Health & Paranormal

I have been involved with; let's call it "Paranormal Activity" as there are too many facets to name.

At no time have I felt fearful; great annoyance,, yeah!

Since up until well over a year ago I was a TOTAL skeptic; now I just go with the flow of daily interaction.

Hence is the Query:

Is it possible that this deep involvement could take a toll on my health?

Fatigue I get (especially with Fibro) but it is odd things that none of the many tests & Drs can shed light on.

To sum up:

Basically one day I looked in the mirror and said "OMG, I look like my grandmother!". My thighs and abdomen are very bloated. One Dr said cellulite. - I don't think so - it's like a water filed balloon plus there were dark wide horizontal rings around my thighs. I have dark circles under my eyes  and towards the evening look like they have pink eye shadow on them. My face gets very puffy My skin is shrivel looking. All weird but I figured ok, it could happen. Now though, I  have diminished sound. (Except for the music in my head (that's for another day) my sight range comes and goes. I can't read anything; like a newspaper or instructions. Ophthalmologist said no problems. Opticians come up with different numbers so I hesitate to spend all that money to no avail. This morning I sat at my desk and couldn't read the words on my computer.

Two of the WORST:

My fingernails have vertical ridges and they are curving inward like a tent

AND... I AM LOSING MY VERY LONG HAIR! IT IS AT LEAST 50% THINNER.

So... Do you think my energy is used as their energy or am I just falling apart? 

updated by @just-stevie: 09/19/17 10:41:28AM

Well...it could be a combination of things...what else have you done?...do you clear your energy at all?...normally when I have strange symptoms that were not there yesterday but are there today I start checking my energy for any kind of anomaly....and it usually has to do with energy cords and cords of attatchment that have found their way into my energy....i've also had bad experiences with psychic attacks that I've had to learn to deal with....someone at work and another 'psychic' who's been attacking me since I met him....it's a slow process...but if the Drs can't really find anything then start checking and clearing your energy...check and rebalance all your chakras...pull all energy cords and roots out completely....you may have crossed paths with a narcissist too...or a spirit / entity of some sort...but all info is in your energy you just have to look and find it....and remove it...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 06/09/17 01:17:41AM

I'm sorry...but you have a spirit attatchment....and It's not a nice one....i'm smudging right now and have sent you some help...we'll try and move her out...but work on severing her...its a she...cords...she'll be on your back I think....

This sounds like great advice. The problem is I have no idea what your telling me. This Paranormal stuff just suddenly was dropped on me. There is SO MUCH more going on I must be a magnet. MAJOR problem is webs (which is something no one else has had?) It is a passive power struggle When this all started , and even still, I have felt like I needed to do something. I am a bleeding heart Libra. I think I was put on Earth to be a "caretaker & fixer". So, I am prime pickings for whatever is out there. I keep wavering back & forth. Is it "? Good or harmful. I don't sense any "evil". I am in control & can control the webs to some degree. I get response. But.... I think this control might just be "It's way to control me".

I can see, hear (not so much) and do a lot but the thing with that is no one else does and there are no physical changes actually happening. My husband gave up a long time ago and just worries I am sick. So I can't do things that others do like smudging (whatever that is).

Basically it's like someone gives me a piano without lessons. I just plunk around until it kinda sorta sounds good.

I am always researching and trying to understand the what, where, why, who & how. Answers that really aren't there.

Bet you're sorry you answered!  TMI 😉😃

Thank you for responding ☺

No..i'm not sorry I answered ...I just wish I could come to your house and smudge the crap out of it .. lol...beca use whatever it was it attacked me here after I posted this...and it does not come across to me as being an insect...altho it is a parasite...so I do know you have something paranormal going on....it latched onto my back...I smudged it and it seemed to go away....in fact I felt quite a few things leave my energy. ...and it hurt...so I do believe you...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 06/09/17 10:12:25AM

An you DO have to do something...get off your ass and smudge. ...if you hubby is worried about your health tell him that smudging can help your health....in more was than one...

And I'm trying to sever the connections it has to you causing the illusions they're projecting onto you...so you can get a bit of clear thinking....they're pretty strong...

@just-stevie:

I think your hunch is correct. A lot of us empaths deal with health issues that we probably wouldn’t have if we weren’t empaths. I too have had many run ins with ghosts & spirits & what I think may have been a lower level demon or two. And it can be draining. I have read a few books on the subject and it does seem that these entities need to draw energy from humans to survive and thrive. And empths are their favorite drink so to speak. I have also read that it is best not to show emotion around them (like anxiety or fear) since you release a high level of personal energy when you do. And that lowers your defenses. This is probably why some ghosts haunt people and buildings as they can provoke fear and fill up on that energy.

