Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders

To post a reply, login or signup

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
3 weeks ago
83 posts

Webs & Spiders

It's come down to this....

 I no longer have visitors, visions or interaction with anything.

Why? 2 reasons 

1) because the webs have taken over everything. They prevent and try to duplicate whatever comes near. 

2) because I suppress everything - vision, interaction or thoughts. I dare not to even  glance at anything too long for fear of engagement.

Although it's near impossible I do my  best to avoid 

I get really annoyed and sometimes overwhelmed but keep it on the down low. I do remind that I feel  this attempt to contact doesn't feel right and I am not going to allow it.  However, this just makes for more determination. In retribution, one time they created a very realistic black spider hanging down near me. I knew it wasn't really there. As I turned in bed one night I saw another spider on my pillow. This one was gold. Catching me off guard; I jumped and tried to brush it off; with clear mind I knew right away. Right now the webs are spreading across the walls. Unusual with the TV on but they know I am writing this post. They are smart and can learn.

It still alludes how to describe the webs. I can keep them at bay a little while if I keep the TV on or lights or both. The second they are turned off it's party time. They encompass the entire bedroom, down the hall and into the master bath. It's not confined there; it can be anywhere. It can be dense or sparse and separate. I try to ignore.  Getting up and going down the hall to the; bathroom I push them back. I pretend I am not walking through a thick maze of sometimes black or often a lighter twinkling fog. I cover my head with blankets. If I look out I catch the attention of one or more small groups. They rush me. I don't       want to find out why. There is some sort of obsession. 

I believe it is all controlled by this mysterious man / entity. It's my own fault. During travels (while awake) I encountered a situation where I thought there was an injustice. I thought some (people?) were being confined and controlled by a (man?). For some stupid reason I can't "not" help someone in need no matter who or what.

I could only get a fleeting glance of him. I encouraged him to show himself fully. Little by little as time went on he did. I began to get uncertain when he started appearing when I closed my eyes. I learned to control my mind to block. He became more insistent and now almost desperate. I only have to close my eyes. I immediately see a waving gauzy lace patterned curtain with a frantic flurry of (spiders?) and he rushes toward me. He has unruly longish sterling gray hair sometimes facial hair or glasses. His entire coloring is gray. Pretty much the head is the only thing visible. The age is probably late mid range. He now has his mouth open as he approaches. It isn't like for a kiss. It seems as though he wants to cover my mouth. The only thing I know for guarding to do is walk on the ground with bare feet. I have tried really, really hard to shield. I am not sure if I am doing it right. I think you have to visualize some form of encase mentality. I can't get passed the mental picture I have when I close my eyes. I have to say visualization is not my best suit. I don't have stones or whatever is used to "smudge". I am so down to earth. 

I really try to wrap my head around all this but it does not compute. 

I just want him? it? they? Whatever it is to GO AWAY. I want to get back to a normal life. I dread nights. I  have to stay awake until I fall asleep and then wake often. I can't just close my eyes to go to sleep because right away he's  there.

Ghosts were ok but this is totally invasive and  wanting control

My husband does not see or believe so it's the elephant in the room.


updated by @just-stevie: 11/10/17 06:48:47PM
Cat Whisperer
@cat-whisperer
3 weeks ago
726 posts
For what it’s worth, I’m no expert but I would be getting some white sage and do some major smudging. I would also get some black tourlamine for good measure...and wear it all the time. If you cannot find these items locally you can purchase them from the net. There are also sites that explain the proper way to smudge if you are not familiar with the practice. I also sleep with an amethyst crystal geode next to my bed to keep bad visions/dreams at bay.
Good luck to you on ridding yourself of this invader.
Blessings
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
3 weeks ago
83 posts
Thank you Cat- whisperer
I will look into those things

Thank you for sharing Ohda
WOW! your experience was the closest to mine of any I have heard.
I was plunged into the Paranormal world 2 yrs ago. I have reached out to this group many times. Its a great group. If you ever had the time and energy to look in the archives you would practically have a book by me to read.. LOL
I am (just a bit, lol) long winded

At the beginning it was like a whole new world to me (still kinda is) that I didn't understand or believe in. I am not spiritual or religious No hearts and flowers Just find the cause and fix it
In stark balance I am a bleeding heart, big time. I always put others needs in front of my own. I am not a martyr but I am always trying to help even when I shouldn't. Then I discovered I was an Empath. I am not an emotional person but while in check, my emotions are still all over the place; if that makes sense. So now I know why and try to give others, that don't react the way I do, a break.

