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Jessica4
@jessica4
09/12/15 09:35:57PM
29 posts

Missing half


Empath

He shipped off to basic training I can't really say where and thank you and I'm sorry you know that pain I wouldn't wish it on anybody
Jessica4
@jessica4
09/12/15 09:31:47PM
29 posts



I can definitely relate I'm kind of going through the same thing. It's rough cuz all you want is a true friend but I can tell you that you will find ones here welcome to the community sweets
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/25/15 07:03:36PM
29 posts

Ruby red haired newborn


Dreams

The baby wasn't foreign to me nor did my body I was just aware that this was not 15 year old me but older me. They only way I was aware of this not being reality is that over the years I'm able to track missing pieces and details that where out of place good or bad. A couple years I developed ability to move, to think, and act to my own accord. its not lucid dreaming because I don't identify as dream until I actually I've only lucid dreamed when I have night terrors for some odd reason. But those are rather um interesting theories mainly because I'm 19 year old girl who had this dream at 15 lol but they are very valid tho

Jessica4
@jessica4
08/23/15 12:27:20PM
29 posts

Flustering vision


Psychic and Paranormal

No is he is in basic right now the conflict purely emotional where he is and thank you for respecting privacy of his whereabouts secrecy and privacy has become much more prevalent these days though I don't think anyone here would be a risk but as the saying goes you can never be to cautious but that is most definitely true the stress has seeped through everything and its an ongoing battle its even starting to mess with my communication with spirits

Jessica4
@jessica4
08/22/15 05:01:19PM
29 posts

Ruby red haired newborn


Dreams

This is a dream from my freshmen year of high school and from the title you can guess this made 15 year old me scared to the bones. I had dreamed that I had woke up tired and disoriented and extremely sore. I was in a white and grey hospital room with blaring white lights that made the room kinda blurred. I looked away from the lights down to my arm to see an iv in my arm which I thought was odd but I wasn't alarmed by it actually I wasn't alarmed at all by being in a hospital room at all somehow I knew I was supposed to be there but was to groggy to remember why until I heard whines of a baby. Then an alarm went off in my head and panicked thinking 'wheres my baby?' I tried to move but my whole body was heavy with exhaustion and painfully sore. but I had moved enough to be noticed. someone near me who felt very familiar my husband. but I couldn't see him but I could hear and feel him. I couldn't remember what he looked like or anything I didn't even know his name but I knew he was my husband. Then suddenly i felt a baby being put in my arms when I looked at the baby I knew he was my son. I felt a burst of love and joy at the sight of him I even found the strength to hold him in front of me to get a better view. he was this tiny newborn boy wrapped in blue who was half asleep his face was still red and a little swollen and misshapen from birth with a button nose and chubby cheeks he was the most beautiful baby boy I had ever seen and he was mine and I was so happy. The only thing that reminded me this was not real was his head full of hair that was literally ruby red like the stone but it confused me because of how abstract it was from everything and how I was now feeling and thinking separately from myself. but it all felt so real I could feel his warmth along with his pulse and his light breathing I could even smell his light scent and I could feel his blanket along with my hospital nightgown and the heavy hospital blankets I could feel everything as if I was truly there in reality. but then I hear my husbands voice and mine but it was distant and unclear as confused as I was I was still happy. I managed to separate myself from the new mother me and started to walk in this abyss that felt safe and comforting I kept on walking the light of the scene behind me filtered through lighting my way but as I got farther the light grew thinner I stopped to look back one more time before I left but the image had changed from first person through third person I saw all three of us but our features were blurred but I could still see I was holding the baby and see my husband leaning over laughing I saw he had dark hair and that's all i really observed because I wasn't trying to find or figure anything out and was looking at the picture as a whole. But once I had finished looking at the view I smiled and turn back to walk in the abyss and light proceeded to get thinner and thinner and when had officially disappeared the black abyss had opened up into my bedroom. I had woken up but reality felt surreal even when I got up to go to the bathroom. I went back to lay in my bed for while I started to feel empty after while but after an hour staring off into nothing I dozed off but it was a dreamless sleep and when I woke up again I was bombarded with emotions but it still felt surreal and felt that way for most of the day. I aimlessly went through the motions that day not really being there. At the end of the day I felt like my heart had broke out of no where and sobbed myself to sleep. The next day was normal but what happened stuck with me and I could never figure it out. I still don't understand it I don't even know what the dream means really.


