You have a right to freewill. I would be careful about searching for the perfect person for you, because there is no such thing as a perfect person or match. Relationships take a lot of work. If you're willing to keep searching then you are not ready to settle down and that's the truth. When you are ready, the right person will come into your life. There is nothing wrong with waiting for a better time and a better person, but when you are ready, don't let your ideas of perfection interfere.