Ok so I am way off the trail; back to your experience.... It's so familar it's spooky; especially the open mouth. Although to the contrary, I have never felt fear with any of my encounters. This could be my level head poking in on things. My experiences have been varied and daily.
UNTIL this web thing got involved. It has evolved so many times and it is much stronger.
Still though I have a bit of control. I can stop a web from proceeding and change it's path. The trouble is although they are united they can break away in groups and then I am overwhelmed. I am talking every square inch of my room being filled with a dense fog. These webs seem protective; almost like they need me. They seem to attack others who get near me. (of course, no one knows or sees it) At night if I even peek out from under the covers a group / groups rush at me like a child would. They try to emulate things or sights I have seen in the recent past. For instant last night I felt a presence (normal) and woke up. I looked to see my deceased cat of some years ago; sitting there. He was white and totally realistic. I reached out to pet him and found it was just the webs forming a duplication. There getting better at it. They are smart and can learn. They have gone from stick figure spiders to full out believable Tarantulas.

At a point in time (after MANY varied occurrences) the man got involved (totally my own fault)
When I rebuffed him at first he looked confused and hurt. All I have to do is shake my head no or hold up the palm of my hand and he backs off. Now it's with determination. The minute I close my eyes even in the shower; a shear patterned curtain billowing in different colors appears. He starts to come into focus and proceed towards me, mouth open. I first got suspicious when I noticed behind the curtain was a flurry of spiders/ web.

I do believe your hagg was sucking the life out of you.
I am weak and tired all the time and having medical problems. I looked in the mirror one day and said OMG! (total body) I look like my grandmother.

Every computer, laptop, tablet and smart phone in the house constantly malfunctions. The circuit board in the pool filter was fried for the 2nd time in about a year plus some other expensive part. At the same time the well pump circuit board got fried (no storm or lightning). Oh,
almost forgot the TV in spare room hardly been used just stopped working.

I tried shielding (I think) I imagined being encased in a Crystal Dome... Ok that didn't work Then I was floating in the pool the other day. The sky was a beautiful clear blue no clouds The pool was the same blue. I imagined being surrounded by this beautiful blue. Still nothing. I even tried to call on Archangel Michael. I've been told he? offers protection. Of course, I don't know what you say to an Angel. I have no concept of an angel to draw on

Could not get the man's face, spiders and web out of my mind. I never was a visual person and lack attention span. I think though, I must have been able to visualize something before but now can only see my mind abductor

One other thing. Initially the webs returned to the ceiling fan. Don't even ask LOL
They now meld into the Spanish Lace texured walls. It can't be this house because long before I moved here I had seen the pattern. Anything black has an overlay of burgundy when I look at it. Maybe the house and I are in tandem now?
Cat Whisperer
@cat-whisperer
3 weeks ago
726 posts
Seeing that this thing seems to be following you, it would be a good idea to smudge yourself as well if you decide to go the smudging route. Perhaps this thing is draining your energy is why you feel drained and tired all the time. The medical issues....have you seen a medical professional to get a diagnosis? With me, I have in the past had medical issues that the medical professionals didn’t seem to find anything wrong. In that case it was clear to me it was a for lack of better words, a spiritual issue. I am hesitant to say paranormal as with me, I am a physical empath...which means I pick up others’ medical issues as my own. Is it possible that you might be also? It also could be this thing, as really strong entities can make you sick. Too many things going on right now with you too be able to tell. Since realizing this I can deal with it in other ways. Most clear up when the person that has the issue gets medical treatment. This happens quite a bit with my father. Off track here.....
Since electronic devices are malfunctioning along with your drain of energy.....this thing is using you and the gadgets to feed itself....not good. I personally feel that it is malicious and needs to be put in check. Constantly shielding from this thing is also going to wear you down. You might also try seeking out a Reiki master to assist you with this if it is too much to handle on your own. Time to use alternative methods in my opinion.
Blessings
updated by @cat-whisperer: 10/29/17 06:32:58AM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
2 weeks ago
83 posts

《《《First of all I want to thank both cat-whisperer & ohdo ♡♡♡♡

I really appreciate the thought and effort you both are offering. It's lonely in the paranormal world and not something easily shared. There has always been a great deal of support on this forum when I sought help. ♡♡♡♡♡  》》》

Next when I first began the post below I said something about being brief - not gonna happen LOL  I can use the excuse that I am addressing 2 responders but if you have looked at any of my past posts I would be busted! Simple fix; I will break it into parts... ha ha!