updated by @jessica4: 03/02/17 03:20:10PM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/21/15 02:49:16PM
29 posts

Flustering vision


Psychic and Paranormal

My boyfriend has tiger for his sprit animal as you might have seen in my past posts i can interact with his tiger. Since he has shipped off though i onlh see the tiger for small moments of time usaully when my boyfriend gets to talk to me. But today while meditating i had this out of the blue vision where the tiger came to me and he was weary and I was sobbing until I saw him I immediately grabbed his face in my hands and said your ok but more as a question he just softly rumbled but he the life in his eyes was fading and my emotions erupted and started to sob again but I yelled at him you can't leave and I can't remember what else I said but the tiger didnt react so I got angry and slammed my palms to ground yelling at him he need to fight and repeated it a few times and thats when I saw started to see it in 3rd person and the tiger roared at me stamped his front paws but I was unwavered and yelled you need to fight you can't give up he roared again but then my wolf a appeared but it was like spirits interconnected like our eyes were the same their was also this white and blue aura encompassing us with specks of gold or yellow filtering through but that's when the tiger seemed to calm down and he had this sense of understanding in his eyes like knowing then I was me in the first person again looking at the tiger he squared his stance and turned to leave as he was going he looked back at me with what could almost seem like loving look in his eyes then he left but I could still feel the aura but before I could make sense of it I felt a spirit touch me bringing me out of my reverie which kinda made me flustered but I felt no wrong intent behind the spirits actions infact I felt a wiseness around it I got overwhelmed and started to cry. And now I have a headache... Is there a way to make sense of this?
updated by @jessica4: 03/04/17 08:25:53AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/19/15 08:42:17PM
29 posts

Missing half


Empath

The passed few days I have felt empty and sad my boyfriend just shipped off. We have been together 3 years and we were friends before that. When he left I felt like a part of me left I know he'll back but that doesn't help ease the pain much. I'm trying to bounce back and distract myself but when that's all said and done the painful empty feeling comes back. Him being gone is alot harder than I thought it would be.
updated by @jessica4: 03/13/17 06:57:36AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/19/15 08:27:42PM
29 posts

Why 2


Psychic and Paranormal

That's true :)
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/19/15 12:47:38PM
29 posts

Why 2


Psychic and Paranormal

That feels about right lol. In way I knew this but couldn't make sense of it but hearing it from you peices it all together. I have grown to love him and trust him. He is very beautiful but I still get intimidated by his eyes and how much power he seems to have but slowly our relationship gets closer and better. When I think about he has never hurt me but I've seen his ferocity. But we always are aware if each others thoughts and feelings but he's alot older than me and even shows what I would call parental care which did think of it like that until recently when I actually started paying attention to his actions and situation. He gets mad when I get reckeless with my abilities he doesn't when I'm reckless period I noticed and gets annoyed when willfull and stubborn that's probably another reason why still get intimidated cuz I feel like little child around him and I've always knew if I was in trouble in way not like I do now but when I think back I knew I just thought he was being a bully. But thank you for helping learn and realize things about him. In fact I can feel like he's relieved as well if that makes sense but I guess it's him saying thank you too cuz I can feel him as I type its kinda odd tho
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/19/15 12:01:58AM
29 posts

Why 2


Psychic and Paranormal

That definitely puts everything in perspective but I wonder why we both have tried to cut the connection and have always had complicated bond. I know why I tried to break it with the wolf because he scared me when I was young and I thought it didn't like me. But he has also tried but I don't know why. But it makes perfect sense tho thank you for helping find clarity Melinda :)
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/17/15 11:21:59PM
29 posts

It must be a curse


Animal Empaths

Thank you I will I'll might also see about the shot thing as well
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/17/15 08:11:05PM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

