I Feel Empty Most Of The Time?
So, I am home schooled and I live in the middle of a forest. The closet town is 20 mins away, and Walmart is 30 mins away, so I'm home all the time. My mom works from home, and so does my dad. Well, I have two little sisters, 5 and 2, so I take care of them pretty much all day to help my family. well, for a majority of the day, with a few happy or sad or angry moments in there, I just feel sort of hollow. Empty. And I don't know why. My Mom gets depressed a lot, she has a type of winter depression, and where we live its winter more than half the year. So I don't know if I'm picking it up from her or.....? But I really feel that I'm not picking it up from anyone, it's just me. And sometimes, when my parents are fighting or I get yelled at, or something like that, I think bad thoughts. I think about suicidal things, now I don't act on these things, but I just want them to stop. It makes me even more hollow and empty feeling! Can anyone help?Thank you!Hope all is well,Kaitlyn
updated by @kaitlyn-brokaw: 10/18/17 03:17:20PM