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@reckless
06/28/16 04:16:47PM
117 posts

Need some advice


Empath

I do not know what to do. I am in a complicated situation.I feel like everyday is some sort of lie and the future is what I look to, but never knowing what to expect. I believe I met my twin flame. I could check off on the entire list with this woman. She has been on my mind endlessly for days and nights and it is frustrating. Then the pain hurts so badly that I can't even work or leave home.I understand it was my first relationship as well, but I know she was my twin flame. We are the exact same person. Stubborn, spoiled, full of ourselves and super intelligent. There's more.Anyway she left me for some guy. Then my awakening began and I figured out what I am. I had ran from my abilities out of fear. Once it was over I would dream again, and these dreams mostly came true! No person ever spoke but here she is speaking to me, even I was unable to speak, only allowed to use my eyes. These dreams kept going and it seems they told me a story. All of these things have come true, and more is coming. Answers to questions I had about dreams have been answered and I have seen exactly why she said everything in these dreams. It all makes so much sense to me. Everything that happened was meant to happen.But now I am totally lost on what to do. I have an opportunity yo be with someone, and I have for a while! I like her too but in my heart it does not feel right. I find her to be so attractive and I respect her and our relationship is near perfect! There are no complaints but with me knowing what I believe will happen it makes me stop. I would so be with her but I know if this other woman ever came back I would break her heart and that is not fair and I don't even want to do that.I'm so bothered by this. I don't want to hurt anyone but I would like to just move on. It has been three years. I don't understand why I must think of her each and everyday. She was not the very first woman I've ever been with. I don't understand why I feel this way. The pain has become much worse. I thought I was supposed to feel better. I have moved on with others and nothing works. I have tried everything to get back with her and nothing works. That includes going from broke to well maintained. I just feel like nothing I do matter or will make a difference. I don't see how my future self did it. It is like I am always one step behind.I have been trying for such a long time it feels like this will never end. So many look at me with envy wondering how I've made it "this far" in life but I'm not even happy! I don't have the one thing I have been working so hard for. All I ever wanted was someone to love with all my heart. I never wanted anything else, but it seems I have everything but that. Sometimes I feel like a failure but I realize what I've done. In my mind there was only one goal and I have yet to reach it.I just don't know what to do anymore. What is there left to do?
updated by @reckless: 01/10/17 02:48:48AM
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@reckless
06/19/16 02:44:06AM
117 posts

lonely


Empath

I live alone as well. Lost all my friends and family to jealousy. I could not take it anymore. I don't regret it.Single as well. When I was younger I could not attract a woman, pl uh s I had no person to ever give me advice or anything. I have a dad and male family and had male friends, but never any advice, but always put down for failing.I grew up alone. I had siblings but always isolated. I was used by people I thought were my friends. When I became too attractive that is when they stopped talking to me. I don't even think I am an attractive person but I've had women approach them to request me.My family turned their backs to me a while ago. When I became successful they all pretended to care and be there for me. When I lost it all they were against me everyday of the week. They made life absolute hell. To argue everyday over something so small.Now I live alone. I do not want to be around anyone. I am very happy. I don't answer to anyone and I do what I want at anytime.People from my last look to become friends and have some relationship with me now, but I can see through that. When at my worst they turned their backs to me with no plans of ever helping or even liking me. Now I am constantly surrounded by actors and actresses so that they can manipulate and lie to get something. I had already agreed I'd be halfway there for them this year since next year I will not be in their sight. This is the final year in which they will see me, and this is the year in which I will revive every part of my life.Losing my twin flame hurt me everyday. Everyday. After her I was able to attract women but it made no difference. I was just hurt. I found one soul mate that I dreamed of. She healed me but I am still in pain. It is not close to what it was before her, but still there.My family and old "friends" tried to bring things back together but I just won't allow it.I lost everything that was important to me, including my twin flame. I think of her each and everyday. I was hurt because she left but now I am fine. I realize not everyone has someone they can run to. Some of us are alone and we are going to have to live with that. I have no problem being alone. At least I no longer have to be responsible nor solve a problem that is not mine. I was tired anyway. Guess I was waiting.I don't regret walking away from anyone. At first I felt alone and like a failure. After meeting others that have been alone for so long, and hearing about their lives, I know things won't be bad at all. I don't need a kid and a wife to feel complete. Maybe one day I'll have that but for now I'm satisfied with myself.
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@reckless
02/16/16 02:26:16AM
117 posts

My pet came to visit me!


Empath

My friend brought her puppy to my place and it reminded me of my house cat that died of sickness at 16. He was my favorite since he was very much like me. Kept to himself, didn't like to be bothered, he'd scare others for fun (I was 11 and my brother and I would scare him and others for fun), knew how to use the toilet too.I always think of him.Well later as I slept I had a strange dream and I knew it. He tried to hide but in my dreams I always spot the ones close to me. In a crowded area that was far out of my sight, I seen him prancing among the crowd and going into the distance. I knew my voice would open his ears and only three times. I call the first to get his attention, the second to make him notice me, then the third time he's making his way towards me. This one is just like me, as he comes he makes you wait by taking his sweet time.Once we were close I looked at his black fur and noticed a flea collar and wondered where it came from, he always found ways to take them off, but he looked great! I rubbed him while staring into his eyes to hear him meow once. I look at his fur again to see it is in clumps, just as it was before he was put to sleep. I woke up immediately. I've never dreamed of a dead person but to see this amazes me. It also made me a bit sad but I was so happy to see him!!! I miss him everyday. I feel like he was the only living thing that was like me in every way.
updated by @reckless: 03/24/17 12:42:34AM
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@reckless
02/16/16 02:04:10AM
117 posts

Im in overdrive, and I cant stop it. Any advice?


