Can we manifest a dream for more clarity?
I couldn't agree with you more on what you wrote. I was telling to my friend today about the narc I work with and how he set me off today. He's a classic example of what you wrote. Gosh I can't stand him. But I know how I'm feeling now is that he purposely did what he did to take my energy.
I often feel like what you just wrote. And often question if I have any positive energy or light left too! Out of the few energy readings or healing I've had over the years, seems like I still do. Maybe you can get yiur checked? They do sense the negativity or black hole from others, from what they told me. One recently told me my soul is done fighting it of and is tired. This year I feel like I've had it trying to be nice to everyone who quite frankly don't deserve it. And when you dont want to help them, yiur the bad guy. Yet, they are the same people who will never help you. The double stand that empaths get. Sorry if I sound bitter, it's just exhausting. My day today was rough too, everyone was complaining as usual and I think it just built up. Everyday I hear multiple complaints and give everyone about 2-5 minutes to complain. Half my day is dealing with complaining, I don't have mental energy to work in an excel doc LOL. When I had enough today I told the one guy to replace his complaining and shove a cookie in his mouth instead.
Back to dreams. Mine have been wild the past few months. When I review the dream themes, they don't either list the theme or really make sense. I think it's my guides pretty much telling to move on to the next adventure in life that will promote more positive vs all these negative people I'm surrounded by. Maybe yours are too??