As you already know, we empaths are energy exchangers. So on the health side of the equation, I believe these entities are taking away your high vibrational good energy and leaving you with low energy. And when an empath takes in that low energy for too long it can cause emotional, physical, and mental problems. I also deal with similar issues from the living where I feel pretty drained from daily interactions with people.

My advice is to try to take better care of yourself through meditation and grounding. As was suggested by others, you may want to try to cleanse your home. I have caught a few ghosts standing or hovering around me while I sleep. And due to that I personally believe that when I wake up in the morning feeling extra tired that I have been energy robbed in the middle of the night. One trick I have used to give me a safe sleep space is that I keep a bowl of salt water and protection stones on my nightstand. It has greatly improved my sleeping and awakening energy levels.

On a final note, I deal with almost daily stomach bloat myself. It emanates from my solar plexus chakra and then spreads to my belly. I think this is a side effect of being an empath and taking things in every day. I have improved my bloat through grounding and exercise.

While I do not doubt that you have negative entities around you my first thought was that you are being poisoned.  If you have fibro I assume you are taking medication.  My cousin really blew up like a balloon on her medication though she did not communicate any other problems.  I cannot take manufactured medications.  I try to find something natural or nothing.  Check out your medications an request change or get off of them.  I recently had a big problem with medication and my doctor never told me my health deteriotrating so fast was because of the medication.  You probably will have to do it yourself.

WOW! What great responses. I am truly grateful for your knowledge & time

I keep coming back to this group because it is the only creditable source.

OK, Now I am going to say I will be brief but I lie. Not intentionally mind you; I just never can. Always one more thing to say... plus because I am a borderline perfectionist. I want to make sure I have been descriptive enough. 🤔😅

First order of business:
Please don't think I am simply ignoring help. I really do not speak the language. I came into this absolutely thinking none of this is possible. Even now I am constantly checking myself to be sure it's not my imagination (of which I have none) or a shadow or misinterpretation. I am never sleeping when things happen. Many times I am sleeping but I am awakened. I know I have to look because there is always company waiting for me. I can't understand any of this because there is no reasoning. Therefore the following things I do not grasp or relate to or know how to: Angels, Spirit Guides, Grounding, Energy Cord, Cleansing, Chakras, Meditation (I can't focus long enough) Is there a book, "Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I will try not to be redundant. I know I have posts all over this site 😆

I have interacted with what I call visitors almost everyday for well over a year.
Three kinds of very detailed visits. Those who are deliberately trying to make contact with me, those who I can see and they can see me (and not real happy about it) and those I can see and they haven't a clue I am there - I connected emotionally with some. None of them were familiar. None have repeated a visit, None posed any ill will.

No one needs to worry about upsetting me. I am open to brain storming. I am pretty strong and down to earth. I use common sense and never panic

Enter Webs, they are evolving constantly. They have tried to take over and are very multifaceted. They are annoying at best; mostly discerning disruptive and creepy. I can communicate to some degree. I complain and they conform a behavior. I say I am done, get out and they do something to try to win me over. I get sucked in again. They respond to hand signals like stop, go back and go in another direction. They attempt frightening me; not gonna happen. They can create a human type form similar to the visitors to evoke forgiveness or trickery. They can give off the feeling that they are hurt when I don't respond in a way they want. None of this can really be understood without having the experience.

This was SUPER freaky. My husband called me to come out to the pool area to show me something. It was very dark. I got disoriented (they are capable of doing that) and was walking slowly so as to not fall into the pool. When my husband spoke I followed his voice. He was in a lighted area. As I got closer I jumped back in shock. Spirits began to come out of him. It was as though they were getting off a bus. They were fully formed and dressed. There was about 4 or 5 that exited, took a few steps then disappeared. When he spoke the spell was broken. No others followed.

Here is my last "I just thought of something else" thing. When I happen to look at something for more than a few seconds; there is a good chance of watching a little movie clip on a wall or TV or picture or window or wherever. I see people / family going about everyday life. They only last a few seconds.

