I thought my hazing incident from last year was over, but clearly someone wants to spy on me. Excuse the language from before people have really pushed my buttons
Do any of you get prank phone calls after posting on here? Like someone is lying about you, doesn't believe you, would rather think you are on drugs? I just got a weird phone call about drinking/drug recovery and I am a naturopath health freak that would never touch that stuff. WHO'S LYING NOW?! I remember this one bitch named Covel who was in the military. She thought she was such a know it all and would lie about me. ANother bitch named Anderson: any chance she would get. I thought being in that kind of environment would be more professional, but no all I got was lied about. good riddance.
I think these entities might be some kind of soul suckers...but I was put in a situation where I was forced to move and it turned out really good for my peace of mind. Now if I have have a dream vision, it is something good. Instead of a ghoulish spider with an evil face, I saw the lion of Judah aka Aslan, aka God staring back at me protecting me. It really was in the form of a lion though like he was calling me his child, and he is watching my back, and watching over me.
If anyone else have been aware of synchronicities and patterns in their lives they can feel free to comment. For example, you leave home for a while and meet people similar to your parents or from your past because you never learned a lesson that you were supposed to learn. Maybe past lives do exist? I swear I have come a long way in getting away from places and people I do not belong with or should be around. One pattern from my past that never made sense: so much drama from other girls in school, church, work towards me and my sister. Maybe being a twin causes extra jealousy? honestly who the hell cares because I am not a petty person I just like getting to the dirt for final clarity.
One conclusion I have finally come to is that these people were genuinely gullible and not very perceptive. They believed lies and carried out the wishes on those who wanted revenge because I supposedly did something. Even in middle school: Someone would come up to me and say: "Don't F***K with me" as if I was trying to pull one over on her just because she was in a clique and she didn't want to believe that her friends were lying to her about me. I do understand that the jealousy in girls can be disgustingly viscious and they will lie about someone's jealousy to get what they want. I was never a liar and it really pissed me off that people thought I was just like them. NO that is what they wanted. They wanted me to be passive but were so manipulative that they would try and make fun of who I am so that I would become who they were trying to make fun of. I admit, I am a cat, but not one that belongs in handcuffs from incredible lies and visciousness, and I have fought back many times. They can dish it out but can't take it.
Another synchronicitiy: Movies and be great reflections of issues that might be going on in their lives: I was watching "Now you see me 2" the other day. In it, a person that was wronged from the 1st Now You See Me was wronged 18 months ago, and got in contact with the other person 18 months later. I know that something like this will pop up in my life this month. The reason Morgan Freeman was so wronged was not because the other guy just wanted to get back at him for the petty reason he said. He genuinely thought something much more serious about him and did not tell him the real reason. Why did he not tell him the real reason? Because he thought so bad of him he didn't need to tell him. He believed he had on over him and he was a liar anyway. Situations like that are so disgusting. If he had bothered to confront morgan freeman, he would have found out that he didn't kill his father when he was little. If people would just confront people are the real reasons they are being so nasty a lot would be resolved. Maybe I am just to smart for a lot of people b/c there was always too much BULLSHIT going around. I already know the kind of jobs I belong with anyway, and my dreams act like such great guides for my true purpose.
I used to see things like that in my sleep....very creepy. I don't know what it means...but was where I used to live and I am so glad I got out of that environment. Maybe it represents our secret fears? Maybe they are our inner demons? They had human-ish like faces too right? But very large spider like bodies
Too many no's about binding. good to hear. I never heard about this before and had to say something.
I am not going to say too much, but I really agree. I think though that curses do exist and some people really do know what they are doing and use it for bad. I have noticed a repeating pattern in my family's life...some are the halves others are the have nots. There might be constant fighting/arguing over money because nothing ever works out-and others want to completely blame the victems. I believe that money is a spiritual issue and if there is a constant problem, then it very well likely might involve a curse-or a family curse. I have seen first hand from relatives their mocking attitude every-time things didn't work out inmy family'slives. Of course they only offered to help after they wanted something too. Then I noticed they wanted to come after me. Any one see that music video about black magic? I think it might be fifth harmony or little mix. They make another girls life miserable and laugh over it. and say "and it's all black magic" She would get made fun of over the stupidest things too. Another example: katy perrys: "So you want to play with magic?" and "Once you're mine there's no going back."