Empath

Something tells me you know the answer to everything but you're looking for confirmation?

Make yourself less available even when you do have the time. I'm mostly available on weekends to the ones that hurt my energy. Too many days will definitely overload me.

Get away by moving. I understand this can be hard considering how the world is. But it is work for happiness, or live in misery.

You have telepathy between you and your loved ones, most likely. Chances are their thoughts cross your mind half the time. This is where they are able to enter your aura and hurt it.

Imagine creating a shield. When you care for someone, you give them a door, a key to you and they will always be able to do what they want with you. This has nothing to do with manipulation, it is just how you work and they know this.

Love will make you blind. You care so much that you can't imagine hurting them. You care so much it hurts. You care to a point where you may be live it is ridiculous.

If you have a hard time leaving then do a bit of both. Live in an unknown area but visit them to see it.

I'm not sure what your abilities are but they mostly seem similar to mine. The same mentality you use to judge strangers, place it upon the ones you love and you will see it yourself. I was always against such a thing because it is not right to judge ones you love. But when you realize they are hurting you, and you're not paying attention that will create a big problem really fast.

You are the light. Light is always meant to chase away the darkness. Even if your light has faded it will return, it always will. When it does keep it bright as possible by reminding yourself everyday what you know you must do. I cannot tell you what to do, you sort of know what to do in your life. Your guesses are usually correct. We are both alike in doubting ourselves greatly. It is our greatest weakness, even mine no matter how advanced I may seem to others. I'm not sure how to conquer this doubting myself but I believe in myself now more than I ever have. It is once I give up that I feel worse than before. If I did not at least attempt it, then how can I doubt myself? With that type of thinking I at least try and somehow it works.

You should at least try your hardest. I am sure you will find the correct path. Once there you will experience plenty of deja vus which tells you that you are correct.

It is strange how the abilities work and lie within us. One question I've always asked myself is how can one person make a difference? I guess that one person can motivate others and make them see things they have not ever seen or knew existed and make them believe.

Kind of off subject but you are the light. Even when you are lost you will light the path to the correct way. Tell me how to stop doubting myself and we'll be even, alright :P
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@reckless
02/15/16 04:20:03AM
117 posts

Im in overdrive, and I cant stop it. Any advice?


Empath

Sounds very similar to the path I walked, and still walking to complete. For years I've helped my family and I'm not the oldest or a parent yet I found myself going out of my way each time. What I also noticed were others took advatange of this.I had to claim myself again. Make it known you will refuse to help unless everything is in supreme condition for you, since that will be your happy point.You need to get away. Money is always the next issue but once you distance yourself from others you will find that you have more than you realize.Rebalance your life. You need time to yourself not just to wind down but to recollect your energy through thoughts. How? You should be able to generate your own new energy infinitely. It will stop once your mind is clouded by anything to make you blind.The most dangerous people are the ones you love. Only they have the power to truly stop you, since they are always a part of you.I can say after it all, I am all alone. I can say I have been more happy now than I ever have been in life. I may have come across as heartless but this was after I closely monitored every relationship around me. I was fed up with regret and always being used to clear others' energies with them not doing a thing for me.I know I sound like a selfish person but this was the only thing I could think to do.
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@reckless
01/25/16 01:32:54AM
117 posts

Living in the present


Empath

I must learn how to do this. I'm always far ahead of time at all times.These visions, these dreams of the future are so hard to ignore. Each day it is like I wait for one of them. It is no way of living. I must learn to accept these dreams while living day to day.What makes it so hard you wonder? It is like being told about a scene in a movie. Now, as you watch this movie for the first time you "search" and wait for this scene to happen to judge it yourself. Imagine it being applied to life. It could make you lazy since you know what is coming.Times can't be altered or changed. Even by knowing I still made the decisions that would lead me to do what I seen in a dream. It is so strange.Even with the many choices it seems that each of our lives were planned far beyond we were born. That is the only way. Even past lives were planned. I can't explain the meaning of living so many lives. I guess it is to prepare us for a certain life where we will need all of those talents, abilities and skills learned.It is still hard to live for just one day without thinking of the future. If I were to say one thing then you'd subconsciously wait for it to happen. But it is never that easy. Some visions are years...I was able to see 12-13 years into the future.So who knows when any of this will happen. I can't wait any longer since it drives me insane. I will live each day like a normal person and try not to think of the future. I will still try to create a new world for myself. These visions were blocking my true potential for too long. It was sometimes fear and doubt. Not anymore, I will try harder.
updated by @reckless: 06/02/17 03:59:30AM
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@reckless
01/16/16 02:54:00PM
117 posts



John, based off what I have read, you are a strong, loyal, happy individual. I believe you do not need anyone. Even if you did find someone, then they would grow through you.

