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weary_soul
@weary-soul
03/05/17 05:56:40PM
4 posts

Has anyone had a fear of trying anything paranormal?


Psychic and Paranormal

HNMMM well this was an interesting assortment of discussions. I have try many paranormal things. As a child I communicated with Spirits and angels. The reactions from adults who happen to catch glimpses of spirit or angels put a fear in me thAT LASTED UNTIL ADULTHOOD. strange  it did not stop the spirits from communicating with me. I was raised a christian, held onto that fear until my middle 40's.  It was then that I realized any spirit that try to communicate with me that I felt fearful of I had the power to tell them to leave. It was also the realization that the Bible does not say it is wrong to communicate with ghost or spirits but says it is wrong to call on spirits. I believe this is cause when one passes over and is not communicating that to call them up is disturbing their restful state. It takes tremendous energy to call a spirit forth besides not knowing who or what you are calling. But if a spirit is communicating with you then there is nothing to fear.  I astroprojected for years.  I grew up in a haunted house or so it was said. All I know is there was a lot of unexplained phenomenon that happened. One thing that I experience numerous times was astroprojection while sleepng. I was amazed to find out I could cause this all on my own. There are other things I try and ound out they do work. There is one thing I will not ever do again or try. Yes I am quite scared of trying or doing this again. I noticed recently it is a trend where lots are getting into it. This is remote viewing which anyone who is practicing this right knows it is not the same thing as astroprojection. I never experienced any kind of side effects from astroprojection but remote viewing caused lots of side effects that was not pleasant. It took me over a year to recuperate from a few months iof practicing remote viewing.    I have been on several sites and noticed that some have complained about some of the side effects . There is also side effects that are not spoken of on these sites. The strange thing is when I asked if others had the experience someone has always responded with a yes before the whole thread disappears.   Remote viewing messing with time continum and causing some weird psychological reactions, those side effects are listed. The method was placed on the net from stanford university and the government. I do think the government monitors those sites. Yes I am extremely afraid of messing with that again.

weary_soul
@weary-soul
03/05/17 05:07:36PM
4 posts

Still trying to figure this out


Empath

Sometimes being an empath is difficult. About feeling different than everyone else, well it comes with the territory. The past few years I have found myself less trusting and more comfortable being by myself.   I have sat with my thoughts about the unique differences in me. A few years ago I research how different than most I was. See I am empath with strong syntetate abilities(anothers words I feel colors or see music), ambidextrous and a high Iq. The thing is there are numerous categories where I am in the less than 5 percent of the population. After a few months I came to the conclusion that even if I am different, I am still human and the gifts I have are just that, gifts or parts of who I am. About those who will avoid or steer clear of you, it is their own insecurities. I have a high paranormal psychic ability mixed in with those other things. Sometimes without realizing it, I say things that mean something to someone. Even those who claim they are interested and ask question have been freak out by things i do or say.   Especially if you reveal something negative is going to happen, people will push you away. I do believe that it is the combination of these things as well as the longevity that I have been demonstrating those things. many times I do not even realized what it is I am doing. There also is this, I am not sure if anyone else can relate to this but at times I noticed my mood, my emotions being transferred to others.I have experimented a little with this to see if what I was observing was happening. Yes it is something I believe empath can do.  Generally it may be something you want to explore as there are ways to stop from transmitting negative emotions to others. If you feel uncomfortable in an environment, you could be transmitting that uncomfortable feeling to others which would without them realizing it  cause them to move away from you. There is also this which I have brought up in my mind when I felt certain emotions emitted from others that was extremely negative, is that people do not experience one emotion with another. Emotions are mixed. However if you are less trusting or feeling insecure you may be picking up only the negative emotions from others. As I said, many times people are feeling emotions that have nothing to do with us that we pick up. This may be what you were feeling. Competitive people experience a lot of negative emotions that have nothing to do with the people in their environment. a competitive empath can be destructive towards another empath. When I was in counseling grad program, I ran into another who claimed to be an empath. Who knows maybe He was, He knew I was an empath before i even knew it. A few of the PHD students under him came to me to convince me to drop out. they said Because I was an empath, this professor ,who claimed he was an empath, said I would not be a good counselor and would be destroy cause of my level of being an empath. Then throughout the program the man did everything he could to have others torture me. At the time I knew very little about what it meant to be an empath. I could not figure out what it was I did wrong to this man that he attack me or had others attack me so viciously. It was confusing, at time he would go out of his way to be nice or kind then he would do things say things to embarrassed OR humiliate me. It was so bad that some of the students threaten my physical body and push and  hit me with chairs or doors or from behind. Now I believe this man was an empath because he pick up on me being one early on. Second there was this really strange connection we had when we came into each others proximity. I think the man was competing with my empath abilities. I guess  he had hard time even realizing that not only would I not admit to it at that time, I had no idea what an empath was. The competitive spirit wanted to destroy me so my empath skills would be suppress I guess, it led to a hatred of me without even knowing who I was. I don't know why but I do feel that might be some of what was going on with you in that environment. As some with the empath ability are not so moral and will use the skill to their own advantage or popularity while others will be a little fearful of the ability. In a competitive environment that can cause isolation of one who also has the same abilities. There are ways to counteract those things. One is not to take it personally as the emotions you are feeling may have nothing to do with you. Second try to counter negative with positive emotions by thinking about something even if it is unrelated that brings memories of happiness. Try to find something positive to say to someone. It could be something simple like I like your sweater where did you get it. Asking questions on how to do something or about something someone is really into will help you to merge more with the group.

