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Suskusveis
@suskusveis
04/02/16 11:15:38AM
10 posts

Having an extra person in me? Muscle testing


Empath

Thanks for the response.Not very fun indeed.

It's a but scary as firstly I am afraid to get involved in such things and open that door, secondly perhaps my mind just made it up, but I am making it more real for myself, while it's just an illusion. Not sure which to believe though.

But I'll try it out though.

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
04/01/16 09:55:48AM
10 posts

Having an extra person in me? Muscle testing


Empath

Interesting.

You say it was worth it. Did you start feeling better somehow later?

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
04/01/16 09:55:12AM
10 posts

Having an extra person in me? Muscle testing


Empath

It does actually make sense.

In one kinesiology session we looked for a reason for why I was afraid that I would not get along with my son and the reason was that in a previous life I was a father and my daughter was the person who is currently my baby's biological father. In that life I had lost contact with my daughter and I had blamed myself for it. So my current child is a connection to that life and that lost daughter. Unfortunately I don't know any more details for why it happened.

So maybe it was John who lost touch with his daughter. And now I have to find a way to find his peace and cut the cords to that past life.

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
04/01/16 06:20:47AM
10 posts

Having an extra person in me? Muscle testing


Empath

(My brother is also sometimes referred to as John, but that's more jokingly and not his real name.)

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
04/01/16 06:03:32AM
10 posts

Having an extra person in me? Muscle testing


Empath

Hello,

I will write my experience with kinesiology muscle testing.

I have been to a kinesiologist before and I have liked it. So today I decided to learn to muscle test by myself (youtube has everything).

I tested with my yes and no's and for that period it seemed to work. I tested with names. Asked if my name is this and that. Seemed to work well, except -

I asked my real name, got positive. Asked mys son's name got negative. Asked a few other names and got negative - all fine!

BUT then I asked if my names is John and got a strong positive.

Tested again with other names and my name.

Everything else was negative except my real name and JOHN (I'm a woman).

So I asked if there's one of me and got negative

Then asked if there's several of me and got positive.

Asked if John is inside of me and got positive.

I asked if it is a foreign energy and got positive.

Then asked if I know John and got positive. (The only John I have ever met is my ex's/baby father's friend that I have only spoken to once or twice, like a year ago.)

I also at some point asked if John disturbs me and my son's relationship and got positive. (not sure why I asked it, it just came to me; my son is 4-months old.)

I asked if I need help for it and got negative.

Asked if I can deal with it myself and got positive.

Asked if tapping energy points would help and got negative.

Asked if I have insufficient knowledge for it now and got positive.

And ended the "session".

I'm now a bit confused. Not sure what to make of it and how to deal with it.

I do sometimes feel like there's a man with me, like sometimes at night have a feeling like a man lays down next to me behind my back, or just stands there, but I have considered it just a fruit of my fears, as I tend to be scared of all sorts of things and imagine stuff up.

Perhaps someone more knowledgeable can tell me what to think of it. Thanks.


updated by @suskusveis: 01/09/17 12:54:43AM
Suskusveis
@suskusveis
06/21/15 10:30:08AM
10 posts

things happen for a reason..


Empath

Glad to be of help!

Things will get better. Cry your tears, but don't get too lost in them and don't forget to take care of yourself. Then right ppl will be sent your way :)

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
06/21/15 04:50:22AM
10 posts

things happen for a reason..


Empath

I do agree with you.
Life should not be about being only about one self.

Yet for relationships.. I think there are things we need to learn before being in a relationship that is steady. And being a bit more independent, may be not a lesson to learn in order to stay alone, but a lesson to learn in order to have more steady relationships.

From my life I can say, my first long-term relationship - I relied completely on him and didn't have my own independent life and nature. He was okay with it and he was a good companion to me, yet over time, it drained me completely and I couldn't be there anymore, as I had imprisoned myself to one person and had lost my independence (not that he wanted me to, he encouraged me to do more things etc, but I didn't). And as a sensitive person, having yourself lost in one person will deplete you completely.

After that relationship ended I didn't know how to stand on my own and the guys I met next, I got too clingy right away and probably scared them away. Those were lessons which taught me that I can't rely on other ppl always, I need to learn to be myself and by myself.

Now I am in a relationship, yet if I hadn't learned those lessons, this would never work, as it is long distance and he is with a bit detached personality, so I just can't cling to him always. As before i would be going crazy, yet now I am smarter and can stand on my own feet and give some air and see how things will work. Not crabbing desperately.

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
06/21/15 02:38:24AM
10 posts

things happen for a reason..


Empath

All I know to say is to trust in life. Trust that those are the sole lessons for you to learn.

The detachment from ppl you cared about is the lesson to learn. To learn to be independent perhaps.

I used to attach myself to ppl a lot and I would not know how to be an independent strong person, but at some point life forced me. I had to stand by myself. I was detached from guys as soon as I started attaching to them and I lost slowly contact with the friends I had as younger, we just trifted apart as our worlds changed in different direction; we just didn't connect anymore. The few friends I still connected with lived far away and had busy lives themselves.

So I was forced to stand by myself and learn to manage it.

Perhaps that might be you lesson - learning to be and independent person, which also helps a lot in future relationships., because it is never good to be too clingy.

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
06/21/15 02:25:26AM
10 posts

Phonecall fear


Empath

Glad to hear there's many of such amongst us.

Out of curiosity asking - if a person calls you and there is an app which shows you a reason they are calling (a message that they can add). Would seeing that message help you be less afraid of picking it up?

Suskusveis
@suskusveis
06/20/15 09:25:02AM
10 posts

Phonecall fear


Empath

Hey emapths and other sensitives here,

I am new and will prob have several questions over time, but firstly I would like to ask about how you all feel about making/receiving phone calls.

I have always been afraid of making phone calls and mostly also receiving them. I often avoid picking up my phone. By getting older, I am more able to deal with it, but still some uncomfort and fear.

I know it probably also comes from my mother as she has always been that way, and I have been always seeing it when growing up. But she is an empath as well, so i have been think if that is perhaps and empath trait.

How do you feel about phone calls?


updated by @suskusveis: 04/13/17 10:19:52PM