I have experience something very very strange today and scary, something i've never even come close to before so i might find it harder to explain but i'll do my best. Don't know if this the right group to post this in but it felt pretty paranormal to me.
As as I was watching tv ( a show about numerology ; just putting out there...probably no relevance) and all of the sudden I felt something taking over me...a massive amount of energy that I could feel almost as a pshysical presence. i could feel it all around me and also inside me. All around my head and body; I got dizzy and felt like I was loosing control over my body; I thought i was gonna faint. I got up and went to the kitchen to get a cold glass of water in the hope that it was just a momentary thing ( maybe i was just tired i though) . it made me feel a little better but the sensation didnt stop. When I went back to my room i could feel the energy around the couch, where it started to happen, very intensively. I could even see it like a cloud that was floating in that area. I tried to get a grip on myself and not let it take me. The next thing I know is I woke up in my bed without knowing what day it was; I had lost complete sense of reality. I couldn't remember what day it was, what I had some that morning. It was like a partial amnesia; not like when you get up suddenly and need a few seconds to get back to reality. No, I stood there for minutes..cant remember how long trying to remeber what day it was. I had to look at my agenda and the date on the computer to realize what happened that day. I could remember the meting i had in the morning, but seemed they were weeks ago.
My head felt like it weighted a ton and my body was very weak. The worse part it..i went back to sleep cause i couldnt keep my eyes open ( dont remember when though) and sometime later I woke up because my right arm was hurting really bad. And mean REALLY bad! Between my elbow and my shoulder it felt like it was broken inside; it hurt so bad that all i could do was cry. I finally gathered the energy to get out of bed, got 2 very strong pills ( the painkiller you take after a surgery) and it finally gave in. It still hurts now but not as bad. I've looked at my arm and there;s nothing on it.
Can anyone explain what that energy was that took over me? I hate to use this word but it felt like i possessed. I dind;t feel like it was a ghost or a spirit doing this; it was bigger than that. That topped by not remembering how I got to sleep, what happened that day...it's very scary.
I had a dream too while a slept but I cant remember what it was.
Any insight on this is greatly appreciated!
PS I've been going through an awakening process in the last months but nothing ever came close to this. Could I have maybe opened a door to something darker?
updated by @lavinia: 07/02/17 12:09:35PM