That sounds so similar to my situation. I love that about this community.
Anyways yes I do and have worked with some crystals. Right now the only crystals that I have is Rose Quartz, Kyanite, and Clear Quartz. I used to have more such as, Apache tears and black tourmaline. I threw those ones into a river in Colorado, because I didn't like how they felt, and they lost their "touch" Now looking back I'm realizing (as I write this) they probably just needed to be cleansed.
The other issue that i have with crystals is I'm fairly religious and I feel like it conflicts with the idea of, "No other gods before me." I battle with this mentally. My thought is they are god created elements, but Im still cautious. Any insight on that? Overall I think I need to do my homework on crystals in general.
I don't really know how to ground my self other than mediation. Do you have anyways that work for you while you are out and about?
Thank you for all your advice. I pray that you Light and God surrounds you.
I use to have the problem with I don't want to do anything wrong in Gods eyes " so I strated asking him him the be with me while I walk this path and to guide me and if this was something o wasn't suppose to experience then to lead me away from it. This helped me a lot
I ground though meditation and also in nature. Taking your shoes off, walking barefooted I'm grass or leaning or setting against trees or feeling of rocks I find There is so many simple ways to ground
I did not read that you have tried cutting the cords that is causing the negative thoughts. You can do this by using meditation and ask the angels to cut the cords or you can have a healer help you cut them These cords can cause many things in your life to go wrong. It also disconnects you from the emotions from others that do not serve you like the thoughts of your wife talking to other guys This coul be someone's else's emotions causing you to feel this way
Grounding will helps me identify the truth instead of my emotions running wild It's the intent you put into it and knowing "you are now grounded" that's makes it work for you
Hope that helps a little bit
updated by @rene: 11/02/16 10:30:39AM