Hello all and thank you in advance for your MUCH APPRECIATED feedback.
For the past 4 or 5 years, I’ve been traveling on a road that makes me feel VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. It’s so bad, I avoid it as often as possible. My last experience left me sobbing hysterically for almost an hour.
There is nothing wrong with the road to the naked eye, trees on both sides. Any other road would never have this kind of effect on me. There is a particular area I get to and that “feeling” starts to creep up. I do everything in my power not to feel it-put my hand to my face so that I don’t look at it, turn up the music, start a convo...
What I have been feeling for the past years is women and children running for their lives. It’s a fear I have NEVER EVER felt and NEVER want anyone to feel. I feel HORRIFIC things happened in that area. I feel people experiences GREAT TORTURE there.
There is also two trees I cannot look at. I feel like very bad things happened that are connected to those trees.
Last week as my family and I were traveling this road, I mumbled under my breath how I didn’t like that tree. My son who is on the spectrum asked why?Sensitive to his fears I just said “I don’t like it.” He asks why something happened?” I remained silent but my mom gave an impromptu history of this particular county. “Many people were hung...” “Many slaves lived in this county and were burned to death when they could no longer work.” My stomach dropped and the tears poured. I felt a RUSH of emotion. My heart hurt for them because I could FEL their FEAR. They were so SCARED! They were mentally and physically tortured in ways the human mind cannot process.
I know I’m an empath and PROUD of it. I feel like Iamsuppose to make this right for them in some way. No to bring harm to those that hurt them but to pay honor to them by telling their stories and making other’s aware of them. Also, to acknowledge there experience.
Do I make sense? I know what I feel is REAL but how do I make sense of this to help others understand this?
updated by @leesita125: 07/23/18 10:55:24PM