HI Yoji, and everyone else
It looks like he is getting a lot of advice a lot of others wish they had gotten-but can now help because of it. Maybe experience is the best teacher, but why hurt your soul?
I just thought I would give people a friendly warning that what they think is no big deal actually is. I once saw a book that looked kinda Egyptian in an occult section in an Irish shop, that had some magic items in one corner. It kinda looked like some kind of Eqyptian book of the dead.Something told me leave. Just leave now. I felt it watching me. When you are aware of these things I think these things like to follow you sometimes.
If you play with fire you will get burned...Magic that is. I wouldn't go near it. When I found out my much older cousins were witches, and then they turned on me, trust me I was an official believer that good and bad DOES exist. Witches who practice magic are untrustworthy/jealous/petty and don't believe in any power higher than themselves. They even had me watch the skeleton key implying they wanted to be me maybe? What they didn't understand isthat it is NOTTHEIR will on who deserves what or what they should look like/or who they will try to be to better THEMSELVES. That is call evil PRIDE. That is why they put their all in it instead of understanding that gifts are meant to be used for good things-to enrich lives. I would not recommend attracting powers you don't want in your life.
Ever been in that situation where there are just too many accusations/lies going around
and not enough evidence to back it up? It makes liars look ridiculous/ petty/ jealous-and like they need to grow up. Are you sure you believe that when deceptions are going on and hacking, phone spoofing is going on? Are you sure? Really sure? Perception is great during times like this. It is awareness of what some think is right/truth, and using perception, and realizing truth of what they thought the reality of a situation was. Here ispart of agreat quote by someone very talented at the 2016 Grammys:
"I want to say to all the young women out there: there will be people along the way who will try to undercut your success, or take credit for your accomplishments, but just focus on work and someday when you get where you are going, you will look around, and know it was you and the people who love you who put you there. That will be the greatest feeling in the whole world."
I realized what you guys meant by AS. I have heard of Asbergers, and never exactly understood the people that had it, but everyone is an individual and we should embrace uniqueness. Maybe that is the Aquarian in certain parts of my chart talking,but different was always beautiful to me. Look what someone like Katy Perry did (prob. has Aquarian in parts of her chart that are a big influence) She makes blue/purple/green hair beautiful! I think labeling someone with Asbergers is rude (psychologists did this yes) but maybe some of them need to be labled (a severe diagnosis maybe?) I don't know. I met a new friend once at a group setting, and found out she had AS. What she might have lacked in what others think should be cool, she made up for in compassion for others and great wisdom for why things were happening in other lives (she always had a much more spiritual understanding/ reasoning of problems. Then again, so do Pentacostals (the spirit of this and the spirit of that!) That there is always a spiritual reason why there is a problem in others lives. My point is why label? We are all individuals with a certain perspective
I so agree. Any opinions on twin flames? A soul that challenges our soul whether this is someone we like/get along with or not. Someone that is like a mirror that is held in front of us to rub us into something better? like two stones making each other smooth. I noticed a lot in the month of June people kept talking about the sign of Gemini, the twins, and twin flames .
I am loving these replies and I see we are similar but with diff. symptoms and diff levels of how we sleep/how it affects us. I researched before that exercise/yoga/calisthenics help stabilize the brain somehow and cause the neurons in the brain to somehow bring balance to the brain. After an intense exercise program I was in once, I was never the same-I even understood math more and eventually could focus better. This is very important for all levels of ADHD-ers. Once the focus is better, we can become more ofa master of one occupation or whatever we want to do. I have felt severely attacked when my shield is not up during sleep-entities did not have my best interests at heart. I once woke up mid-dream and saw gargoyles on the side of a wall by my closet. This was after dreaming about some extended family members-2nd cousins of mine. I feel I am meant to know them, but not their evil parents or grandparents (complicated situation) have tried to keep them out of my life. I am a Millenial and I feel a responsibility to the generation after me-like I am suppose to have a good influence over them in the near future. One last note for the ADHD-ers-the higher levels could have a form of bi-polar because they are very smart and they are always going from complicated thought to complicated thought-and figure out math in their heads etc. My mom was always brilliant and I would watch how she would come up with her own math word problems-it can be fascinating to watch. Maybe I always had the potential to be really good in math like her, but it wasn't an interest of mine until recently. I am still and art/music junkie
Oh lordy that sounds like me. Do you guys have interesting dreams too? I bet you do just like me. I've been told that I am on a higher astral plane when I sleep (I fall asleep later) that's prob. another reason why it's bad for me to get up so early. Since my dream world is diff than others (I write almost all my dreams down in a journal) I think half the time itmight be lucid dreaming too.when I wake up, it is so much harder to wakethan howmost of the population does. I think there is a correlation btwn this disorder and ADHD or a form of it. There are diff. levels and it does go more undetected in women than men.Femalesymptomsusually include depression-so people don't think that goes with ADHD.The book "The ADHA Advantage" has interesting eye opening information. I see in that article that we should take Melatonin. I have and it has helped.
