I'm sorry! She did the same thing to me as well.
I have a friend of mine that has been getting drained, and touched sexually by a succubus. It may sound out of this world, but I know he's not lying about this. I'm very concerned for his safety, and if there's anything that anyone knows about this entity, it would mean a lot if you could chip in with some advice on how to rid this.
His exact words:
Don't ever trust those sites about saying succubus are good because they're not. She's been draining me for months ever since I got sober. Ever since I stopped getting high she's taken over my life. I'm depressed. I feel like the life is being sucked out of me. My emotions are all over the place twenty four seven. I'm so angry and irritable. She says she wants to kill me at times. I'm scared for my life and I need help desperately. She also possesses me.
Thank you for reading. Anything will help.
From the comments below, I'd have to agree! You sound like a starseed. I am one as well, following with being an empath. I'm very connected with the whole 'I want to go home' feeling. When I see my parents, I don't see them as my real parents, you know? It's really strange and unfortunate that I see it that way, but I can't control how I feel. I promise that you're not alone with this! I am depressed, and I cry over the smallest things, and I don't go out much because I feel better alone. Trust me, I 100% understand. I don't like most humans either, but we have to deal with them. We're all a species made and born for a reason, and a lot won't understand that because they're not open to be told about their life purpose/soul mission.
As of souls not existing, they definitely do! Well, that's my belief, anyway. If you ever want to vent or chat, you're welcome to send me a message. No judgments.
Yes yes yes!
I can't watch the news, or even read articles about my town. Things have been intensifying for me on a whole new level and I have a love hate relationship with it. I got sad over a scene in my favorite show Supernatural. It makes me not want to watch TV anymore, and I LOVE my shows! It's really infuriating! I'm also drama-free from my grounding as well. It's nice to finally feel at peace and not have to worry about people from the past.
I'm sure it'll all get better for you soon. We're adjusting to this new reality that we're slowly creating for ourselves.
I'm actually in the same boat as you right now.
I've been having more anxiety, and I've been wanting to sleep more and just stay in my bedroom. I honestly think it's from the time of this year. When the Winter time decides to come, I get in this slump of depression and my body decides that I don't want to do certain things. I'm unmotivated, stressed, and in this constant tired state. I've been pushing myself to do better, and I ask for help.
I'm not really one that likes to ask for help, but in this situation, I think it's a good idea. I'd suggest trying to get in contact with your guides, and involve yourself in activities that make you happy, and better yet, positive people that care for you.
Know that you're loved, and that things will get better for you soon. I'm sorry you're dealing with this.
I'm actually still healing from a very very toxic friendship. I was friends with this girl for about 5 years and all she did was turn all of my positive feelings into negative ones, and I was slowly morphing into her. I would say to not let this friendship go any further. It may be hard to do this, but I'd drop any connection you have with her in a peaceful way. Let her know that you no longer want her in your life, and that you need your space. (This is just my insight, you don't have to do this)
Block her on all social media, and block her number. If you know her in person and she continuously bothers you, I'd say warn her that you will get the police involved, and leave it at that. Let her tell people anything she wants about you, because she's honestly bored and has nothing else to do. She's an energy vampire. You don't need that in your life. You deserve peace, and happiness.
I feel things very intensely with others, and when I feel unsafe around a certain person, I now disconnect with them in every way that I can. I really hope you find a way to get rid of all of this unwanted energy and stress. Inbox me and keep me updated.
Yeah, I've been like this since I was young. When I moved to where I live now, it all started happening a lot worse. I made friends that weren't necessarily healthy for me, but I proceeded to allow them in my life, anyhow. I wanted to feel normal, and have friends like everybody else.
I know now that it's not a need in my life to have negative people, especially when the negativity effects my daily living.
I have no idea how to completely remove myself from society itself. You can't really escape it. Every day gets harder for me to socialize and get to know other people. I don't feel a need for it at all anymore.
