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Roxanne
@roxanne
10/07/11 07:58:06AM
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So I'm not sure what just happened


Empath

I think you *spied with your empath eye*..... the connecting of dots in a timeline that had not reached fruition yet.

In other words you empath/precogged her. The fact that you *saw* her suggests you have a powerful receiver so that it projected her image from a *thought stream*.

The only other thing I can think of (and this is NOT from an empathic place of knowing at all, just an investigative guess) Maybe she was on campus and she saw you, she always felt guilty about not responding to you and so she made up a story about a computer glitch so that she could purge her guilty conscience and feel comfortable if she bumps into you on campus.

I tend to look at everything through multiple lenses to see which one resonates with me best.

Barring the latter, I'd say Your empathic nature operates on a precog level.

Roxanne
@roxanne
10/07/11 06:14:28AM
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So I'm not sure what just happened


Empath

I agree what you describe is neither coincidental or synchronicity. If she received an email that you did NOT send, then who did?

Freaky stuff indeed.

Wish I could help but after thinking about it I really just came up with another question: Is it possible she never responded to an old e-mail you wrote about it last spring. And she said *she just got it* because actually she just found it in archive but saw she never responded? (hope that makes sense) If that happened it's probably more that you empathed her thinking about you. But until you can ascertain what email she is talking about this one will continue to be filed under *freaky stuff*.

Roxanne
@roxanne
10/04/11 12:28:01PM
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Clearly then you are gifted in emotional and spiritual communication. That's a great gift. Use it wisely.

:-)

Roxanne
@roxanne
10/04/11 12:22:34PM
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Actually, yes, kind of sort of. Could be a combination of holding the emotions until you find exactly the right words, rhythm, tone to execute those emotions.

On the other hand, I go through totally dumb times when I write without much emotion and I sound like I'm babbling. So I guess it's something that can go either way.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/29/11 05:28:41PM
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Soul of an Artist -- Communication Empath


Empath

It's actually carved into the side of a building. I love urban art. There are murals around the 5 bouroughs of NY and sidewalk art that looks 3 dimensional. It's crazy. Some of it blows my mind.
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/29/11 11:46:34AM
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Soul of an Artist -- Communication Empath


Empath

Some people say our name is our power. Well clearly this guys name is quite powerful, but I think the real power is in his art.

http://www.ibtimes.com/articles/139269/20110428/breathtaking-urban-art-wall-sculptures-by-alexandre-farto.htm

I truly believe it takes very deep levels of empathy to create soul stirring art. IMHO

Please feel free to add any links of the art that stirs your soul.


updated by @roxanne: 04/22/17 11:14:47PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/29/11 09:25:05AM
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How do you Heal from Betrayal?


Empath

You make A LOT of sense,chinadoll, but more importantly you drive home things I already know but don't seem to apply to my own life.

Thank you very much for your kind words, and for taking the time to respond. I also would like to share a little chuckle because where you wrote about people respecting your 'no', I was reminded of a time when I was in a conversation with someone and strongly stated that it was time for people to respect my *NOs*. (plural in context) I saw her face change to puzzlement and wondered about that but ranted on until she interrupted me to say "...but what does this have to do with respecting your nose?"

she was very serious??????

We did find our way back to laughter in that moment as I made it very clear "resepct me, respect my nose".

Wondering: is NO the strongest word in the universe?

respect and thanks, my friend.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/29/11 08:15:16AM
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How do you Heal from Betrayal?


Empath

I wrote a blog about this once. I was looking back over my life and thinking how the word *betrayal* can only be applied as an emotional *punch in the face* when it is administered by someone you love.

But what if the person who betrays you is not well? What if you KNOW they are not well and they just keep on betraying you. Do you walk away? -- How do you walk away from a family member or friend in need?

Do you set up healthy boundaries and what in fact does that mean.

Every time I set up a healthy boundary and get a midnight phone call to peel someone I love off the floor I realize it's just a smoke screen I sell myself. There are no boundaries. There's only love.

The real betrayal is the one that goes on inside of yourself.

How do you deal?