What others don't experience themselves, they judge. like it's all about them. like things should only happen or function the way they see them. After the morning, I am perfectly fine-unless of course I have to get up too early-then it will affect the rest of my day. I know there are others that feel this way too. Public schools are even starting to make school start later in the day because getting up too early is being proven scientifically that it affects the mind and energy levels. For me: I knew this years ago because I FELT it immediately-but most don't feel what is bad for them until it is too late
Ever feel weak in the morning? Like the life has been sucked right out of you? I know this doesn't happen to most people b/c most are frigging morning people and all seems right with the friggin world. Since this doen't happen to most people, they assume you must be lazy or, "There is something wrong" "Get your mind right!" (But being around you is affecting my mind") Heres to being gifted and misunderstood (But I am not anymore) I consider this my PAST and am moving into a future where I am more understood to use my gifts for those who understand these gifts.
When we find our motivation and purpose in life, I don't think anything can stop us. It is a purpose driven life. Never letting the noise of others drown out our own inner voices is the key to success and finding ourselves. I am personally stepping into more of the fullness of who I am every month. I heard of new agers mentioning the shawdow card (whatever this is-tarot?) and when we learn to face our shadow, and not hide dark aspects within us, then we learn more of ourselves-and find our balance within after maybe...fighting with the shawdow within? Because maybe we don't like the shawdow, and only deal with the good side (because it is stronger) or is it just stronger to us because it is the only thing we deal with on a conscious level? Maybe we need to dig deep and first deal with what is bothering us on a subconscious level. My life is morphing into something else too-a much more interesting one. Butterflies are a good example of my situation-a metaphorhosis-a transformation. A monarch butterfly.
Yes, I don't know what is going on with me. Lately my eyes show up blue when pictures are taken. It's weird b/c my eyes are hazel/green. Hazel green b/c they are either one or the other depending on what mood I am in, but show up blue in pictures...strange. I was born with blue eyes...if that even counts
My new friends are 8 ducks and 1 chicken-but the owner of them is NOT a friend. If I knew the owner was some drunk hick I would have stolen these birds away from him. They always walk around in my neighbor hood (yes the chicken too) the ducks adopted her. Since two days ago, 4 are missing, and I know this because I will visit them where their home is. One of them had a gun shot wound too-I am so Pissed!!!! I think the owner did it. I called wildlife on him (why does he own ducks and a chicken in the city anyway?) thought he'd bring hick town with him? He told me that some people called him telling him they are going to take his animals away from him (GOOD) because someone called. Now I think he wants to cover his tracks..he gave me a weird look and said "come here often?" BASTARD I hope he doesn't hurt the rest. I have the pics to prove that there were 9 animals in all. Now the one with the gunshot wound is missing. He actually said dangerous turtles must have killed 4 of his birds when I asked. If he plans on hurting me, it will be the other way around-but no, I will not be coming there often anymore. But I will spy!
exactly. I know that stare others have given me-like they are saying "You are differeant" I don't get you" when it really bothers them that they are seeing a darkness in themselves we bring out in them-and they do NOT understand it. Whatever people don't understand, they are afraid of-then put all the blame on what they are afraid of becuause "Getting the beam out of their own eye before taking the speck out of someone elses" is incomprehensible to them-and how dare we point the finger at them, else the beam show them how dark they really are! haha!
