Is Anyone else the Emotional Scapegoat?
Yes. I am the daughter of a Mom with NPD. Childhood nightmare... I can relate 1000%. I am so sorry so many experience being the scapegoat, as they do. It definitely sux rox!
ZA....thanks, babe! YOU are who I needed to hear from today. The messages I believe also provided that my Mother knows, from some aspect of her being, that she gave the world gifts, and that even she suffers as she does in order to have brought us forth. Dunno if the other two are gonna make it as far as I have, but I have hope for everyone and occasionally drop a hint. Either way, yes, my family is loved and the events and players are what brought some realizations to light. Everyone I have encountered has been a blessing and opportunity to learn.
I continue to help others when I can. Hopefully, I am accomplishing that which it is I have Come to believe is the best way or course I can take to reach as many as I can and with the right needs that I can address and help with. I write on a Q&A site called Quora. Many are experiencing shifts, don't know how to get out of the messes they are in, and some are just seeking knowledge to write about themselves. Share I will, just as you have shared with me. I am grateful and I hope you feel that too!!!
Thanks to each of you. Keep doing what you do...it is so so helpful as we need to support each other too. Love all you guys and gals from my heart. M
Just a thought, but you might subscribe to a cosmic calendar and note the alignments going on at the time you feel stronger with your abilities to see stuff. Astrology.com has one and I have found it very useful to note certain things or expect behavioral changes from others and the issues being dealt with as an overall theme for everyone.
I hope you find some answers. M
Not sure how to ask for what it is I need, but I suppose I don't understand some things that go on with me at times, so I'm thinking anyone more gifted in this area might inspire me or something, rather than be vague. I understand the vague stuff, so any specific info picked up on, would be helpful.
As always, I am grateful,
Ok....just feel like I needed to share this particular experience with folks who are not always tempted to go straight to judging us as nuts or crazy, including ourselves.
I'm in the DFW area in Texas (just for reference on location) and was wondering if anyone else in our community will speak up and share anything similar they may have seen in the past few days since the eclipse. Looking for validation, I suppose.
I stepped outside after the sun had been down a bit and per usual up I look, cause that's where it's all at, according to the late and great Kidd Kraddick, and I love to watch the sky at night. It's like my own personal light show and it doesn't take much for me to be in complete awe of this magnificent creation shared with us by it's Creator, whoever you believe that might be. I am grateful and the site is often soothing and never gets old to me. Which is funny, because the universe is older than we could imagine logically.
Immediately, I look up and I see a twinkling type of bright energy (like I see when I meditate) and two planes flying all around it in the area. The planes flew away after a bit and the energy form came in and out of view as a huge gigantic Angel, wings and all. (It gets freakier) I was startled, to say the least, but mesmerized as well. I was opening and closing my eyes, shaking my head, and moving back and forth across the patio to ensure I was seeing what I was seeing as it moved above and closer to my home.
At this point the energy changed it's pattern and I could see my Mother, (who is old and we are not on speaking terms due to her NPD need to kill me emotionally as she admitted when asked) sitting in a chair and completing different tasks. This happened several times and freaked me to the point of thanking the energy for sharing and me coming in the house.
I've purposely remote viewed my Mom at times for my own protection and sanity, but I wasn't even thinking of her at the time of this sighting. I've forgiven my Mother, because she knows not what she does and I do love her. I always have. I just am not so self destructive that I will continue subject myself to her harmful thoughts and actions concerning me, ever again. My survival kinda depends on no contact. For years I lied to myself about her loving me, but couldn't see her as being at fault for my childhood "fuster cluck" that can not really be labeled as anything one might imagine childhood should be. Not complaining, just saying in case it helps someone understand something I missed concerning this incident.
Later that night I knew I'd see it again, if I looked outside my bedroom on the other side of the house, this moving and energetic presence. I could feel it or something. Well, it was just a knowing as we empaths know. Sure enough it was there and I waved and smiled. Not sure what one is supposed to do or how to address these types of things.
Anyone else having strange sightings of anything unusual since the eclipse? I've experienced nothing ever before like that, except when meditating. While I can not find reports of unusual occurences here, no doubt those planes were circling in the exact area, which I apologized to this phenomena for having to put up with. And, I've never seen an angel for sure. LOL With the exception of some really sweet babies...LOL
Feel free to share this info with others and let me know if anyone has any theories or can explain this in a manner I no longer wonder the purpose of me seeing this as I did, while also wondering if others saw something different concerning time, date, or even their own location anywhere in the world. As always, your time, perceptions, and wisdom shared with me, will be greatly appreciated.