Probably a good time to mention I am kinda snarky and I often make light of things when I give responses. Rest assured I am as serious as a heart attack. It's all in jest.

I am very strong (apparently not physically at this point LOL ☆ see! I lean towards "snipey") but inside where it matters I am a good match for most anything that comes my way.》》》

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
2 weeks ago
83 posts

《《《Health Report:  I'm pretty savvy in med stuff. It fascinates me.  I partner with my Dr and often diagnose & prescribe for myself. (LOL) 

It comes from spending years with "Specialists", prescriptions. drug studies and lots of reading. Only to have my primary  Dr diagnose "Fibromyalgia" BINGO! I refused any more pills. My MO is Welbutrin & Advil & Power thru. 

Blood tests every 3 months to monitor kidney function  Iron a little low - quick fix

 I am very vain I think it hits me where I live

I can literally see myself aging.》》》

《《《Quick (hopefully) Recap to see the depth>>

Yrs before moving at the end of 2012 whenever I looked at anything black I would see a >burgundy overlay pattern? no biggie ~ ignore

Once while watching TV I saw 3 white "somethings" peak around a  corner. I looked in the other room ~ gone  Imagination¿ Sure

Always have heard faint talking/some music Sounded like a radio station ~ shrug !

Much more profound here

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
2 weeks ago
83 posts

I have already been asleep, sense them, wake-up pinch self, walk around nope - wide awake

3 Visitor Types - Right away I go to "maybe they need my help"

1st type > Always different, Never familar - appear nightly, coming just to see me. 

Often attempt communication 

Pleasant, enjoyable often leaving positive emotions

2nd> I could see them - they could see me They were bewildered. Some a little frightened

3rd> I could see them. They had no clue I was there I felt like a voyeur  LOL》》》

Just Stevie
@just-stevie
2 weeks ago
83 posts
《《《MBR Ceiling fan = hub ~ wiggles blades to attempt communications Understands what I say and I think brought & control webs.
Sends lighthouse type signals allows orbs to pass thru (glass sliding door n MBR) - I stopped it I said no one passes without my permission (yes I talk to fans & anything else that moves)🙄🙃
There are 3 or 4 other exit portals

《《《 Web gets & continues to be more assertive
At one point entire inside of house was draped w/thick cobwebs! small webs appear all over anytime corners, cabinets, anywhere. Also
Sheer drape? Can't figure out what to call it.? Can drape over doors, doorways, furniture, entire rooms often even the walls are covered.
Getting close to draped things causes disorientation & a feel of being pulled
Went through drape reaching across sliding glass door to look and see what might be there? = saw large area of green grass surrounded by trees I am looking down from 2nd floor (our house is 1 story) There is straight drop No balcony no steps.
I have gotten lost in rooms that were fully draped
Patio - when dark is totally black (to me) I am lost can't see anything. Went towards husband's voice but jumped back as people¿ started to exit his body as though it was a bus stop 5 or 6 then disappear in the night.》》》

《《《 Outside webs spread over the entire (large) front yard attaching to surrounding trees and extending and attaching to 10 large Christmas blowups.
doesn't see I grab some and wrap it around my hand open to show him, nothing!.
Have seen short movie clips on walls, windows, doors, of people/family doing normal stuff 》》》

《《《 For several days (maybe weeks) when lying on exercise table at gym I looked at ceiling and see 3 -10 second off & on motion visions of people riding carnival rides.》》》

《《《 News reported kids being stuck top of a ride - visions disappeared. Coincidence? probably 》》》

《《《Here's where the trouble begins...
I press for answers who, what, when, where? I close my eyes and I am taken on a tour I have the physical feeling of being transported.

During that period there is "mysterious man" who teases; giving peeks at his face. I never saw his body, shoulders maybe. I kept coaxing. I wanted to know who, what, why. Sometimes I almost thought he was my grandmother, who I idolized. She's been go a long time. The hair and exact same eye glasses Same smile. I so wanted it to be but knew it was not. He could appear differently, facial hair, glasses at times, broken teeth
After a while I suspected although not evil or scary, something was off. I told him I didn't trust anymore and told him and webs to leave. Of course, he wouldn't.

