Not sure what I'm seeing.

WindWolf
WindWolf
@windwolf
8 months ago
131 posts
I don't claim to see or detect peoples auras, I gotten glimpses before but that's all. I've been meditating and trying to develope the ability to see them more clearly. That is what brings me to my problem, I'm seeing black spots randomly like they are circling me. I'm pretty sure black in an aura isn't a good sign. Are these black spots a part of my aura, stemming from my extreme dislike of a person in my life? Or is it that someone or something has attached itself to me? Like something feeding off of my energy, I've noticed a change in myself and I don't like it.
updated by @windwolf: 03/09/18 02:36:59PM
Hop Daddy
Hop Daddy
@hop-daddy
8 months ago
896 posts

@windwolf:

Keep meditating as it usually strengthens your abilities.

If you are seeing full rainbow auras around people then at that point you can trust what you see. People that can see full auras will tell you that when a person has an area that is weak and causing them problems that part of the aura will project as kind of muddy brown or fuzzy black. But if you are not yet seeing full auras, I wouldn't worry about that assuming that you are seeing your aura.

I do, however, have some experience with ghosts and rid myself of a spirit attachment a couple years back. It sounds like this could be an explanation for what you are seeing and working through. First off we all have to realize and accept that ghosts are everywhere. And the vast majority of them are harmless. They are particularly attracted to empaths. Because of who we are and our natural higher vibration, the ghosts are very drawn to us. 

I do not usually see ghosts, my ability is that I can hear them. However, on the occasions where I have seen ghosts they have always been shadowy black and in different shapes and sizes. I usually see them as blobs and not in any type of body outline. My daughter is an empath and normally sees ghosts in human shape and she tells me that they mostly appear as shadowy. Most present that way. From what I hear from others, ghosts normally only present with great detail when they have passed recently. 

In getting back to your situation, I had something black on my back not too long ago. I couldn't see it in the mirror. But when someone dropped something at my house I whipped around really fast and saw this black object that was attached to my back and almost looked like a black cape. I saw it at various times for about a week and nothing since. I think this may be what you are seeing. With my hearing and general empath radar I feel certain ghosts come hang around me for a few days regularly. And then they usually move on. When it gets on my nerves I ask them to leave and they usually comply. I believe the same thing happened with that black cape-like thing on my back as it disappeared about a week later. 

As an empath you already know that you pick up on living human emotions. But you also can pick up on ghost emotions as well. The thing about earth-bound ghosts is that they are here because they have not crossed over yet. And they are usually here due to confusion, unfinished business in their former life, or guilt/strong emotional attachments that keep them here. If you ever watch one of those legitimate ghost hunter tv shows where the empath or medium walks into a haunted house and feels pressure on their chest and picks up on anger, sadness etc... It's exactly like that. While humans have a range of emotions, ghosts normally exhibit the emotions that are keeping them bound to the earth-plane. For example, if someone died from a drug overdose, their ghost may present with feelings of sadness and regret. 

If I am a correct and you have a ghost keeping close to you, I would just test it out by trying to clear your mind and see if you can pick up any emotions from the entity. If you are noticing unusual moodiness or ill feelings yourself, that may also be you reacting to ghost emotions. As an empath we are always asking ourselves "is this emotion mine?" So if you all of a sudden are feeling angry for no reason, a lot of times our brains accept that as "our own feelings" and we just go with it and feel anxious and angry. But as an empath progresses, we learn to discern what is not ours and recognize it as incoming emotions from others. This is the same with ghost emotional energy that you may be picking up. You'll feel it as your own. But you can block that or just ask the ghost to leave. Protections stones also work well to keep ghosts from impacting your energy field.

Let me know if you feel that this info. helps. And if you are feeling a lot of fatigue lately, let me know on that as well as that is an off-shoot of this topic.

WindWolf
WindWolf
@windwolf
8 months ago
131 posts
I used to see shadows walking around not connected to anyone a few years ago. But nothing like that since, I also got feelings like some presence was following me. It's been a while since that has happened. I have been feeling tired a lot recently, I think that has more to do with my depression and recent heartbreak though. The thought that this could be a ghost is interesting. Something else has been happening recently when I close my eyes, usually there are odd colors making weird shapes, which I'm used to. And if a bright light passes in front of me I can still see the light, the strange thing is I'll be in a dark room and close my eyes and the colors will be bright like a light passed in front of my face but when I open my eyes it's still dark.
Hop Daddy
Hop Daddy
@hop-daddy
8 months ago
896 posts

@windwolf:

When we empaths are depressed or under a lot of stress, our natural protections erode. And we take in more bad energy each day than usual. And then you get tired from the depression and stress, and then are extra tired from being more exposed than usual as an empath. Try getting more meditation and rest and see if that improves. I also tell every empath I meet to take a warm bath with a couple cups of rock salt in there. Relaxing in that for 20 minutes or so does wonders for clearing out low energy and making you feel relaxed.

I did want to say that when I did have what I think was a spirit attachment that I was fatigued on a whole other level. I actually felt like something was leaching my energy. I had a sensation like something pulling from the top of my head. I'll have to tell you guys my spirit attachment removal story sometime because it blew my mind when I won the battle. But I'm thinking in your case that you probably just have empath fatigue.

The colors that you are seeing when you close your eyes are your channeling skills. The same thing happens to me. With my eyes closed I often see a kaleidoscope of whirling colors shooting around and sometimes see bright lights as if someone is shining a flashlight at me. But when I open my eyes nothing is there but darkness. I typically see these colors with my eyes closed when I am falling asleep at night. And it's hard to stay awake sometimes to see where it goes. And once I fall asleep I rarely remember much from dream time. But if you can stay awake, find a meditation stone or two when you go to bed and focus on those colors. For me they sometimes transition in to visions and little movies of people. I also get a flashcard phase where I see mugshot like images of people in my mind that switch every 2 seconds as if someone is dealing them out like cards at a casino. I usually will see 20-30 images of people before it shuts off or I fall asleep. I still have no idea what I am seeing when this happens. But it is very interesting. I can also sometimes while meditating get the same outcome of images of people. I would say try to stay awake and relax your mind and see where the swirling colors take you.

WindWolf
WindWolf
@windwolf
8 months ago
131 posts
Thank you for the help, I tried to follow the colors and they tend to form shapes like runes then people. But when they start to look like people I start envisioning people I know in my mind and lose the colors. Thats when a story starts to play out in my head.
EmpathDad
EmpathDad
@empathdad
4 months ago
37 posts
It sounds like spiritual attachments and discarnates. I agree with hop-daddy
EmpathDad
EmpathDad
@empathdad
4 months ago
37 posts
Windwolf.....you definitely have a few different things going on. First, I agree with Hop-Daddy about discarnates and attachments. You need to clear yourself daily and work on protection. These are my daily struggles too.

Next, you said you are concentrating on the aura. My guess is you see a white energy around people then as you concentrate you see the figures which then leads to “people.” What is happening is that you are seeing the spiritual veil. Spirits are coming forward to communicate with you. The video playing is them trying to communicate and your mind trying to make sense of the messages. Remember spirits communicate through various ways not just audible voice. The communication could be a movie or pictures in your head. It could be a sensation or a smell.
EmpathDad
EmpathDad
@empathdad
4 months ago
37 posts
Attachments should be cleared daily. Attachments can lead to spiritual oppression and possession in very extreme cases. Remember there are good and evil spirits. These spirits are attaching to you because you are good. You are light. They are trying to find a vulnerability in your aura. I actually had an evil attachment a few years ago. It took me months to get rid of it. My main symptom of the attachment was mood swings.

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