Beautiful radiating energy
One other thing I wanted to add, was a sense of security from that energy. Security or I felt protected.
Yesterday I got on the train as normal to head downtown from work. I just plopped myself next to a man with tatoos. As I sat there, I never felt such beautiful energy come from someone in so long or maybe ever! I felt came, peace, love, and it was just beautiful. I was trying to not look at his face nor take his energy, but as I got off the train I looked inside and I saw him still sitting in there. This morning, I get on the train again and sit all the way in the back with the seat that faces everyone. Guess who sat one row away??? Beautiful energy tatoos man. I felt it right away. This time I saw his face and he's quite attractive. Something with his eyes showed sadness or shyness. But he looked familiar....
Now I can't stop thinking about him and feel in love.
How does he have such wonderful energy to me and look familiar??? Is this a past life love???
I want to sit next to him again and drop a note as I get off the train titled "for the tattoo man" and inside try and say something normal like "I noticed you and was wondering if you'd like to get coffee one evening or a drink" and leave my number. Lol. Seems that may be too forward these days, but we used to do that before technology lol. You know, someone dropping a cute note like that in a locker.
Doe anyone else feel they emotional eat when the energy from others is consuming??? Or is this just me and my charkra went out of balance?
Of course it's this narc at work I've spoken up b4. I know that I should do this and that. But honestly, this is childish. If I step up and talk about it he'll blame me again, but I have documentation to support it. If I step back, he thinks he has the power and starts his manipulative tactics. Its no win. But at the end of the day, its not about winning, its about the right thing to do. Feels like we as empaths should come together to figure out plan's that have worked to make this planet a better place. I honestly want to tell him to get over his karma and stop talking it out on me. But diplomatically since it's work.
Ok, I'm getting another wave of wild dreams. Some I can remember and some I cant. I typically know I dreamt about him by how I feel in the morning. Either way, it's making me nuts. Who is this? And this wonderful bouts of energy being brought to me? Making me a bit nuts Just like the synchronicities I had for years about a certain someone.
Now I'm having dreams again, for almost a year of a male presence. Once I actually felt him kiss my cheek. (yes, it freaked me out!) Anyways, what I want to know is this. Has anyone here dreamt of someone they haven't met, yet to eventually meet them?? the dreams are coming more frequent. If it's not him in it, it's the city I gather he lives in. I'm thinking to book a trip! Or are my crystal collection drawing in a new soul mate I'm to meet?
I can't stand them, and I know many here don't Corporate America is filled with them, and we all know not the best place for empaths. I'm still struggling at my job, and still looking. I currently work for a multi billion dollar company. I feel as though the universe has something better planned for me, yet can't figure it out,. My dreams seem to fade, as well as my recollection of them. Reality, I lost everything in the recession 10 years ago and filed bankruptcy and lost my home, and many more I don't want to detail. That is my hesitation along with others who experiencedo a great loss like that. I'm looking for anothe job and I get passed up for everything, and I'm marketable. The narc at work is draining me. I have crystals at my desk, i wear them with what i make. I meditate before work, shield myself. Is it possible I'm ment to quit and suffer again ??? Or that I'm being forced out to figure out a business of my own? I have ideas of a business, and it will dran my savings. I have heard recently more that God works in mysterious ways. I'm sorry all for this burden, I'm feeling very low lately. My new crystal collection helped temporarily.
HI all! I have healing crystals I use, but decided to get bigger ones to really feel the effects and for help. First, I started off by purchasing a pendant for my necklace. I wear it daily and have noticed what an amazing positive effect it made, and just love it! which made me decide to buy slightly larger for the home. Since, I have the larger ones, I feel shaky or trembling inside. I'm going to put them on the window tonight to clear them out in the moonlight.
All of the ones I purchased, or all that called to me and have healing properties for all chakras to some degree. That I need. Mostly rose quartz is the largest in volume and flourite.
Do I just need to get used to them? Is this normal? Are they working against each other (maybe that's silly) All combined together that I purchased are about 10-15 pounds.
I typically feel like this in spiritual shops, but I don't have the volume like those shops do.
I've been told recently by a few friends, including my therapist that I have anger issues. At first I took it personally, then a few more times I got kinda more mad. Omg, im an Angry Empath!!! That is what i thought. And "am i turning into a narc!" I get it, we don't live in each other's shoes, and we have to watch for the narc that want us to feel sorry for them. Where this anger is coming from it appears to be multiple people, at work and in friends/family. I do notice I close my heart and shut down. I've been feeling it more so from a friend I haven't spoken to in a week. When I think of her I get upset. The best thing I've done recently is lock myself up at home and talk to no one but my cat. And do things for me. Then I'm happy again and love life, and it starts over again. When I feel strong enough to push that anger from those aside, I feel like 5 more come at me with their anger/frustrations and I feel like collapsing. Today was a great day for that. Ahhh! Sometimes think my strong personality is not able to combat that. Then again i have to isolate myself. I feel so bad that my one friend who gets it, i always blow her off to do something. I know ill be no fun. But I know I should do things with her. The chest pains are coming back and I dislike those very much. (I'm fine, Dr's ruled out everything but say anxiety) Is it just me, or does anyone else get these angry moments? Is it part of living in a big city too?
Looking for Clarity on this subject. Sometimes I get overwhelming thinking about some of the people in my life. For days they could be on my mind ALL the time and one day gone. I may think to myself "oh I just realized I stopped thinking about so and so" and carry on with my life. I've looked into it and many articles say different things. My attention was caught when it said they are thinking about you too. Then it reminded me of how many times I just picked up the phone, sent a text, an email,,,,and the response I get "I'm so happy to hear from you, I was just thinking about you" or vice versa they con tact me.
Now, the person on my mind currently has been for a week. We don't talk anymore. Are they thinking about me a lot too? Are we bouncing our thoughtful feelings back and forth? I only get it with this specific person.