I'm at a hard part of my spiritual awakening. I keep dreaming nearly every night symbols that show me that my subconscious has moved on from my church into its own spirituality. I'm having such a hard time accepting that in my conscious mind. It feels almost like a death to let this go, and I can't seem to do it, and it's making me feel depressed.
Things have been going very well with my spiritual development and all that, but I just wish I had some real emotional and even physical support. I wish I just had someone who could hug me all day and say they understand. That's not how spiritual awakenings work, so I'll just suck it up and keep going, but today all my emotional need triggers are going off at once and I just wish for some real comfort from outside of myself. I guess I don't feel very strong today.
updated by @sarah: 02/22/17 05:06:23AM