Thanks in advance... M
I didn't read all the responses, but I read somewhere that seeing faces has to do with psychic abilities. The more I've seen them, I've come to understand that for me it seems to be tightly tied to the DNA concerning emotional and physical energy of those in the area or someone who created a piece of art, etc. In my own living area, I see the same faces and patterns even after cleaning and clearing my space they reappear. The same ones time and again. In the homes of others, the faces are different and if I hang out long I see the ones in my place too, because my energy is imprinting in their space.
Think energy, think DNA,and think emotions stuck within and undealt with. They physically affect our bodies when we do not deal with them as meant, which is by learning from the experience that invoked the emotions and knowing which to actually release energetically and which to accept as our own. Not knowing to or how to, is exactly the reason certain diseases are repeating in family lines. As a medical intuitive, I can understand why they have mistakenly been associated as scary demons, but please know I seriously believe that the more horrific looking the face the more attention someone needs to pay to the situation, whether passed down or their own.
It's the teeth that indicate to me, the degree of urgency concerning what I see, at least when I see them. Mild situations are squared off and straight, and as the physical ailment is worse, the teeth look sharp and they even appear as broken. Recently, I ran my hands over my friends heart and discovered she literally had a large hole in her heart, indicated by all teeth broken right in the middle of a fron vbiew of the teeth I saw. I saw this even before the medical tests revealed this to be true. It's painful to tell someone you love these things. Anywho, I've even seen werewolf shaped faces and teeth, so maybe these werewolves we write about in fiction are just our inner demons damaging our DNA and pass down to our kids.
My best girl friend was recently diagnosed with pulmonary hypertension. She has a huge hole in her heart, which the doctors tell her is too big to be closed via surgery. No worries, because here I am and she has given me consent to help her in any manner that I can. I am going to be sending healing energy to Kimberly, who currently resides in East Texas, every day at 7pm central time and would like for all available to help me do this for her. If you can do it every day, or just once, I'd be very grateful and owe you guys BIG time.
I recently placed my hands over her heart and saw a face with big teeth and a huge hole right in the middle of the teeth. This is the way my gift works. I place my hands on people and can see their emotional and physical ailments. Depending on how the teeth appear, is how I understand how bad the situation for the patient is. I am going to imagine sending green heart healing energy that closes the heart hole/repairs the teeth.
I have attached a couple of pics for you to use, if it makes it easier for everyone to picture her when sending energies her way.
You guys are great and I thank you with every fiber of my being!!!
love n light....Monika
I know this is an old post, but recently find myself amongst family, who inform me, there is no such thing as me, they don't believe. So, if I admit I'm something "bad" or "less than", such as overly sensitive, that's more believeable. But, they insist I stop feeling so sensitively. Really? And just exactly how does one do that?
I've tried, but this "feel" has also protected me, and I really don't wanna not be me, because that would be a lie. I already lived like that....blek.
It's our time now. The less sensitive must adjust, or it's their loss, not ours.
Well, if they are angels, wouldn't they be sure not to pop in while I am driving? LOL
I also get this flashy light thing, off and on for years. In my peripheral vision. Not a medical issue. It's silvery, round, and is sorta jagged. One time it grew as big as the room I was in...I'll be honest, it scared the daylights outta me, and nothing much does that these days. I've looked and can't find any info...does anyone else ever get this?
Thanks doll! I simply took a pic of my drawing and played around with it in several pic editing programs, adding color and filters until I find what "feels" like it's done. When you start with a black and white drawing, you can do all kinds of artsy stuff to it in an editor or paint program. When you use paints and colors, it's hard to start over.
I dunno, mixed media is fun to experiment with. I never saw flames on the face I always saw and it didn't have a multi face to it, but it looks cools to add them, no? LOL This was my very first attempt at even drawing a face, so it's not exact, but close. I'm a little better now.
When I first started meditating, I was also learning to draw. I'm not great with painting and coloring just yet, but I can digitally color enhance a drawing like nobody's business...LOL Is that cheating?
I was trying to show someone what it looks like when I meditate and send out healing energies. The second one is the original image and the first one I used a mirroring effect.
Jet is also great for absorbing negative energies. Maybe try using rose quartz as well, to restore the balance.
