Thank you Sarah for sharing and to let others know that such a journey must be taken alone while dumping all that no longer serves. My journey was harder because I asked if religion/church was true and then I asked if the bible was true. I was depressed for months; specifically because of the bible jesus vs the Real Jesus. I can tel you that this journey never ends.
If someone asks now what I believe, I just say I'm Spiritual. I have come to realize that all religions serve the church/temple/mosque, etc. They do not serve what is inside all of us which is the real thing. We are all Source individualized by Free Will manifested in us. That is why we are empaths, because we are all connected and some actually know vs others do not.
Know that while this journey is alone, there are others that have gone before you and will follow after you. Never be afraid to seek out Truth. Deprogramming is a process so give it time and go at your own pace.