Do not seek revenge. It will give the other mental power over you by having mlammunitiin each time. You will not be happy.

Continue to be happy. Do not seek distractions, but do accept any pain from your heart. By accepting the entire situation, it will help ease the pain to move forward. It may take a lot of time, or no time. By seeking revenge or trying to ignore it will make it worse in the future. Through revenge your feelings will be tied since you have given your energy in some way, which keeps you connected.

You do not need to ignore someone or prove anything to another person. You are strong as is. Even if I have not seen your future in a vision or dream, according to my math and sight, I know you will do what is right when the time comes. A new life is just around the corner, waiting for you. It will arrive when you least expect it.

Good luck to you my strong warrior. :)
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@reckless
01/06/16 06:58:03AM
117 posts



Sounds like your technique of turning bad energy into light. I believe we all have our own methods which we taught ourselves at a young age.Many paths can lead to the same journey. There is no right or wrong way of dealing with your abilities.
updated by @reckless: 05/25/17 10:58:11PM
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@reckless
01/04/16 07:51:05PM
117 posts

voices in my head


Empath

What is it when you can hear a person from so far away even as they whisper? Far as in 15-20 feet away at the maximum. Even in loud, crowded areas
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@reckless
01/04/16 07:21:18PM
117 posts

No one likes me at my job


Empath

Hang in there until you create a plan to get away.

Currently living a world where people create problems for me. Family wants me unhappy so they spread bad rumors to their friends, my neighbors, and my friends.

I will not sit and do nothing. I have left them all behind.

At least your problem is only at work. I would kill to get away from these fuxkers for good. I work to get harassed via cell calls all damn day about fixing and helping while everyone has some excuse not to help each other. I'm done with this shit. I live alone and still get harassed but my next location won't be revealed and changing my number. No need to carry stress and bad energy. Get rid of it and get rid of it for good. Don't lose your mind over people that are not worth a second of your day.
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@reckless
01/02/16 10:03:11AM
117 posts

Manipulating Negativity


Empath

Any person is capable of becoming a lunatic at any moment. Any person is capable of showing love when they feel loved.

A lot of people these days are almost unapproachable and seem highly dangerous, be it word of mouth or based on looks. You cannot judge them based off a bad moment you witnessed. I have seen every type of person become a traitor and I have seen just as many show love and loyalty to others.

What I am saying is that how you treat a person goes a long way. I am constantly mistreated at times, but I would not do it to a stranger that knows nothing of me. It would seem cowardly to direct it towards the wrong person.

Other times, mostly when I'm out dressed well, I get treated really well by people that hardly know anything about me. They show respect since they see I have no problem showing it. I make people feel more than they are worth, on purpose, and I enjoy it. So many people look down in shame for doing what they do to take care of themselves but I say good job and don't give up.

Even though I can hang with people that make tons of cash, I still am the only one that would call the janitor sir and not care what the rest think of me. In my eyes we are all equal. Some of us only had a better head start than the rest. Others went down a dark path and they are not examples, they are struggling to live. Some can't have a second chance in life based on the rules. They will never harm you if you treat them as a person. Just be honest and they will appreciate it more than anything.
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@reckless
12/30/15 04:42:50AM
117 posts

People's emotions and their cooking? Have you guys encountered this before?


Empath

A few times. First time I was too stubborn then after that I learned to not order from them. Just stay hungry and move to the next point.
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@reckless
12/29/15 12:41:16PM
117 posts

Not sure what to call it..


Psychic and Paranormal

It seems I have found what I have been searching for. I suppose it came at the right time, as I was making a decision that brought forth something I had not seen.

Went through so much within such a short time. Now I can move forward, and I have.

With the "lost weight" I can easily create a new life. I no longer live by the rules established long ago. I am free, yet I still am trapped. I will find a way to remove myself completely.

My unstoppable force is no longer required. I have what I want. The events I was seeking was not met but I've decided against it. I will not create a life for that reason. It will be for myself, and for myself only.

But I will always stay hidden. The smartest people in history, and most successful, are the people you never will know. The ones that seem to come out of nowhere. That is where the most fun lies...
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@reckless
12/23/15 07:32:17PM
117 posts

Misreading or misunderstanding what I write or say


Empath

Ask them one on one. They could be self centered. You'll have to get their attention without demanding it. Try to remain calm when replying to any.Sometimes people just relate to something you said and can't stop thinking of it. You would not know for sure.
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@reckless
12/23/15 06:50:58PM
117 posts

Lost abilities


Empath

Hey Dave we have a good amount in common and recently I regained my abilities, like a few hours ago.Two questions. Are you sure you are not under attack from a psychic? This is what drained my abilities. Are you lacking some confidence? Turns out believing and keeping a strong mind to focus on whatever helps keep your abilities strong.Do not send bad energy back and forth if a psychic did attack you. In the end that energy will outgrow the last person and nearly destroy them.
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@reckless
12/05/15 03:50:54PM
117 posts

Not sure what to call it..


