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I can say that I am reserved because I'm usually envied. Managers, owners, supervisors, coworkers have all envied me and as a result my work suffered. For years there was verbal abuse and being isolated every time. Rules suddenly change and they always seem to be against me. Have you ever had your supervisor watch you with the dirtiest look? Just hoping you screw up so he can yell. They put you below their worst employees even if you work better than them. Always looking to criticize or make a bad comment.I've gone through so much bad between jobs and guys I meet to know they get jealous over the smallest crap. I've learned not to even talk about what I have to avoid making them jealous. It doesn't work because they'll spy and when they see something else, there goes another problem. When I'm doing bad, of course it is blown up. When I'm doing good, those same people speak down upon me.It is extremely frustrating to deal with this too often. After a while I stopped caring and stopped speaking. I try not to reveal too much good about myself to avoid another jealous person, but they search and search and when they find out more they become more jealous.I did lose a job for a jealous boss. At first he was upset because his favorite employee kept trying to talk to me, and I was flattered but she was married and pregnant, and not by him. What pushed him over was when I bought a new car he claimed he wanted. A coworker told him it was my car. Got fired less than a week after getting the car.
This may apply to you as well. I tend to second guess myself when I'm out of balance. I'm out of balance when my emotions start going out of control. I know I absorb others' emotions but I almost always pinpoint where they come from so it's easier to return and dismiss them. I mean my own emotions may be spiraling such as thoughts, ideas, or relationships.
Don't change yourself for others. Wear your bow tie proudly and accept the fact that you may be alone for some time.I can say that trying to be a part of the crowd isn't worth it. I tried and failed. In a class where no one knew how smart I was, I didn't act like the smart guy for many reasons. When everyone found out, they were pissed. They demanded answers for tests and didn't talk to me for having the highest grade. Even the people who sat next to me formed a new group where I was not invited. Of course it got to me but I knew it was nothing I could do. Eventually they started being friendly to me, and not for the answers since tests were different.As an adult at a job, I told everyone I was nothing but a nerd. It was to keep them off me. It did the exact opposite. Everyone wanted to get to know me and would talk to me and all. Of course there were jealous guys but not as many as before, didn't help my boss was one.These days it is like everyone is looking for me. They know I am a nerd too. Who doesn't? They still want to be just like me, and even the cooler guys that wouldn't talk to me want to be around me. Even the finest of women want me and I'm just myself. It is strange how once you drop everything and stop trying that everyone starts to revolve around you as if you're important like some celebrity. People that know me would claim I'm famous or something crazy, but I'm just a nerd that enjoys himself and careless of what others think or say, but not in a rude way.I always encourage the next person to be their best selves because we are all too unique to be overlooked or passed off as a replica of the next person.
It's hard to believe but by most of what I've read this seems true, and they string it together really well.The nephilim race I heard of before but it was a bit different. They were the Pharaohs and the ones who ruled Egypt. Even the tale of David and Goliath may not seem real, but by what I've read it seems true once again.I looked into pyramids, something about them seem too mysterious. It is like one day someone lost the instructions and manual to them. Did you know water was used to help glide them over the sand? This is how slaves were able to pull hundreds of pounds, and this is why men stood in front with Grails of water.Lol yeah it is a small world.
Need help about whether to end a 52 year old friendship
I know as an empath we carry relationships as long as we can and always want a happy ending, just like in the movies.I believe this person may be jealous of you to some extent, but may not realize it. I know a good amount of people like this. It is extremely weird. For instance this guy can be so cold and heartless, but he constantly invites me to hang out with friends and family of his. I had took a step back to watch this person and their behavior. We have a lot of similarities as well, maybe that is what draws them to us, and us to them although we know how they are. I believe they call it a frenemy. I know in this person's eyes I am somewhat of a role model for the things I do.At some point I realized I was treating someone the same way, not the same person, but another. Time and distance will make them, or you, realize that. Give it to them so they can reflect on the past and the relationship. When you are there, make a big deal about how this person treats you. They may not realize it, or think it does not bother you so they do it for kicks. If you mean anything to them then they well apologize and it may take time but they'll change for you.
We have something in common but remember each of us are unique in our own way. One may be able to communicate with animals while another can communicate with the dead. There's no single solution, yet at the same time it doesn't hurt to share. You never know. What may work for you may work for another who have a different type of abilities.
I eat food, listen to music, watch nature, and isolate myself for a few hours per day to help me. I could be stressed, angry or whatever is negative and I'll be fine after. Also pets are good for raising your mood. They know you better than you know yourself, they just can't speak.
Any wise words or enlightenment on this?