I would also use a solar plexus crystal, because our self esteem always seems to be taking gut shot along with our hearts when these situations occur. I love my tigers eye for this, but you may have one that you find works better for you, such as citrine.
Concentrate on releasing all the negative emotions once you have learned what you needed to from them. Forgiving and releasing energies acquired through these situations is the best way to ensure the least amount of damage. If you haven't tried tapping, you can try the tapping video on this site or go to tapping.com in order to learn how to locate, feel, and release these things for good.
In love and light,
I've been reading a little of your dilemma. You might like to learn different ways to deal with and release your emotions that might be more gentle and even healthier in the long run. You might try going to tapping.com and learn about the emotional freedom technique. Then I might suggest that you read a book called The Emotion Code by Dr Bradley Nelson. Dealing with our emotions is really more important than most wish to hear or know of. It sounds like you need an outlet and I wish these had been available to me when I was your age. Both work and there are even visualizations you can try, but maybe a structured method is what you should try first. It sure would have made a difference for me at your age if I had this available to me.
Best of Luck and keep us posted.....M
It's possible her dream is a sort of vision and there are ghosts in the house. It's also possible that her subconscious is sending her a message. The subconscious does not sit us down and say, "OK", this is what I want you to consider. But rather it takes us through dreams filled with symbols, which it shows to us as a scene or scenario, if you will.
Maybe try taking some of the details in the dream and go to a site that interprets these things. I use dreammoods.com, but there are others as well. It's hard enough for us to grasp our weird dreams, much less someone who already has thought processing issues.
According to dream moods:
To see a ghost in your dream represents something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghost wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior. Dreaming that you are being stalked or haunted by a ghost indicates that you are refusing to confront issues from your past which is affecting your present life.
To see a witch in your dream represents evil and destruction. It may point to your negative ideas of anything feminine and your experiences with dangerous or heartless women.Alternatively, a witch may be a symbol of goodness, power and enchantment depending on your feeling toward your dream witch.
To see someone holding a knife in your dream suggests that you lack control or power in a situation or relationship. Alternatively, the person holding a knife in your dream may be symbolic of a dominant male figure in your waking life.
To see a fence in your dream signifies an obstacle or barrier that may be standing on your path. You may feel confined and restricted in expressing yourself. Are you feeling fenced in some situation or confined in some relationship? Alternatively, the fence symbolizes your need for privacy. You are trying to shut off the rest of the world. If there is a hole in the fence, then the hole is encouragement that you can overcome and conquer whatever obstacles may be in your way. It may also mean that your privacy is being compromised.
To see a key in your dream symbolizes opportunities, access, control, secrets, freedom, knowledge or responsibilities. You may be locking away your own inner feelings and emotions. Or you are unlocking the answer to some problem. To see a ring of keys represents status, authority, and power. It also highlights your adaptability to a situation. In particular, if you see a skeleton key, then it refers to old emotions or memories that you have stored or locked away. If the key is gold, then it suggests that influence, power and wealth will give you access to almost anything you want.
To dream that you are in a cemetery indicates an end to a habit or behavior. You are experiencing a rebirth. More directly, the dream may symbolize sadness, unresolved grief or your fears about death.
Black symbolizes the unknown, the unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness, death, mourning, rejection, hate or malice.The color invites you to delve deeper in your unconscious in order to gain a better understanding of yourself. It also signifies a lack of love and lack of support.More positively, black represents potential and possibilities. It is like a clean or blank slate.
If the feeling in the dream is one of joy, then blackness could imply hidden spirituality and divine qualities.
If you go to the site map, there are different scenarios other than just the things you can search individually. I hope this is helpful in some manner.
I have only had 3 dreams that were actual visions. The first I knew right away that it was, but the other two were 20 years apart and it was only the second one that made the first make sense to me.
I'm so sorry you feel this. I felt this oppressive feeling, was so zapped and even bed ridden, not long before the recent horrendous shooting. I am not sure and can't prove this was it, but I get an ominous feeling beforehand, and from time to time, when things of this nature happen. Not always, but even more than once is more than anyone should feel, So, I understand, and I hope you are better at releasing this as not yours to feel, if you have no insight as to what it is, than I have been able to manage at times.