Psychic and Paranormal

This month alone will prove to be intense and challenging in more ways than I will ever face in my life. Until this point it has been hell. I can see things will change almost as if it were magical. It may sound easy and moving faster in time would help, but I can't for some reason. Time has slown down for me. I must remain cautious...I can't wait. Once this ends I will be able to create a small portion of what will come in the near future. I sort of planned this, years ago, ten almost. I will complete myself when it is least expected. There is nothing anyone can do to stop me. I may slip in time, like always, but it will work out. I've already seen it. A little more practice then I will have mastered myself completely.Even as much as it seems I am in control, it was meant to be this way. I am powerless to control where my life was supposed to lead. What confuses me is that I tried so hard at some points just to end up where I thought I was avoiding. How strange. I guess I will accept things as they should be.I'm not complaining, it is just I'm seen as a powerful person to others. I question that because I thought life was meant to be unpredictable. I don't understand how all my choices still led in the same direction it was meant to.I think too much rather than live the moment. I guess I need others to stop living so far ahead of myself. It worked before. I just can't handle so much attention and strangers. I know most guys would killl for it but I question everything. Even when I did lose myself I couldn't lose myself completely. It was just too hard to let go.Being what I am today, I feel better and happier, to some point. At times I feel that not knowing the future, not knowing what to expect, will make life more of a life. I mean if you seen yourself as a celebrity in the future, why would you even try? It really ruins the element of surprise and that sort of ruins the fun. Imagine living and waiting years for something when you could have done whatever and still had it coming regardless. That is the difference that I speak of.Just a bunch of thoughts yeah.
updated by @reckless: 07/07/17 03:45:27AM
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@reckless
12/05/15 12:37:49PM
117 posts

Trouble at work /advice please


Empath

I can relate to this. I've had a few immature bosses and supervisors. Mostly jealous vibes. When they're mean and all over my back, I just get the job done. They can approach me as many times possible but they won't be able to say much.Keep your emotions out of work. This is very important. Don't take anything personal and never date/flirt. Remember these people have to do their job or they have a chance of losing it to their boss. Don't out work others too often. It will make them believe you think am you are better, although you're trying to keep your job.I couldn't get a promotion. I was always isolated and my work was piled each time. The days where I could not finish I had to hear crap for a good 10 minutes to an entire week sometimes. I ended up quitting in the worst way. But I had no option. They would not promote and based off how I was treated, I knew this. I can say it is good that I quit. I guess it was the struggle that made me try so hard but it was well worth it. Imagine increasing your wages by 3-4x, but it took 2 years til I finally found my way.
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@reckless
12/01/15 11:33:24AM
117 posts



It is called projecting, I believe. I can't even tell you how it is done or how to use it. I've used it a few times and gotten out of some trouble.I think it works with honesty and emotions. When I was in trouble I could only think I wasn't bad or evil or anything majorly sinister and at the moment of "giving in" was the same moment the person said what I was thinking. I could not even believe he repeated what went through my mind.Maybe it is giving up with the right intentions? Who knows
updated by @reckless: 10/18/17 12:16:54PM
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@reckless
11/24/15 11:33:12PM
117 posts

Am I being to sensitive?


Empath

She is controlling you. I would suggest you take a break before she takes hold of the entire relationship with your back against the wall. Don't tell her you're taking a break. Let her be alone for some time. Let her come to you so she will be happy to see you.I'm more than certain lots is missing but you sound like you're overwhelming her. Take the time off before she tries to suddenly end it during you guys arguing over something small.
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@reckless
11/22/15 08:30:07AM
117 posts

Am I being to sensitive?


Empath

Sounds like a selfish person that takes advantage of you. Of course they have to do something every now and then to keep you manipulated and believing they are there for you like you are for them. They'll say things that make you believe, but as you get closer it seems the opposite. They seem to change the moment they know you're leaving but i seen the pattern.
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@reckless
11/19/15 02:02:18PM
117 posts

Please just help


Empath

Thank you both for your time and patience. I'll take both your advice.
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@reckless
11/19/15 12:35:34PM
117 posts

Please just help


Empath

Thank you. I was wondering if I were just dreaming or what.It is strange for a few reasons. I don't see many people in my dreams, mostly events and what has happened. Even in other visions of different events, I am a spectator, and sometimes part of it, but I can always watch it at any point.Other visions I have had with this person had others, but again, no faces, simply images and words and events. These visions, most have happened. I wanted to dismiss it since it was over two years ago. On top of that who we are. I could not see two stubborn people agreeing on something when they can have it all.I just wonder why now of all times. I have everything I want and I've created a new life for myself.I gave up and more keeps happening. Some visions, and reasons why. At this point six visions, and three have happened.But just why now of all times? Even dreams, visions from over a decade ago are happening now. Things I have imagined have come to reality. Even living my life today, I still find it hard to believe what I've done. I seen the life but how I would get here, why, and what would happen were a mystery 10-11 years ago. I thought maybe I had seen myself in an additional ten years, not so soon.Yet what you have said about a light bulb is the fifth vision which makes that much harder to ignore.It was beyond getting paid to ignore me. Her and I both know for her to be with me, her family would be against her. I was not certain but it seems like she used this person to see how others would react to make a decision. That is what I felt long ago but I did not want to accept it.I know these are not good qualities in a person. It is just we are the same person. There is something strange about it. It is through this person where I realized I can hear thoughts. I always thought I was hearing things. When I asked her and she agreed I wondered how. Imagine knowing when someone lies to you. The reason is because no matter how bad she could have been it was clear where her heart was at. I guess that was all I cared for. There is no way you would have your parent come overseas to meet someone you plan to dump.It is all very hard to believe, then again I am living in a position I never seen myself in. I told others that I would have to do this, and I felt sorry for my future self, but living in it has shown me how I was able to do it.Maybe I am waiting for the next step and just need to accept it. I guess I will know soon, as I can feel myself changing once again.
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@reckless
11/19/15 01:33:39AM
117 posts

