Hi everyone! So I will tell you all what brought me here. I have always had odd tendencies to know things other people didn't know. I just thought of it as intuition, and that's what my mom called it. I had a lot of de'javu when I was a kid. But i thought it might just be a "coincidental feeling" . I feel for others very deeply, even people I don't like. I have vibrant dreams and awful mood swings for no apparent reason. I also can sense if something bad has happened to someone close to me. At times I am for sure what certain people are feeling. Other times are fuzzy. But i was brought up to have a closed mind, more so by my Father's influence. And it seems there is always a constant flow of hatred coming from him. That one I am certain of. I was diagnosed as being bipolar when I was pregnant for the first time, even though the emotional trouble started much earlier than that. But now that I have been enlightened I am not so sure that my feelings were my own. I have become very good at pushing away negative feelings because I thought they were coming from inside. I also used to be very open with people but have closed off and keep to myself because i noticed i had bettee feelings when alone. I knew i was different, but I never would have thought to look at the possibility of being an empath......until, my Aunt(in law) posted an informative article describing empaths. My curiosity was piqued, so I read it and my jaw was on the floor. It almost described me to a tee. I messaged her and asked if that could really be possible and she said yes. My mind was blown. It felt like something clicked for me, and like I finally realized how all my emotional turmoil was caused. I do not feel as sensitive as I used to be. I believe I may have formed a mental wall unintentionally, and I'm blocking things out. I am also a Christian so this is really scary for me because of the stigma that goes along with this idea. But I believe that God gives us gifts and this might be mine. And if my God can die on a cross and be raised from a tomb 3 days later, then why wouldn't this be possible? I am sorry this is solong, but I guess you could say I'm freaked out! This is something I read about in books! If anybody has some insight, I would love for you to share, because I have no idea what to do!
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