So, I've discussed my guardian angel and what he prophesied to me 2 years ago, but that wasn't all of the WTF moments that have been told to me upon joining EC. I've also talked about my soul brothers Wolf and Ben who I met right here on EC. Wolf is the oldest and has been the oldest in multiple lifetimes with me and Ben. Upon meeting him, he just started telling me things he saw and also felt as we were reconnected in this lifetime.
One of the crazy things he told me was that I had the ability to dream walk. I didn't know what that was until he told me. What he said next I literally didn't realize until recently as I started having memories that seemed strange. He mentioned I was a guardian and I have saved a lot of people from harm. That I have no memory of what I do until something triggers it. For so long I've wondered why I seemingly sleep and feel that I've dreamt but have no recollection of what I dreamt. About 2 months ago, I had a dream that could have been misinterpreted as a vision. But then I told myself, why would I see what I saw in that dream if it was in fact a vision? I woke up that day with a memory of being in my now EX landlady's bedroom watching her as she laid on her bed reading. Being that she was my landlady, I had never seen the inside of her room, but I could successfully identify her bed and the look of the room from recalling what I saw in my dream.
A couple days later, while she was out back tending to her flowers, I took a peek in her bedroom to confirm if what I dreamed was real. Indeed it was. The room was exactly what I saw. So I asked myself, if it wasn't a vision, what was that and why was I standing in her room watching her. That's when I flashed back to the early convo I had with Wolf where he mentions I was a guardian and that I have no memory of it until something triggers it. Well nothing triggered the memory of me watching over her. I simply remembered what I did. That was the beginning of the now preoccupation of me being a supposed guardian. Fast forward to the end of June, I am now content in the fact that what he said could be true. I go to bed and wake up with a memory of watching a motorcyclist standing in the middle of the road. He appeared to have been in an accident, but he was ok, just dazed by what happened and like the first dream, there I was standing there watching him. What is this? Why am I remembering dreams of me watching over someone.
That's when it finally made perfect sense. Wolf was right. I am a guardian and I watch over and protect people while I'm asleep. Of all the shocking things I've ever been told, I never thought I would see the day where I, little ol' me, could be something so very important. That also explains why perfect strangers say I feel calm and they enjoy being in my presence. At work, I'm referred to as Buddha because my nature is so calm and serene. I've been told by 3 empaths that I feel like peace. One of them was Wolf. So perhaps he was onto something. Even while conscious I'm always protective of someone and feel the need to make sure they are alright. When I am parting ways with someone, I typically say "get home safe" as an unconscious way of saying goodbye.
It's been one confusing journey after another and I've got the feeling I've only just discovered what I am capable of. My own guardian angel told me to "give it time, it will come to you." I guess all I can do is live my life until more starts to unfold. More dreams like those two I mentioned are bound to happen. Though, I'm mistakenly referring to them as dreams when they are in fact memories I am recalling after I awaken.
updated by @the-importance-of-being-jonny: 07/13/17 12:30:41AM