Please just help


Empath

My ex came to me in a dream. This is not the first time. I'm not sure what to believe. Some input would be nice.We were at a table, and I knew she got me to meet through my brother, as he was sitting between us. Others were there as part of the gathering. My brother is always looking to make one.I look into her eyes and ask, "what's up?" I told her before I can read her. Her eyes had so much pain that I was speechless. She knew I could read her and smiled gently then looked at me again with those eyes and said, "I'm so sorry I was getting paid to ignore you" and then I woke up immediately.To see her sad? To see her apologize? She is far too proud and full of herself to be either of those. There is no way she would come back. It has been over two years. He is extremely rich. Even if I wished for it a million times it won't happen. It was just not meant to be, ever.I just want to escape from the pain. Ice been up for an hour in tears. There must be something to help me. Please!
updated by @reckless: 01/11/17 02:16:49AM
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@reckless
11/12/15 10:32:06AM
117 posts

Deja' Vu: Insight or Do Over?


Empath

Deja vu is a checkpoint in time you are on the right path.After enough visions of the future and deja vus I believe our lives are predetermined. The source gave us an extra ability to feel powerful, but not where they are. We can't change our time lines, even if we seen them coming. In a Deja vu, you have less than 5 seconds to react. That is not enough time to alter anything greatly. During the Deja vu you somehow still lived the same way you seen it.I once believed we were sent here to complete our lives by constantly reliving the same, trapped in a certain time til we were accepted. What makes this invalid is the fact others have past lives and seen them. Based from this fact, there is no way you can relive a life. With so many Deja vus and seeing into the future, I truthfully thought we were trapped in time.Do not be discouraged by my message. Still continue your efforts. You will regardless because there is a greater force working through you. This force will keep you on your path as long as you believe in yourself. Lets say you manage to alter time, but then you'd be postponing what was really in store for you.There is a reason fortune tellers exist. I can imagine most are scams, but there are people more skilled than I am when it comes to peeking into the future. As you know, that window is no more than 5 seconds
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@reckless
11/11/15 03:10:47AM
117 posts

Hearing thoughts


Empath

What was so special about yesterday? Is it because it was 11/11? Yesterday my empath abilities were on full blast.Sounds similar to mine, but mine is weaker. I will explain mine and maybe you can understand? I hope so.It starts as a question of whatever I want. It could be as simple as "how is the relationship between ___ and I?" The answer I receive is an emotion. This emotion tells me how they feel about me and I am able to understand.That is as far as I can go.I feel like around strangers I can only sense so many but they would have to be close to me. As for people close to me, I feel as if I can reach out to them anytime.I could be wrong and onto something else but this is the closest way for me to hear thoughts...and it's only emotions which I have to decipher.
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@reckless
11/03/15 03:27:21PM
117 posts

Traps of the online environment


Empath

Something may have to happen to change you, at least in my case that rang true.

I can say I once won over an entire server, nearly, not completely. I was f2p all the time, so big spenders pretty much hated me. Paid others to harass me all day, but they failed.

It was one too many updates that I decoded to quit. You know what I mean too. When they add extras for players maxed out on gears and to encourage more spending. I was at their level constantly so I was seen as a hacker. Reported plenty of times, not banned once.

It doesn't stop either. I have mmorpgs on my phone and play them on my free time. I may get sucked in here and there, but it is usually around my free times.

I've been caught on a few dates doing it as well. It sounds like a real problem LOL but it isn't that big. I enjoy games and they entertain me. Once they fail to I may find another when I reach boredom. Boredom is one of the lower levels in a person's vibration that is considered as bad...

In most games I've played I've been back stabbed. Meaning when I trusted others and helped them, they usually turned on me claiming they feared me. Others out of jealousy. The games can become very real. I've even had women chase me in there. I always find it strange that guys are nice to "female" players LOL I usually imagine an older guy in a robe drinking coffee.

There are some simulator games that pay real money. When I was a teen dating this woman in her 40s, she offered me a job in game. I backed down because she told me she was 19-20 but after seeing her on camera she started explaining herself... I was really creeped out. Anyway that was years ago and she was making like 500+ a month. Not much but she plays games...

I know tons of other ways to make money through games, and in sure you do too. Live streaming is one. Players there make thousands per month, some per week.

