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My soul cannot Rest...are You tired too?

Empath

Thank you ...you are so kind...I've tried everything ...and every mefication..the only things I haven't done are with meditation. ..I don't know how...I've worked with therapists. .but I live alone and have no family...I just embraced my this life after fighting it my whole life...I can't quiet the energies..spirits..pains....I'm very lost....but thank you and Sandie so muchAwake in Buffalo

Please help me.

Empath

I know and understand 100%. I've had stomach pain my whole life. And other pains. Yes you are feeling it, but it's not due to your own body biology. You are taking in other people's energy or direct pain and it manifests as a pain in many ways...I have felt the mirrored pain you speak of like your sister, but also had stomach pain from touching someone who just lost a child...you are not alone...it's hopeful to know I'm not eitherLearning and relieved

My soul cannot Rest...are You tired too?

Empath

As a child sleep wasn't a problem. I was a child, able to free my mind, a strong project. .fly away to visit strange and familiar places. As I grew up, I becam aware, unable to quiet the energies and spirits. I am a full blown insomniac. .I only get sleep every few days, and never feel rested. I have tried rx mess and alternative methods....can anyone help me? ??Restless and Aware
updated by @buriedalivewalkingdead: 06/11/17 06:31:59PM

Dear Friend,Yes, it's a blessing and a curse. People drain me...take, betray, use ...people want all of me all the time....I cannot go anyway without people bombarding me. I explain zi can only stay briefly then must fly away. I have to let go of them so I can be free and regroup. This enraged people and they think I'm mean, I can't make anyone understand. To further complicate things, I was raped on active duty, once in a combat zone. I have often put myself in harms way to absorb toxic things in order to protect others. It's not being noble it's just a life that chose me. It's like why do I always have to be the healer in the room, the friend, the loyal one ..I need a friend too.Moon and StarsButterfly Gypsy

Please help me understand why my hands hurt when I touch

Empath

My New friendsI finally decided I need to find out why I'm differentThe following is my letter to a life friend, who has a divine enlightenmentIt's my first admission of what I've always known....is this where I belong?Old Friend,I feel that the passing of every day is one more I might sleep like a wild child tired from the sun.......it would cover me like a blanket. Content and so free, i wouldnt see the demons when i close the windows to my soul....well enough to go meet those I've never met and explore those places I've never been..only if I tell you what an amazingly divine spirit you have. How you've lived your WHOLE life by being filled with the pains and hurts of other souls. But each piece is what makes You, whole Beautiful wonderful you. I am regretful that I couldn't embrace my own sixth sense and walk right beside my enlightened soul brother.I need you to know that if my actions or words ever made you feel as though I wasn't listening or believe all the journeys you've been on with the spirits and energies .....I never doubted you, because I've fought against embracing my higher calling. I feel responsible for the world, it's why I've always run, why I painted my nails dark and wore black..why I couldn't show most people the closeness they needed...I was trying to keep them out...so their thoughts, sorrows, and physical pain wouldn't enter me...You have always been stronger, able to channel your gifts, you embraced it all I betray you and myself by shutting down. I offer you once again my sincere, most loving apology...you know the kind that starts as a tingle in your toes...building into a fireball as it escapes your head, taking a piece of you as it goes into the universe.... I admire you, I have always looked up to you and respected you.....So much to say, but you already know what I would say on the next 20 pages...because you get it...you always did...I'd still love to write about the scars on our hands ...from touching peopleI'm learning to embrace it all...you taught me...Thank youOld friendAlwaysYour soul sisterButterfly
updated by @buriedalivewalkingdead: 01/22/17 07:11:31AM