When I close my eyes several colored patterned layers come towards me. At that point I am dealing with one entity that is encompassed in a pod like web. He knows I want to know who he is and about the others.
I had to fight for control of these visions. I had let them in originally. I had annoyed them i forget how. At first i couldn't close my eyes to sleep because the instant I did they took over.
There is a way long story. So i guess i can thank myself lol
I liked the visitors. I was sure that I was needed. Plus desperate for answers i pursued.
I really don't believe they are harmful. They are pushy & overbearing. I don't want to see how far they will go.

Just FYI... many, many years ago i would fool around with a Ouija Board. One night we kept asking the same question. (don't even remember what) The point kept going directly to Goodbye and flying off the board. All of a sudden (of course dark, maybe a candle or two). I felt first and then turned to see kind of a black hooded / cloaked form. The pure Evil I felt was like none other
I shut off immediately before the imminent harm. NEVER NEVER came near another board!

Now see.... I can't quit.😂
I should have send this yesterday before I could add more.

The really, really LAST note!
I was able to get pictures & video of the initial spider parade around the room and then the room itself. Lousy camera woman 😁 but no editing

PineSprings

Your so right.👍
I am one of original when some Drs were starting to get on board.
I tried all kinds of "medications" I was part of several "Studies" I was even sent to Shands Hospital to see a Big time Specialist. I had to wait a year for the appointment. (It's in Florida so you may not have heard of it.) He ran me through every test you can think of plus all kind of computer programs.
Point being... Oh yeah, he confirmed the diagnosis. THEN I find out I was a "test" subject. He wouldn't give me results. He sent my Primary Doctor a quickie recap and a prescribed an old tired drug I had been in a drug study for, previously. I got sick of meds that make you sicker then they give you more drugs. At this time I am more up on Fibro and meds than most Drs.
So now I take Wellbutin &
Advil. That's all. A Rheumatologist told me to take 4 tablets 800mg as a dose or don't even bother.
I am such a "Chatty Cathy"
Sorry - BTW Lyrica is useless.👎 I was in a study for it and tried it twice. Weight gain that is hard to lose. Insatiable Appetite

Ok...so now you have a few good responses...what are YOU doing about your predicament?....you have a lot going on both in your house and in your head...the entity that attacked me after I responded to you I think I was able to take it out....it was attached to the back of my neck in the throat chakra....what research on this have you done aside from talking to us here?....also...did you say good bye to the board?...if you didn't you left a door open....snd that's how this entity came through....the spirits who you were communicating with were probably trying to get you to say good bye because they knew it was there and they wanted you to close the door so it couldn't cross into this world...which you didn't understand...
updated by @womanwhowalks: 06/13/17 12:56:44AM

The spiritual issues have already been covered, so as a long time fellow Fibro sufferer, I just want to mention a few physical things that you may want to have checked, if they've not been already. 

1. Welbutrin can cause hallucinations. It did for me, as well as night terrors, followed by a severe allergic reaction after being on it for a couple of months. It is the only anti-depressant which works by raising dopamine, and there are natural ways to do that, if it turns out the drug is the problem. 

2. Hair loss can mean secondary hypothyroidism, which about 75% of people with Fibro get. My hair was falling out all over my pillow and plugging up the shower drain before I went on natural, T3 thyroid made from pork. 

3. Fingernails that curve upwards and inwards, like they are spoons, are a sign of anemia. If they are curving downwards, like an upside down spoon, that is hypothyroidism. 

Fibro is much more serious than most doctors understand, so I feel for you in dealing with it. I believe being physically stronger will help keep negative spirits away from you, so working on both aspects is a good idea, IMO.

Namaste,

C. Cat

"Paranormal for Dummies"🙃

I am serious though about not understanding the concepts.
I read and research all the time
I even spoke (email) to a Ghost Hunter Group. She is actual living in my same area. She basically said none of what I told her could be true and I should see a doctor.

I believe in some kind of Higher Power and appreciate the worldful Earth and all it's inhabitants but definitely not Spiritual.


I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.

Angels and Spirit Guides...
Where are they? What do they look like? What do they do? How do I find them?

I am very meat and potatoes and now all these vegetables & spices are coming in to play and I dont have recipes.🤔

I don't know What is or How to:
Ground, Cleanse or Smudge

I don't know what is:
Checking Energy
Energy Cords
Cords of Attatchment
Parasite
Chakras
Protection Stones

Meditation (I can't focus very long) I have to put drops in my eyes every night and keep them closed for three minutes. It feels more like three hours. I usually cheat.