Please feel free to share. I could use some good tips as I'm in this for the long haul.


updated by @roxanne: 05/19/17 01:37:31PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/29/11 07:55:10AM
1,562 posts

My First Time


Empath

Thank you all for your responses. I truly appreciate your shares as well.

I sometimes think about other moments through the years when my mother would make it very clear that *she could not stand being around me* because I seemed so nervous to her.

I couldn't understand that because everyone who knew me considered me one of the most laid back human beings on earth.

But she said it so many times that I finally realized something ...Why? Why did I always seem so nervous around HER.

And then I realized why.

Because I'm a mirror.

And that was the beginning of a true paradigm shift for me. -- If I had a place like EC while I was growing up. Or any of the wonderful Empath sites that have given us a *language* to discuss this in terms that do not promote secret shame, how different would my life and my relationship with my mother have been?

*shrug* who knows.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 10:55:19PM
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My First Time


Empath

Agreed. Those different opinions and views have always been part of the magic. I especially love all the wonderful conversations we've had here about the science of empathy and the study of mirror neurons. Thank you for responding.
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 10:53:47PM
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My First Time


Empath

I'm so sorry about the pain you lived with over it. I think this is why I value EC so much. Here we are *normal* lol.

Thank you for sharing. And yes, to all the newcomers out there...what SnakeMedicine said.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 06:55:49PM
1,562 posts

My First Time


Empath

That has to be doubly hard, Shelby. My problem was bad communication. But my mom always knew my abilities do exist.

She just made me think they were a weakness.

I feel for you. And I honor your *uniqueness*

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 06:48:00PM
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"...and the world will be a better place...

*foot tappin' moment.*


updated by @roxanne: 01/09/17 04:19:13AM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 06:36:31PM
1,562 posts

My First Time


Empath

Based on your hasty response, you must have read this *before* I edited out all the type-o's

Well all the ones my dyslexic , text fatigued eyes could find.

haha

Yes, my daughters are also extremely sensitive and I would just love to bring them here one day to learn why it is their mom is so weird...in a good way". hahaha

peace out, my sista!

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 06:01:21PM
1,562 posts

My First Time


Empath

I still remember the first time I heard somebody call me *weird*. (hahah gotcha! you thought it was going to be *that* kind of a thread because of the title.) -- No, this is actually about my first memories about being an empath. And my road to discovery. -- And why I am still here.

The first time I heard someone call me *weird* it was my mother.

I was very young. And to this day, I can still hear her tone. I can still see the look in her face. I was ashamed, because my mother did not seem to like me for some reason. She thought I was *weird*.

What she didn't like about me -- the thing that made her uncomfortable around me -- was the way I felt other peoples feelings. And she made it very clear "You don't just feel sorry for people -- that I could understand. You actually feel their feelings." Basically she was saying "get over it".

and in her eyes my sensitivity made me weak. Not too long after that, I saw that look in her eyes again.

I had been whining that I could hear my cat and she was in trouble and she wanted me. My mother said "That's ridiculous. "Your cat isn't even here anyway she's been out all day. And I'm listening and I don't hear anything."

"But she's calling me. " I insisted. "I can hear her."

"Then go tell your father...'BILL!!! (that was my father's name) YOUR DAUGHTER HEARS HER CAT...COME GET HER...TAKE HER...JUST GO WITH HER SO SHE CAN TAKE YOU THERE!" -- To me those words meant "get your daughter out of here..she's annoying me".

It's no accident I typed in caps. My mother is very loud.

So my father took me. Down the block around the back of a building and up in a tree was my cat perched on a branch unable to get down.

"Well will you look at that." my father said with a chuckle. I knew he liked it when my mother was wrong.

I could hear them talking about it in the kitchen later. "She's weird." my mother insisted. "how did she know that."

My father said something about children having strong connections to their pets.

Years later I heard those words again. "She's weird." It was at work. I walked in on some office mates talking about me and when they saw the look on my face they were immediately apologetic and told me they didn't mean weird in a bad way..."It's just you know things you're not suppose to know. -- Like when we make faces behind your back and you say "stop that".

We had a good laugh and I began to realize that words can so easily project misinformation.