When he knows I am trying to get rid of him he gets desperate and goes crazy w/ the webs.
Now it's critical. I wake up early look toward the clock and I am rushed he is front and center. Very unnerving, I quick throw the sheet over my head. I feel for my tablet and with the brightest screen hold it up and shine it around. It's 6 a.m. but that's it for sleep. If I close my eyes before I can count 1001 (1 second ) he appears closer each time. I am not really sure what would happen; don't wanna know.》》》

《《《 I have in the past felt as though I had something wrapped around my wrists. I didn't think anything of it. Well today it's both wrists up to my elbows. I am pretty certain it's his doing. I was in the doctors office today. I had to constantly avert my eyes because the "web" carnival ride would instantly appear.》》》

《《《 ¡!●BIG TROUBLE●¡!
I am researching where to get the suggested items to aid in removal. He knows - desperation is showing. More advances, losng fear of light 》》》

《《《 This afternoon while bracing a large flat screen TV being relocated; the waving black patterned sheer drape held behind a frenzy of webs.
The "man's" face looming toward me.》》》

《《《 In the evening, in the living room, with TV on, some low lighting and my husband right there; webs come to that room. They are more aggressive black almost like netting. Coming in large groups they spread across the room taking over. Just how far will/can they go?》》》
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
2 weeks ago
83 posts
The Paranormal World
The Paranormal World is a lonely place to be
There are sights and sounds and feelings that are only meant for me
Family and friends try to understand but they don't think it's true
Because why would all of this be happening to only you
Stop all this craziness I know you think I should
If I were in control of it don't you think I would
Just because I am different you think that I don't care
Just because I am not like you to judge me is not fair
It's not easy keeping secrets it's like living with a lie
but the truth is met with questions and I can't tell you why
Some say it is a gift Some say it is a curse
I am not really sure which one of these
is worse
Tiffany Blue
(Stevie)
Cat Whisperer
@cat-whisperer
2 weeks ago
726 posts
I believe you....and I don’t think you are crazy. The bulk of society is conditioned to not believe what they cannot sense with their 5 senses. That mental conditioning is what makes discussing the paranormal so taboo. It is a gift if you have a handle on it, however, it can be perceived as a curse when things get out of control, which in your case seems to be true. I wish you all the best in dealing with this entity.
Blessings
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 weeks ago
783 posts
We've told you you have at least 3 entities messing with you....and also given the same advice that cat-whisperer has given you...so...do you think your strong enough to deal with these beings on your own?...which in my opinion you are not as you don't have any intention to fight for your self...these beings are Not gonna let you go without a fight..you have to DO something....or they're gonna suck you dry...you CAN do something...your NOT helpless....take control BACK....FIGHT!!!!!....I smudged before posted this...so bring it on you morons!...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 11/06/17 06:25:57PM
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 weeks ago
783 posts
You might wanna smudge @cat-whisperer...these ones travel....and sever any cords...
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
one week ago
783 posts
@just-stevie....Heck...i'll send you the whole smudge kit just to get you started...just say the word....i'll send it to you....no charge...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 11/07/17 12:32:03AM
Cat Whisperer
@cat-whisperer
one week ago
726 posts
@womanwhowalks
Thanks for the heads up! Yes, I am dealing with something very dark right now.....was wondering where it came from. Smudged, salted, cut cords but it only seems to last a few hours. Doesn’t help that I am also dealing with 3 fractures in my pelvic area right now, so I am kinda weak.....and it knows it. More energy work today....exhausting......but this too shall pass....and go away!
Going to light the Palo Santo
Blessings
updated by @cat-whisperer: 11/07/17 07:14:26AM
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
one week ago
83 posts
Thank you to all those who have ever responded.
Not meaning to make light of help that I have gotten from all others I try to let everyone know as I receive advice, knowledge and sharing that it is very much appreciated. If I have missed anyone I apologize. In particular I have received help many times from Bing, Bill Walker, Hop daddy, pinesprings, cat-whisperer, ohdo, karen2,