weary_soul
@weary-soul
03/05/17 11:22:04AM
4 posts

Life's fast changes and the struggles with it


Request a Reading

I am curious to see what a reading would say to me. The past ten years have been extremely challenging with some tears of joy and lots of anxiety and struggle. Still I was able to accomplish a lot during this time despite all the challenges. It seems once I begin or make some leadway on the path my heart is determined to go, I experience some type of major setback. I am really wondering if I am missing something  some key part that if only I would get, all my hard work will finally begin to flourished.    


updated by @weary-soul: 07/06/17 01:34:17AM
weary_soul
@weary-soul
09/08/15 10:52:11AM
4 posts

Just wondering.


New Age

Rene,

I think it is very normal. I would encourage you to get yourself back into a Body of Believers though. However I also know that empath gifts are not as understood. I have oticed a change by some when I engage in certain skills when going to church. The one skill is seeing the dials taking the people emotins you recieving to zero then pushing your dials to ten. I added another dial , the God dial adding what I am receiving from God to ten. I found this takes me to a whole new level of awareness where my empath gifts are concern. I am not sure what exactly you are talking aobut as the Gidts of mercy are of the Holy Spirit. Could 6ou please explain? I do know I carry the gifts of prophetic, releasing the Holy Spirit in an atmosphere, counseling gifts. I know my empath gifts feeeds into all of these gifts also. I am sure your God given gifts are supported by your empath abilities..... I will write more later. I hope this gives you some answers for now.

weary_soul
@weary-soul
07/05/15 05:41:07PM
4 posts

Hi Everyone


Empath

Well, I wanted to say Hi. I am thankful I found this place. I will say for many years I deny being an empath. The reason being that when others told me i was an empath, they said it in accusatory tone. Then they insisted I pursue a different career path. I am realizing that the person who told them this never talked to me directly about this and sent many mixed signals. I wondered how he knew and why he had such a problem with me? maybe he was an Empath to. Even when these people told me who I was they never gave me the answers why they said that always insisting I already knew. Then there was the other side of it where I would explained to people how I could feel the atmosphere in a room. Or that I had this unique gift of picking up on strong emotions. I just got weird looks. But then they asked how I knew certain things or was able to predict certain things without any knowledge. My children also are gifted ion these areas. Recently I went and took several tests to see if I was an Empath. Much to my demise I am an Empath apparently have gifting in various areas.

I do have a question is it possible for an Empath to release a certain vibrations in atmospheres. I ask because I have been practicing the techniques on this site. I noticed several things. First I combined step one and step techniques because step one was not working well for me at first. I noticed today when I went to Church many people were shocked to see me when they realized I was there. I am not sure why this was. I also was getting some strange reactions from others like they did not even know or were unsure of who I was exactly. I thought it was very strange. I also noticed that with a few when they did see me after the shock I had to refocused my energy to redo the technique. That might be because I am new at this. But with a few even when refocusing it seemed that I felt like I was opening up and releasing energy. Does that make sense?


updated by @weary-soul: 03/02/17 10:47:57AM