Oh I couldn't possibly do that though I wish I could but Native American spirituality is very sacred and cultural practice among tribes it is very private I know this from a family friend who was Native American I often called him Grampa he knew if my abilities he was first to ever call me as whole beautiful me and my abilities tho be couldn't teach me he was good support when that girl started to terrorize my dreams he gave me a traditional dream catcher he give me prayer every so often but I got to know him for only a short amount of time and he was probably the only elder we have her for miles unfortunately our Native American community is slowly dying away in this town as much as spirituality has alot of your non Christian religions are more underground which for me has served as a needle in the haystack because we do have psychics I dicovered but I also discovered that some can be um...unwelcoming when I reveal that I'm not looking for reading and that was the last she wrote. But I havnt given up. And thank you for your support and I agree control is a big factor that I need to learn with both living and non living apparently a loss of control over abilities and energy is not oblivious to all people and some can feel you reading them to some degree like yesterday I was at the book store with friends I felt like I was in the movie body snatchers they knew something was not normal and they knew it was from me so I got some confused daggers from some people some confused scared looks followed by steering clear and some straight up stares kids didn't seem to mind tho they just waved when i noticed them watching and of course those who didn't notice anything at all. But it wasnt long for spirits to pick up on my loss of control and they had a hay day so much I was going to throw up so my friends who empaths to notice and unwillingly felt my energy got me out there to on my friends house I ended up watching a classic scary movie to get myself into focus horror films makes me pull things in perspective rather than quivering mess unless there's gore or torture that just a no. But by the time I got home I made it clear to my homebody spirits I wasn't any of it and went to my room they kinda listened I got a daring pinch but other than they just hovered today tho exhausted I'm under control. I hope that never happens again ever. So yes control and no fear is definite must I need to learn and thanks again for your time um what's PM did you mean PM as time of day sorry just not sure what that means
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/17/15 12:46:26AM
29 posts

It must be a curse


Animal Empaths

Thank you that will be quite helpful cuz I have alot of friends and family who have cats
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/17/15 12:43:16AM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

Hey Maria thank you for that vital information I didn't even think of looking in those things which I should of sice my town is built above our old town. Our town at one time got this massive flood making alot of it covered underwater. I completely forgot about that until you told me specific things to look for. Thank you. And it's ok it was a bit of ride but in many ways my abilities helped me as well I can tell you without them I would probably be a cold bitter person instead of who I am today. There are some repercussions but I'm glad of my decision to take my own path and finally accept who I am and learn about my abilities and and everything comes with it. I'm still reluctant with some stuff as you can see but I'll learn. I'm just glad I have people to turn to now like you guys its truly a blessing cuz yes my town has epidemic of alot of religion but no spirituality sadly. Pueblo is an odd place in all reality though but thanks for all the advice and tips :) I wish you happiness and love
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/16/15 12:17:54AM
29 posts

It must be a curse


Animal Empaths

My connection with animals is strong and there hasn't been many animals that I don't get along very few and far between. But that's besides the point animals will often come to me and enjoy their company. And here's where curse comes I'm extremely allergic to cats. And I love cats and they seem to as well cuz they keep coming to me trying rub against me or play with me wanting love and affection. But I can't touch them or be around them :(
updated by @jessica4: 02/23/17 05:02:41PM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 10:18:00PM
29 posts

I'm not sure what I am but I am something


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you I will look into those. And thank you I'm still learning to appreciate them its weird for me at times cuz its alot of change and sometimes I want doubt myself and want say its all in my head because that's I trained myself to think. But I know that's not the case. And I'm made quickly aware of the spirits around me of their displeasure of myself doubt in fact since I decided this year to stop suppressing my abilities (cuz one it was harmful two it wasn't working anymore it was like I shook a bottle of soda for to long and it started to fizz out of the bottle) the spirits have been calmer they're still like naughty little children at times with exception. And yeah I have to be very selective with whom I share lol
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 06:09:42PM
29 posts

I'm not sure what I am but I am something


Psychic and Paranormal

Oh my that is quite coincidental I just replied to you and Maria not too long ago about stuff that you answered here. I love it. But thank you for all your advice it is much needed and I'm thankful for the straight forwardness about it. You help put things in perspective and help look at it more as an adult than a child :)
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 05:08:41PM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

Oh and I wanted to comment about me being a nature spirit it makes alot of sense I'm not sell versed in this at all anything I do know is from spirits cuz some of them are smart
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 04:48:23PM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

