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Terrified for college..HELP!!


By erikarachel7, 2015-08-14

Tomorrow I move into my dorm room as a freshman in college. I have never been more scared in my life. Large amounts of people terrify me..the energy and the interaction makes me so weak and worn down. I even graduated high school early because I was starting to go crazy. I have no friends where I am going. The two friends I have who truly understand me..empathic gift and all- aren't going to the same school and I feel horrible. I don't know how to connect with new people and I don't even want to because I am so scared. I feel like I can't connect with people. I am always paranoid that people don't really like me. Also, my panic attacks are always in excess during change...I just don't know how I am going to cope. I just want to sit in my cozy sanctuary of a bedroom and be calm and happy and alone until my last day on earth....a little dramatic I know but this is how I feel!!!!Any words of advice are so appreciated...thankful for this community

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Empath Love!!!!!!!!


By erikarachel7, 2015-07-31

I just have such a full heart tonight. I have seen so much suffering, sadness, and confusion among us empaths lately. Remember to honor your heart and give it what it needs. Follow your intuition. Have a night in for yourself. Meditate, journal, reflect, dance, sing...whatever makes your heart soar. Love you friends...hope you are all doing ok. Please message me if you are in need of a friend. We get so caught up in the external...try to recharge this weekend- you ALL deserve it. Much love, Erika

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Empath Love!!!!!!!!


By erikarachel7, 2015-07-31

I just have such a full heart tonight. I have seen so much suffering, sadness, and confusion among us empaths lately. Remember to honor your heart and give it what it needs. Follow your intuition. Have a night in for yourself. Meditate, journal, reflect, dance, sing...whatever makes your heart soar. Love you friends...hope you are all doing ok. Please message me if you are in need of a friend. We get so caught up in the external...try to recharge this weekend- you ALL deserve it. Much love, Erika

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Panic attacks


By erikarachel7, 2015-07-04

Hey all, hope you are all having a great Saturday.

I had a horrid panic attack today..it was unlike the rest. I had an emotional overload...I am spending the weekend with family and the tenseness in the air and stress I could feel got to me and I lost control and fell into a panic attack. Typically I can feel it coming on and get out of my head and let it pass..today was different. When people explain their attacks to me, I don't feel like we are experiencing the same thing. Today I was out of body mid attack and couldn't find my way back on top of my typical panic. Any one have any thoughts or commentary? Just feeling a bit alone and confused.

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Silence


By erikarachel7, 2015-06-21

I met a man three years ago, we have grown very close and I have fallen in and out of love with him many times. I trust him, and though I know it won't work out, I am scared to leave because he knows me well so it is comfortable. The thought of starting over with someone new is overwhelming as I have a really hard time opening up.

He knows nothing about my very spiritual side. It is something that we have just never talked about and over the years my knowledge and focus on my spirituality has become extremely important with me. He often gets very frustrated with me because I prefer to stay home- he is not aware of my empathic gift.

I am beyond scared to tell him about my abilities and growing spirituality. He is very realistic, so I am scared to push him away by freaking him out. As a libra, I do whatever it takes to keep him happy and to have minimal conflict, so I keep most of my thoughts and feelings that need to be shared to myself. He urges me to speak my mind but when I try I am physically incapable of speaking. I try and I can't get anything out. Does this happen to anyone else? He gets so upset because he feels like I can't trust him but the reality is whenever I try to talk about myself it's like I enter a new realm and it becomes IMPOSSIBLE.

Will I ever be able to open up about the most important part of myself? Will I ever be able to tell him? What will he think when I tell him? Will he think I am crazy??? If I leave him, will I even be able to tell someone else? AH.

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