I know exactly what you mean by takers-espec. if your own family is-because then that is what we will attract. Kids learn that it is okay to be a taker, or to be taken advantage of emotionally and then attract it into their life as an adult. until we learn the lesson of being the change we want to see, or maybe breaking a family cycle or bond that was not ours to bear, patterns tend to keep repeating. I agree that life is short-so we should always just find our own people and build and uplift what we each have to offer.
People put too much value on who you are married to and if you have kids. Why can't value be put on the skills, talents, and what you have to offer as a person? Oh, that's right-only empaths understand these things. In a corrupt world of constantly trying to push the soul and spirit down, making you work too much, most people are not people any more. They have lost themselves...so how is it an insult not to be liked by people who are not even people?! Just do your thing, find true purpose-maybe even find your life path number-and dig deep. Don't take things at face value-find the true meaning of your existance and your life purpose. Too many distractions from those who are not on a higher spirtual plane is useless. They are either meant to understand us, or move on and find your own people. Those who get you. I have literally had to tell people to F***ck off because I didn't want them in my life. They were hurting more than helping. You might have noticed that the world is crazy right now b/c most are not listening to their inner world (b/c it's chaotic) and it shows up in their outside world.They are the ones who asked for it-why I believe an apolalypse is coming-to show us all what is so wrong with this world-and how it needs to be fixed. Whenever there is an imbalance in life, it can't last forever. Something has to give. I think a new world is coming-like it says in that book many don't understand-"A new heaven/s and a new earth" will come about one day because we are spiritual beings in physical bodies. The krs channel on u-tube describes something like an ascension. I believe he is talking about a spiritual understanding of who we are and to not just focus on the physical (like most people do)
Anyone ever talk about their nosy extended family members? Like when they come to visit after not visiting or talking much for almost ten years? Both of my uncles are full of $hit. Dollar sign b/c that is the only language they understand. I am glad his daughter is a stuffed up plain introvert (meant for public school) not very interesting, not that smart-just worked hard for her stuck up status. I admire status and all, but they are in a category entirely by themselves. So uncle dickie, kiss my A$$$$ and enjoy watching my success while you share in nothing that involves me
I just like to bitch about my extended family members. Particularly the Taurus $hit-talkers who apparently have gold nuggets come out during rest room time. My cousin Laura, for example: I know she hacks my laptop, and private emails (she works for the gov. and makes $$$ Much much $hit monies.) Hides behind her money with her family even though they stink the most, point the finger at everyone else, and need the longest shower in history-because there is a hideous stench coming from behind the money they hide behind. My other Taurus relative, I'll leave her name hidden for now) stole pictures off my sisters phone of both of us b/c the jealous bitch saw dollar signs-and sent them to someone. I don't have total proof(but when you feel something strange going on, it is usually true) at least with me it is. My 6th sense was always strong. Be careful, with all the stinky gold nuggets, lets hope the golden throne of your home doesn't explode from the backup
To the Taurus family members who worship money: you are weak and spoiled. Reminds me of my cousin Laura who thinks her $h1t doesn't stink. Then she believed lies about my mom by her snake of a mother-there is always a pattern until it is solved. I am pretty sure those people with the noses in the world don't use gold for toilet paper but they sure act like it. Remember to take a shower too-because you do stink too-even more so than others-because you hide your real selves behind your money.
There is a book out called the ADHD Advantage. Many people go un-diagnosed (women more than men b/c the symptoms are similar but different.) Another reason is ADHD is more of an abstract time thinking (this book explains that more) and that type of thinking is usually how men think. If you are one of the unique women that do think this way (and I am sure many on here do because abstract is also creative, and it goes along with visual type thinking and extra -sensory perception) know that there is a label you can go by if you choose, but be wary of medication (it stunts creative thought, and dulls your senses) Just do what you love in life, be around people who are like you, and you can't go wrong. One point I wanted to make on here anyway, is that ADHD and anxiety tend to go hand in hand-not that people on here necessarily have it. But if you do -who CARE?!! embrace what makes you unique and different. Be a creative genius.
