Originally I posted this in "Empath Life" but it got deleted...don't really see why considering I'm an Empath and this is related to my gifts, but oh well, so they told me to post here, and here it is. I guess this could be considered as psychic but I'm an Empath, but I guess I have some psychic ability to an extent? This post is about a vision I had a couple nights ago, keep that in mind.
I was at work, and when it was near time for me to go home, I started to feel this sadness, this was something that hurt a person very deep, but it wasn't me. I thought maybe it was the woman I worked with (the one I'm connected to I can feel her emotions all the time, we're both Empaths), but when I asked her, she said she was feeling happy and I could tell, it wasn't her.
Here's the scary part. I was driving home from work, and I started feeling this intense pressure all over my body and my face, as if something had terrified me. I started to feel a headache kind of, I felt stress. I started seeing things like when I read someone's mind only an extreme amount of clarity like never before!
So I can only assume it was seeing through someone's eyes. She looked familiar. I could..."feel" it. It was like I was sort of inside her body, I felt her long hair, all of her, and felt the things inside her mind. It was dark (it was night time so makes sense) but I don't know where she was, I want to say outside though somewhere, maybe. I could feel her crying as I felt her taking hits to the face and body by a muscular man, who dressed like the rappers do on tv, the "players". Red shirt (or hoody, not sure), red hat (I think with a C on it or some letter), and dark cargo shorts. He was physically assaulting her because they got in some disagreement.
I have a theory it might be someone I never wanted to see again. 5 years ago, I met an Empath before I knew anything about them or me being one. When she first walked in a room at school, I felt something grabbing my attention like her presence punched me in the gut. This was the strongest connection I ever felt. Long story short, she told me once she didn't want to be with abusive guys (the guys for years she had been chasing and still is as far as I know), and she told me in the past she was abused.
Now, I TRIED to show her what it's like when someone cares about you, but one day, she just randomly started ignoring me for reasons I don't know why. I have a psychic friend who at the time told me this woman loved me, but after using me for money, and ignoring me, how could she?!? But my friend is never wrong, my Empath mother said so too. So with this in mind, it looked like this woman and now I wonder what this sign could mean.
I REALLY don't want to come into contact with her again, I can't trust her, and I know she abandoned herself because she had doubt in herself and felt no one would love her, but I tried my best and she didn't seem to care, and used me. The sad part is, I still love her deep down for who she used to be and still is deep down there. She hasn't been herself in a long time.
With that said, she has been the most confusing woman I ever met by far, and yet the woman I always loved the most, but I had to block her after months of ignoring me for no reason and using me. It just hurts. Around me she seemed to act herself and seemed sincere, but seemed other than the couple of times she met me just to get my money, we only talked online, and we used to have the best deep conversations. It felt like she loved me...:(.
So with all this said, I don't know why I saw this sign, because it's not like she hasn't been abused in the past before. So why am I seeing this now? Is it her? It was the most terrifying experience regarding my gift. What do I do?
updated by @realfaction: 07/07/17 08:13:50AM