I don't mind the nerd tag either. In real life people would not even guess or have an idea I would know so much about this subject. I usually surprise people with my deeper knowledge about something. They believe since I look good I have to be dumb. Lol people can be balanced.. I just can't be too good around certain people. Their jealous minds will really put you in a bad situation.
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10/29/15 05:10:52AM
117 posts

Projection


Empath

First time I received a thought. It felt more like a lot of pressure to not do something.Second time I stopped someone from doing something I felt was wrong. The thought was heavy on my mind although I lost hope at the time.It would have to be a heavy desire, something that is greatly on your mind that you may not speak about but you'd still like to be heard. I guess it would have to be a big deal to you.
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10/27/15 03:04:04PM
117 posts

Hurt


Empath

Thank you for this. I will take your advice.Right now I feel my efforts have gone in a different direction that I did not expect. It seems like everyone around is attempting to do the same thing. I'm not sure if it is because they see and hear about what I've done. I can say everyone around me is improving. It is good but unexpected. I guess when they seen me go from terrible to amazing they started to believe the impossible.. I do enjoy the challenge of becoming the impossible in each category I face. All I wait for is the correct insult that will challenge me. I am strange indeed...
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10/27/15 02:44:42PM
117 posts

Anybody have a morbid fascination with celebrities? Anybody find them horribly depressing?


Empath

You have to realize most of them are slaves in their own bodies.

These articles you read about the celebrities are people highlighting something about their life, whether it is good or bad. They project either depending on the time of the celebrity. They can make you look worst than trash or holier than light.

What you may be picking up is also some author being forced to write something against their will, or out of spite, or happiness, whichever feeling they express through writing will ring through you, even when it is not picked up by others.

I try not to judge someone based off another's opinion simply because you must give everyone their own fair chance. Just because someone dislikes you, and I am their friend, gives me no reason to dislike you.

Heh got a bit off topic there.. I try not to read about celebrities for those reasons above though.
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10/26/15 03:18:55AM
117 posts

Do empath abilities get stronger with age?


Empath

My abilities peaked out in my teen years. I haven't done anything to improve them.

After finding out what I am, and reading through tons of articles, it was easier for me to recognize and catch on to how my abilities work.

I create psychic bonds with others. If I have not made one for you then you'll have a hard time getting to me and I'd have a hard time reading you. Once it is created, you won't have many secrets. At that point you'd be able to get my attention before speaking. I can sense emotions from others. I can put thoughts in your head too, known as projecting. Only time it works is when I am 100% honest with myself and the situation, quiet, and thinking really hard on the subject to myself.
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10/11/15 05:06:56PM
117 posts

Hurt


Empath

Everyday I wake up I just think of this woman that made me fall in love with her. I never seen it coming and would have never guessed.I met her mom that flew in from another country. I met her brother too. She met my family as well. Not her dad because he's racist and she dislikes him.All of this happened in a short two months. Then she left me for him. She tried to ask me to be her fwb as if I was nothing to her! I never felt so insulted.I went into a hole of misery for months. No matter how many women liked me, no matter how hot they were, how rich, or even just made an offer most guys would love, I just backed off and kept to myself. Each day I was going through flurries of emotions.One day I woke up so mad. I was so angered, so hurt, so full of rage and wanting to do something. I always thought I'd just fight him and let my rage fuel me but I thought it would be a dumb idea and I'd be seen as an idiot. I thought to myself what if I defeat him using his own game. Using the only thing he has over me. It is obvious he is using his money to get his way. She asked me to see her on the low and I said no. I'm not second to any man.Now here I am. Although I may be hurt I put in a greater effort. I can see the Scorpio in myself as I see I am patient but my Libra side always want to just let things end there and be seen as peaceful. No.Everyday for a long time all I ever thought was that I will one day come back to rub in his face what he did to me. Yes I was poor and him making at least 100k a year was not helping. His greatest mistake will be that day. I will make sure he regrets that day. I may not make much now compared to him, but I am doing 3x better than myself at that time. I make more than my parents. I will not stop. I will rise far above him and I will never forget. When I am done he will never forget my name. He will hate me and for the first time I will not give a fuck.I am planning on him improving too. That is why I put in double the effort per day. I am still waiting for the day. He will see a person rise far beyond what he can imagine. I don't want the money, I could careless for it. It is personal for me.
updated by @reckless: 02/26/17 01:04:20PM
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@reckless
10/02/15 08:11:30AM
117 posts

I'm back baby! :)


Empath

Welcome back!! Sounds like some vacation you had. :)
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@reckless
10/01/15 01:26:56PM
117 posts

Healing


Psychic and Paranormal

It seems this has improved greatly. I no longer become ill. I even sprained my ankle terribly. Rather than a week it took two days to heal.Then this other ability I have been working on seems to work. I'll expand myself into a giant to protect my area when I sleep. I use this same technique at any place I go to. When I make it my size I'm fully protected, sometimes too full of energy.Recently I went to find my older selves. I found most, including my greater half, but there is one that is hiding and waiting. I can sense it. Every now and then it disturbs my natural balance. For instance I may suddenly have an urge to do something ridiculous and I have no control even if it is dangerous. This is the part I want to control since it has great power in the physical world. When I am cornered with no where to run this side is unleashed and what will happen is not in my control, and I may feel sorry and help once it is gone. It has it's rules, yet family and friends can control it and stop it. Then I return and so do the emotions.
updated by @reckless: 07/04/17 10:24:38AM
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@reckless
09/25/15 09:47:17AM
117 posts

Do you guys feel or sense anything about the upcoming "Blood Moon Eclipse" on 27th & 28th September 2015?