Yes I did I lived in California and yeah I did but I was told i t alway just a nightmare or its just shadows the whole shebang of things you tell a toddler when she's something scary. But I was not a regular tot at all I didn't even think like one and I always got frustrated with my gramma (I was living with her at the time) because she would not listen and I would get pretty angry enough to do damage without touching things like her glass vase. Gramma explanation for this was that I was throwing things even tho there was no assailing object to be found but the guilt and terror in my eyes was enough evidence for her to know I did it. That was how my tot life went until I learned to speak clearly then I was told Jesus wouldn't want you to say things like that your gonna make jesus cry and you dont want do that do you? To this day I can hear her say those words! Anyways I would cry and say no and we would read the picture bible. It's weird but I have very good memory not idetic just I can tap into those memories as far as being six months old its scare my family like no other tho. I always new I wasn't normal and never got help for it except how to suppress it when I was put in the foster system I was put in therapy got exrays this and that got a ton of diagnosises put on and off of drugs I learned to suppress it all of it after a while and hide it which led to not getting help for things that that I did have like anxiety and depression which now I am getting help for but I also got therapist who idk what you would call it pagan? I'm not sure cause I don't know her abilities but she has helped me realize the effects of suppressing my abilities and how much more it could harm me I've learned alot lately and that's why I think I was finally able to find the will to fight this girl back that has haunted me for years on end and I think your right she was feeding off of me. And yes that girl was great deal why to this day I have a hard time communicating with spirits but I have been trying to get past it. because of one spirit that haunted me where I live now it was benign but out of fear I ignored it. But it never stopped vying for my attention he would touch my hair hang to my legs child stuff and hevalways knew when I needed space. I got very used to him but didn't interact with or tried to see him. Until one day it finally clicked and I started to cry and I actually looked at him said all you wanted was to be seen and I felt his sad happiness and then he was gone. I felt empty like I missed a friend so looked and called for him after hour miracously he came back but his energy was weaker I didn't waste anytime and told I'm sorry and good bye and I felt his forgiveness and faintly heard goodbye and that was it I still sometimes search to see if he might come back weird but yeah. Is it weird to say I miss a spirit? But yeah because of him my decision to embrace and learn about my abilities was solidified. Sorry I rant I don't mean to just alot to say years worth (^^;) but to answer questions as might of seen already pueblo is a religious town we have a very small paranormal group but they take on more hollistics than the higher planes and our store is collection store meant for those who are fascinated with paranormal stuff very sad store but they do have some stuff like crystals and incense but they couldn't tell you how to use it that's OK just doesn't help me and thanks for the warm welcome and good advice and patience I'm eternally grateful for your wisdom and kindness and acceptance and thank you for the all the answers cuz Google doesn't help
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 03:51:50PM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

My siblings remember her and that she was mean but they didn't experience a fraction of what I did with her. My mom sensed her energy but never saw her but she thinks she devoured a cat spirit that my mom was attached to. We all have abilities except my dad and he seemed to only one to not be affected by it well not much his only interactio n with her was him taking bat to what he called shadow because he was half asleep but we knew what he tried to take bat to. To answer your other question my mom actually did look into the house history and it belonged to a couple who built it but never had children and they ended up moving out because it had a lot of stairs but no children ever lived their we were the first family to live there but there were cats lol. But yeah that little girl just randomly came it was odd and my town is quite the religious one we are very small minority so we don't have hunters but we do have small group
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/15/15 02:19:59AM
29 posts

I'm not sure what I am but I am something


Psychic and Paranormal

I'm for sure an empath no doubt about it but I can see, hear, feel, and hear spirits actually there's a lot I can do what I can't do is tell the future I have visions premonitions and feelings but that's it. I can't freely channel it does happen but not on my will. I cannot look into the past. And cannot levitate. I can read people but I can't tell their future or past or read their minds but I can give advice whether it's a spirits feeding info or my own advice. I have no desire to tell future or past or act as a bridge between the human and spirit realm. I connect with nature, animals, and the spirit realm quite a bit and have done since I was a little girl I know my abilities for the most part but don't know how to use them I don't know my full potential or depth of any of my abilities I don't know what I would even be called I just I know that I was born with these abilities and lived with them without any training. My lack of training and knowledge of my abilities have caused me alot of grief because I learned the hard way ignoring it and suppressing it won't make it go away. Can anyone help me please.
updated by @jessica4: 07/05/17 09:26:02AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 07:54:08PM
29 posts