So much misinformation that they can scar a life.

I grew up seeing myself as weak, until a nun once acknowledged the same thing about me that my mother did. "You don't just feel for people. You feel them. That is a gift from God." she said.

Now this is the main forum so I won't get into talk about God, just quoting the nun, but it made me see this *shame* I had about my sensitivity in a new light.

And as I moved through time, my mother and I talked and I realized that in the world she grew up in sensitivity and emotional vulnerabilty could be a liability. So in her eyes I was vulnerable, hence weak. She told me she didn't want to see me hurt. She wanted me to turn off my feelings so that I would never have to know pain.

I guess we took the long route to a full understanding.

I learned very early on that words have power. Left unexpressed a person can walk around with a complete false impression of something and internalize it as a character flaw instead of the strength and the *gift* that it is.

What I came to EC to figure out is why this happens. How does it happen from a distance. Does it really happen to other people?!! Up until then I knew of no one else who had this.

What a beautiful and soft landing place I found at EC.

and I would want newcomers to know the same joy I found here. My healing began with the Empath Survival Guide above. I had no idea people had actually figured out and worked out exercises to control these empathetic surges. I was amazed to learn there were other empaths.

In fact I was amazed to learn there was a word for it. Yay! Now I had a keyword to learn more.

a Keyword.

A word with a key to unlock a door, proving again that words truly do hold power.

I recently told someone about a song that i always liked by Grace Slick called Come Again Toucan.

"...mistakes are made because words are misunderstood

it's all in how you talk.

Walking over somebody

sounds like a strange thing to do

But it's all in how you walk."

Nobody likes to be walked over..............but some people pay the big bucks to have someone walk all over them. its called ashiatsu.

And after years of carrying around all that silent shame I sure could use a good ashiatsu massage right about now.

I welcome any newcomers to the empath community and offer you this discussion thread to share your own stories.

Don't ever let anyone tell you you're *weird*....unless,of course, they close with "in a good way".

Peace.


updated by @roxanne: 05/19/17 06:49:33PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 12:07:59PM
1,562 posts

Positive Energy Request for the Southern States ravaged by tornadoes today.


Empath

Thank you, Sandra. You may be interested in this:

http://www.newser.com/article/d9msl9q00/buddhist-priests-chant-in-ceremonies-for-victims-on-49th-day-since-japans-tsunami.html

I offer my energy to their's. It's very soul stirring. As an Empath I'm somewhat overwhelmed right now... in a humbling way, if you know what I mean.

In the constant clutter of life it is moments like this that you feel drawn to a greater purpose. As these monks proclaim " Today we become Buddha "

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 09:38:59AM
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Positive Energy Request for the Southern States ravaged by tornadoes today.


Empath

Blessed Be all of you, for your kind thoughts.

yesterdays storms were unprecedented.

My heart is heavy today. But it sure puts life in perspective.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 09:07:21AM
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Wow!! you are not kidding. I saw that as I was breezing through and had to double-back.

Native Americans believe the spirits of the deceased are absorbed into the trees via the roots. Energy of a certain vibration can manifest a form.

I don't know why but that's what went through my head. The tree is *telling a story*. hahaha. I love this.

Really LOVE IT!!

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/28/11 09:05:39AM
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Wow, this is the first orb I've ever seen with such a distinct color ring around it. Like a reddish/orange/pink hue.

kewl

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/27/11 08:22:36PM
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Positive Energy Request for the Southern States ravaged by tornadoes today.


Empath

Our brothers and sisters down south are hurting. They have been pummeled by storms and tornadoes lately, and while many are focused on the microcosm that is EC I beg you look towards the greater macrocosm and send energy and light to the regions affected by these horrific storm systems.

May God keep all of our brothers and sisters safe.

I understand storms are expected to move towards North Carolina next.

Prayers Out.



updated by @roxanne: 04/29/17 11:07:06AM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 08:49:51PM
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The Peace Within


Empath

Oh, Eco..I'm so disappointed you didn't get to enjoy our weather. Soon -- just hang in there, sweetie.

And yes those peepers are loud at night. hahaha.

