Terrified for college..HELP!!
Tomorrow I move into my dorm room as a freshman in college. I have never been more scared in my life. Large amounts of people terrify me..the energy and the interaction makes me so weak and worn down. I even graduated high school early because I was starting to go crazy. I have no friends where I am going. The two friends I have who truly understand me..empathic gift and all- aren't going to the same school and I feel horrible. I don't know how to connect with new people and I don't even want to because I am so scared. I feel like I can't connect with people. I am always paranoid that people don't really like me. Also, my panic attacks are always in excess during change...I just don't know how I am going to cope. I just want to sit in my cozy sanctuary of a bedroom and be calm and happy and alone until my last day on earth....a little dramatic I know but this is how I feel!!!!Any words of advice are so appreciated...thankful for this community