womanwhowalks
I didn't mean to slight you. Maybe because I have learned a little more each day or because the explaination from cat-whisperer was on a level I better understood.
You have given me quite a bit of Paranormal speak, which is great. Unfortunately you are over my head in most cases. I try to relate to what you suggest but much of it "does not compute"
Usually I can get a pretty good read on people through written word but I am totally perplexed by you. There is concern yet impatience, kindness yet anger. I know you have a lot you could teach me. The problem remaining I REALLY don't understand much of what is said Not just you but others as well. I do go research and read but it remains foreign to me. I still don't know if I am actually trying to shield or spinning my wheels. I haven't a clue how to meditate. If it is clearing your mind that's not gonna work. I can not concentrate long enough to even count without having to start over again and again. My mind wanders all over the place. I can't visualize. I have to actually see it. I thought smudging was like putting ashes or whatever on with a thumb. I know now but there is a million different types so I don't know which to ordér. I know about energy but how it works alludes me. I don't understand clearing or cutting cords. I don't know how to fight back. I would do these things if I knew how. It's like when I was struggling with Algebra my father tried to teach me the Binary system. I know I am strong enough to keep it or them at bay at least for awhile. I have some degree of control over them. I know I am fighting a losing battle. All of this is unbelievable to me.

My mind set was "There's no heaven no hell" When you die it's game over That people can't accept the fact that we are not indispensible The life we know on planet Earth is really more of a Science Experiment That there is most certainly a higher power but not in the sense that life is important Life is what you make it while your here on planet Earth. That the only Angels I knew were little cherubs with Halos. The charity that I founded and executed Foster Angels Org. Is someone going out and purchasing a 🎁 gift for a child from their wish list at 🎄 Christmas. I have collected and distributed as many as a thousand a year. It's all so very personal. People (😇 Angels) providing gifts for the Foster Children (👼 Angels) I am an enigma; basically a cynic with a 💔 bleeding heart)
Sorry, got on a roll again. 😆

I know it's real but how can it be possible.
I was a weekend hippie. That should give you an idea of how long my beliefs have been imprinted. I know it gets more serious by the day. I know as I lay in my bed right know I feel a funny butterfly sensation going throughout my entire body and not for the first time, stealing my energy. The dark webs are traveling over the walls and across the ceiling. I know if I turn the TV off it will signal for an all out takeover of every square inch of space. I also know I can't close my eyes because he will invade my mind. If I should wake up the minute my eyes are open and they see they will start rushing me. They only way I know to fight is to starve them of attention and deprive them of emotion. I don't & won't feel fear
I STILL NEED ALL AND ANY HELP I CAN GET 👺
Please don't give up on me.

Didnt send this last might and just read this mornings post

YES, I would love a kit. PM me? for address
I finally got my husband to come on board to at least acknowledge and offer to help smudge without wanting me to have brain surgery. (at least not yet)

Just read another post that just came in

womanwhowalks
So Sorry your enduring such pain physically and emotionally and still helping others! Your are very strong
Just Stevie
@just-stevie
one week ago
83 posts

Thank you but NM on sage my husband ordered something online 

Karen2
@womanwhowalks
one week ago
783 posts
Ok...I'm frustrated FOR you....and I can tell that something is not right with you....half the time I think your drunk or stoned....I need to be shown things as well to learn....but you've had 3 people tell you about the entities and you turn them off....and we ALL said the exact same thing....pretty much word for word....so...u not understanding has nothing to do with how I said it....plain English...entities....and smudge...anyway...i'd be happy to send you the starter kit...really....very happy....lol
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
one week ago
783 posts
Cat Whisperer:
@womanwhowalks
Thanks for the heads up! Yes, I am dealing with something very dark right now.....was wondering where it came from. Smudged, salted, cut cords but it only seems to last a few hours. Doesn’t help that I am also dealing with 3 fractures in my pelvic area right now, so I am kinda weak.....and it knows it. More energy work today....exhausting......but this too shall pass....and go away!
Going to light the Palo Santo
Blessings
Put tobacco in the smudge...give yourself a full body smudge...start with washing your face with the smoke and head...then work up from the bottom of your feet...you can do the front of you then the back....make sure you do your back as that's usually where entities latch on...give it a REAL good blast...use sage sweet grass and ceder tobacco....this will also help sooth your injuries...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 11/07/17 01:34:46PM

Share This

From Our Sponsors

  • intuitive reading
  • empath book