I do this sometimes. You just give them the money instead of actually replying. You know they're lying but you do it anyway. It could be the kindness in your heart, a way to lose them, or a good mood you were carrying, maybe all of them at once. When I do it, most times I'm in a good, carefree mood.
It is possible. You just have to find someone that is compatible with you. You're unique, even as an empath, so it may take a lot of time. Don't rush it. I wouldn't look forward to it either. Moments happen when you least expect them to, even if you can see into the future. That is what I have learned at least. I'm single because I am far too picky. I could have any woman but I'm looking for new adventures.
This is a bit strange but immediately changing your work clothes to your home clothes should help remove those energies. Even after a bad day at work, once I've changed to something more regular I feel a bit better. Could just be me.
updated by @reckless: 12/24/17 09:50:55AM
Answers for a lost Empath
I found this to be really helpful. A lot of things I was putting together myself was confirmed in this. I was surprised at some other things I was able to learn.http://myspiritualjournals.blogspot.com/2013/11/50-traits-of-being-empath-part-III.html?m=1It's a 15 minute read. Be prepared, have fun, you're welcome. :P
updated by @reckless: 05/28/17 11:52:21PM
It runs in your family. Maybe not your siblings, but your mom or dad and then from there. For me it starts at my great grandmother on my mother's side of the family, then grandmother, then my mother, then my younger sister and I.You are right that it is rare. Although my sister's abilities are not developed, I know based off our childhood. We seen ghosts while my brother seen nothing. I know a few as well, and I guess they're lucky since I prefer isolation. I've asked them questions and they said yes without knowing what it related to. Surprisingly they both have deja vus. Maybe empaths gravitate towards each other unknowingly.
Yeah it's normal for any person to experience this. My younger brother says "it's a witch dancing on your back" you can break it by waking up completely. If you were to slip between the dream world and the real world, then you'll find yourself in an astral plane. You'll know be cause you'll be flying. You can fly slightly faster than you can run. Both exhaust you by the time you wake up. Astral projecting is fun until you run into the wrong thing.
Full moon enhances you
I somehow stumbled upon it. I kept feeling during the full moon I felt a bit stronger in all ways. It was strange. I couldn't find anything, since topics on empaths is limited. As far as psychics? They do claim to have heightened abilities.I also read that by receiving direct moon light will help ground you greatly. There's different phases that are good to help psychics it seems.Maybe that's why ordinary people become dangerous. Perhaps this is why creepy movies include a full moon. Seems these myths hold some truth to them.Next full moon I'll meditate on receiving it's energies. Lets see what other abilities are dormant that this moon will pull out..
updated by @reckless: 12/24/17 07:23:45AM
I'm in the same situation. They usually come back but by then I've lost interest from being disappointed.The problem? I'm just too nice. I'm not going to change that to date anyone either. Ill let them come and go and won't ever take them serious no matter how much time goes by. Most of the time it's for another guy. Let him have that problem. Maybe one day I'll meet someone, til then I'll remain this way.
The part about using your eyes to project all the negativity you've seen and experienced is pushed into their mind. To them it comes off as a very bad vibe they cannot understand. I stopped doing this as it made others very uncomfortable.
I once walked into a bar and I know I don't look my age, yet the amount of attention was mind blowing. Everyone stopped talking as I ordered my drink. The music I was relying on stopped playing. Dead silence like a movie and I sit uncomfortably in the middle of everyone's stare. I was shielding myself really well. One person spoke complimenting me and I continued to hold my presence, keeping quiet. After that a different crowd went back to normal, then another. I know it was simply 2 minutes but it felt like 10. Once everyone went to normal I left.
I can use my eyes and I lack the physical strength, yet I can summon it from the person I encounter. That may sound strong but it's not. Imagine you can't grow unless you have someone stronger around. You're limited alone. I can take someones talent the more I'm around them. I grow greatly around the right people. The wrong people, same result.I adapt fast.I've healed myself, haven't tried it on others or animals.
Psychic Development Exercise #56
Psychic and Paranormal
Its usually hard for me to read others. I always see the good in them. I'll take a shot at it tho...I see a man that is happy in many walks of life. Successful in his careers and relationships. He was always well prepared or seemed that way for majority occassions. Not the powerful type. Very intelligent, maybe he could sway you with how well he speaks.Maybe he had too many friends to count but he prefers his own company. More than likely envied. He seems kind but I don't know. Maybe he is kind to match his personality or for something else.