I LOVE it!! The great earth hatching.

Your turn is coming...

Blessed Be.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 04:01:50PM
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The Peace Within


Empath

Cake makes an awesome healer too........by far one of the best. ~~ Yes, the feeling stayed with me as hubby and I shopped for plants and worked on the travel trailer. Just had a nice bbq on the patio, surrounded by flowers. -- Doesn't get any better than that!

:-) Back @ Meowski, too.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 12:20:30PM
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The Peace Within


Empath

I woke up to the first beautiful day we've had in the northeast in a loooooong time. In fact, we skipped spring and went straight to summer.

I walked down to the stream at the edge of my property and walked straight into the water.

Interestingly one could NOT do this last year. The incline was steep between higher and lower ground.

I took note that Mother Earth had *rearranged* the floor plan.

The water was actually quite comfortable for a mountain stream. Usually it's freezing. I closed my eyes and let the purity of the moment wash over me. I was in a place that immediately connected me to Earth, water, Air and Fire as the sun beat down on my face. I looked up, feeling this well of inner peace swell in me,nourished by the constant movement of the water.

I can't remember the last time I felt this connected..and grounded. Like a baptism of spirit, I could feel a new day wash over me.

All that matters is rebirth. Every moment. Every choice we make. Every breath we take.

Rebirth.

Thanks, Mother Earth, for sharing that moment with me.

And for showing me how nothing is still....it's all movement.

Every second of every moment reflects movement and rebirth.

How I use those moments will be my choice.

I choose peace.


updated by @roxanne: 01/13/17 12:50:17PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 11:44:46AM
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What does synchronicity have to do with being an Empath?


Empath

@ Elle

that's because I love to listen to people talk about interesting things all the time.

:-)

It feeds my head. I learn so much from you all.
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 11:21:43AM
1,562 posts

Music for and about Empaths


Empath

Jackson Browne's Late for the Sky has tremendous Empathic capability. Which just proves a communication empath does not always equal a Human Empath or Healer Empath etc.

His skill for communicating emotions are enormous, Stevie Nicks too even though if you really listen to her lyrics they are not as comprehensible as the emotions they project. LOL.

I always felt as an empath there was something to be looked at in this skill of reaching into people through music.



Roxanne
@roxanne
04/26/11 09:04:24AM
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What does synchronicity have to do with being an Empath?


Empath

I love this, Dory! LOL. -- You certainly were on the right track that day.

As for me, I wrote my friend Cassie to tell her about it and surmised that the Universe took a long scenic route just to let me know that I will grow old with my dear old friend. Two old cat ladies, talking about things like synchronicity.

Thank you, Jenn. I appreciate your story. Very heart warming.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 02:57:54PM
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Not fair! I got here late LOL.....just kidding.

I love you Amy, you keep things real...and meaningful. And fun.


updated by @roxanne: 01/21/17 05:49:25AM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 02:56:12PM
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I spent a night at the Grand Hotel in Jerome, Arizona.

We knew nothing about the place when we got there. But it took just one look and I knew something was wrong.

I have never EVER been afraid to sleep somewhere, but that place creeped me out. (my daughters felt it immediately too -- they are also empaths) My husband loved the antiquated feel of the place. He felt like a kid at an old hollywood movie set. (non-empath)

I never felt physically threatened. -- I felt like I would lose my mind.

And then we found out the hotel had once been a hospital with a very active asylum. I think I sensed a lot of stories from past residents. I literally said out loud "I respect you...and I will leave first thing in the morning."

But I was ready to leave at a moments notice if one more strange thing happened.

And that's just not me. I researched the land afterwards and the stories I found confirmed what I had been feeling.

You are right...a mass reaction like that might have been residual energy contamination. Especially if the land was rich in quartz (or so I'm told, I'm no expert). It acts like a conductor.

Anyway, I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. As an empath and as a human being.


updated by @roxanne: 12/27/16 09:45:14PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 01:42:04PM
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What does synchronicity have to do with being an Empath?


Empath

That's true Lucidamy. ...but tell me... what do you really mean. LOL

Actually that's what I told the guy yesterday "don't even try to figure out what it means....it's just sychronicity dancing around our heads".

hugs

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 12:58:35PM
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What does synchronicity have to do with being an Empath?