I can't go out and buy anything because I am having surgery for a torn tendon and can't drive for at least 6 - 8 weeks.
My husband is not going to take me anywhere except to a Dr to get fixed because I am not normal 🙄😃

Here's a tidbit..... you may not have heard of this but I lived close by this Famous little Community. Too bad I moved.
"Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp in Central Florida, Spiritual healing, mediums, psychics, ..."
They would be handy right now 😉😄

Well...you have access to a computer....google those words and read...thats all you need to do...and that would be ASTRAL PARASITE....read all about it...and your energy is your aura...astral...etheric and soul bodies...and go get your meds changed...see your doctor about side affects that you may be experiencing...that one is probably the most important at this time....

This looks like a good web site to learn about some of these things - simply put also.  And of course there are many more.  Just google or look up on Amazon.

http://www.psychic-readings-guide.com/list-of-psychic-abilities/

http://www.psychic-readings-guide.com/spiritual-grounding/

http://www.psychic-readings-guide.com/psychic-attack/

As long as you continue to communicate with the entities they will bother you but I can understand your curiosity.  Try turning your curiosity towards more positive areas of the astral plane.  And, of course, unschooled you are inviting trouble.

G - Back again

Health issues have been addressed. Iron Deficiency (mostly) Still think whatever it is sucks the life out of me

Currently 6-8 wks will be spent healing from torn tendon repair in hip Kinda major 6" slice So been away awhile.

I take only Wellbutrin  (for longer than I can remember) I quit cold turkey several times w/no side effects except I slowly fall into a deep depression. I gave up trying to discontinue. It silently works never had a problem. I am way done experimenting with whatever "new" Fibro drug comes along. I take Anvil and deal with it. I rarely take a pain pill. They don't work much for me anyway. I don't do drugs or drink.

For a year and a 1/2 I have Googled and researched constantly. Some of it makes sense most I don't even know how to relate to. I don't give up trying. I don't try to talk to my husband about it because he just can't handle it. He gets extremely worried.

With all the researching and reaching out; I have NEVER found anything close to what I am dealing with. I left No open doors; never experimented even though I used to live near Cassadaga, Famous Home to Psychics.

It's the Webs!!

I have shut EVERYTHING thing else down I can. I don't glance at ANYTHING too long. I ignore, I interact ONLY enough to try to keep them directly away from me. I can stop them and redirect but it's so all encompassing it's futile.

I thought Womenwhowalks was able to send them packing but a day later they came back stronger than ever. I thought after surgery they were going to leave me alone but no... in a couple days... hello.

Imagine trying to never look but impossible not to see; a line of dark spider type movement crossing top of walls, verticle blinds, down the corners of connecting walls and eventually they begin expanding until my room looks like it's filled with a dense sparkling fog. They are in constant movement and regrouping. They will spread across doorways like an actual spiderweb. Used to be they left with daylight but now they are often there only almost invisible. They used to return to the ceiling fan now they also blend into the walls. Spanish lace plaster provides a wonderful hiding place. Used to be if the TV was on they were kept at bay; now they try to creep in anyway. I catch it and send them away. I try to ignore, turn the TV off and sleep. I open my eyes and there they are filling the room. I started to leave the TV on but some still hang around even after dawn. I tried pulling the sheet over my head but sometime ago they began showing up when my eyes closed. I learned to not see it. They are back at that again and I can't stop them unless I keep opening my eyes and refocusing which is maddening. Immediately there is a lacy something. It starts out red but if I allow it, there is a pattern of color change. This thing waves and billows as it gets closer and behind it I start to see frantic spider like fluttering. I can hold my hand up to stop them and wave them away but they come right back. I really look like a loon doing that. Sleep is coming less and less. I dread it. I am exhausted.

Mostly they are fine almost translucent but there are some able to turn into black very thick and spider looking clumps or expand over an area of wall. 

They change, adapt and learn. They punish. Send out the black really creepy ones to try to scare me. As I walk through the house I would feel tiny little stings on my legs, they have even dropped a glob of yellow something on my leg. I rarely can feel them but they have on occasion tried to wrap themselves around my ankles and trip me as I walk through doorways. I don't let them rattle me. They will attach to me when they can and to any electronics I am holding.

The week before surgery I had a sinus infection. A couple days after I got a UTI. Fibro is kicking in big time. I am already weak from surgery. I can't walk, sit or bend. A trip to the bathroom on crutches almost takes me out.

I am normally VERY independent. I am the caretaker, the fixer but I have fought this alone so long I don't know how much longer I can take this. I have never been afraid. I know they can't hurt me but I think they are going to wear on me until they win.