Don't grt too caught up in your abilities. If it's meant to happen then it will naturally. When you want to speak and hold your tongue, it is your intuion telling you not to speak. So maybe you saved yourself...?The only thing I plan is mu day and how it will be run. What I can't control is who I meey and interact with. The people I will meet will teach me something, even if we met for two seconds, because tou never know what you can learn.I cany control my guilt. Id feel guilty for not doing anything for a person, but then I'd realize how selfish it was for them to throw their own responsibilities on me.The feeling of wanting to run out the door sounds like someone else. They were probably counting the seconds while you felt it intensely.I've experienced it too and you want to scream and run at full speed. I know it wasn't how I felt at the time but it overrode my other feelings greatly.
It looks like you two created a psychic bond. Thats all that is coming to mind.I know crystal auras enhance and inspire everyone they are around. They absorb all types of things including emotions. It is known as a chameleon because it can change it's aura.I'm not sure about empaths making each other stronger. I know this one guy who always gets a deja vu. I tease him because he mentioned he mainly gets them around me, and I'm not around that often. Even if he doesn't he'll experience something new and crazy that no one will believr anyway haha. I can imagine how crazy he may sound to others..You could be evolving further since your abilities had already reached a plateau.Thats all I can see in this..
You can intentionally "expand" your presence/aura. I prefer to call it presence because that is what I call it when entering certain areas or seeing certain things. The presence you carry determines who you really are. A lot of people are good at hiding, but they slip, and even when you pretend not to catch it, they test you. Your presence is pretty much your entire home, as I'm sure that is where you feel most comfortable. When you are able to carry that with you, people will notice you before you can see them.One thing that does not fail me is wearing black. Not only does it keep your presence contained, it also seems to enhance your natural abilities. Maybe that's why witches and warlocks wore dark colors...maybe that's why a good number of psychics wear black and look evil. Black is supposed to be a universal color, since it contains every color, but I guess it does look evil.
I dunno. I like to see everyone smile. Teeth are the first thing I notice on people so I make them smile to look at it better. Yeah I know that's a weird fetish. I do it to men and women, even though I don't date men. I try to put others in a good mood, even if I'm feeling bad. I can hide my emotions when I want to. It makes me feel good to know that my small talk or comment made them feel better about themselves because people deserve to be happy no matter how bad they are.Know that I would not force my feelings onto others. When I mentioned shielding I meant light and heavy. If they don't cheer up on the first comment then I stop because I understand something may be on their mind they are trying to solve. I know happiness can't help every situation and sometimes trying to cheer up the next person could bring out their bad side if you keep trying. A light shield is easy to penetrate, such as me simply smiling then they become cheerful. A heavy shield would be me making a joke and they have no type of emotion or reaction.You can use deep emotions to keep you grounded, in a way.The person would have to change their own mood though. In some way they agree to what I'm doing because they don't want to remain that way. If they did then they would give off any type of resistance.This would be easierYou see a woman crying and you go over to cheer her up. She's aware of what you're trying to do and she accepts it by smiling.You see another woman crying and go over to cheer her up. She gets more upset and tells you to get lost. She knows you were there to cheer her up so what made her snap at you? This is the point where someone is heavy in their feelings and it's best to let them get through it. They will drop their heavy shield when they are ready. These people are naturally strong and extremely powerful. They can change your emotions by being next to you.But truthfully I'm a happy person overall. I like to make others happy. It could be annoying I can imagine. Ill calm it down, thanks for the heads up.
Yes but it can be difficult. Id have to have feel my emotion heavier than theirs for it to work. Do you understand? If a person is very unhappy then you might get sucked in trying to pull them out because they are so deep in their emotions. Even if you were happy then you'd still be affected, and they'd feel a bit more happier after you, but still feeling the same emotion.If a person is calm then I can easily change their mood to match mine. Some people are well shielded, you know people that are front door men and such, because they're used to an overload of others so their threshold to absorb is very high.I hope it makes sense?
I don't know if it is because I can predict how they will act based off their past and where they're going or if it is just a matter of sitting too close and not receiving only emotions.
I guess when I sit next to a person I can hear their thoughts but it comes off as bad or good vibes. I mean what else could you sense from a person that may have good or bad thoughts of you?
I never even heard of this term twin flame but after looking it up all I can say is wow. I knew I was right about that woman. I told her numerous times it is easy for me to move on because I can have any woman. After her I just did not feel the same. Even women in dreamed of I had no type of interest. Maybe a small crush or attraction but no feelings.I told her she is extremely important to me. I didn't understand why. Even when she would make me jealous I didn't return the favor and I always do! Even her man is rich. When I met her I was single but at that point in my life I was so wild the idea of getting a gf would never cross my mind. Met her in a place where I didn't think it would be possible. Even her race says she's prohibited from dating me.But I doubt she returns. She may act interested but her man is rich and I'm not. There is no point trying anyway, her family probably wished she met that guy.