I find myself playing mediator a lot of the time. Even empaths have issues with EGO, nasty little bugger that Ego is. LOL Seeing big pictures as I do and being protective as I am, warranted or not....I do the best I can with what I got to smooth out wrinkles and scare off hiccups I see and even feel in the writing of others. Disagreeing is not defensive on my part, but I am really wordy. LOL
And yes, I've read about and heard wonderful things about Qigong. The medical field, is a whole other banana, and if you don't know how a pill really works, please do not ingest it. Chances are in favor that any pill used for any intent has the probability of either immediately or at some point, causing issues that might seem totally unrelated to whatever the first issue was. I kid you not, and have watched as others take on, one med after another, due to the symptoms of what the first helpful pill causes. I could tell you horror stories of just what I have been through and what I have witnessed. So, I suggest that no one give blind faith to another, unless it's a medical emergency and there is no time to figure out all the harm that any medicine, which may or may not make you feel better temporarily, can actually do. But I'm no expert, just really observant or something.
I get the excitement.. I truly do! I get it every time something is revealed as better or more true, It feels miraculous and we wanna sing glory hallelujah and share this truth far and wide. Finally, we found some answers that are true. After living all our lives not questioning even the nag we had within. I feel kinda like an idiot, if ya want the real truth. LOL
Like pills, "to date", are the key words. No study or no effort is great! But again, religions, medicine, and experts make me wish to look deeper and harder. I choose to no longer partake of blind faith, and understand that I gotta make an effort, even if others feel differently. We will all choose to go about it differently, and I do not judge. The two words I say the most are, "I understand." Believe it or not....I do.
Healing energy is healing energy. Mine looks like rainbows. Come to find out, so does others. It is wonderful to have healing energy streaming to you from those who know how and no matter what it's been labeled.
However, it's tantamount to placing a bandaid on a gunshot wound, taking viagra for erectile dysfunction. or taking any other medication that only alleviates symptoms. It heals nothing, even if you feel better and stronger for a while. While we feel stronger and better, our issues and ailments need to be addressed in a whole other manner, or as you stated, there is a need for repeated energy healing. You should continue identifying and tapping out, that which does not serve you, while you are feeling stronger. Eventually, you will have no need to Tap or pay for long distance energy from anyone. No one can blast out or get rid of, that which we and our ancestors stored within us. It must be dealt with consciously and released. Once you practice these things enough, it's easy enough to receive, deal with, and release emotions that are harmful and as we experience them.
Any chance you have a better picture of that yellow sign by the road? It looks like some kinda reflection exposure in the sky. But I think maybe it's a reflection in the windshield....
I see what you mean about the sink hole, but there are some lighting and reflection issues that might make one think something else is there. It actually appeared as a pretty big pothole. Have they done repairs in that area? Do you guys have those fractal earthquakes in your area? If so...there may be some road damage or has been in the past.
How were you feeling the days you saw the "sink hole", or what was going on? I find that sometimes visions are like dreams and we need to look at the symbolism of what we see...'\_(**)_/' I've only had a few visions that were accurate to a "T", so I have no idea if others have constant accurate visions of what was, is, or will be.
Directly from dream moods:
To see a pothole in your dream represents difficulties and setbacks in achieving your goals. You need to make some changes in how you approach your goals. The dream also indicates that things are not going smoothly for you in some aspect or situation in your waking life.
Some crystals can not be left in direct sunlight. A full moon is a great time to cleanse and charge your crystals and there are many ways to do it.
You can also clear them and charge them with music, reiki (intent), sunshine, full moon, thunderstorms, sea salt, sea salt and water, cleansing breath, sage, incense etc.
here's a site with suggestions: Cleanse Your Crystals
Depending on the amount of crystals you have and how quickly you are collecting, you should be able to get the feel and an understanding of which crystal respond better to which method. The piano is a great way to clear them. The sun is a great way to charge some and the moon a great way to charge others. These are tools, not entities, and they will respond to you just as the universe does. Allow the energy to flow to them, through them, and even from them. Your intent and your belief goes a long way in working with any healing tool you might try. Be grateful for and take care with your healing tools, just as you do your kitchen tools, building tools, art tools, etc... and they will serve you well. It is what it is.
I have favorite crystals as well, but they are not alive, they are vessels of energy. Each have certain vibrations that they tune into, due to their make up. Certain types vibrate at certain frequencies and I find it helpful to separate the crystals in accordance with their naturally intended vibration. For example, most red and black crystals are made up of minerals which are in tune with the vibrations of the root chakra.
