I stumbled onto this site a few years back and found that apparently I was an Empath. Now, I'm more. the scientific type. If it doesn't make sense then it can't be. After awhile I drifted away.
Something quite profound (for me) happened.
The other night while I was laying in bed using my tablet. My husband sleeping right next to me. (I'm on the left side of the bed) out of the corner of my eye I saw my daughter walk in the door (the door is on the right side across from the bed) she walked across in front of the foot of the bed and came around to the left side and stood by me; not at all unusual. I said "what's wrong honey"? And looked up. You can imagine my surprise when I realized it wasn't her. It was an apparition of a young girl.
I know exactly what I saw but can't quite describe her. Her entire appearance was white; although not solid. I could differentiate between body (all parts), even features and clothing. Her hair was shoulder length, kinda bobbed. She had glasses. All combined, she appeared like static. I know I'll date myself but it was like when black & white TVs went off the air. It was reminiscent of what they called "snow" to substitute for broadcast .
I haven't a clue why but I held a gaze with her for several seconds; then I reached out my hands to her hoping she would reciprocate. She didn't. I said "comere" several times (I never use slang) then I reached out for her but, of course there was n!othing to touch. I kept saying "who are you?". Those are the only 2 phrases I used. After a few minutes she turned around facing the sliding glass door and proceeded to disappear into the wall to the left of the glass door.
A couple of nights later same scenario. I'm lying in bed happen to look up to see a very tall handsome man; not exactly leaning, but more like molding himself into the wall in front of me . He was dressed as well as I would expect. He had a nice haircut. It was shortish on the sides and longer on the top. He had curly blond hair, as if I could tell. I said and did the same stupid stuff. Eventually he faded into the wall.
I've not felt fearful or distressed. Neither time felt like or was familiar in any way. Although there seemed to be a connection there. After 2 days or so I lose that feeling and become curious and a little anxious. I wonder if, when, or where; even who.
I didn't have to wait long. Once again lying in bed. I wake to hear running water like maybe a sink in the MasterBath. I sit up and look and my husband is not there. I hear noise coming down the hall from the MasterBath to the Bedroom. I see a shadow and tell my husband he scared me to death. Only.... it's not him! This time there are 2. They seemed like young guys enjoying themselves. That was until I scared them to death(an obvious pun). This time I'm ready with the questions. "Who are you?" "What do you want?" "Do you need my help?" "Are you here to help me?" "Please don't go". "Please tell me". and they fade into darkness. Just to really mess with me. Last night I had a strong smell of baby powder in my bedroom. I have no babies and haven't for some time, don't plan to. HATE the smell of baby powder. Never used it.
This is like a script for the"Twilight Zone". I don't believe in any of this stuff. It isn't logical. I get the Energy part but if you take into consideration how many people have died where would they all be? There wouldn't be enough room on our planet to accommodate. Frankly, I think we are a big science project. There is obviously a greater being or beings. I feel once we are no longer alive that's it. Most people can not accept they could be dispensible. OK, getting off topic. The point still being; how can I grasp what I see and feel when I don't believe ? As I write this is I am thinking. This is ludicrous. These events I am writing about could not possibly happen. I must have been dreaming or hallucinating. I am so sure it happened but just as sure that it couldn't have.
I do not mean or want to offend anyone who feels differently; especially since I am asking for help to understand. Stating my beliefs will hopefully help others to realize why I am having such a hard time with this.
I did try to do a little research on this but did not find anything that was as detailed. I read about shadows or partial bodys. Most described darkness or black, many having connections to them or the place. Often they wanted some kind of communication. Is there someone else that has seen or had contact of this nature?
updated by @just-stevie: 07/05/17 09:39:27AM