When I have a bad feeling about someone it is usually correct. You'd think I was predicting the persons every move or watching them on a camera with how much I'd know. When confronted I may seem nonchalant about it but I look for their look of surprise that screams out, "how did they know?!" in which case they'd play it cool or laugh it off.Thats part of the reason most are cautious around me. They assume I'm being told by another.
Anyone have superduper de ja vu yesterday? May 31.
Yeah two dejavus in a day, new record! Yesterday was pretty good. I read everyone like a book.
Some dreams do come true. You experience deja vu (had it happen twice on the 31st which never happened before). I can say that I do not have 20/20 vision... haha a joke.This might not count since it did not involve me directly.This one strange dream I had years ago, it was like my first one ever. I had to be like 5-7. I was walking down my stairs at home and noticed how it changed instantly. As I went down the first three it went from white walls to green on one side and a banister on the other. I woke up...didn't go all the way down. A few days later I'm watching television and this lady said her animal was being strange and made her follow her. There was a gas leak. As she walked down the stairs I could not believe I was seeing, her home from my dream! She left her home at the same point where my dream ended. I don't even understand why I dreamed of that.The only feeling you get is a sense of familiarity. You will feel like it all happened, like you've been there. It is this sight that makes me believe we have lived these exact same lives as the same person many, many times.This story is one of the many times I avoided my death, even when I seen it happen.I had a nightmare I was murdered viciously by a stranger. Weeks later a criminal in my area is killed. The next day I'm at a park late at night playing with a friend and everyone just left and the street lights just turned on. In the middle of a game a car comes driving so slow to the park. I can see three guys but they start throwing gang symbols at us. I wanted to run! I knew if I did then I would die for sure. There was no way I could Dodge their bullets and run 60+m in a second. I was hoping he would not run either because I doubt they care who they hit. No one ran and we continued to play like they were not there yet terrified. I started talking to make him calm. Finally I yell out game (it was a lie to get out of there) then one gets out the car and the car leaves him behind. We walk toward him to get our items, you can't run or act suspicious! We left without being bothered. I can still remember how terrifying the dream and that situation was. I cannot tell you which is worse.But for that theory to be true and if the universe we're to end then it means we have infinite time. Or maybe our time is set backwards until we reach that point of old age to experience the next life, or generation.I'm tired who knows
updated by @reckless: 03/17/17 07:31:05AM
As a kid I had plenty of friends. I was seen as a leader. Everyone would come over to play.When I grew up I guess I became a hot guy. Now men don't want to know me and the ones that do envy me. Women don't want to be friends, they want me to be a little more than that and I don't have interest in every woman. Former female friends treat me like an ex. Former guy friends ask me to hang out and when I do I don't see them around me. Usually in a group away from me.
What Would You Do?
Maybe they won't believe you until you start at some point. If you predict five events and give no time, then you will be seen as special, unreal, unbelievable, maybe a freak but a good one.I know people think I'm a freak of nature and I do not mind. They can't tell my stories without being seen as a liar or crazy. After hearing so many they wonder how in the world. That is why you have to start somewhere.Your fear of being taken away is misplaced. The fears you experienced and gained through this life are what more than likely killed you in your previous life. Your soul will never suffer the same type of fate twice. I was killed by a family member in one, another by a cop, then a criminal. Family won't hurt me, authority won't touch me, criminals don't like me but see me as their leader. My fear of heights and being discovered is from falling off a building and in another life I ran for my life. This is probably where I was seen as a demon. I ran so far and I gave up after knowing I could not escape. Woke up with my feet aching.Secretly I don't want the government to know but fortune tellers aren't taken off the street. They are quite safe and it is well known they use dark rituals.
We live in a world that I truly dislike. No compassion. Lack of caring for the next. Its been so many times where I've seen an older person struggling and there is no person to help them. I'm usually busy when I witness it, or a person that falls. Seen so many kids fall and I ask what are their parents doing that is so important?! Nothing.
I don't believe every successful person is selfish, they simply worked hard for what they have and see everyone else as lazy or not trying hard enough. Some people just don't have that type of luck and others choose to avoid that type of life. There are some people that put in no effort, and I feel bad for them. We can't take care of a person that won't take care of themselves.
I dislike how money is used and given away. Realize we are slaves to their system, nothing beyond that. Who serves them hot food? Who cleans their homes? Who wash their cars?