I know it's real. It is not easy but I have gotten pictures and video. My husband says it is shadows or blurry; looks like trick photography... Denial

I guess I really made them angry. They are all but invisible and floating around me w/slider verticles open. They are gathering in corners. when I tried to wave one back to wherever it through web in front of me with a tiny VERY realistic brown spider hanging in it. when I sat up to look closer, of course it disappeared

@just-stevie:

Sorry you are continuing to struggle. It does sound like it is affecting your health. I hate to ask an obvious question. But it often helps. My question is, have you considered staying a few nights at a hotel or relatives house to get away from your home? This is of course assuming that these things don't follow you. But it sure sounds like you could use a mental and physical break from that home.

And separately, there is a very good natural anti-depressant called Deproloft that may be an alternative for you to try the next time you want to wean off of your meds. The science on anti-depressants is that they numb and mask the problem and do nothing to solve the problem. A lot of depression comes from an imbalance of hormones and general brain chemistry. Deproloft improves your health naturally by helping replenish what you may be lacking. I've been on it for two years and it really works. You can buy it on amazon or iherb.com. I would only add that if you try it that you should do so under doctor supervision so that you safely reduce and wean off your anti-depressant meds.

https://www.amazon.com/Thorne-Research-Deproloft-HF-Supplement-Management/dp/B005H3TPKG/ref=sr_1_1_a_it?ie=UTF8&qid=1500662002&sr=8-1&keywords=deproloft

updated by @hop-daddy: 07/21/17 11:44:32AM

Thank you hop-daddy

A respite sounds wonderful but it does follow me. Right now I am not mobile plus my husband would have a heart attack. We are always together and he worries if I go to the store. He is really freaked out about this. He tried to understand, he tried to help. He knows very little about it and I stopped telling. To him at this point it is a Medical problem. "Go to the Dr" I say what and tell him I see ghosts? Here come the men in white coats and all kind of pills. I think not LOL

Wellbutrin is not a Serotonin re-take inhibitor. It works with Dopamine and Norepinephrine the "feel good chemicals". I stay on it mostly for Fibro. I will keep Deproloft in mind. I have had my share of drugs that don't work. I am in to natural too.

Thank you for caring!

So they did go away for awhile?...did they disappear altogether?...i'll give it another go...maybe we can get em to move out if we bug em enuf...

Wellbutrin (bupropion) is an antidepressant medication used to treat major depressive disorder and seasonal affective disorder.(copy & paste)

I did some research on this drug years ago. My wife was on it. It's very strong. It wasn't meant to be taken long term. It takes away emotions, which means it takes away your ability to defend yourself. If we treat symptoms the problem is never addressed. You know this is a spiritual matter. The depression you feel is a motivation is solve this issue. If you treat it chemically you have no reason to deal with the cause. The fibro is an attack on your nervous system. We have a VERY sensitive nervous system.  That's about all I know except this: Love makes them starve. So don't worry, don't be angry, don't be sad, and don't be a victim. They trick you to spark those emotions they feed on. You'll have to be clear minded to know your own emotions.

Herbs, stones and crystals help. Bach flower remedies help. Smuging with sage helps. Getting off any and all chemicals helps. Swimming in moving water helps. Exercise helps. I suggest trying different things to see what works for you. I like salt and hiking through the woods. Depression comes and go's. It's just what we all deal with. You have to be strong. This something you can ask for, strength. It's offered to you. Call upon Holy Might!

Womanwhowalks 

It was a day or 2 then I wake up ( I  pretty much wake up during the night every night often several times sometimes all night ) opened my eyes to be confronted with a group of the black thick long legged ones right in front of my face. I shove them away a little frantically. Cover my head with the covers and go back to sleep. Since then they both hang around. When I came back from surgery I didn't see them for three or 4 days Yeah! NOT! They started it up again. 

Would pictures or video help?

Thank you for getting back to me

So...ok...exactly how many do you actually see?...i wouldn't mind looking at the pics...just because I'm curious at what the camera caught....lol...i'm waiting for a response to my question from my guides...i know one popped in earlier...but didn't seem to stay long...