Empath

Well Lynda Jo, I was just telling my husband up until yesterday the *Loudest* synchronicity I ever experienced was one beautiful spring day, when I kissed my lilac blooms and turned my face to the sky to thank God for this beautiful day and a butterfly landed on my lips.

So, what you say does resonate with me.

I also thought I should try to reach my friend. -- When I said *meaningless* I really meant meaningless between me and the waiter, LOL. -- He was pretty awed, and I let him know "..don't let it get to you. It's just synchronicity."

He was very cool with it ...very aware of the energy flux.

thanks for your input.

***** ******

Sandy, and Lynn ~~ Thank you for your reflections as well. Know matter how much I know, I know, I also know there's a lot I don't know...ya know.

We all have a lot to learn.

That's why I came to EC in the first place.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 11:28:19AM
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What does synchronicity have to do with being an Empath?


Empath

I mean this question as a serious question. Not a leading title that I will then answer here for you.

I would love to hear what other people may know or think about why Empathic nature is known to mix it up with Synchronicity.

I always treated these two forces in my life separately because it seemed to me that the synchronicity was coming *from out there*.

While the empathicness was *coming from inside*.

But since I started my journey in trying to understand these forces that have been swirling through my life since *forever*....I still can't really wrap my head around the WHY -- why is empathic nature linked to synchronicity? What does the one have to do with the other?

Yesterday I had a triple hit of synchronicity within a few minutes.

We walked into this new little bistro and within a few minutes I thought the waitress looked exactly like an old friend of mine. My thinking was since I hadn't seen my friend in 20 years this might be her daughter. So I asked the Waiter "Can you tell me if that girl's name is Shannon?"

And he said "yes it is".

Well it turned out it was not the Shannon I was looking for, but *synchronicity*.

A few minutes later I told the waiter "You remind me of this actor David Morse" and he looked at me so funny and said "What's with you and first names?"

Turns out his name is David.

We had a good laugh out of that and then I jokingly said, "I guess now you're going to tell me your cat's name is Roxanne"

He said "No. " -- But he looked at me real funny and said "But her name is ROXY."

At this point I was certain he was just screwing with my head, but he quickly called Shannon over and asked her to tell us what the names of their cats were. "Cassie and Roxy" she said.

Well.......just for the record I'm Roxy, and Cassie is my oldest/closest living friend.

So I ask you this. WTF!

None of us there could come up with a reason why something like that happened. I still don't understand the connection between Empathy and synchronicity. I just know things like this have followed me through my life. And that is what led me to EC. Searching for answers...or companionship............as we all scratch our heads about it together.

I would love to know if anyone can expand on this connection.

I'm aware that EC is undergoing many changes right now and a lot of people are in a state of flux.

But if there are any new comers who might want to share what they know about the connection between synchronicity and Empathy I'd love to hear it.

I'm still laughing at the total profoundness -- and yet meaninglessness of it all.

woners upon wonders.

will they ever cease.

Blessed Day, everyone.


updated by @roxanne: 01/16/17 07:55:09AM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/25/11 10:34:10AM
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Bumping this up for newcomers. It's an awesome read.
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/22/11 02:43:24PM
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This is for you...


Empath

Oh, I love this photo. That's how I feel today.
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/22/11 02:42:23PM
1,562 posts

This is for you...


Empath

Sweet

:-)

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/22/11 10:08:13AM
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Empathy and the Immigrants


Empath

Blessed Be to that, my friend. Before tragedy and Beyond seeing, touching or hearing.

From your keyboard to Gods ears.

(Religious disclaimer on use of the word God: Higher Power, Source, Collective Conciousness, Universe....you know what I mean. )

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/22/11 10:03:47AM
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Empathy and the Immigrants


Empath

I agree, Rook. But then that leads to another question who is doing the spring cleaning. If it is *us* as a collective conscience or conciousness, then we aught be paying attention.

And if it's *them* I would really like them to identify themselves for me, LOL.