I am a Capricorn with moon in Scorpio and rising sign Gemini. Most Taurus's I know seem to come from money, but love the outdoor(earth sign). Some like money a little too much and snub their noses at others they think are not good enough...but everyone is an individual. Venus has an effect on this sign and I think causes the love of money a little too much-plus many are so spoiled. Then again, everyone is different. I wouldn't want to lump together all Tauruses. Pisces is a very intuitive sign and is ruled by the 12th house-a very interesting house. With Capricorn, it is ruled by saturn and saturn is ruled by karma. Isn't it great Capricorn's seem to be the only ones ruled by the planet of karma?!! They are also the most resillent and very intelligent-and usually get what they want in life because they are fighters. We are also borne under the star Vega which imparts many artistic abilities
A-lot of capricorn's right now attract foreigners or whatever is foreign to them. This is a 12th house placement-I think it's the saturn placement in the 12th right now. The chart does get specific with each person. I am a capricorn and read in my emails from astrology about a twin flame who is supposedly in my life- or will be. We shall see.
Here is a song that reminds me of the water signs. It especially makes me think of 12th house Pisces and 8th house scorpio issues:
"You call me out upon the waters-the great unknown. There I find you in the mystery of oceans deep when oceans rise my soul will rest"....cuz the 12th is like the un-ending sea of depth, and mystery for a soul to drink. 8th house-being rocked by a relationship that causes inner transformation definately fits in with "being called upon the waters by someone and into the great unknown.
I think there is a very strong emotional soul tie to family-and it is hell on empaths if their family has emotional problems. The family often blames their problems on the empath wondering why we get mad when it is their energy we are absorbing in the first place. Then we try to break this emotional tie with them and it is very hard so we stop talking to them hoping this will make it easier. We are just better people and we notice so much more than most, and this offends people because they are so clueless to so many things. I have so many grudges I have to let go of I know exactly how this feels
I am not sure why I had this dream but everything is weird ever since all the planet aligned in 2012. I recently dreampt that we (friends and family) were all outside looking up at the sky- it was night. Then we saw a round object with a ring around it approaching earth-first slowly than faster. we thought it was a flying saucer, but no-terror took over and it was the planet Jupiter about to crash into earth. Ironically, I had recently bought the movie Jupiter ascending -had some idea what it was about but hadn't watched it yet-the same night I have this weird dream
Mine died of cancer too-but she fought it hard. The cancer won ;-(. But, I told her to come back and haunt me
My mom grew up with black labs. Everytime hers died she got another one that was born on the ides of March. She didn't even do this on purpose-the puppies were always born on that day. The one she got me was born on that day too. Her name was Princess-and boy did she think she was one.
I just wanted to point out that capricorns ruing planet saturn (the hard knocks planet) will be going through the 12th house in 2016 (for all cappies even if they aren't going thorough a 12th house saturn return)astrostyle.com/2016. I'm told the shawdow self comes out around now and so does unfinished business.
Its a time to be paying attn to dreams (I'm told it is the astral house) and that foreigners and foreign lands will be called partially because of this aspect in the 12th. A family friend told me when she was 29 (saturn return) she traveled to foreign lands when her saturn was in the 12th and I found that to be so ironic. For those that don't eat well, its a time for alternative health care, or to become an alternative health coach. A time to maybe even talk more with other empaths.
Also, in the 12th house transit: A time when lies are spread (and believed) (a lot of suckers out there)(jealousies)-possibly over a very creative career/field-and lies involving family members. When lies are exposed after things are kept a secret involving the person going through a 12th house saturn transit. Everyone else knows about the great things to come for this person, except for the person involved-and then the secrets are exposed after drama/envy/deceit/involving the person going through the transit. hmm maybe I should be a detective...I've already figured out enough
There is a book called "4 Blood types, 4 diets eat right 4 your type" I found this out by accident when going on a typical run, and a creep actually had useful info to share with me (even though he was a pig and I was trying to get away from him). We actually had a convo about natural health. Why did I talk to him? I must have been really bored. Anyway, yes, like he explained, life was responding to me and there was a reason we were talking. That part I agreed with. The different blood types each need a differant meal plan. A types need more organic food and also seafood-no beef-if any, not a-lot. My sister has ADHD and she told me about the book the ADHD Advantage. They usually have gifts the average person doesn't.