Zachcaria

I have taken Wellbutri for 20+ years. If I need a Serotonin Boost I use 5HTP (supplement) for a couple days. Most Fibromyalgia sufferers take a ton of serious medications. I rarely use a pain pill just Advil

Wellbutrin 

Used to Regulate Chemicals responsible for:

Norepinephrine a (stress) hormone / neurotransmitter 

Effects learning, memory & alertness

Dopamine Reward hormone

Effects pleasure & motivation

They effect many body functions I only listed a few

It doesn't take away emotions, it aids to balance what is naturally there 

I don't take:

  Serotonin reuptakers keep lines of communication going so the chemical (seratonin) can proceed instead of being sucked back in

Everyone reacts differently to medicationn

I am not actually depressed other than within the cycle of Fibromyalgi

"You know this is a spiritual matter"

Not quite sure what you mean. 

Paranormal or Religious or something else

Fibro may well be an attack on your nervous system. I don't know what it is being attacked by or how though. It also has been connected to differences found in brain, pain receptors, brain waves. Sleep is often effected because of an Alpha-Delta pattern which basically means the brain wakes up during sleep, dorment viruses. There are a ton more theories. I try to follow all the new ideas.

I don't know about Love but I have had some angry conversations. I'll keep it in check. I don't worry, I am not sad, not fearful, never a victim but really annoyed. I don't know how to stop it and I don't understand it which is very frustrating. 

I have a clear mind & know my own emotions but I am in a weakened state with the infections, surgery & Fibro flare. I don't want it to take advantage of that; it needs to leave!! I don't know what it wants. If I show the slightest attention they would be all over me. They are so eager to see me and be with me. It's creepy! I am so tired of them. 

 Your right about tricking me or trying to anyway. This all started with nightly visits from spirits. From the now, passed and some other plane? I kind of enjoyed it. I felt a purpose; really still do feel like I should DO something. I just didn't know what. At some point these webs starting showing up. The visitors dwindled to none now. I would tell them I wanted to have the visitors back. They let a few through and then tried a feeble attempt at forming replacement visitors. For a while I was seeing theme park rides. It got to the point where anything I touched or looked at displayed the rides. Then one day they stopped. After, I heard on the news some teens in another state had gotten stuck at the top of a ride. It got a little intense but they got them down. It was in another state. Coincidence? who knows. The webs started trying to duplicate. What a joke. There is a very complicated event probably the biggest trick where a man was trying to come to me (in my thoughts) but I could only get glimpses of parts of his face he was wrapped. When he got closer I noticed webs were trying to get through. When I started to refuse I stopped seeing him. I thought he might need rescuing. I am a bleeding heart.  

"Herbs, stones and crystals help. Bach flower remedies help. Smuging with sage" 

I don't have access to any of these

"Swimming in moving water " 

I have a pool but I can't go in for another 8 wks.

 "Exercise" 

I'll be starting therapy soon but can't go to gym for at least 8 wks!

It is not a countable thing

Probably millions They can be all connected or groups large or small. On walls hanging from things or in mid air. My entire room ends up wall to wall floor to ceiling with sparkly webs (not always sparkly) looks like a dense fog or snow storm. Groups are a cross between spider webs and cobwebs

I'll go through pictures tomorrow. A lot are black. They disappear with flash I have to catch just the right back light.

I have seen something like what your describing. Webs in fog sort of. It's kind like smoke but not thick with shimmery strands, but I don't see it with my eyes. More out of the corner of my eye. When I see ghosts I'm not really seeing them, yet I do see it. Hard to explain in words. 

The shimmery fog I see at church during worship. It swirls around above the congregation while we sing. The sanctuary around the building gets brighter. Meaning the electromagnetic field is being filled with radiation that is coming from the people inside it. When people tell me "I felt the spirit move" I want to say "Yes, I saw it", but I don't dare. 

I don't understand a lot of this stuff. I can only relate my experiences. 

My aunt has major issues with Fibromyalgia, and yes, she takes a ton of drugs. I wish I could suggest cannabis since it's an herb that has a multitude of beneficial effects. She isn't open to it.

Understand, we over think things. I know I do. We believe doctors have the cure for what ails us, but in truth we are all guinea pigs they experiment on. My wife was perfectly balanced while she was on wellbutrin. She thought it was helping her. 

We are three in one. Mind, Body, Spirit. If all three are healthy, we are in balance. If you focus solely on one, your neglecting the other two. We use the body to change the mind which changes the spirit. We use the spirit to change the mind which changes the body. We use the mind to change the body which changes the spirit. So ask yourself this question and honestly answer to yourself "do I want to be healthy?" It's the first step in changing your reality. 