I tend to think *we* are in control...even if we surrender that control by proxy.

Choices matter. I do not want to become complacent and lose my empathy. Just thinking out loud.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/22/11 08:20:14AM
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Empathy and the Immigrants


Empath

I was just walking through the woods thinking about the history of the land, and the downturn of the current economy. I thought about the ancestors, and my grandmother's generation. So many came to the Americas. Some because they were searching for a good life free from persecution and some who were banished here.

But the thing that struck me is how these people who spoke all different languages assimilated into a new society with the common goal of survival.

The fact that I thought of this after seeing the movie Goya's Ghosts last night really brought home the feeling that our language of emotions and empathy are truly the most primal basic tools we have for survival.

It's been said before, I know, nothing new. But it's a thought worth revisiting from time to time, I believe.

Goya's Ghosts, is a story about the Spanish Inquisition from the artist Francisco Goya's point of view. This story really drove home how cruel man can evolve into when becoming complacent about his place in society.

Here was the example of (in those times) advanced civilization so removed from even the most basic human empathy that one stands with jaw agape just at the thought of such cruelty.

The skills that advanced us through the early birthing of human civilization, Empathy, and communal cooperation had all but vanished in place of grandiosity and elitism.

This is why I think complacency is the enemy of empathy.

Because again, in the early birthing process of this new country the skills were necessary to overcome the burdens of multiple language barriers and displacement. Empathy and hypervigilance (thought to raise empathy to *empathic* levels) were absolutely necessary as immigrants assimilated into a new society.

But now we are all connected globally. The world is shrinking and we are gaining more familiarity with cultures around the world. People use to carry stories from distant lands, but in this day of nano communication most of the *storytellers* are vying for a position to be heard above the information saturation.

It makes me wonder if complacency might someday take the whole world hostage and then where

will this new frontier be, where those who cherish cooperative living may build their new society?

Do we move off into communes again and live below the radar to avoid persecution. Or does the world have to be reduced to ash for humans to realize how much we need each other.

I do not understand why we always pull together after a great tragedy but barely make eye contact on a daily basis.

I love eye contact. I love those very special moments when you meet the gaze of a stranger and both smile in mutual acknowledgment and respect. No language needed.

Empathy and human connection. The language of the soul.

So where is the new frontier........because I don't ever want to see another steeeeeeenkin' Inquisition just because the world as a whole becomes complacent in this cycle of political grandiosity and elitism.

Once upon a time I could read pathways into the future. It's getting kind of blurry these days.

Just pondering.


updated by @roxanne: 01/13/17 12:48:07PM
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/21/11 11:41:45AM
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I see them too. Perfect circles. It's amazing.

It's so lovely and comforting, don't you think. -- does anyone have an opinion as to whether or not it became easier to capture orbs with digital cameras. The old kind of cameras were more shadow and light. digital always strikes me as a more intense *nothing gets missed* type picture. I'm kind of tired now so I can't find the words to explain what I mean, but digital sees more. Ya know what I mean.

or am I the only one who thinks this. lol.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/21/11 11:36:46AM
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Thanks, Lucid. And if you knew how hyper he was in life it makes sense his orb would be so intense. hahaha.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/21/11 11:34:47AM
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Oh, my, I don't believe I ever saw this. Very touching. So emotionally *extreme* if you know what I mean.

Just lovely. And all of your beautiful faces shine too. It reminds me of *the lines of connection*. Just beautiful. thank you for sharing this.

BTW: what a cutie family. Just look at your beautiful shining face. (that's shining not shin-y)

xoxoxox

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/20/11 12:39:26PM
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Dear LucidAmy, thank you for your reply to my original text. I deleted that post since it's inconsequential, lol.

Thank you for your help.

In the original text that disappeared I will say that the orb in above photo strikes me to be my nieces father who passed away. I had just told my niece that I believe he has been directly involved in some significant moments in her life at the time and that he was *an angel on her shoulder*...which is why when this picture was taken it was kind of funny to me.

Oh yes, we Laffed!