I made a big boo boo


Healers

I know what you mean I didn't say anything cruel but I did feel a little harsh tho like when child does something wrong but your so upset over the act that you forget they don't know any better and should have been softer about it tho the message is just the same you know that's kinda where I am. But your wisdom held through all through time I was typing that message to her before you posted it sweets (I say that endearingly) and I'm thankful for it believe me the last sentence you said was chanted over and over again in my head because I wanted to so badly turn so phrases so colorfully to her but refrained from it I wanted to be mean believe me but its not my nature and something reminded me about of that fact. I was still angry but then it turned to sadness as I typed the message because I realized not only did I grieve for those she caused harm but I grieved for her as well. I should of explained this but I was quite nervous about how this the first time I've ever lectured somebody so openly in person I do but online and to someone who works for the media um...no my dad works for the news so I know the risks of messing with the media that still is a frightening factor but I still feel I was too harsh and Emmy your story and advice helped me quite a bit but on greater and personal level you see me and my bf have been fighting alot since the stress of him shipping off and you made me see that he is just as stresst and hurt and even scared as I am and instead of adding to it I should be showing him love thank you
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 06:51:20PM
29 posts

I made a big boo boo


Healers

I scolded a skeptic blogger on Facebook for ignorance and fowl play on psychic's and told how she was ignorant and why basicly went psychic 101 style on her but I didn't say anything mean or crass though. But I still acted on impulse. I was just so angry at her prejudice and the her cruel actions towards those people. My heart sent out to them. And I couldn't stand the ignorance of that person and her lack of respect. I know I probably shouldn't have scolded her and I'm sure to regret it some how. I feel horrible right now because I don't regret it.A penny for thoughts guys.
updated by @jessica4: 02/23/17 10:12:10AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 06:24:10PM
29 posts

Why 2


Psychic and Paranormal

How so and how should act on this then if you don't mind me asking. Thank you for your insight.
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 04:45:08PM
29 posts

Can someone explain what this spirit (probably entity really)


Psychic and Paranormal

Ok so this gonna be long I'm sorry so when I was little girl I interacted with with the spirit realm with no inhibitions whatsoever I played and talked with them and pretty much any normal social interactions you would do with humans. This seemed normal and safe to me because for the most part they were all nice at least I thought they were. The mean ones as the little girl me would say I tend stay away from. But this little girl who looked to be my age at that time which was 6 was on another level. She was beautiful like a porclain doll with long curly blond hair with pinkish red lips and rosy cheeks with paper white skin. She wire a Victorian night gown all the time. The only thing that struck me odd about her appearance was her eyes were pure black and nothing else's except a small gleam of light. And to be clear no she is not a bek I can assure you a 100% anyways me and my siblings could all see her. Mom could only feel her tho. At first she was this shy sweet girl that we wanted to play with and it didn't take long for her to come play with us and for sometime at night we would always all play but after sometime things went awry if she didn't get her way she would become very mean and the air around her would turn very menacing and scary. She would throw tempertantrums and throw things around until we did what she wanted then she was nice again. Then she started not be nice at all and would bully us pushing us scarying us pulling our hair stuff like that. It didn't get much worse until I the one who doesn't like being pushed around and will try putting an end to it, stopped playing with her and ignored her. It was like I opened Pandora's box because her whole being turned became this blood curdling evil though she still looked the same. She became more violent and menacing but little me had stupid guts I planted myself right in front of her and told her to leave and said I don't like you you're mean that most definitely bide well with her and she left in a fit of rage. But the next night she came back and wreaked terror in whole new wayabd that was in my dreams she had alot more power there and even changed forms but the eyes were always the same. She could cause pain and fear that I could never know or understand and sleep became hell sometimes she'd still come wreak havoc on us in the reality still but not much. I thought when we left the house we would be rid of her but I couldn't have been more wrong in way she has stayed with me since taking many forms. It wasn't till my teen years I started fight her back when I was given the chance and the dreams she entered started to diminish. But it wasn't till my late teens and now (I'm 19) that I learned how to will myself to fight back with or with out a given chance and I've seen her very little since. I've tried to figure out what she is for a long time and why this all was able to happen and pretty much investigate the whole thing but as it I'm a young 19 year old empath with untrained psychic abilities (the have grown alot just not honed) so any advice or info or both would be lovely thank you
updated by @jessica4: 07/11/17 03:31:56AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 01:41:49PM
29 posts