I can totally relate! I'm a very nice person, but I can't associate with people that aren't on the same emotional level as I. It's far too complicated for me. I end up feeling guilty for it, but I shouldn't have to. I care too much about other's feelings, and I don't want to upset them by telling them the truth. I'll get attacked, and feel their energy flow into me.
I've been wanting to switch off all of this since I was young. It's all way too much for me to handle sometimes.
Stay strong! You're not alone.
There are meditations on YouTube that can help you. It doesn't work right away, though.. Well, for me it didn't.
For an example, my root chakra is unbalanced. I've been doing Root Chakra meditations and sometimes afterwards, my back is really hot. It feels soothing. Or sometimes it's cold! It's really interesting.
I'm not sure about physical scars, though.
I really hope you figure that out soon.
I've had people give me dirty looks and dislike me all together for no reason. I noticed after a while, this one girl that I got along with, suddenly parted ways with me. She began to throw me negative vibes and dirty looks whenever I saw her during the day. I thought I was going crazy at first.
One day, I sent her a quick message on Facebook. (I did this only because it was the summer time, and I graduated from high school. I was unable to see her in person).
"Did I do something wrong? I took notice of your dirty looks and I want to know why you're all of a sudden doing this."
She responds with
"Why are you talking to me? Not everybody can like you. Get over it."
I was really confused because she was so sweet before. I was thinking eh, maybe she's going through a tough time. But after a while, something came to me and told me that she doesn't like me for whatever unknown reason. I was told that she's possibly jealous of my soul and how I'm nice to so many people.
I was always the quiet one when I went to school. I'm still quiet even today.
Sometimes I sense fear, anger, guilt, etc. It's very confusing.
Thanks for reading. x
I'm constantly taking care of everybody around me. Sometimes I wish I could find someone that would take care of me for once. BUT - at the same time, I don't like relying on anyone to take care of me, but myself. When I meditate, I get lost for hours. I feel like I belong. That may sound a bit frightening to most people, but that's how it is for me. My life isn't TERRIBLE. I could improve though if I really tried hard enough. Something is keeping me away from being happy and care-free. I can't control how I feel all the time, you know?
I'm not going to go to a therapist, or a doctor, or a psychiatrist because none of them will understand. Medication is something I cut off a long time ago, and I'm sick and tired of having my parents assume that I'm "mentally ill" because I'm off of my anti-depressants.
I met one amazing person on here so far and we're already best friends. It's unfortunate that she is far away, but perhaps we will meet some day, soon enough.
Sorry, this is a lot to read and I'm pretty much venting on someone else's venting post!
I hope you feel better soon. You seem like a very beautiful and bright person.
I've experienced the same thing, and I've played the same online games as you. I'm guessing you played Habbo Hotel or something similar. I grew out of those games and I've been concentrating more on my spiritual beliefs.
I've been told that I'm an Indigo child and that I have theclaircognizance abilityas well.
Lately, I've been seeing 11:11 a lot! And my close friend has been too.
You're a light worker like me! It's very exciting to know who you truly are. Don't doubt it. It's really amazing.
I've been seeing '666' or 6's together in numbers. It started last week into this week and it's slowly appearing more frequently every other day. I feel like I shouldn't have anything to worry about, but, I'd like some answers if anybody has any idea why this could be happening.
It has appeared on this site, and another website that I use daily. I haven't seen it off the internet. Maybe it's all in my head?
I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. I usually have friends come and tell me things they wouldn't normally tell me right away.. It's really nice to have them trust me with personal life stories, but - sometimes when I give feedback, they get angry. I don't know if I say something the wrong way, or they don't like seeing it in my point of view..
I have a younger sister and she always comes to me when she's upset. Whenever I give some type of advice (when she needs it), she snaps at me and gets angry. Our connection breaks instantly, and she pretty much throws a wave of negativity my way. I'm pretty sure it's not exactly my fault.. I at least hope it's not. A lot of people in my family take out their anger specifically on me, and I have no idea why that is. I'm nothing but nice and helpful to everybody around me.
My parents tell me that I need to stop worrying about other people, and to concentrate on my well being. The thing is, I actually can't help it. I NEED to be there for people and if I don't, I feel like absolute garbage. I love helping people as much as I can even if it overwhelms me.