Empath

I feel like this is correct.It is true to some point. With myself I've changed so much in the shortest amount of time, both inside and out. The other thing is most empaths were going crazy with energies specifically in this month.It could be the shifting seasons too. My days are so off since about last week. The moon doesn't seem to affect me much now.
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@reckless
09/25/15 08:41:18AM
117 posts

Do you guys feel or sense anything about the upcoming "Blood Moon Eclipse" on 27th & 28th September 2015?


Empath

There is no logical way for the world to end in that short amount of time. Even if I ventured to the mysterious side I'd say nothing extra particular was happening to signal that, like animals misbehaving, or parts of the world having unexplained natural disasters.Don't let them get into your head. Their best tactic is to keep you in fear to keep you in place. Fear is what hold back a lot of people from potentially accomplishing something greater. Most people in the US fear being seen as poor so many attend college. The ones that own a business took that business without fear and lead the others who believe they cannot control their world.A bit off topic there
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@reckless
09/25/15 07:57:30AM
117 posts

hello friends! :D


Empath

This is still the first half of what I am expecting. I know what I am waiting for will take much longer. While I clearly see how my life will be lived, the age I suspect I'll die at (87 is my guess, altho my grandmother lived til 92). Yes I may have become what I have been waiting for but each time I get past a certain point it doesn't matter because I'm so focused on the new future that I can see in the great distance...
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@reckless
09/24/15 03:11:18PM
117 posts

Other Healing Techniques Than Reiki


Empath

Nocturne beat me to it. I wanted to mention Tai Chi as well. There are many types of healings in many cultures. Tai Chi is just another form, along with reiki.Also I would like for you to check this out. It is a bit about shamans and shamanic healing. http://www.shamanism.org/articles/article01.html
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@reckless
09/09/15 05:39:36PM
117 posts

Been Working With Crystals And.....


Empath

Well you have more than what I originally thought. At first I thought it was one but you were definitely asking for this lolI'm not a healer to a great point, or even good. When the pain is unbearable I'll hold my hands over it and imagine the pain is decreasing. It works on pain, scars and such you need to cover.You should look into reiki healing.
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@reckless
09/08/15 07:44:43AM
117 posts

Been Working With Crystals And.....


Empath

It sounds like the crystal is enhancing your ability beyond what you're used to.What type of crystal is this?You have healing abilities. I'm not sure why your hands don't seem to feel hot.
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@reckless
08/31/15 05:55:54AM
117 posts

Lost...


Empath

I'm just so lost on what to do.This woman I have a crush on, what a surprise, suddenly found me after two years. I had thought of her a few days before and said I missed her and wanted to work on things since I was under the wrong impression when I briefly dated her two years ago.Well she vanished, went to another state, then didn't seem to be coming back. Eventually this young lady found me. I've known her for some months now. She is attractive and able to pass my tests but she's so young. I feel like me being 10 years older makes it strange, especially since she is 18.The other woman is older, 24-26 but I've known her growing up. We met like 10 or 11 years ago. We didn't date each other because of rumors from each other back then and from being stubborn. When I did date her, I guess she was at a bad point. I kinda held it against her and stopped dating her thinking she was using me.I have already set plans to hang with the older woman but this other woman wants to tag along and she has some bf I dislike, he's not coming of course. I just want to be alone with this woman for a few days.. I know she wants me. She actually pulled in front of my house with a car full of people demanding I spend time with her, but I couldn't because of work.Who knows how far my crush will go. I know the other girl that wants to tag along wants me too, but when she tried I didn't really give in. I hope she doesn't try to make it seem like we were together at some point because that would be a lie.I hope the night goes well. I'll stop by a friends bar then find some place for free snacks. I love free food!
updated by @reckless: 02/26/17 07:12:00AM
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@reckless
08/27/15 08:41:22PM
117 posts

Empaths and parties


Empath

If you feel overwhelmed,.then quickly find an exit and a quiet place. You should feel fine after 5 minutes or by the time you get to a quiet place. Works for me.Try to socialize a bit. You don't know who you might meet. Sometimes you run into the right person with the right message to a random conversation.
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@reckless
08/19/15 03:39:06PM
117 posts