But our government does everything to make sure we have nothing. Taxes on your checks. Taxes for your home. Taxes for your job. Too many and the money isn't used to better the community at all. It is for a war to obtain more greed. Troops are defending opium fields rather than searching for weapons.
On television you have sports players, stars and celebrities who have millions for doing nothing but wearing make up and saying a few lines. What about the hard working people in the food industry? How about starving kids in foreign countries? Even when you donate a dollar more than half is used to promote and pay their workers and the kids receive practically nothing. Guys in full clothing in front of kids who haven't ate in days but he wants you to donate.
All of the man made diseases and suppressed cures for them. Magic Johnson doesn't have hiv yet thousands are currently infected and dying. The medicine is not working and they know this. They make at least 1200 a month from one patient so why would there be a cure? We have more diseased and infected individuals on the planet right now vs all of history. With our technology being so advanced that you can search by voice, how haven't they found a cure to everything?
The corrupt systems in beach country. What type of system allows a criminal to walk off free? I've heard of so many cases where a murderer admits and receive less time in prison. Why would you release that lunatic again?? They are not safe. Leave them there.
I could go on but I will just stop. I am highly disappointed the way this world works. Everything is a lie.
For the most part most people you tell will look at you crazy, demand you tell them how they feel, or laugh it off.I'm sure they would not feel comfortable knowing you're in their head without permission. Some people want to keep secrets. If they knew you had this ability then they may distance themselves out of fear you may sense.something they don't want anyone to speak of.I can imagine that kids would be impressed and would like to learn
updated by @reckless: 12/28/17 06:17:54PM
To be able to see into their path means they are special to you. You see things from their point of view. You might see yourself depending on what it is, but from their side, not yours.When I dream of my family I always see myself protecting them or guiding them in some direction. Sometimes aggression is required, just like in the dreams. I do not fail them though.
I have had visions myself and I have not had a vision for any other person, but recently I had two visions of a particular person I was watching. One part of it came true which freaked me out.Your friend, do you care about her to the point where she is family? I might have an answer if you say yeah.
Some roommates are terrible. I choose to live alone or with someone who is similar to me. I cannot stand loud, rude, filthy, bad hygiene, messy, hair all over (I'm a guy which makes it worse). When I lived with someone I could deal with on a calm level I was fine then his problems came too. Burning food, not showering for days, not looking for a job, drinking all day and asking for pennies from my penny jar, watching unwanted content on my computer in my room. Like dude!!You can't help that you're picky and live a certain way and no pwrson should change for you. We all live different. You're better off getting used to it or finding a good job to pay for a studio for peace.
Cats and Emapths?
I like cats and dogs although I've only owned cats.
One thing I love about pets is that they naturally adopt your personality. I guess it depends on how long you've had them but each animal knows their owner practically better than they know themselves. Sounds like a group of people who are able to detect your emotions
I miss my cat. He was put to sleep at 16. He was old and lived a great life with me. He was the exact same as me. He'd scare you, play jokes on others, and he was just as quiet and calm as I am. He would even do his disappearing acts too. He seemed just like me as far as emotions. He'd show some then try to get as far away from you as possible. I'm just weird like that but I felt he was the only person that understood. I always seen him as a younger brother or sometimes as the kid I didn't have. He always had big eyes but he would try to keep them low. He was such a cool cat.
Before I was aware I always felt the moon made me stronger in some way. At some point I learned how to stare into souls through eyes and it was always easiest around a full moon. I wonder what the connection is..?I am in more control on a full moon. Not that I have control but around that time I seem to be able to.
updated by @reckless: 04/10/17 01:30:35AM
Keep her out of the sun. I once read some people have skin that is sensitive to the sun. They cannot take sunlight.
For healing you can use two things that are pretty cheap... apple cider vinegar with the mother. You can hold it over anything or on a bandaid for some hours and it restores your skin. May burn a bit butthe burn sensation doesnt last long. You can mix 1 tbsp.in 8 oz of water everyday as a drink to boost your immune system.
Another is extra virgin coconut oil. Make sure it is organic, cold pressed (melts at room temp but solid below). You can rub it on her rash. You can even use it as a moisturizer and it will restore your akin as well. Prolonged use on the skin will make it softer than a baby's bottom. Eating or drinking will make you lose some weight and help your immune system.
I've tested both myself and read through plenty of articles. Some reviews, research, studies and whqtever else is out there. It wasn't for school. I read over it for two to three months looking for immortality. This is the closest to it. I do not get sick, look incredibly young, and no matter how much sleep I have I feel energized. I still get sores muscles from working out but hey.