The reaction you get is most likely out of your control. It's their control, and they should be able to control themselves.
Negative people love to talk to me.. I have no idea why.
I just want you to know that you're not alone with this. I hope you work things out soon!
I'm really sorry! I've always felt the same. I have one best friend I can actually talk to about personal things as she has abilities herself. Her and I discovered we were different from others a few months back. As a child, I didn't really connect with anybody. I had maybe 2-3 friends I could talk to. They eventually moved on to other people. There aren't too many people that understood me. I still feel the same way today. I'm a magnet for people's personal problems but I have no problem with it! Sometimes, it's a lot to take in.. I instantly either feel better for helping somebody, or I feel drained emotionally and/or physically.
Being used is really hurtful and I can feel your pain. It's happened to me throughout my entire life. Things will get better for you! I have hope. And if you ever need somebody to talk to, you may PM me.
I remembered something.
I was at a friend's party a few years ago, and a Wiccan was studying me with his eyes and he read me. And said aloud how I felt and such. Afterwards, when I was leaving the party, I turned around and he gave me this look. It was strange and didn't feel too right. Does this mean anything?
That's exactly what I felt when I took medication. It totally numbed me and I didn't really give a care in the world for anyone, or anything. That isn't me at all. I want to be able to do it on my own and fight it without relying on medication for the rest of my life. My mother says I can't do it on my own. She doesn't understand me. Nobody really understands me around here besides my best friend. I even told my mom about me possibly having emotional abilities, following with physical and she looked at me as if I was going nuts. So I now know not to tell her anything about the subject.
And yeah, I ball my eyes out out of nowhere sometimes. It's pretty overwhelming.
Thank you for your response.
I was with a psychiatrist in 2014 and he said I have the symptoms of BPD.. I don't remember if I was diagnosed but I can understand why he had the idea...
My emotions are out of control and I'm afraid to go get a job and do something with my life. Feeling other people's emotions give me chronic pain in my back leaving me with anxiety attacks.
This was waaaaay before I found out about being an Empath. I feel like I'm not really one at all, and that I'm just crazy.. Maybe I have the random mood swings and depression because of the disorder. I don't know.. I'm scared to go back to a doctor because whenever I get medication, none of it helps me. It barely makes a difference as to how I feel.
But at the same time, I experience a lot of things not a lot of people do. Am I just seeing things? Am I really sensing the paranormal, and other people's emotions or am I literally crazy?
I'm really scared right now. I might be overthinking this whole thing, I don't know. If anybody knows anything, please reply to this thread.
I definitely can relate to you. I'm still very new to this whole experience.. I can lock eyes with somebody and know if they're somebody I can talk to or not. I have a hunch on people, even talking to them for about a minute. I've experienced the head turning to the side, and the weird awkward eye contact, too. It's really creepy lol.
I discovered that I'm very likely to being an emotional empath, following with having the physical abilities. Whenever somebody I'm very close with (whether being far away or not), is feeling distressed or even happy, I feel the same way as them. Sometimes I can't really tell if it's my emotions or theirs. It's really concerning me because I'm not in complete control of how I feel when I'm around a lot of people, or even around one person.
When I was out with a friend recently, I was having really bad stomach pains. These pains had nothing to do with having my period or anything of the sort. I never ever experienced such pain before besides one other time. Later on that night, I found out that my sister that is pregnant had to go to the hospital because she was having really bad stomach pains.
I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know if this all could be a coincidence, or if this is seriously something I need to work on controlling. I have strangers or even friends come to me for advice constantly, and always tell me I'm a good friend for it. I always try to help people as much as I can.
There's also my back pain. I have severe back pain under my left shoulder blade. This only hurts every other day or when there's somebody around me that is stressed. It then makes me very very stressed to the point where I stay away in my bedroom.
I don't want to be around a lot of people because I'm scared that I'm going to absorb all of their emotions. It happened before and I had a really bad anxiety attack.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.