Changing your path vs Deja vus


Empath

I type a lot but the important things are the last three paragraphs. The rest is proof and some explanation.I've been looking around a bit. It seems that some dreams can, or can't come true, depending on your decision. I guess it would be your emotional decision.I've had a dream where I was dropped on accident. I was no more than 2, considering that was the age of my n.d.e. and after coming back I suddenly knew how to walk and talk in full sentences. Anyway when it happened I remember holding on their shoulder then crying loud to get everyone's attention to avoid the accident. In the dream I was quiet even during the fall...Another was when some criminal killed me and didn't flee even as sirens approached. I woke up sweating. I was 16. The day before someone was killed in our neighborhood but this was not on my mind when my friend challenged me. I was easy on him, like always to keep the scores even, then a car full of guys approach and we pay no attention. I look over and the guys are watching us as they represent their gang. I k ew immediately I was in trouble. I knew I could not escape, yet I'm still playing basketball as if I do not see them. I realized running would get me killed and I'm sure my friend noticed it too. Eventually I made the "last" basket and we walked off shaking. The one guy even got out of the car and walked towards us as we were leaving.Another involved a cop, how strange. I seen myself running away and being shot. What happened was a policeman pulled up questioning us. Last time I hung with my new neighbor.Even in situations that are good are possible. I have some more...Eventually I seen myself living a life I thought would not happen. It seemed what really made it happen was an emotional burst. With the path I was walking it seemed as if it were going in a completely different direction.Anyway...It is all about your decision. The dreams are there to show you your "checkpoints" in life. You may or may not reach it depending on your choices. It is always a great possibility you will see it. What happens depends on you.Deja vus cannot be changed. They happen so fast and your decision will not affect what will happen either way. They seem to come out of nowhere too. Deja vus are in dreams, and sometimes a familiar smell, location, taste can make you realize you've done this before.It is strange how much a dream can be tied into our reality. It seems that even our nightmares can come true, and since we have some sort of gift, we can change the situation. I guess we really are shields of light. Even the worst situation can be turned around depending on our emotions and how we handle things.
updated by @reckless: 01/26/17 07:41:53PM
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@reckless
08/17/15 05:39:19AM
117 posts



There was a time when I believed I had true friends. It was all a lie. As soon as the women started chasing me I lost my friends.One night we're out in a bar and I was always dragged to them being told something else. I wasn't paying attention then I hear someone call me. I walk over and he's saying these women want to meet me. I say ok then they push him away and pull me away. I meet all of them then I meet the one I guess who wanted me. Felt like some movie star and I was so caught in that moment I couldn't really speak.Then when I started dating a woman that was far out of my league, according to others, after it ended they were GONE. I was heartbroken and no one talked to me, asked if I was alright, or spent any time with me. After two years everyone started being friendly and acted warm towards me. The only thing I could ever think was, "where was this person when I needed them most?" I felt it was selfish to think that, but there was no one there for two years so it was very clear that they did not care.As a result I am much happier alone. I don't feel lonely or like I need anyone. I do miss them but I now know it was all a lie so there is really nothing to miss.I felt so low and saddened for a long time. One day I realized my emotional state and decided no more. I used those low emotions to rise. My sad rage pushed me in a different direction. I assumed it was revenge I was after but I just wanted peace. To let everything go and be free not to think about it again.
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@reckless
08/16/15 04:39:15PM
117 posts

Struggle with eye contact (Hi, I'm new)


Empath

A bit hard to explain. For instance eye contact can be tricky. The fastest way to connect with a person is through eye contact. This can also be a total deal breaker as you can sense something bad through their eyes. Eyes speak differently. They cannot lie. I don't believe in looking to the left or right because a skilled liar can fool you through their body. Their eyes will not lie to you. Watch them and you are watching their soul, in some way. When I mention soul, I'd mean the outline of it. You only have an idea of how this person works, while everything else is filled with thoughts.I can't really explain it. I hope this hits a nerve or ask.
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@reckless
08/16/15 10:47:09AM
117 posts

Are you competitive?


Empath

Very competitive. The thing is I'm not interested in winning. Only to see how I measure up against my opponent(s) when I'm at my best point. After that I lose interest.This can be anything from video games, to exercise, to sports.I do enjoy a great challenge, especially when I believe it is outside my limits or I'm greatly underestimated.
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@reckless
08/09/15 09:03:49AM
117 posts

Could there be empaths or other those with other gifts who are not involved into their gift or talk about it?


Empath

Albert Einstein may have been an empath. I haven't really done research on him but I've run into his many quotes and read somewhere he believed in empathy, which continued my search in a different direction. I could read up on him now but I'm not into researching individuals.
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@reckless
08/06/15 05:09:13PM
117 posts



I want to say something similar to Trev's post.If your daughter is evil then what? What will you do? Do not worry what others think. She is your daughter. What about parents who aren't proud of their son or daughter? They still love them regardless of what others say or think, even though They do not support the behavior. Your daughter hasn't been born, so give her a chance, and help her if you must. You can't give up before at least trying.
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@reckless
08/06/15 05:31:59AM
117 posts



Bad dreams don't come true. They are there to warn you something bad is coming. It will be some bad, but not nearly as much as your dream indicated. It is to prepare ypu for the worst so you can make the situation go better In your hands.
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@reckless
08/04/15 06:58:02PM
117 posts

Crowds and meeting people for the first time.


Empath

Crowds aren't much of a problem. I usually stick to a certain area. Others seem to hover around me without bumping. I can look intimidating depending on the vibes.

Meeting others for the first time is rare. I usually meet through friends and family. Seen as stuck up, oh well. Like Cat Whisperer said you just have to be yourself. It can be hard.

Most times I can tell when someone is not going to get along with me. I avoid them and keep talk to a minimum. Don't want to upset them beyond what they're at. I don't bother. They'll try to get me in trouble, and after many efforts they succeed a few times. I wouldn't call it true success since it works less than 10% of the time. It's only when I decide to give up when things get at their worst.

It is strange to know how each person thinks, and what they think of you. I'm not sure what is the reason of knowing all of this, because it is annoying. At the same time I control how much I want to receive. I can shut them down at any moment.

I do believe all empaths have the ability to "disarm" the person they're against without any type of force.They'd call it a bad vibe, but it is us projecting.
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