Use this site as a search, either by crystal type or by issue and ailments:
Many times I will charge my crystals after cleansing them, by laying a crystal in my left hand (receiving hand) and placing the fingertips of my right hand on the crystal, as I give thanks and my intent of using it as a healing tool. Soon... the crystals, my fingertips, and palm have energy flowing through them. You should read up on hand mudra, reflexology, music vibrations, and some other interesting energy tools. Soon you will learn that as much of this energy that is spiritual, also has a scientific basis for why they work as they do. They go hand in hand, believe it or not.
By the way....clear crystal quartz and a few others, maintain and hold their energy because energy flows through them just as energy flows through us.
Lots of luck with your crystals....M
I have been wondering about the things I see and wondered if others see the same as well, or at least something close to what I see. I saw a discussion concerning the symbol of an empath and knew it looked familiar, so I did some research to see what I could find
For the Empath Symbol, I saw (pic1) the top one on this site somewhere and the other is a symbol for goddess. Amazing how similar they are and maybe the gent who got the impression just saw it a little differently?
I drew a picture for a doctor friend of mine of what I see in him and in my own palms when I close my eyes and look within, (pic2) then I went and looked for symbols of the "healer" online and imposed the Caduceus symbol on top of it (pic3)....Wow!
First time in this forum and was wondering if others perceive what they "see" as I do, or do we all perceive what we "see" a little differently?
Free Will...a wonderful gift from God and I am grateful for it!
When I first started with this energy healing, it was easy to throw up my hands and do this kinda thing. The first person was in a coma and I had consent of her sister, so it worked out well, no problem. The second time, I asked the PTB if I could do it, because it was another friend and he was in the hospital with heart issues, I was granted permission, but got hit pretty hard myself....lesson learned with that, and ouch!. After that, I just sent in general white light and well wishes, until the friend whose Sis came up with cancer and he asked for help. That's when I learned that if the person is conscious and old enough to understand free will, even if ya go through a relative, ya gotta have their permission.
So, yes....free will is uber important and ya can't just go around willy nilly and impose upon it.
I love my loved ones, but they are driving me nuts. LOL I've proved I can do certain things and my desire to nurture and care for others is hard to temper, but I do. I awoke with swollen and bruised knuckles recently, but no pain, and still have yet to discover who it will be, and a couple of days later, awoke with what felt like a broken thumb. These things occur to me before my loved ones,so I record them, and when they contact me, I remind them that I feel them too and yeah, could they let me know it's them. LOL Flu shots.....the worst, but hey... what would I know, right? LOL Ya'll be careful imposing on wills, cause I think some folks kinda want to or need to be ill because they are trying to go through what they need to, in order to learn and experience certain things.... so yeah, free will...it's kinda important.
The Tigers Eye is a wonderful gemstone. It has such a vibrant, strong, and even protective feel to it. I suppose having been born in the year of the Tiger might have something to do with my own reaction to the stone.
What I have noticed about gemstones is that while one of a certain type of stone will feel truly good, energetically speaking, to one person, it may have zero affect on another. Subconsciously, it sounds as though you have an issue with something more "personal" than the stone. '\_(**)_/'
Here are some great reasons to use Tiger's Eye.....
It is a strong stone to aid you with all of the basic survival needs... and aids your ability to work through difficult times. It is known to aid the healing of broken bones, and it helps to enhance your strength when needed.
This is a stone that helps us to be more active, mentally as well as physically, and its major work is within the lower chakras. It will stimulate the base chakra, sacral chakra and the solar plexus chakra, where its energy has a very powerful effect.
The vibration of 'the will', which is the predominant energy of the solar plexus chakra, is strong withinTigers Eye Stone.
Believe it or not, I used this stone, along with some other stones, when I broke my ribs a couple of months ago and when I applied this wonderful stone, I could literally feel relief of the pain from that injury. So, give it another try, hon. It is a powerful healing assistant in all manners concerning your body and spiritual well being, as well as, simply a beautiful stone.
I am unclear where you got the info concerning your dream, but you might try another site. Dream Moods is usually "right on" when I refer to it for dream symbolism. Here is what they had to say about your dream:
To see a tiger in your dream represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations. The dream may also indicate that you need to take more of a leadership role. Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction.
To dream that you are attacked by a tiger refers to the emotions that you have repressed because you were afraid of confronting them.
