaces, and the room was almost dark. The next one was a tiny green light about the size of an eraser on a pencil. It appeared just under the edge of my bed, then as I moved toward it, it was gone. Both times I was entering the room, I saw these "things" but did not have time to really study them, they disappeared too quickly. What is going on? What did I see?


updated by @chris: 07/12/17 01:16:06AM
chris
@chris
12/31/11 08:37:16AM
46 posts

Did I communicate with my friend, or is it in my mind?


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you so much. I bathed in her white light, and spoke with my friend. I needed to surrender my will. The universe is, indeed, a magical place.

chris
@chris
12/29/11 11:32:23AM
46 posts

Did I communicate with my friend, or is it in my mind?


Psychic and Paranormal

How do I hear him and still protect myself from the others that I feel want to come through?

chris
@chris
12/29/11 03:31:27AM
46 posts

Did I communicate with my friend, or is it in my mind?


Psychic and Paranormal

I have often felt him around, especially when a certain song plays on the radio. I knew his presence usually meant a huge lesson was about to be revealed to me. The other night he tried to "speak" with me, but I couldn't "hear" him. He must have had something of great importance to say. I started to ask questions that required only a yes, no response. I learned a little, but did I miss something? How do I hear him? Or maybe my mind is trying to tell me something, and its making this all up so I get the point?


updated by @chris: 07/06/17 06:10:27AM