Why 2


Psychic and Paranormal

I keep seen a wolf and an owl and I can't figure out why for the longest time I've always seen the wolf who seems it can't decide whether it loves or hates me I fear yet love it at the same time yet the attachment is strong and our bond is unbreakable we have both tried to to break it in fact this ha been going on since I was very small I saw him in poster of cousins it was a wolf poster but he wasn't any of the original wolves illustrated I this happened in the late hours of night which for 4 year old was a little traumatizing. Instead of running to my mom I just stared at the wolf he did the same this lasted till my older cousin woke up and was wondering why I was there which I didn't know I was kind of led there in some dream state. It ended up with my cousin picking up to carry me back to bed. When I looked back at poster the wolf wasn't there. I was very quiet for couple days after that. But since then this wolf and I have been connected. The owl who I don't see really more than see through its eyes like we are one in the same sometimes I see it but only a glimpse of moment otherwise I feel like we share a body which may seem odd cuz how would I know if its an owl? Best and simplest explanation its kinda like how a human knows its human an owl knows its an owl. But my question what is this? What is going on here and why?
updated by @jessica4: 03/04/17 08:25:53AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/14/15 01:15:54PM
29 posts

Natures signs


Psychic and Paranormal

I find myself during meditation and dreams that I'm in forest clearing covered in snow under the full moon but the spiritual atmosphere is very powerful and it feels like adrenaline coursing through me and I find it to be same in reality when ever I'm in forest or out in the snow or in the presence of the full moon I feel a surge of spiritual energy flow through me. But I have never been able to find out why. All I know is how if feels its invigorating and I feel free and even at peace like a door just opened but on the other side since I don't know what's going on I tend to become frightened and overwhelmed by the intensity of the spiritual energy I feel and how heightened my senses and abilities nature w I lose some sense of control and feel vulnerable but like an addicting high which I bet sound weird probably. But keep taking it in until I can't take it anymore or I sense something very dark coming I'm not sure what this is and its been like this since I was little I've always been drawn to the moon and loved winter and had sense belonging with nature all in a spiritual sense does anyone know what this could be
updated by @jessica4: 07/05/17 06:38:33AM
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/12/15 10:47:28PM
29 posts

Meeting someone else's spirit animal?


Psychic and Paranormal

Oh that is so good to hear. It made me happy to find that his spirit animal was a tiger because he is shipping off soon and to know that he has a tiger brings me some great piece of mind. Ironically when he first enlisted that's when I first started seeing vissions of his tiger spirit. I'm not sure of mine yet though I do have some clue of why one being I don't know myself like I know my boyfriend. But thank you for the confirmation it brings much relief
Jessica4
@jessica4
08/12/15 12:51:05PM
29 posts

Meeting someone else's spirit animal?


Psychic and Paranormal

I have question I was wondering if you could see and interact with other people's spirit animals. Cuz I think I did with my boyfriend for the longest time I kept seeing this tiger in my dreams, daydreams, and even during meditation. The thing about this tiger is I never talked to the tiger with words but through spiritual connection I also found that I hand very strong bond and great affection for this tiger and vise versa our interactions felt so familiar though for weeks I couldn't figure out why and in dreams I tried several times to get my boyfriend and the tiger to meet but when they would come face to face the tiger would disappear every time. This went on until a couple weeks ago I was meditating and the tiger came into what I like to call my wonderland place its place I've imagined while in my meditative state I looked him in the eyes and it hit me the tiger was my boyfriend or is spirit animal at least. I've had more interactions with tiger since but this is the biggest one. I just want to be sure I'm not confusing it with something else. Does anyone know? Sorry you may have seen this in the comment section I'm sorry I'm a newbie
updated by @jessica4: 07/02/17 08:20:21PM