1. I guess the webs are really angry because I am trying to rid them. I am so tired but the minute I close my eyes the flimsy lacey looking sheet / curtain starts waving and the dark black ones are behind it frantic like rushing me. the room is full. They are doing their little trick where they cover the walls and ceiling and everything in the room getting near that makes me disoriented and I feel a strong pull. I am not showing or feeling any emotions except annoyance and tiredness. It's 5 a.m. and still haven't slept again
   

Zacharias

WOW!! You are the first person I have found that had experienced anything remotely close to what I see. It's hard for me to remember just how the webs looked going in (I would have to look back at my notes).

I was thrust into this a few months shy of 2 yrs. It was just, look up and say oh your not my daughter. That was the start. Some can understand me. Some try to communicate. Some are in a different time they a higher power. When you die game over. I did / do believe ESP is possible. Once again Science, Energy & Brain Power explains everything.

Until... that night. Now I am in a world of impossibiliies. I see and hear ghosts. I walk in a room and the ceiling fan blades wiggle, the chair rocks, the bed rolls &  waves like the sea, walls ripple and  I can move things by looking at them. The catch? Only I see everything. This is not just in my home it can be anywhere. Occasionally I'll see a clip of people projected somewhere and what they are . doing ie. a family having dinner. I can give details on all of it. Gender, Age range, Facial features, Hair style, What thier wearing (often in color) What they are doing. If they are in my time sometimes I sense thier feelings.

Enter Webs - Game changer.The webs have reinvented themselves many times. They learn and I believe have feelings to a degree. Other than that I see no use for them. They take over. I have walked in other rooms to see them hanging off fans, light fixtures and furniture. I reach for a cup and it might have small patch in it. Another small patch looks like Cobwebs webs or dust bunnies. I think I have missed that area when I vacumn and mop floors.

This is just the tip of the iceberg 

  I understand what you mean by corner of your eye. Sometimes I kind of see them, never clearly. It's more of a glance. I feel them or it there.

I feel the same way about Marijuana. If the powers that be ever get it straight; we are going to have it without the high.

I don't understand it either 

I have little faith in Doctors. I mostly do my own research. I have a pretty good idea of diagnosis before I go to the doctors.. I contribute to deciding what tests or medication are needed. I carry my test results with me because I constantly hear oh we haven't gotten them yet

Personally I think your living on an energy ley line...or energy hub....or pretty close to a an energy hub...now THAT'S something you can scientifically prove to your husband as it's rather widely documented that these things exist...and they're mapped out too....you might wanna consider moving....
updated by @womanwhowalks: 07/23/17 02:11:57PM

Sounded really interesting until you said "move". My husband decided he hates the house and is trying to convince me to move. I LOVE everything about the house, the property, the area. I feel integrated with the house. I can't imagine my life anywhere else 😦 

Of course, I don't know what that means so I will have to look it up.

I can't figure out how to attach photos

I am trying to look it up so far finding games like a star wars type things. I'm going back to look more. 

I instantly got a blazing headache and my stomach is flip flopping 😯😓😦

What are u looking up?...

Energy Ley Line

Energy Hub

Just punch in ley lines...

I read what I could find on Ley Lines. It is mostly history and theories. The one that appeared most understandable was pointing out there is really no such thing. Of, course, there were games & gamers. I even down loaded Google Earth. I tried to determine if we were near any, no luck

My husband would never go with this. I think the only way he would believe anything is if he saw what I see but he couldn't handle it

Ley Lines - Unrelated / Possibly related??  

Toward the beginning I determined the ceiling fan was like a hub. As time progressed I became sure it had it's own agenda. 

This was during the time of visitors. I awoke to find orbs? flying all around my room and they were exiting out the glass slider. (there seems to be many entry/exits). I put a stop to that but there would still be some departing on the sly. I didn't understand but felt it was not a good thing. I noticed every night the ceiling fan would signal toward the slider. It was like a lighthouse. I got up close once to check it out and actually saw the light coming out of or around the fan motor. 

Eventually that stopped as more and more the webs took over. I would have to check my notes to give more detail... a year and a half of nightly action starts to blur. 🙃

Traveling Back:  For many years when I looked at something black, mostly cloth, I would see a burgundy pattern within. Further down the line  - the burgundy pattern is tied into this whole thing.