It's possible that you simply have an emotional situation that you are not being honest with yourself about. It is also possible that "emotion" or situation was something you consciously believe you have dealt with, but your subconscious ain't buying it. (Someone's trying to tell you something and that someone is....YOU)
Not sure if you have ever tried the EFT tapping technique, but it is a great way to release emotions that just kinda get stuck within us, either through experience or our DNA. I had some deep rooted issues I had dealt with, and dealt with, and dealt with so many times and ways that I just couldn't imagine it was an issue for me anymore. However, I never properly released it in a manner that it just didn't keep returning. Tapping rooted it out, and I am much better than I have ever been concerning the issue. Do a search on the internet for EFT tapping, and maybe watch some videos on youtube concerning the matter. My first attempt was tapping.com and I am more than pleased with how it worked for me.
You might also research "The emotional body code". Really really great info in that material!!!
I hope you get yourself a beautiful Tiger's Eye and experience it as I and others have. It's truly a strength enhancing stone.
I have been searching for a request forum, but must have overlooked it or something? I recently injured myself and while my own attempts to heal were going great, I've re-injured the same area twice now. I don't take conventional meds and I gotta say, I continue to be in quite a bit of pain.
2 weeks ago, I slept with my window open because I love the sound of the water flowing in the pool. I was awakened at 4am in the morning, by children playing in the pool at my apartment complex. I was a tad annoyed at wakening, despite I love the sound of children playing. A small child drowned here a couple of years, and they had a hard time reviving her. This came to mind, so I jumped out of bed and went downstairs to ensure a grown up was actually looking out for them. (I live in a townhouse apt and the pool is literally located out my front door)
Anywho, once I discovered they were supervised, I did mention it was 4 am and if they awakened me, they might awaken others trying to rest at that hour. Then I turned to come back down the steep and kinda short cement steps, but lost my footing. There is a thin square iron rail that did manage to keep me from falling face first into a holly type of bush, however, I fell directly on my lower left rib cage. Who knew ribs were flexible? hmmmmm Weirdest feeling ever, by the way....lol
I was doing great, the bruise disappeared within 3 days, but it's as if something keeps coming up and I have continuously injured this area in the past two weeks. Normally, I wouldn't ask, but I could use some distance healing for myself, please. Anyone who can or would send a little healing and maybe some protective energy for this wound, would be GREATLY appreciated. I seem to have some kinda block with this and haven't figured out what's going on just yet, so yes, I could use some help, please.
I apologize if this is the wrong forum, but I couldn't find a healing request forum. Please move the thread or contact me if I violated a rule concerning requests of this nature.
An experience or two with this. I've had some odd occurrences where the actual intended person was unaware that I was sending energies, which I only did at the request of family members. My suggestion is to send energy long distance in general sort of way if the individual is unaware, and then be sure to disconnect your "energetic" association with that person. Even unaware individuals can sense a healer, whether they understand, on a conscious level, this is occurring or not.. Was kinda trippy and unsettling to discover this, and took a while to have "particularly one", back off. I don't even know how to explain this and have it make sense, but I'll try.....
Ummmm.....apparently, a living person can kinda "haunt" or come to you on a purposeful and subconscious level. Not in a bad way, but it's like the subconscious/spirit or whatever ya wanna call it, knew I was a healer, and wanted my help, however, please understand the conscious/free will thing is very important! I tried and wasn't "allowed" to address the specific issue without conscious knowledge/free will permission, of the individual that I couldn't shake loose. They weren't harmful, nor had ill intent in an manner, they were just so strongly connected and I wasn't even aware. Kinda freaked me out when I discovered what was up.....lol. I did all kinda things to disconnect, to no avail. I did contact the relative and explain my dilemma, but they have yet to tell the relative what occurred. However, once I did this, I was able to energetically disconnect (as best anyone is able), because apparently the subconscious/spirit of this person understood I would try again to help, once I was given conscious permission.
I personally feel bad, because I truly want to help, but it doesn't look as though it's going to happen. Beliefs....hard to shake once ingrained in most folks, no matter how many times you are able to "prove" this actually is a legitimate form of treatment and showing what intention and love for your fellow human beings, can actually do. Kinda silly that "others" can be so closed minded, when this is the easiest, most readily available type of healing one can offer or receive. '\_(**)_/' Not that I would suggest anyone give up "conventional" healing and following their "experts" advice concerning treatment.