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/20/11 12:17:32PM
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Absolutely,Patti, in fact the way he described it: Quartz particles are the holders of information and is used as such. So if you are in a highly rich quartz area, like Arkansas, and even here on my mountain, if you have activity best to stop and ask yourself : "is it live or is it Memorex"
Roxanne
@roxanne
04/19/11 11:27:29PM
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As promised this is the pic from my mom's 80th b-day party. Hard to see some of the other orbs that were clearer in the original of this pic. Poor resolution or something, but if you look you can see a few of the others I pointed out with arrow. The one on my brother's chest is very vague in this scaled down version of the picture. I think that's his son.

Please ignore the old lady in the back row with a purple balloon coming out of her head. She had no idea which camera to face. Nobody did. So some of us came out looking like zombies. LOL

My beautiful niece (the blonde) had lost her father not too terribly long ago, and I told her just before the party I knew he was with her,and that he was very proud of how well she's doing, so when this picture came out I just know she laughed out loud.

The interesting thing about this picture is that everyone in it who has an orb on them suffers from anxiety more than say the others who do not have orbs on them. It's just an interesting thought.

when I look at this picture I want to cry a bit because it's the first time we all have been together since some tragedies. But what upsets me most is that I don't recognize my brother in this picture. He did not look like that at all. I saw a few pics of him recently that made me gasp. It's hard to explain but I can see his physicality with my eyes and it's my brother, but then in the photos I see -- someone else where he is.

It's very, very troubling for me. sometimes I think he is becoming his own nightmare tulpa.

anyway, thanks for letting me share. I'd love to know if you get any vibes off of this.

BTW: that's not an orb over my sister with the red shirts shoulder. The girl with the purple balloon coming out of her head was wearing sheer sleeves.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/18/11 11:22:07PM
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It's so interesting how the orbs match up to each girl *according to size*. This is really something.

I see something -- right at the point where the skirts touch. It's very faint but is it the fabric or -- a point of connection????

Ok, it's late...maybe these old eyes are seeing things. lol.

Good night ladies.

I love this group. I have to remember to stop by more often.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/18/11 11:17:35PM
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Wow there also seems to be a lot more faded hazy orbs among the tree branches. Not as distinct but definitely there.

Whasup with that? LOL

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/18/11 11:12:05PM
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:-)

"they're there" that made me chuckle. I'm sooooooooooooooo happy to hear it. Cuz if not there then I'd have to check the sheds...or my sisters....or my daughters. So thank you for taking that off my shoulders. lol.

Re: energy stronger near rock or stone. I'm no expert but I've heard that areas with quartz do have a large degree of paranormal activity because quartz can hold energy, but it would be more residual, according to what I heard. -- I wish I could remember where I heard that but I heard it more than once.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/18/11 07:58:24PM
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LucidAmy, my eyes are so bad I actually forgot about the ones in the background. Deirdre had pointed them out to me when I posted it last year in Sandy's Thread.

I have no idea what those orbs in the background are all about, but I will tell you I have had such unbelievable experiences on this mountain, I could not even begin to tell you what I think it is. But if you felt this land, I think you'd understand I think those background orbs have to do with the land.

We had an 80th Birthday party for my mother in November and there were orbs all over it. My niece who lost her father a few years ago had one right near her heart.

At my twenty-fifth wedding anniversary you can actually see my grandmother's hands in this strange filmy mist.

She had distinct hands and she always held them a certain way while her nail polish dried that's how we know it's her. That's what we all see. I remember that picture was the first to really freak out my daughters. Someday I'm going to get into storage and find them. She said they are definitely there. I hope so, because when we moved everything got shoved here and there.

When I find them I'll share them with you.

Roxanne
@roxanne
04/18/11 07:46:25PM
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Patti,

I think it's my dad. I see a bit of a Celtic swirl in the movement of it and he was my Celtic DNA doner LOL.

So *Dad* is my final answer.

And yes, that is Diana, but it was just a spot to leave her until I could firm up a plan for her "Garden of Creation display" . I was planning to paint her and the pedestal with matching faux textures, maybe even add stone facings to both but...alas, my Dog killed that plan when she tried to jump the fence and broke the statue.

The Hunter Goddess will be missed.

xoxox

 
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