I (probably unwisely) allowed them? to take me on a trip. I had insisted knowing what was going on and wanted a tour. It was like Disney haunted house ride meets Warehouse work shop. I was never asleep. I controlled when I would go and stated "I am coming back"  I always was aware of  where I was physically and only needed to open my eyes. I wanted to know what was going on and would say "take me, show me" 

It was like a Disney ride (Wild Toad actually). I don't know whether I was sitting, standing or what. There was a large figure shrouded in what looked like part hooded robe and half pod that seemed to be in charge and many smaller that controlled "the ride". I spiraled up and went through many color changes. Always with some sort of fabric? surrounding. The colors starting with the burgundy I have always seen. Along the way I saw "settings of what appeared to be interacting as  "real people do" behind glass enclosures. I passed through a work shop that held various parts that were very similar to human parts. I went up and up always around but sometimes backed up changing directions; going down halls and through doors. They were more like plywood gates. I felt every movement. It was like a tame thrill ride. Butterflies in your stomach kind. It was fun. I eventually reached the top "Gold" I thought we would continue to next which was outside. We didn't 

More skipping - They tired of taking me touring. Instead I finally realized It was more likely I was being studied. The tall one, shrouded in what seemed to be partly a hooded robe yet a large pod, would peer at me and then give approval to small ones. They individually would closely inspect me. I would look back into thier eyes. I never saw any of them other than partial faces. They were all enclosed in a pod type thing. Sometimes there were several in the pod (I am such a bleeding heart). For some reason I thought they needed to be saved. I could have them come back to me briefly by signaling.

I started to suspect they were studying and duplicating me. Now, I am pondering aliens? From that point on when they wanted me to travel I declined. Let's not and say we did. I was also noticing a lot of what I saw was actually constructed of webs.

At some point the webs got more and more attached to me (literally). They especially want to be attached to my fingertips. They are sensitive to my moods and back off a little if I am upset over something. They will surround anyone that comes near me. They will come, retreat and change direction when I gesture. They have evolved to the point where they embed themselves within the Spanish Lace plaster walls to wait. They venture into all the rooms and drape themselves over lamps, furniture anything really. They hang from other ceiling fans and spread across doorways. I have found them in cabinets and nooks and crevices. They mostly want to be where I am. Oddly they don't really go into the office. Occasionally they will cover EVERYTHING with pattern drapes are disorienting.  All electronics are in the office with the accepting of tablets and cell phones.

It is daytime but cloudy. The light coming in through the slider is not bright. The room is still a daytime hue. The webs are crawling all over and around me. They are crawling along the walls openly. My husband came in the room. It didn't bother them atvall. Of, course, he can't  see them anyway ; but still! They are bolder everyday.

Well now the webs are really really angry because I am trying to get rid of them!. I am laying in bed TV ON. My husband is next to me, in the room! Are the webs retracting or waiting on the down low. That would be a big NO. I looked up.  Not to see anything just because when I leaned back that's where my eyes went naturally.

The entire ceiling is draped with what I normally see when I close my eyes. It's billowing up and down. The frantic movement of the spider type webs behind it. So I  avoid looking up. Problem is the same thing happening on the sides. Appearing in front of me on the wall their is a group larger and blacker than ever. They stretch out their thick legs and fold them as they climb up & down and over each other. They know the big black ones creep me out. I look away. The ceiling and sides are pulsating. I am not looking. I stare between the tablet in front of me and the TV. I feel them next me. I can't help but see them peripherally. Just enough for me to know their there. I can continue to do this for now but I am dreading the night AGAIN! My husband will fall asleep. The TV will stay on but that's not going to help tonight. I won't  be able to close my eyes or they will be there. I can't block them anymore. I have to get so sleepy I don't realize when I fall asleep. Last night I finally fell asleep. My husband has a problem staying asleep so sometimes when he wakes up he will go to the spare room so he won't wake me. This happened about 4 a.m.. He turned off the TV and I jolted awake. When he left I jumped up and put the lights on. They will either go away then or disappear. Sadly that doesn't help much because they are in my head. I used to keep a flashlight near me but my husband saw me shining it around and now he watches me to see if I am going to do anything weird. 

Logically I know they are not there. They can't hurt me. My husband just walked down the hall that was blocked by the giant spiders. Right on through. Never saw a thing just went right through them. I am going to have to make the trip down the hall on crutches to the bathroom.I usually just wave them back. ""Scoot Scoot^. I'm not so sure that will work tonight.

I am not afraid. Even if I were I wouldn't show it. They still creep me out. They are sneaky and invasive and overwhelming. There doesn't seem to be an answer or a fix. I may not be scared but it sure impacts my life.