Please help me understand why my hands hurt when I touch
Empath
My New friendsI finally decided I need to find out why I'm differentThe following is my letter to a life friend, who has a divine enlightenmentIt's my first admission of what I've always known....is this where I belong?Old Friend,I feel that the passing of every day is one more I might sleep like a wild child tired from the sun.......it would cover me like a blanket. Content and so free, i wouldnt see the demons when i close the windows to my soul....well enough to go meet those I've never met and explore those places I've never been..only if I tell you what an amazingly divine spirit you have. How you've lived your WHOLE life by being filled with the pains and hurts of other souls. But each piece is what makes You, whole Beautiful wonderful you. I am regretful that I couldn't embrace my own sixth sense and walk right beside my enlightened soul brother.I need you to know that if my actions or words ever made you feel as though I wasn't listening or believe all the journeys you've been on with the spirits and energies .....I never doubted you, because I've fought against embracing my higher calling. I feel responsible for the world, it's why I've always run, why I painted my nails dark and wore black..why I couldn't show most people the closeness they needed...I was trying to keep them out...so their thoughts, sorrows, and physical pain wouldn't enter me...You have always been stronger, able to channel your gifts, you embraced it all I betray you and myself by shutting down. I offer you once again my sincere, most loving apology...you know the kind that starts as a tingle in your toes...building into a fireball as it escapes your head, taking a piece of you as it goes into the universe.... I admire you, I have always looked up to you and respected you.....So much to say, but you already know what I would say on the next 20 pages...because you get it...you always did...I'd still love to write about the scars on our hands ...from touching peopleI'm learning to embrace it all...you taught me...Thank youOld friendAlwaysYour soul sisterButterfly
updated by @buriedalivewalkingdead: 01/22/17 07:11:31AM